#'nah its just anxiety' STFU NUH UH I'M COOL AND SPECIAL AND I GOT THESE FROM TRAUMA [shows my badge] /silly

[sepiasys]

Oh yeah

I've been spacing out a lot - I mean a LOT - more than usual. I think I was gone atleast 3-4 times during class. One or two on the bus to AND from. 3 times at home. Just today

I know in the last week I've been having trouble focusing/existing at seemingly random. I can't move very much because suddenly my body is heavy and frozen, I can't see because my eyes literally unfocus on everything (it takes effort to not only move but also make sure I can get barely any details with what I'm looking at). Having to remind myself multiple times of things I might be forgetting

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Hi I drafted this an hour ago (as of editing) bc B came in for emotional support :3

Anyways its still true even tho now I. Feel different -,_-, bc stuff if :3

I wont lie that I had 1-3 brief small moments of spacing out twice and one or maybe two? That were like BOOM big spacey out of it, but still recovered

So anyways idk if these be adhd or other dissociations stuff

I can say however I absolutely mustve been dissociated when B was talking, right at the end of it, bc I realized I gave an affirmative sorta "mhm" without even fully understanding what was said, and I tried to remember bc I SWEAR I HEARD IT but I had only one sentence/line to go off 😔 But is oki bc he didnt hate me when I mentioned being confused after realizing :33