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gurorori · 1 year ago

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sobbin' loudly rn usually i'd post this on side but i genuinely feel so hopeless idk wt wer livin' 4 anymore. i always try 2 tell myself university isn' 4 every1 & college isn' 4 eveyr1 but then i look back at ourselves & like. i jus' kino every1 will look down on us, we'll get nowhere in life, no actual educated person wld wanna b arnd us or ever think of seein' us as a potential acquaintance or friend or partner or anythin' at all. i jus' feel so fuckin' stupididdddddddddd. why can everyone else do this but we can't. jus' why. whywhywhywhywhywhwhy

#vent #mika caws #i kno this is jus' the tip of the iceberg cuz we still haven't told anyone we dropped out. once we do we'll b beaten & kicked out. so dats #fun. very fun #'m tired of pretendin' we won't die in the streets pretty soon like 'm jus'. exhausted.#we don'have any1 2 rely on at all oh but i shud stop relyin' an' dependin'!#'s reallt fine. overreactin' as usual.#i wish i was smart i wish i cud push thru like everyone else but i can't. one year in we alrdy collapsed we cudn even finish one year. on #one year. wer fuckin' worhrless ohnmygoddss

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