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#'if i were you id proudly yell 'yeah im a weeb i got tattoos and im a lesbian'' no i wont give context lmao
kirishwima · 4 years
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im feeling. a dozen emotions and idk what i feel most rn
((ignore the tags im literally using this post like its a diary entry and im on a bit of a nicotine rush lmao))
#one thing i watched the new mulan even tho i vouched not to#we went to the movies w my friends and it was. the only film playing. like???#the cinema got reopened a few weeks ago so i get it but fam cmon#anyway im donating the same amount of money i gave for that ticket to a charity to make the disgust of watching it go away#second thing is i just realized my sister. thinks im a lesbian#shes v supportive which is wonderful but i should probs come out to her again and explain im bi lmao#she told me to be proud of who i am and today at lunch we were speaking and she said#'if i were you id proudly yell 'yeah im a weeb i got tattoos and im a lesbian'' no i wont give context lmao#and im like...im touched but sis id never admit to being a weeb djakdjdj#and third ive decided to go back to uni after all even if classes will be online#cuz i dont trust my uni and their decisions but like...damn i dont want to man#even now im wishing something will happen and i wont have to go#i wanna stay here and ennoy my time w my baby nephew and study w my friends in cyprus#things w my friends abroad are. mm tense and more than that#ive been staying at a house w 8 people in it for 3 months and its always loud and hectic#going back to my aprtment being just me and my cat. might be peaceful but its also lobely and a little scary at first#i preach to the first year students and tell them living alone isnt bad or scary but it is in the begining for sure and im a liar orz#anyway ignore me i just gotta vent cuz i dont talk about stuff w friends cuz im an idiot that doesnt share anything unless i have to :))#i wonder how my friends tolerate me lmao#delete later#one friend gave me snus and another rolled cigarettes for me and now im a jittery mess#havent had that much nicotine in a while lol
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