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cheriafreya Ā· 29 days ago
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the way I would have probably given Wuthering Waves another chance had I got Changli back then (I didn't)
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yandere-daydreams Ā· 3 years ago
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Title: The Opposite of Love.
Pairing: Yandere!Diluc x Reader x Yandere!Kaeya (Genshin Impact).
Word Count: 3.1k.
TW: Imprisonment, Mentions of Kidnapping, Mentions of Non-Con, Physical Abuse, Manipulation, and Attempted Gaslighting.
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Years ago, you heard someone claim that the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference.
There mustā€™ve been more to it. A tangent, a theory, a philosophy to explain such a nihilistic sentiment. But, you couldnā€™t remember the rest, if itā€™d ever existed, and youā€™d walked away from that conversation with the general understand that feeling nothing is closer to hate than it is to love and feeling something is closer to love than it is to hate. Kaeya feels something towards you, so he loves you. He says he loves you. Youā€™re willing to believe, for the sake of argument, that whatever he feels towards you could be called love.
Diluc feels nothing towards you, so he hates you. He acts like he hates you. He hates you.
Heā€™s indifferent, so he hates you.
Or, he ignores you often enough to make it feel like he does, at least. Youā€™d been here for months, tucked into the darkest corner of his winery and left to rot, but he never called you by name or addressed you directly or made any effort to interact with you beyond what Kaeya deemed necessary. Even now, he lingers in the doorway to your bedroom, his arms crossed and his shoulder pressed against the frame. From your spot sitting on the foot of your bed, he should be able to see you, but his gaze glances off of you in less than a second, moving towards Kaeya, instead, currently busying himself with the contents of your closet. Indifference.
Loathing, albeit the kind that could go unspoken.
ā€œIā€™ve got clients from Fontaine arriving in half an hour,ā€ Diluc starts, his voice gruff but nonchalant. You canā€™t remember ever hearing him yell. ā€œCan I expect you to join us, or will you still be playing dress-up in my cellar?ā€
ā€œPatience, love, patience.ā€ He finds a piece of what heā€™s looking for, pausing briefly to splay it out over your bed. You catch a sliver of lace out of the corner of your eye, and force yourself to stare at the floor, instead. Itā€™s easier, when you donā€™t know what heā€™s going to do to you. Anticipation would only make it worse. ā€œI never rush you while youā€™re stalking around at night, searching for criminals to chase after. Youā€™ll survive watching me tend to my (Y/n) for a few more minutes.ā€ A flash of silk, this time, but not nearly enough. You force yourself to inhale. Diluc huffs. ā€œItā€™s exhausting, watching you talk about ā€˜profitā€™ and ā€˜revenueā€™ and waste a perfectly good bottle of wine on such unappreciative guests. I want something pretty to come back to, and this stubborn little thing isnā€™t going to get dolled-up alone.ā€
Diluc stiffens. Thereā€™s a slight change in his stance, his expression. He doesnā€™t look at you. ā€œDo you want me toā€¦?ā€
ā€œIā€™ll take care of it.ā€ You feel the mattress dip, Kaeyaā€™s arm snaking around your waist. You clench your eyes shut, but you donā€™t resist as he pulls you to his chest. It doesnā€™t hurt, but it would, later on, when he loses interest in pretty outfits and delicate fabrics and decides he can find more entertainment in bruises, and hickeys, and seeing how much he can get away with before you're willing to beg him to stop. It'll hurt, and you'll scream, and the next time you see Diluc, he'll pretend that he hadnā€™t heard a thing. ā€œWe just need spend a little more time together, thatā€™s all. Itā€™ll get easier, once someone starts to feel a little more cooperative.ā€ Thereā€™s a pause, a sudden nip to your jugular. You jolt and Kaeya laughs, squeezing your hip gently. ā€œBesides, I like it when my pets bite back. It keeps things exciting, doesnā€™t it, Diluc?ā€
ā€œAnything you say.ā€ His tone is light, mocking, but heā€™s smiling, grinning, making no attempt to hide it. You almost wish you could be surprised, that any amount of shock came with new evidence that his fondness for Kaeya overshadowed any empathy he mightā€™ve had for you, but heā€™d never cared for you, even before he brought you here, before he left you at the feet of a much more proactive monster. He doesnā€™t feel anything, not for you. He doesnā€™t love you, so he ight as well hate you.
Heā€™s indifferent, so he hates you.
ā€œAs long as it doesnā€™t involve me, do whatever you have to.
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Heā€™s indifferent, but he doesnā€™t hate you.
Kaeya usually leaves you restrained, in some way, shape, or form. A chain around your ankle, or cuffs on your wrists, or, when he could claim youā€™d done something to warrant it, a collar around your neck, left tethered to a bedpost under threat of a broken finger for every knot he found undone. Diluc's never tampered with it, before. He could, if he wanted to. Itā€™s his estate, his property, and youā€™re his captive as much as you are Kaeyaā€™s. He could, but he doesnā€™t want to.
Or, heā€™d never wanted to before, at least.
He doesnā€™t speak to you, not at first. He works silently, prying at the ropes around your wrists with only quiet determination and a small, muted sigh as he finishes, your restraints going slack, falling limp over the bars of the headboard. You donā€™t move, glancing towards him for approval, but Diluc only drops a flask into your lap, small and silver. Immediately, youā€™re aware of just how long itā€™s been since Kaeya left, of the pit in your stomach, the dryness in your throat. Of the fact that you probably wouldnā€™t see another drop of anything until sunset, when Kaeya comes back and decides whether or not youā€™ve been good enough to deserve a ā€˜rewardā€™.
He helps, in his own way. ā€œDrink,ā€ He says, in a way that makes it less of a request and more of a demand. ā€œUnless you have that much faith in Kaeyaā€™s compassion.ā€
You opt to drink.
Itā€™s only water, but you savor it like a gift from the gods, taking your time, draining the flask as slowly as you could. You consider asking Diluc for something to eat, too, but you donā€™t want to test the limits of his generosity, and heā€™s already sitting down, settling into the plain wooden chair positioned to face your bed. Itā€™s a off-putting sight, his red hair slightly muted by the undecorated stone walls, his pale skin made sickly by the poor lighting. It makes you uncomfortable, but he doesnā€™t seem bothered. Why would he? This is his estate, as often as you forget anyone would live here willingly. He wouldn't bar himself of from a part of his own home.
But, youā€™d never seen him in this part of his home. Not after youā€™d arrived. Not after Kaeya sectioned it off for personal use.
Honestly, youā€™d started to think you never would.
ā€œWhat did you do?ā€
You go rigid, lowering the flask. ā€œExcuse me?ā€
ā€œTo get him to tie you up like that.ā€ He sounds dismissive. His expression is blank, as unreadable as always. For a moment, you wonder if this is a set-up, if youā€™re supposed to answer, but abandon the idea quickly. Kaeya wouldnā€™t resort to plots so predictable. ā€œWhat did you do?ā€
You shouldnā€™t talk to him. You should cross your arms, look away, play as shy and as stubborn as you do with Kaeya. Indulging his curiosity wonā€™t help you escape, even if he brings you water every now and then, even if he never speaks a word of this to Kaeya. It wonā€™t do you any good, in the long run.
ā€œI think I bit him.ā€ Your voice is distant, far away. Diluc hums, and you find yourself going on without further deliberation. ā€œHe treats me like a dog, so I acted like one. I mightā€™ve drawn blood.ā€
A partially truth. Youā€™d dug your teeth into his throat, tried your best to tear the damned thing out before he could pry you off. It hadnā€™t worked, and heā€™d fucked you with his hands around your neck, afterward, leaving a ring of bruises to match his open wounds. He mustā€™ve been too proud to mention it, because Diluc lets out a breath of a laugh as you finish, a smirk replacing his usual scowl. It almost seems strange, on him. Youā€™re not used to seeing him do anything but frown. ā€œServes the bastard right. Even a Knight should know better than to leave himself so exposed.ā€
You look away. ā€œI thought youā€™d take his side.ā€
ā€œHeā€™s not my responsibility. If you want to call his bluff and smother him in his sleep, then I wonā€™t stand in your way.ā€ He gestures vaguely, and you notice thereā€™s ink on his wrist, staining the cuff of his sleeve. Your lips quirk upward, a smile forming before you can bite it back. You donā€™t try to, not once itā€™s there. Not once he sees it, and his own smile brightens in return. ā€œAlthough, Iā€™d appreciate it if you tried to show restraint.ā€
ā€œI canā€™t make any promises.ā€ You bring the flask back to your lips, but itā€™s already empty. You want more. You want wine, or ale, or the cider merchants used to sell in outdoor stalls during winter, warm and sweet and thick. You donā€™t let yourself want many things, here. You shouldnā€™t let yourself want anything, from Kaeya or anyone heartless enough to enable him.
ā€œBut, I might be able to try a little harder on a full stomach.ā€
You shouldnā€™t, but Diluc isnā€™t Kaeya. He hasnā€™t hurt you, not directly, not yet.
Heā€™s indifferent, but you donā€™t think he hates you, either.
Diluc grins, pushing himself to his feet.
ā€œIā€™ll see what I can do.ā€
~
Dilucā€™s not indifferent, and he doesnā€™t hate you.
He likes you, the same way a more domestic man might tolerate his loverā€™s pet. His gestures are small, but frequent ā€“ a glass of wine left on your bedside table by a skittish servant, an outfit thatā€™s more than sheer lace and floral patterns, an excuse to be anywhere but the cellar, even his alternative comes in the form of a windowless office, small and sparsely decorated, the space only made more confining by Kaeyaā€™s insistence that you stay in his lap, his arms loosely strung around your waist, your face buried in the dip of his shoulder.
Itā€™s claustrophobic, but the air isnā€™t damp, and the walls arenā€™t bare, and thereā€™s more to focus on than Kaeyaā€™s hand on the small of your back, blunt nails occasionally brushing against the base of your spine. You can hear maids and butlers carrying out their morning chores on the other side of the door, quiet footsteps and muffled voices and proof that society isnā€™t as far away as youā€™ve convinced yourself it had to be, and you can let the rest of the world fade into the sound of Dilucā€™s quill scratching against paper, writing out a letter to a foreign investor or a contract for some new, bewildering arrangement. Itā€™s comforting, as comforting as anything can be, here. Itā€™s different. You donā€™t get to call many things different, anymore.
ā€œOh? See that, Diluc? Weā€™re putting the poor thing to sleep.ā€ You donā€™t notice your eyes closing until Kaeya works a hand under your chin, tilting your head back just far enough to force you to look up at him. Youā€™re not tired, not really, but you know better than to correct him, only leaning into his palm, acting like something docile, something delicate. Something obedient, something that heā€™s made it apparent he wants you to be. ā€œJust as well. Mondstadtā€™s not getting any closer, and Jean might find a way to work herself to death within the hour if Iā€™m late.ā€ A slight pause, a playful tap to your cheek. You try to push down the temptation to bat him away. ā€œLooks your bedtime's coming a little early, sweetheart.ā€
You pout, tugging on his sleeve, but Kaeya only laughs, kissing the top of your head and moving to lift you up. Diluc stops writing. ā€œCould you leave (Y/n)?ā€
Kaeya takes a moment to answer. ā€œReplacing me already?ā€
ā€œI could only ever dream of it.ā€ He rests his cheek on his fist. ā€œYou know how dull it gets, while youā€™re away. Iā€™m only trying to find a way to the time.ā€
Thereā€™s a sneer, a bark of laughter, and Kaeya drops you back onto the velveteen loveseat, leaving you scrambling to catch yourself. ā€œTry not to break anything important,ā€ He calls as he shoulders open the office door, the mocking lilt heavy in his voice. ā€œItā€™d be such a shame if I had to start cleaning up your messes at home, too.ā€
The door shuts a second later, and you hold your breath as you listen to him walk away, only exhaling once heā€™s out of earshot. Diluc cocks his head to the side, but the most you can offer is a shrug, a small smile. ā€œThank you,ā€ You mutter, almost inaudibly. ā€œIā€¦ I really donā€™t like it, down there.ā€
ā€œIn that case, Iā€™ll see if I can sneak you into the vineyard, next time.ā€ A new sheet of parchment, another letter. Like itā€™s nothing. Like it wouldnā€™t be the first time youā€™ve gone outside in months. ā€œJust donā€™t tell Kaeya. Heā€™s never been very good at sharing.ā€
You can only nod, vaguely aware that youā€™re grinning like an idiot.
Dilucā€™s not indifferent, and he likes you.
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Dilucā€™s not indifferent, but he doesnā€™t love you.
Kaeya claims to love you, and if itā€™d been him, he wouldnā€™t hesitate to lash out. He wouldnā€™t stand there for a second, then two, and he wouldnā€™t acknowledge the letter-opener with just a frown, just a small, disappointed scowl. He wouldnā€™t take it in so calmly, and he loves you. He thinks he loves you. Youā€™re willing to believe, sometimes, that he might love you.
Diluc doesnā€™t. He canā€™t.
Itā€™s already over for you, if he does.
His attention flickers between you and the letter-opener, the one youā€™d stolen from his desk a few days ago and stored under your mattress for future use. You consider stabbing him with it, briefly, but the Pyro Vision at his hip catches the light and you decide against it.
He seems taller than he usually does, filling the doorway with ease. You never noticed how small he always made himself, around you ā€“ sitting, leaning, minimizing the threat where Kaeya preferred to surround you with it, choke you with it. His voice is deeper, too, less refined, more gravelly. You try not to wonder if he's been trying to disarm you. You try not to wonder if it worked. ā€œWhat do you think youā€™re doing?ā€
You drop the letter-opener. Your hands are shaking. ā€œI didnā€™tā€¦ā€
A step forward on his part. A step back, on yours. ā€œAnswer the questionā€
Your back hits the footboard, and Diluc stops in front of you. He hadn't closed the door, and you make a feeble attempt to dart around him and run for it, but he catches your arm without a hint of strain. His grip is bruising.
ā€œI donā€™t want to be here.ā€ The words stumble out without delicacy, without inflection, a last resort born of desperation and little else. ā€œItā€™s humiliating. Itā€™s dehumanizing. Itā€™sā€¦ He hurts me, every single day, and you know that, youā€™ve seen it. I donā€™t care if thereā€™s justice. I wonā€™t tell the Knights, I wonā€™t go back to Mondstadt at all. Iā€™ll go to Liyue, or Sumeru, or smuggle myself into Inazuma, for fuckā€™s sake, I donā€™t care. I just canā€™t stay here any longer.ā€
Diluc doesnā€™t respond, for a moment.
Then, he shakes his head, letting out a deep sigh, and Kaeya steps through the open doorway, a smirk already plastered over his lips.
ā€œI think you owe me an apology.ā€ A hand on Dilucā€™s shoulder, a teasing kiss to his cheek. You donā€™t feel sick, or angry, or anything, honestly. The numbness is almost worse ā€“ vacancy, utter and complete. You wish that youā€™d stabbed him while you had the chance. ā€œWhat did I tell you?ā€
Diluc sounds annoyed. Irritated, almost. Huffy. ā€œYou said it'd be worth a try.ā€
ā€œI said it could be worth a try. Then, I asked you not to play too nice, not to be too lenient, and you swore up and down that youā€™d keep a firm hand.ā€ You shut your eyes, digging your nails into your palms to try to stave off a more visible reaction, but Kaeya catches on quickly, cooing softly as he leans over Diluc. His fingertips brush against your jaw, the touch fleeting, oozing with faux-comfort. Youā€™re tempted to bite him, again. You want to bite him. ā€œLook at that. Did he get your hopes up, darling? Did you think our benevolent, valiant, golden-hearted Diluc would simply stand back and watch you slip away?ā€
ā€œShut up.ā€ Kaeya laughs, and some of Dilucā€™s edge starts to dull. It makes you feel small. Everything about this makes you feel small. ā€œStop talking. I neverā€”ā€
ā€œYouā€™ll have to make it up to us, then.ā€ Itā€™s more of a purr than a suggestion, lulling and blatantly self-indulgent, but Diluc doesnā€™t seem to mind. He leans into it, if anything, like he always does. Like he always has. Youā€™d been a fool to convince yourself heā€™d ever been interested in doing anything else. ā€œI think we both deserve to see how sweet you can really be.ā€
ā€œIā€¦ā€ He lets go of you, and you hope beyond hope that heā€™s come to his senses, but your freedom is short-lived. A hand wraps around your neck, fingers burrowing into your throat and making it difficult to breathe, and in a moment, youā€™re on your back, pinned to the mattress, both of your captors standing above you. ā€œI wouldnā€™t be against that.ā€
You think about begging, for a moment. About fighting, struggling, kicking and crying and screaming until one of them admits itā€™d be easier just to knock you out and let you wake up bruised and battered and sobbing. But, you already know it wouldn't make a difference. They wouldn't listen to you. Kaeya never has, and you doubt Diluc would try to, now. Thereā€™s no point. Youā€™d still be stuck here, either way.
Dilucā€™s not indifferent, anymore, so he thinks he loves you.
That, or he hates you enough to call it love.
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wishing-well-writing Ā· 3 years ago
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!THOMA RELATIONSHIP HCs!
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Written by: šŸ”
Fandom: Genshin Impact
Character(s): Thoma, gn!reader-insert (implied)
Warnings: N/A
A/N: Iā€™m trying to manifest thoma when he releases okay-
Also this is my first time writing romance and a x reader so, I hope itā€™s passable?
Look this manā€™s love language is either acts of service or words of affirmation I can feel it in my HEART
But mostly acts of service, this man can and probably would make you breakfast in bed
Heā€™d also wear one of those stupid ā€œkiss the cookā€ aprons while doing it I can also feel this in my heart
Thoma is also very warm, probably b/c of his pyro vision, 10/10 great literal and figurative teddy bear
Family man family man family-
Look if you ever decide to make some kids together or adopt some heā€™d definitely be a GREAT dad I can feel it in my h-
Oh! I also think his parents are immigrants! Or at least one of them? Based on a post I saw a while back and then subsequently lost :(
Anyways, mr man is bilingual (in whatever the traditional(tm) languages of Mondstadt and Inazuma are) and will seduce you with it
Or maybe not heā€™d probably get embarrassed halfway through the pickup line lmao
If he was intimidating heā€™d have Tatsu from way of the househusband energy no I will not budge on this
Maybe I should make that a future post.... way of the househusband/tatsu!thoma au......
Anyways
Heā€™s a cheesy cheesy man
Lots of ā€œclassicā€ romance tropes with this man but like heā€™s very genuine about it and itā€™s super cute
Absolutely kisses you on the cheek or the back of your hand when you get home
Also!! He likes it when you play with his hair :) definitely the kind of nerd to keep a small braid that you braided into his hair lol
In the same vein he also likes playing with your hair!!!! Absolutely can and will braid flowers into your hair if itā€™s long enough
If itā€™s not heā€™ll make you a flower crown instead :)
Pre-relationship Ayaka and Ayato are his wingmen in romancing you! They are also equally interested in embarrassing the shit out of him (lovingly)
His friend group of housewives also lovingly bullied him (like how moms do)
If youā€™re not into getting kids heā€™d probably be down with getting a pet or two! Taroumaru included
Keeps his marriage/engagement/promise(?) ring on his tag chain necklace thing whenever heā€™s doing something and doesnā€™t want to risk losing it!
Also does play with it absentmindedly a lot or when heā€™s thinking real hard :) (about you <3)
Or just in general because Yknow what same
Also heā€™s just a really sentimental/sappy kinda guy in general I can feel it-
The type to take pictures of things you do together, tie his hair with a ribbon you gifted to him, keep flowers/letters youā€™ve given, etc etc
Heā€™ll get you flowers from other nations he bartered and bought from the other Ritou residents too if youā€™ve never travelled too, various trinkets or books or whatever youā€™ve never seen before
Thoma isnā€™t much of a gift giving guy outside of food and the like, but he would honestly do anything to see you smile
Thoma gently tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, as the morning sun filtered in through your bedroom window. The only sounds being your soft snoring, the birds and busywork outside. He always loved these quiet and slow mornings with you. Where Thoma could just bask in just how.... domestic, and comfortable it was. Normally heā€™d be up and doing something by now, but honestly?
Heā€™d rather just stay here with you, just for a little longer
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jesterofwords Ā· 3 years ago
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hello,,,,, i read that you write for genshin? may i request general headcanons of where the tall boys would take you out on a date? (diluc, childe, kaeya, zhongli) bulleted form would be great, thx!
Of course! Im a newbie genshin writer, so I'm sorry if it isn't good! Sorry these are so short too, it's all I could think of at the moment šŸ˜…
Where Diluc, Childe, Kaeya, and Zhongli would take you on a date
Diluc
This man would take you adventuring ngl
Like, the prettiest place he knows you haven't been.
A picnic date, basically.
He would bring all the things and lead you to a tall mountain or something
A very isolated place so you won't be bothered
Once it gets dark, he would lay back (and prompt you to do the same)
Then, he'd point out constellations that he knows and if you want, tell you their story (I hc that he had a constellation phase when he was younger lmao)
He'll walk you home like a true gentleman when it gets too late, if you don't already live at Dawn Winery with him (I don't know if he actually lives at dawn winery or not, I'm so sorry)
10/10, would listen to him ramble about constellations all day
Childe
This man is SO RICH
You don't have to worry about a single money-related thing as long as he's around, my god
He'd probably take you around Liyue (not the city) for a bit and defeat monsters for you (show off-)
One it gets late though, he'd bring you back to Liyue, where he has reservations for a nice restaurant (again, rich)
He'd tell you to order anything you'd like
You two would talk about anything and everything that comes to mind, like when you met Teucer for the first time (a headcanon for another time, wink wink)
Eventually, it's late, so he will walk you home because he won't be able to sleep until he knows you got home safe
You'll talk more as you walk, and when you get to your door, it'll be the usual, "I had a great time tonight", and "I'll see you tomorrow"
10/10 he will spoil you, so please thank him by letting him lay his head on your thighs while you play with his hair
Kaeya
He would take you to eat lunch at Good Hunter, making idle chit-chat
He'll take you around Mondstadt and buy you anything you want, cheap or expensive
Once you've stopped by all the stores, he'll have you get on his back to walk around Mondstadt (the nation, not the city)
Near sunset, he'll take you by the hand and lead you out to Stormbearer peak to watch the sunset with him
He'll get sentimental though, and will be watching you watch the sunset
He'd be the type to say, "It's so pretty, isn't it?" while looking at you instead of the sunset
Eventually, he'll look back at the sunset and lay his head on your shoulder
You two will sit in silence until the sun goes down completely, basking in eachother's prescience
Once it gets dark, if you have a gliding license, Kaeya will suggest you glide as close to your house as possible from Stormbearer peak
If not, he'll walk you home normally
10/10 would watch the sunset with sappy Kaeya
Zhongli
He'd ask Childe for money so he could buy you things lmao
You two would spend a few hours walking around Liyue before he leads you somewhere outside the city
Turns out that place was Qingyun Peak, and if you're not athletic, he'd offer to carry you on his back while he climbs
He has to take more frequent breaks to regain his stamina, but it's so worth it
Once you reach the peak, he'll activate... something? You don't quite understand, but it creates a current and lifts you two higher
Now you understand why he grabbed your hand before activating it
Once you two get to the real peak, it'll be almost sunset (I'm obsessed with sunset)
He'll offer you a sandwich he managed to carry up there
You two will sit up there and enjoy the sunset for a while
After the sunset is over, if you have a wind glider, he'll glide down with you
If not, you two will go down the sane way you went up
He'll walk you to wherever you live after you reach the ground
10/10, don't need money for a good date
I hope you enjoyed! Please give me feedback and have a good day/night!
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renegadewangs Ā· 3 years ago
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Van Zieks - the Examination, part 12
Warnings: SPOILERS for The Great Ace Attorney: Chronicles. Additional warning for racist sentiments uttered by fictional characters (and screencaps to show these sentiments).
Disclaimer: (see Part 1 for the more detailed disclaimer.) - These posts are not meant to be taken as fact. Everything Iā€™m outlining stems from my own views and experiences. If you believe that Iā€™ve missed or misinterpreted something, please let me know so I can edit the post accordingly. -The purpose of these posts is an analysis, nothing more. Please do not come into these posts expecting me to either defend Barok van Zieks from haters, nor expecting me to encourage the hatred. - Iā€™m using the Western release of The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles for these posts, but may refer to the original Japanese dialogue of Dai Gyakuten Saiban if needed to compare whatā€™s said. This also means Iā€™m using the localized names and localized romanization of the names to stay consistent. -It doesnā€™t matter one bit to me whether you like Barok van Zieks or dislike him. However, I will ask that everyone who comments refrains from attacking real, actual people.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11
Let's bring this thing home! It's time for the conclusion of the essay series!
Conclusion With a stupidly long essay series behind us, it's time to look at what we've learned! Let's go back to Part 1 and review what we needed from Van Zieks's character development for a fully rounded redemption arc, shall we?
1) Present an antagonistic (possibly immoral) force who personifies Ryunosukeā€™s biggest personal obstacle/weakness, in this case racial prejudice. 2) Humanizing traits begin to show. OPTIONAL: A backstory to justify any immorality he has. 3) Over time, Barok has his realization and sees the error of his ways. 4) Barok atones for his immorality, not simply through apology but by taking decisive steps. 5) The cast around him acknowledges his efforts and forgives him.
And looking at the main game (plus additional dialogue), we have...
1) Antagonistic force:
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Etc. etc. I have many of these. We can all agree that as an antagonistic force, he does his job quite well. CEO of Racism and White Privilege in the flesh. It works, since we as the audience get very frustrated and want to see him defeated.
2) Humanization:
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Giving him an old friend to be a defendant was a brilliant move, really. Albert's reflection on the friendship and the person Van Zieks used to be really helped flesh him out and make him appear more like a human being with, y'know, emotions and weaknesses. The little snippets of dialogue in his office really help too. Presenting evidence can also lead to fun tidbits. All in all, considering how gruff and distant Van Zieks is, they really did their very best to humanize him. The writers were given very little to work with but they exploited every opportunity to come their way.
OPTIONAL backstory:
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Again, I don't think we needed a tragic backstory to have a well-rounded, redeemable character. Still, it ties in very expertly to the game's plot and the motivations of quite a few other characters. The story of Klint van Zieks and his death isn't necessarily Barok van Zieks's backstory, it's the center of an intricate web which also holds Kazuma, Stronghart, Gregson, Jigoku, (S)Holmes, Mikotoba, Sithe, Drebber- I could go on. A LOT. So because of how very integrated it is into the main narrative's recurring themes and characters, I'll give it props for being relevant and well thought out. The bigger question is: Does it justify his immorality? Not entirely. I think the game could have gotten more out of this if they'd involved the other two exchange students in this tale just a bit more. They could have given more attention to how Jigoku's aggressive behavior in the trial impacted Van Zieks, and explained whether he might've suspected Mikotoba of sabotaging (S)Holmes's investigation. If the narrative had done that, all three Japanese people to come to London would have beenĀ ā€˜the bad guyā€™ in Van Zieks's eyes and it would have given more credence to his racial generalization. They could have also given more attention to how the people around him reacted to Genshin being the Professor, because I'm sure Stronghart and Gregson stoked the fire in terms of xenophobia. As it stands, there isn't really enough there to justify hatred of an entire race as opposed to just one person.
3) Realization/Redemption
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We see him already start to realize the error of his ways around the end of 1-5, which is technically only about halfway into the full narrative. Unfortunately, thanks to 2-2 being played afterwards (but chronologically set before 1-5), any progress made in 1-5 can become invalidated in the player's eyes. Growth works best when it's done linear. Don't get me wrong, flashbacking to earlier times when a character is still more morally tainted can work well, but it needs to be executed properly. Barok's behavior in 2-2 is downright insulting towards the audience itself and therefore, it causes emotional friction when relaying the narrative endgoal of redemption. It also makes it extra jarring when we hit 2-3, and suddenly Van Zieks is meant to be relying on the protagonist's desire to expose the truth. How on earth can we as the audience trust that Van Zieks believes in Ryu's abilities when we just came fresh out of a case where this man actively sabotages Ryu's efforts?
Still, the line of redemption continues from 2-3 into 2-4 well enough. He admits that he was wrong- that his hatred was illogical and that he needs to change. This is the very definition of redemption. I need to stress once more this is not to be confused with atonement, which comes next.
4) Atonement
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Here it is. It's not enough to simply acknowledge mistakes; one needs to work hard to fix them. Since Van Zieks is the defendant for two whole episodes, equaling roughly 20% of the full narrative and 67% of the time following his first true realization (chronologically), there isn't much that he can actively do to atone. Because remember, not only do these actions need to fit the situation he's currently in, they need to fit his personality. These two limitations ensure the atonement mostly takes the form of dialogue. Of apologies.
One might want to point out that he never apologizes specifically for his racism, but there's a reason for that. If you pay close attention, you'll notice that there isn't a single character who ever uses a word like ā€œracismā€, ā€œxenophobiaā€ or even ā€œracial prejudiceā€ in this game. It's for the same reason you'll never see an Ace Attorney character utter words like ā€œalcoholismā€, ā€œdrug abuseā€ or ā€œdepressionā€. These things may be implied very strongly, to the point where you'll know for certain a character is suffering from it, but it's never given these exact labels. It has to do with the tone of the game. In Great Ace Attorney's dialogue, Barok van Zieks is only ever described as holding ā€œa deep hatred for Japaneseā€, which is then the only thing he could apologize for. And he does, so long as you aren't looking for a literal phrasing of ā€œI apologize for my deep hatred of your peopleā€.
Regardless, he can't take more active, decisive action until he's freed from prison and two scenes with Van Zieks later, the game has ended. He still manages to take two actions, though! The first is to publicize the truth of the Professor, taking the blame of the mass murders off Genshin's shoulders (and losing his own privilege in the process). The second is to take Kazuma under his wing as his disciple. I'm not certain there's anything else the narrative could have had him do. What is decisively missing, however, is the following:
5) Acknowledgment
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The above aren't good examples of cast acknowledgment that Van Zieks is taking part in a redemption arc, rather, they're the best I could find. Characters are acknowledging that he's changing- that he's being kinder to them and they can get along with him now, but they're not acknowledging that he caused hurt in the first place. This, in my opinion, is the Great Ace Attorney's biggest narrative flaw. I've talked before about how Ryu's reaction to Van Zieks's racism is 'indirect communication', a typically Japanese manner of dealing with negativity. I've also talked about how Ryu is not in a position to speak up, as he's a literal minority who is there to represent his country in an official capacity and canā€™t afford to make enemies. However, characters like Susato and Kazuma are far more outspoken in their opinions, as is Soseki. The only one who ever calls Van Zieks out on his racism is the British judge, and even that is done very meekly. When an old crusty white guy is the one who condemns white privilege in a cast full of minorities, you've got a problem. The Japanese cast's refusal to acknowledge that Van Zieks's words were harmful is like Team Avatar telling Zuko that sure, he can join since he's a good guy now, but never once acknowledging that he burned down villages or betrayed everyone's trust in Ba Sing Se. There's something very vital missing, see? If indeed the cast had called Van Zieks out more actively on his harmful ways and how necessary it was for him to change, he in turn could have taken more atonement steps in response.
So, for the conclusion: Does Barok van Zieks tick all the necessary boxes for a complete redemption arc? Yes. In a very technical sense, all the requirements are there. But does that mean it's a successful arc? Not necessarily. The game has a few slip-ups, a few things not executed as well as they could have been. For that reason, whether the audience is satisfied with the arc is entirely up to them. Taking into consideration that they had to cram a whole lot of story into just two games- the second game in particular, I can acknowledge they did their very best with the limitations that were there.
And there we have it! Thatā€™s all I could think to say on the matter. I hope everyone who read this till the very end enjoyed it, maybe even learned a thing or two. Iā€™m always open to questions, input and constructive criticism!
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hello! I see that you're doing a matchup, may I request one šŸ¤©?
I use she/Her pronouns, my mbti is Enfp 2w9 and I'm a scorpio. I have long curly blonde Hair and blue Eyes. I have even an undercut under my hair, mostly because I tend to have so much tangle in that place that it's difficult to deal with them. My type of clothes is generally ad Edgy one, but a little bit elegant (such like lace body or lace t-shirt/top with bright colors etc).
Most of my closed ones tells me that my voice calm them so sometimes I tend to sing or talk out of nowhere just for calm the situation around me :'). I'm a little introverted around people I don't know, but when I start to do a conversation I donā€™t finish until my throat dries up or until I know by myself that Iā€™ve talked too much. Iā€™m vengeful of people who hurt my closest friends and family, but in those moments I tend to give advice and to reassure them because I don't want to be a burden and 'cause if I start to argue I could make it worse :'). I like stay in my room and listen some music or play genshin, but I don't dislike go out with my friends/partner and have fun outside. I'm the clown of my group (Iā€™m the kind of person who starts joking because I like to see their loved ones happy) but if I'm in a serious situation I don't waste time to start talking seriously. I'm even clumsy so, well, I tend to walk behind o forward for not bump with someone, and when I'm at home I hit every angle of the house :'). I'm a dog person (I even have a dog myself) but if you let me meet a cat I start to cuddle them too lol. I even like to learn some new clues of every kind of argument and I like to know more culture and language, I study psicology because it intrigue me. I'm not particularly lovey-dovey in a relationship, I like stay in my world. My love language is Quality time and physical touch (indeed, I like to hug or just stay in company with my partner or friend, just the fact that we are in the same room warm me up). I wish to do more things that I normally do and have some new experience with more adrenaline. I even tend to say yes to whatever my friends/partner ask if I think that would be okay and safe for us. I hope I didnā€™t write too much but I didnā€™t know how to do it, I took inspiration from other peopleā€™s requests (obviously putting everything of my own, in fact it is confusing lol)
Thank you so much and I hope you have a nice dayā¤ļø
I might just be in a mood to write Women but I also just think this dynamic is soft and genuine, so I pair you with Ganyu!
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She is so soft spoken and kind I just think it would, work? I don't think Ganyu would ever not admire your comfort to speak so openly and protective nature. Plus, if a character is ever going to understand the idea of being concerned of being a burden leave it to a character who appears to have some form of anxiety and natural affinity for working to understand and want to help push back those concerns. I just think it is a very comfortable dynamic and I think your soothing voice would be very nice for the evenings she might feel a bit coiled up with stress and need someone to tell her to take a break.
Also I imagine her love languages are very much the same as your own. Quality time is very important even to someone who is three thousand years old and might even be more so with her more sentimental nature. Time with her is calming and easy, and most likely quite snuggly as well. I think she just very much likes a good cuddle to help take a nap. Additionally, with her experience as an quilin I do think she would be a nice match if you ever wanted to explore and try new things. She won't take you anywhere dangerous, but she would love to show you places she remembers far more fondly from a time when she walked with archons.
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dreamerhideout Ā· 4 years ago
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enhypen genshin impact!au hcs
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characters: enhypen
word count: ~200 words each
warnings: mentions of alcohol for jayā€™s part, lore inaccuracies (i havenā€™t caught up on dragonspine event lore yet), spoilers for mondstadt + liyue main quest
a/n:Ā iā€™m supposed to be working on something else but this brainrot got to me first... anyways,Ā iā€™m assigning their visions + weapons based off a few fan theories iā€™ve read~ please enjoy my word dump! :D
more under the cut!
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jungwon
okay so weā€™re starting off with our leader! hmm... iā€™d say that he has a geo vision
why? idk, iā€™m half sure itā€™s based off how calm and composed he is; i do kinda think jungwon is a picture of maturity and eleganceĀ (he literally has to take care of six children wdym)
it was kinda hard for me to choose a weapon because i kept going back-and-forth from sword to polearm, but my final pick for him would be polearm
yes this would mean that he is zhongli
a polearm would probably suit him because i see him as the kind to want some kind of control over his weapon (not saying he canā€™t control a sword). at the same time i feel like heā€™d want something lightweight which wonā€™t bring him down
i think heā€™d work with the knights of favonius. working with the liyue qixing could also work for him, but considering the tension between the adepti and the qixing + the social climate of liyue makes me think that heā€™d want somewhere more calm
acting grandmaster jungwon? iā€™m down for it
spends time near the mondstadt church; he likes the peace and quiet of it
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heeseung
from the get-go i knewĀ heā€™d have a hydro vision
this one theory iā€™ve read says that hydro vision users have a strong sense of morality and justice (i guess i also interpreted it as balance) and heeseung seems like the kind of person who does
for weapon, i think heā€™d prefer to use a sword. we see that heā€™s good in a lot of areas when it comes to being an idol, so heā€™d perhaps want that versatility in the weapon he uses as well
hello xingqiu (wait i kinda think this fits)
i donā€™t see him particularly associating himself to any organization, so i think heā€™d simply be a wanderer. he goes from country to country as a vagabond, battling monsters along the way in order to perfect his skills
at the same time, i also see him making a lot of friends and having a bunch of connections from just about any corner of the land (more to acquaintances i suppose? heeseung doesnā€™t seem like the kind to let people in very quickly)
is probably very curious on elemental reactions and might be studious in a way; he would want to learn alchemy
likes stopping by mondstadtā€™s library when he needs to look up on something. probably keeps in contact with alchemists too
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jay
oh man this is going to probably be very stereotypical
pyro vision, hands down. i was considering an electro vision for him at first but the amount of passion he has in doing the things he loves (primarily hip-hop) screams pyro to me
he would also have a claymoreĀ because letā€™s be real, heā€™d want something to get the job done quick; claymores are literally the weapon that causes the most damage
yeah heā€™d be diluc. or xinyan. whatever your pick is
bonks monsters for fun, fight me on this
association... i think heā€™d be a part of the adventurerā€™s guild. he strikes me as the kind of person whoā€™d want some kind of reward for something he does for fun (in this case, mora. and a bunch of other items you can get from katheryne once you complete your daily commissions)
this is probably how he meets all his friends. if he wasnā€™t a part of any association, i donā€™t think heā€™d have many (not saying that heā€™s unable to make friends, heā€™d choose not to unless necessary)
strives to be a well-known adventurer, probably takes up more commissions than the average one
likes spending time in places with good ambience, food, and booze. probably is a regular at angelā€™s share and liyueā€™s street food stalls on days he comes to town
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jake
i think heā€™d have an electro vision. itā€™s something about the way he fiercely cares for other people that makes me think that this suits him best
okay hear me out but i think heā€™d be amazingĀ with a bow and arrow. he seems to have the tenacity and upper body strength for it, and i donā€™t think heā€™d particularly want something that could do a quick kill, like a sword or claymore per se
uhh... yeah heā€™d be fischl, i suppose. idk this realization was a bit weird to me but it doesnā€™t seem soĀ far off from happening
sometimes uses his skills to shoot at fruit from trees; itā€™s a pretty good party trick
association-wise i donā€™t think heā€™d wanna join any, tbh. heā€™d be anĀ ā€œeveryoneā€™s friendā€ kinda guy. unlike heeseung whoā€™d have acquaintances from all around, jake would generally want to befriend different kinds of people (helps around wangshu inn sometimes because of this)
still though, i think he hangs with members of the adventurerā€™s guild a lot
donā€™t be surprised if you catch him befriending a member of the fatui-
i also see him really immersing himself in the culture of each country he visits
heā€™s the guy who pets all the animals, especiallyĀ the dogs
also seems like the kind to purchase or collect raw meat just to give to the stray animals he meets on his travels
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sunghoon
oh boy am i excited for this one
okay so i knowĀ this is stereotypical but... cryo vision. honestly, having a geo vision would also be possible but remember that one time childe said something around the lines of the goddess of cryo having such a warm heart and she loved so much to the point it froze? yeah i think iā€™m basing him off the tsaritsa-
weapon would be a sword. i considered choosing a polearm for him but i think heā€™d want something slightly heavier that would get the job done, but not necessarily a claymore. do i think he has the capacity to use a claymore if he wanted to, though? sure why not
hello kaeya (or qiqi, if youā€™d wish)
okay okay this is where it gets fun... imagine sunghoon as a member of the fatui
mmm villain!sunghoon we love to see it
heā€™d honestly probably be on the road to becoming a harbinger? like, we see how he works very hard at ice skating and idol training, whoā€™s to say that he wonā€™t climb up the ranks real quick?
yes jakehoon brotp agenda is still on so they wouldĀ be friends (though honestly their friendship is kinda uncanny)
when i thought of stuff to write for him i kinda think that heā€™d like liyue a lot; the tradition and order feel like home to him. this also fits lore because thereā€™s more fatui appearances in liyue compared to mondstadt
also seems like the kind to wander around the city when things start to calm down for the day; if heā€™s not being tasked on a mission, he sometimes likes to head out to huaguang stone forest
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sunoo
sunshine baby
okay i think heā€™d have an anemo visionĀ (and this is not because he reminds me of venti). there was another theory that said that anemo vision-holders are hard workers who sometimes donā€™t give themselves enough rest, and sunoo seems to make the cut. heā€™s crazy hardworking at things he know heā€™s lacking at and strives to improve
i think heā€™d have a catalystĀ (yes!! we need male catalyst characters!!); i can see him absolutely fascinated by the way catalysts work like... ā€œthereā€™s no solid object engineering the attacks so... what is that?Ā it seems so cool!ā€Ā 
so yeah heā€™d be sucrose, hello
i also think heā€™d want to be a part of the adventurerā€™s guild! it keeps him busy plus he likes helping people :D
would then be introduced to jay (and possibly jake) when heā€™s assigned to do a commission with him. honestly heā€™d prefer doing commissions with others rather than doing them alone
has a hard time killing monsters because he finds them cute (especially slimes). i think heā€™d also empathize with hilichurls to a degree
i see him residing in mondstadt most of the time; heā€™d also like talking to the locals a lot (has a high rep because of this)
loves trying out local cuisine, some of his favorite dishes include sweet madame and zhongyuan chop suey!
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ni-ki
oh iā€™m also kinda excited for his too
so i initially thought heā€™d have a pyro vision, but after some time i figured heā€™d have an electro visionĀ instead. i think itā€™s this weird sentiment i feel that heā€™d protect his passions with his life (in this case, dancing; heā€™s literally inseparable from it), so thereā€™s that
totally looks like the kind to have a polearm. he definitely would want something lightweight that he could lowkey flex with
sadly he doesnā€™t have a genshin character twin yet :(
would also not have any affiliation whatsoever; he just traverses the land like the free spirit he is
occasionally would tag along with some adventurerā€™s guild members, but doesnā€™t like the idea of people telling him what to do; he creates his own adventures instead
am i the only one here who thinks that heā€™d honestly run really fast here (hehe speedy boi)
heā€™d love dashing through mondstadtā€™s plains (particularly springvale), sometimes slashing monsters left and right (he likes liyueā€™s scenery but the terrain is way too mountainous for him)
one thing he does like about liyue though is playing with the kids in the harbor. heā€™d get them toys with the extra mora he receives when helping people (big brother ni-ki agenda hmm)
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