#'i found a way to reach into the past and undo it' insert tabbys reaction pic Why do you say these things

[dykementality]

actually i dont care if it would make the story implode or if it would ruin everything i wish someone had told silver flint was in love with him fuck it. even if you dont believe silver in the finale, its fucked up how he genuinely thinks his betrayal to madi was fundamentally different from his betrayal to flint because he didnt know. even if it is just a story he chose to tell. "perhaps as the promise of seeing thomas got closer... he grew more comfortable letting go of this man he created in response to his loss" as if he doesnt know the war is more important to flint than anything else. as if flint hadn't told him that. he is still projecting his own priorities onto flint because it would work with him. love does makes it worth it to him, and he doesnt know flint loves him like that. like yeah he did something horrible but he still expects understanding, no matter how long he has to wait for it. because it was a sacrifice for love and love is not selfish, right? visibly shaking. if flint does stop resisting, its because hes just so tired. like "you fucking lied to me." you lied to me, again. like when did we go back to this. i love you how can you not see it do you even love me. its so heartbreaking they were supposed to be past that after doldrums. and then silver answers "im done wagering with her life", showing flint he thinks what he's got to lose is more important than what flints got to lose and that he is still oblivious to flints feelings for him on any conscious level and that if they were ever one, they aren't anymore. its brutal. like even if love made everything okay, he really doesnt see hes taking that from flint as well. and flint is so tired. he really wants silver to be someone he can trust but hes smarter than that. "tell me im wrong" like please god let me be wrong about this. but hes not. that's the end and silver still doesnt get it. he sees silver but silver does not see him so he just stops like. its already over anyway