#'could it be that i wasnt a lacking defective person/but that i merely chose the path that i felt a defective person would take?' ARGHHH
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Izana but give him a mental breakdown Golden Kamuy, chapter 310-style
#'Shinichiro was the only one. the only one who loved me'#mixing 'i killed him and i dont regret it' with 'she gave me light and now im going to get killed by her' to end up with:#'she[Emma] gave me light/(and)I killed her and i dont regret it!'#smth with Ogatas parents but make it w/ Karen ofc ofc - also Izanas doubts about if his bio mom loved him bc#'maybe there was a brief moment when they[parents] did love each other?'#(argh monster flashback. grimmer with 'there is a reason why you were born/you were born bc someone wanted you')#the whole thing about guilt but its little izana parting with baby Emma 'smth im averting my eyes from smth ive spent all this time refusin#to face/my feeling of guilt'#'could it be that i wasnt a lacking defective person/but that i merely chose the path that i felt a defective person would take?' ARGHHH#lil snow angel lying next to kakucho izana saying 'ahh.. but really.. its such a relief'#and then hallucination-Mikey hitting with the 'brother you were born a blessed child'#ANYWAY.#If i knew how to properly drew and had the time guys#id redraw the fuck out of this scene w/ Izana#(Tenjiku Izana)#TBF I first thought of it with Mikey (because lil Ogata with his shotgun/lil Mikey with the Concorde came to me in a vision)#but itd make more sense with Izana
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