#'but if it wasnt supposed to hurt id have to go so much slower' YEAH! YEAH YOU SHOULD! THIS IS NOT A COMEBACK YOU ARE

[gibbearish]

"i also have atrophy though so itll always hurt"

"ah i get that did your doctor give you estradiol cream?"

"no but i cant apply anything internally so its not like it matters"

well my love i have tremendous news for you

me: hey btw vaginismus dilating shouldnt hurt a lot, if it does that means you sized up too early, youll make a lot more progress if you take it slower

them: listen if i waited until there was no pain i would still be at the first size ok? the burning and sharp pains are inevitable unfortunately

[witchcraft-in-wonderland]

Moceit Highschool Au: Part Two

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Day Twelve:

Patton was a smart kid, he took pride in that, but he never seemed to understand human interaction, that was his downfall. He'd go somewhere and try to make friends only to scare people away with his overly happy demeanor. It wasnt his fault, though, when your parents are in on politics you tend to stay away from anything that might make you look bad.

One such thing was named Deceit, he didnt seem bad to Patton, but the entire school seemed to think he was some kind of horrible disease. Patton would sneak looks at him from the lockers, or try to sit with him in the theatre at lunch. But someone always caught them, it was mortifying. He wanted to be friends with the boy, but it seemed like any attempt to do so would result in a social disaster on his part. He wasnt completely exempt from caring about social opinions after all, he had to worry about his parents.

"Pat? Are you listening to me?" Roman waved his hand in Patton's face, causing the mousy-haired boy to blink and shake his head.

"Y-yeah, I was just, thinking. . ." he mumbled.

"About?" Roman pressed.

"Uuuhhh- boys-" Patton flushed pink.

"Arent we all," said Virgil, leaning against Remus.

"I'm thinking about d-" Virgil slapped a hand over Remus' mouth befor he could finish his statement. Patton tilted his head, confused.

"Dont worry about it butterfly," Roman said, tapping the butterfly hairclip in Patton's hair.

"Ok, I'll see you guys later, love ya!" Patton said, hopping down from the wall he'd been sitting on and running inside.

He slipped through a secret crack in the wall and into a room, Deceit was there, waiting for him.

"Pat, it's good to see you again," he said. Patton ran over and hugged him tightly.

"I missed you so much," Patton said, burying his head in Deceit's chest, the snake was to tall for him to reach any higher.

"I missed you to angel," Patton stood there for a while, letting Deceit mess with his hair. Soft tears rolled down his cheeks, he didnt want the moment to end. The bell rang. Deceit planted a soft kiss on Patton's lips and the two went their separate ways.

Patton talked with Virgil, making no note that he'd even met with Deceit. He was so tired, so bored with the whole charade, he just wanted Deceit to bring him outside in front of the whole school and kiss him right then and there. But it wasnt possible, they were separate roles. They just werent supposed to mix.

"Butterfly, you're zoning again," Roman shook Patton by the shoulders a bit.

"Sorry! Sorry! Dont know why that keeps happening," he blushed.

"Patton, is there something you want to tell us?" said Virgil, raising an eyebrow. Patton shook his head and started on his homework. His friends exchanged confused looks with eachother, only to shrug and continue with their own tasks.

The day couldnt have gone slower if it were actually trying. Patton couldnt get his thoughts organized properly, and they certainly werent going to straighten themselves out.

He walked home, backpack constantly knocking him off balance and hitting him in the back of the legs. He ignored it though, and kept a cheerful face all the way back to the empty house on a lonely hill on an abandoned street. Quite the opposite of Patton, the place he grew up in was dark and cold.

But today it wasnt going to be as cold, today he was having friends over, and he wasnt going to be alone.

"Welcome to Prescott Manor, guys! Make yourselves at home!" the twins and Virgil gawked at the olinside of the house for a good while before realizing Patton was holding the door open for them. Remus took over so they could walk inside and closed the door behind them all.

"Pat, you've been holding out on us!" Virgil said, collapsing onto a nearby water bed.

"I didnt know you guys would find it so interesting," Patton laughed. He yelped as he was hoisted off his feet by Remus.

"Come on! You cant have expected us to know if you didnt tell us!" he said, swinging Patton around a bit.

"Cmon guys it's not that big of a deal!" Patton was about to continue his statement when he heard a knock at the door. The pit of his stomach twisted uncomfortably, his parents were hardly ever home- they couldnt have come back on the one day he had friends over could they?

Remus set him down and he made his way to the door, opening it. Only to come face to face with Deceit.

"I. . . heard you were having a get together," he said, looking behind Patton.

"I- yeah, do yoouuuu want to come in?" Patton sputtered.

"If you and your friends wouldnt mind," Patton's eyes shifted uneasily between Deceit and the others, but eventually he stepped aside.

"What's he doing here," said Virgil, moving to hide behind Remus.

"Relax, Virgil, I just came to say hi," Deceit said, closing the door and making his way upstairs. Patton followed nervously behind.

"You said hi, you can go now," Roman moved forward.

"Guys please- can we just be nice to eachother for one day?" said Patton. The four stopped to look at him. He felt his face heat up and back away, turning to hide it.

"Sorry Pat, didnt mean to hurt you," Virgil said guiltily.

"N-no its fine- I didnt mean to upset you guys-" Patton felt Deceit's cape around him. He was glad the charming boy had such an eccentric fashion sense, it was perfect for him.

"So, are we all ready to party?" said Roman.

A chorus of agreement followed, and so party, they did.

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