#''slur aimed at a group im in/sentence that is going to make me feel imposter syndrome so hard it makes me sick'' | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

complete-gay-chaos · 11 months ago

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I love when I pause before looking at a discourse blog and think "man this is going to make me feel really bad about myself and my identity and my morality so maybe I shouldn't" and then I do it anyway and then im like "wow I feel really bad about myself and my identity and my morality"

#anyway im chill i went on a walk #it's why i don't engage in discourse to be honest #I don't mind seeing different arguments and having them challenge my point of view at all #but idk man discourse blogs are just really mean 😭#I also find it hard to absorb and think about an argument and its points #when I'm switching back and forth between ''ok that's actually something to think about'' and #''slur aimed at a group im in/sentence that is going to make me feel imposter syndrome so hard it makes me sick''#I am not made for online discourse. especially not trans online discourse #I also don't engage in discourse because I don't actually like arguing very much #and all the discourse I see between other people ends. not very well #idk speaking about trans things though I'm expecting to get off the waitlist for the HRT clinic within the next two weeks #probably (hopefully) less than that actually

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