#''it'll be okay'' not if you keep fucking STALLING deadsprint we can't keep fucking RUNNING. you are RUNNING out of TIME.
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when are you going to get it together.
PREFERABLY NEVER.
everything is only going to get worse as the days go by. you know this. you know this.
even obligation is scared like. jesusssssss...
it's just a phone call. it's just a phone call.
and it's still too much.
#''it'll be okay'' not if you keep fucking STALLING deadsprint we can't keep fucking RUNNING. you are RUNNING out of TIME.#i never realized how much anxiety my parents voices gave us until they came back after a week trip. gotta... hhh get used to that again...#its not JUST a phone call. it's everything that the phone call means. its the start of calamity. everything's downhill from here.#that's literally not true stop catastrophizing it's GENUINELY NOT THAT BAD AM I THE ONLY ONE TALKING SENSE HERE??#CHAMOMILE WE CANNOT FUCKING SLEEP NOW shutting down the body canNOT be the solution to stress everytime!!!!!!!!!#this motherfucking body and its fear responses oh my god. jesus. jesusssssss...#we can't keep putting it off gang. we can't. we have to do this.#but we already have to do AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT PHONE CALL TODAY and we can't do two or else we'll die.#WE LITERALLY WON'T. but my fucking god FINE the first phone call today and the other tomorrow fucking PROMISE ME.#you know we can't. urgh fine whatever just go. obligation go.#...you got it.
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