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angel---eater · 2 months ago

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we wanna relax and have a good time for the rest of the night but that DM like sapped all of our spoons and mental energy. like we feel straight up like a husk rn i cant even think thoughts beyond what im about to type and i still have to manage all my fuckin 5e spells, on top of convoluted homebrew spells [skull emoji] [skull emoji] [skull emoji]

#our t #note to self: being talked to like youre an idiot all day with no break #bc as soon as you take longer than 5 fucking minutes to do smth else that your life demands of you or to just talk to ur partner #youre met with a 'still good to continue?' which IS just a good faith clarifying question but your own cptsd and autistic Polite Mode #automatically says Yes Im All Good so youre sucked back into autism mansplain central #DOES NOT DO YOU ANY GOOD!!!!#if anything. ANYTHING along these lines happens tomorrow then im out. like im outta there for real and im takin our partner w/ us #im literally only giving them a second chance because we're both neurodivergent but i dont think we'll ever be friends. like ever #just not the right kinda ppl for e/o vibe wise #which sucks cause the player who invited us is rlly sweet and fun #oh my god i just checked the timestamps. 6 continual nonstop hours of this. im 🧍fuck of m8 #they clearly think we dont know jack shit about fuck. dont much appreciate it #''5e is super easy dont worry!'' A MONTH AND 6 HOURS LATER. FOR ONE THING #sorry for venting so much we're just disabled and sick of it #obviously they dont know just how disabled we are but at the same time when we state that we need simpler language re the math #they took that to mean they gotta talk to us like we're 5. for 6 continual hours. awesome

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