#💭 yj's mind

[ynjinnie]

my mind is spiraling from sugar LMFAO..what to work on ?!

[imrllytootiredforthis]

just a quick question before i go studying

who in txt do u think would like to get slapped during sex? like,,,, i find it so much hot but idk..i can kinda imagine everyone enjoying it to a certain extent so just wanted to hear ur thoughts on this 💭🩵 (also, can u see the last emoji? it's supposed to be a light blue heart!!<3)

i cannot see the light blue heart emoji😭, i have an old ass apple laptop that i can't even seen some of the new apple emojis on lol

i also feel like all of them would enjoy it...but it would be a matter of who enjoys it most and how frequently, ykyk?

most

beomgyu

yeonjun

soobin

taehyun

hueningkai

least

gyu would obviously love it, he likes it rough and that bratty little shit will do anything for it, so smacking him around is quite a common occurrance

bonus: he looks so pretty, tears in his eyes, wetting his long lashes as he blinks up at you with a red hand-shaped mark on his cheek❤️

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yj, also a brat in my mind, he pushes back against what you tell him to do, questioning why he should listen to you and who gave you the authority to think you even could

you get so angry one day at him that you straight up slap him. both of you are in complete shock for a moment before he lets out an utterly ruined moan, and asks you to do it again

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soob, my sweet little bunny, the poor thing is so shy, too shy to tell you that he maybe wants to be smacked around a little in bed...not all the time and certainly not too hard but...from time to time, when the mood is right

mostly when he's being all needy and can't bring himself do be quiet, wanting you to degrade him until you snap and do, leaving behind a big red handprint on his cheek along with some mean words that are nearly enough to make him cum on their own

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tae, he wouldn't be super into it, just because of the mark that it leaves behind after and in such an obvious place

he enjoys getting pushed around and smacked don't get me wrong, just prefers it on more private areas, like his thighs or his ass, he really loves being choked too even though that leaves and obvious mark too he just can't seem to help himself

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and finally kai,

he's so sweet, my little angel, omg, i feel like you'd do it once and he'd love it, obsessed with it

moaning, squirming underneath you, begging you to do it over and over and over again

but then later on you try it a second time and he immediately bursts into tears. he's a very hit or miss, he needs to be in the right headspace and mood to enjoy it and if not then it's gonna mess him up for awhile and not in a good way☹️

[webheadedhero]

 💭 relationship with the original team from yj? individually or group wise. :)

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okay well, he and dick would get along super well. both are chatterboxes, both get serious when they need to be. both enjoy being acrobatic. peter would also laugh at just about every one of his little word game things he does. i think they'd also be able to bond over the loss of their parents and uncle. obviously I think that peter and dick would be bffs in any universe thanks to @fightwing like it'd actually be such an important relationship for peter.

wally - I think they'd get along due to both being science geeks (though peter is much better fight me on it) he'd think wally was pretty cool though, probably wonder how seriously he takes being kid flash too cause he'd see him as a bit of a goofball.

kaldur - he would actually really like kaldur, the way he's so dedicated and doesn't tolerate any bologna. it's a bit of a contrast to how peter takes being spider-man, he appears as a nonchalant person who is having fun. but underneath it all, it's a serious dedication and something peter considers to be the most important thing he does. pete would like him and wanna get to know him more.

m'gann - he'd think she's kind and caring, be a bit worried about having his mind read cause when he's younger he has more than a little guilt and pain he's carrying around. he'd probably spend more time learning about her bioship and trying to study it tbh fjaksldj

conner - if we're talking about superboy in the show, he'd probably not be the biggest fan of him. he'd slightly partial cause he has a soft spot for clones (obvs) but he'd also get tired of his temper real quick. also it's hard for me to say he'd be close to that interpretation of conner when @supermantm and I have pete and kon being besties jfaksdj.

and obviously you and I have talked a lot about how he and artemis would get along hehe

[lottiesboy]

characters i write for,,, 💭

yj: [ADULT] lottie matthews, shauna shipman, nat scatorccio, taissa turner, van palmer, jackie taylor

criminal minds: derek morgan, jennifer jareau, penelope garcia, elle greenaway

abbott elementary: melissa schemmenti, gregory eddie

breaking bad: skyler white, jesse pinkman

house md: lisa cuddy

oceans 8: daphne kluger, nineball, lou miller, debbie ocean

ahs: misty day, doris gardner

and more!! :3

[ynjinnie]

into limbo — w.c :: 398

pairing — none, implied (ex) gf genre — angst warnings — sewerslide

though i cannot see, i can hear. hear her all so well. her laugh ricochetting throughout the room, the room being my head which has now become empty of all thought and filled with reverb of such.

all that i am, i gave, all that i was, i regret, and all that i will be, i await.

i still want but cannot have, though i feel, i cannot sense. cannot sense those who are around me with all the wrong intentions, i clearly am unable to, otherwise i would not be near a staircase which leads to an empty hall, bawling my eyes out as i grip my crinkled shirt.

tears left as a trail down my left hand and onto my shirt for i am a mess, unable to do anything but think and reflect. she'd said reflecting would help the soul, seems like the only person it'd help is herself; i see no wrong.

every waking hour, like, for example, right now, the thought of her lingers across my mind. standing up, unready to face her and my own jumble of emotions, i start wandering through the empty halls, for everyone had gone to class.

as though i was stuck in between the heavens and hell, heaven being the concept of her, whilst hell is her as an entity, i collected myself with every step towards the second staircase which should be just around the corner.

"she's meaner," i remind myself before i start going upwards, towards the light. the light that shone oh-so bright as though an angel themself would drop down below onto earth and help me clear my head of all the negative.

the reminder of her, the reminder of all that has helped to lose who i am comes flashing into my head. i wanted to cease, to no longer be. as i stand here, upon the sky i tore apart for her, i realize my mistake.

my mistake was ever loving you, and so, for the last time, i breathe in the air mixed with carbon and feel it fill my lungs up as my stomach inflates under my hands.

for the last time, i watch the greenery flourish and i take in the sight of the school's rooftop which lacks decoration. for the last time, i will fear, and so, i take a leap of faith and down into limbo.

[ynjinnie]

tears and sorrow were written across your face, what a shame.

through hardship and thought, and i was to blame,

the holy grail of thought never came.

i wished for what was forbidden to tame —

— therefore love does not have a name

but she, she can reclaim.

[ynjinnie]

" baby, the way you left me ruined everything. "

inclined to writing something "coming of age" about somi... not sure though !! maybe a small drabble about rebellion 🤔🤔

[ynjinnie]

— no matter what you see, could your eyes please stay on me ?

— @eternamarea's alt

hello, i'm yj (she/her). i am 15 years old, therefore i will only write for / interact with sfw posts. i am also hispanic / latina and lesbian :)

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[ynjinnie]

" i might just text you, turn your phone over . . my text go to your screen, you know better than that "

" i wanted you to know, whenever you are around, i can't speak"

[ynjinnie]

i still wanna be @siyeonsdog's favorite girl ♡