#💐beanie's asks

[poursomesunaonme]

BEANIE 🩷🥹

BEEEEEEEE 💕💕💕💕💕

[keerysfreckles]

high definition — OP81 (smau)

pairing: oscar piastri x norris!fem!reader

summary: y/n tends to favor oscar over her own brother

warnings: none!

a/n: first smau.. send me requests if you want more 😁

masterlist !

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yourusername found a new hiking buddy:) tagged: oscarpiastri

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user1 i need to go hiking with them asap

user2 omg oscar???

landonorris why do you keep stealing my teammate 🤨

yourusername not my fault he's cooler than you 🤷‍♀️

danielricciardo AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE

yourusername OI! OI! OI!

danielricciardo oscarpiastri you've taught her well

oscarpiastri i try 😅

user3 him taking a picture of her taking a picture is so personal to me

user4 she's wearing oscars mclaren beanie in the last one DHMU...

yourusername added to their story !

[podium boy! oscarpiastri]

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landonorris where's my podium post

bffusername GIRL THE WAY HE'S LOOKING AT YOU

logansargeant and you still say your just friends..

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oscarpiastri great way to end the weekend tagged: yourusername

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user1 DOUBLE MCLAREN PODIUM ‼️‼️

user2 our papayas did it 🥹🥹

user3 finally the mclaren strategy made sense

yourusername can i come to every race now

oscarpiastri duh you're my good luck charm 🧡

landonorris what is y/n's face in that pic 😭

yourusername I DIDN'T THINK YOUR CAR WOULD BE THAT LOUD

user4 his good luck charm???? hello????

mclaren first double podium of many

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yourusername turned 21 in the paddock today 🧡💐🫶🏻🎂🏁🌟🐨

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user1 HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N!!!!!!!!

mclaren orange looks good on you

yourusername ikr! 😆

user2 OSCARS HAT I REPEAT OSCARS HAT

user3 i just know mclaren got a lil cake for her ☹️☹️☹️☹️

oscarpiastri i'm not getting that hat back anytime soon aren't i

yourusername nope! 🤗

user4 I KNEW IT WAS OSCARS

landonorris wow you'll take osc's hat but not mine 😒

yourusername well yes!

bffusername so glad the koala shipped in time 🙏

alexalbon missed opportunity to tag oscar as the koala

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oscarpiastri my birthday girl 🧡

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user1 HIS birthday girl.. oh im ending it all

user2 HARD LAUNCH???????????

landonorris i see who your favorite norris is 😔😔

oscarpiastri it took you this long to notice it's not you?

yourusername HAHA OSC LIKES ME BETTER 🫵🤣

user3 sorry max and kelly, y/n and oscar are my new fav f1 couple

charlesleclerc so this is why you weren't at team dinner tonight

oscarpiastri sorry i have priorities 🤷‍♂️

user4 Y/NOSCAR IM SO UP 🙌🏻🙌🏻

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[i'm such a third wheel 💔 oscarpiastri yourusername]

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yourusername you know you could've stayed home right

oscarpiastri but you're the best third wheel

carlossainz lando i thought we talked about this, you ALWAYS stay home when they ask if you want to go with them

[daisynik7]

Hello, I hope you've been doing well! When you have the time, could you please write about Nanami with a s/o who's creative and kind of hippiesque? I'm making that a word now haha but this is very much a self insert and I felt comfortable enough to ask you ☺

I've been tapping into my creative side more lately and even experimented with clay for the first time! I typically alternate between writing and sewing, sometimes I doodle. When it comes to clothes and just overall aesthetic - think thrifting, knick knacks, flowly/light fabrics, and things like that. I'm tempted to call it romantic but idk about that lol. Anyway, here's flowers and tea for you 💐🍵💓

p.s.: the idea of making him a bag for his work things 😭

Author’s Note: Hello friend! I’m so sorry this took SO LONG to complete, I know it’s been months since you requested, so I appreciate your patience on this! I hope you enjoy this little drabble!

Nanami wasn’t always reserved and rigid. Growing up and joining the workforce unfortunately led him to this mundane lifestyle, often following the same routines day-by-day, with little-to-no color in his life. He often reminisces about his high school days, when he used to sneak off from class to listen to punk rock music with his best friend Yu Haibara, who always used to radiate bright energy, enough to warm even Nanami. When his friend passed away, it seemed that the void he left would never be filled again.

That is, until he meets you. 

You are vastly different from Nanami, but that’s what he loves so much about you. Where he lacks in creativity, you do more to cover the both of you. Most of your décor and accessories are homemade, crafted from your very own hands. The pieces displayed on the walls of your shared apartment are all original artworks. Watercolors, acrylics, charcoal, pen and ink. You like to experience with different medias, creating a variety of scenes, depending on an image that captivates you that day. Flowers you see on your daily walks to the park, a golden sunset you watch together on the beach, Nanami sitting on the couch resting his eyes after a long week at work. It’s simple in the grand scheme of things, but when it’s captured forever on canvas or paper, it becomes something special. 

It takes a while for Nanami to get used to being the main focus in your artwork. He’s never liked standing out. When you show him one of your first sketches of him just standing in the kitchen, he’s surprised. Not only at your talent, but at how accurately you were able to portray his personality with a couple strokes of your pencil. That’s when he knows he should appreciate this for all that it’s worth.

His outfits soon become accessorized by your crafts. A knitted red scarf he uses when it’s cold out, with a beanie to match. Sewn mittens for his hands, keeping him warm throughout the train ride to work. He even replaces his briefcase with the bag you crochet for him, insisting that it’s perfect for all his belongings, even if there are a few places on it where his papers stick out. He gets used to the little trinkets and figurines you collect from various flea markets or thrift shops. Half the closet is his muted natural colors while yours is a rainbow that brings him joy every morning he has to get dressed for work. 

Nanami absolutely loves how much of you bleeds into him, and he wouldn’t have it any other way. His daily routine now sparks with something special, all thanks to you.  

[itzynabi]

eve & hyo’s one step vacation episode 1

released: 25 oct 2023

word count: 3.2k

warnings: mention of food

an: the variety show!! i’ve written a few of the eps in advance, so i should be able to update weekly. we’ll see though. feedback and reblogs are much appreciated 💐

eve’s masterlist // eve & hyo’s one step vacation

Eve walked into a boardroom, where there were some staff members sitting around a table. She bowed to everyone as she sat down.

“Hyoyeon unnie isn’t here?” She asked, taking off her beanie. “I was even running late and she still isn’t here? Daebak.”

“Why don’t we start talking about the show,” one of the staff, Haneul, suggested.

Eve nodded. “I was thinking of doing a healing show,” she said. “We can go to an AirBnB or something like that and we can just spend time there.”

“How many days were you–”

Haneul was interrupted by Hyoyeon opening the door. “Sorry, I’m late,” she apologised. “There was some traffic,” she told them.

“It’s okay,” Haneul said. “We were just getting started.”

“Because we were tired of waiting for you,” Eve added as Hyoyeon sat down. She sighed dramatically. “We got tired of waiting for you.”

“Eve-ssi got here late as well,” the director of the show, Jinshim, told Hyoyeon.

Hyoyeon sat up in her chair as Eve looked at Jinshim with a shocked expression.

“You were busy scolding me as if you got here hours ago!” Hyoyeon complained.

Eve scratched the back of her neck. “Unnie, have you never heard of exaggerating?” She asked. “I was just… pressuring you to get here quicker.”

Hyoyeon scoffed, turning to look at Haneul. “What did you talk about so far?”

“We talked about what type of show it will be and Eve-ssi suggested a healing show,” Haneul said. “And we were about to discuss how long you will be staying at your place.”

“I think Hyoyeon unnie should decide,” Eve said, leaning back in her chair. “She’s the one with a busy schedule.”

Hyoyeon thought for a while. “Is three days good?”

Jinshim nodded. “Yes. We can probably squeeze out eight episodes from that.”

“But I don’t like the number three,” Eve disagreed, “let’s make it four,” she suggested with a sweet smile.

Hyoyeon huffed. “I thought it was up to me to choose!” She complained.

“There’s no ‘i’ in team.”

“So you leave on day four or the morning of day five?” Jinshim asked.

Hyoyeon looked at Eve. “Team leader-nim, what do you want?” She chuckled.

Eve hummed in thought. “Leave on day five,” she decided.

Jinshim nodded. “Where do you want to go? Somewhere by the sea or in the mountains? What type of area do you want to be in?”

“I don’t want to be somewhere secluded,” Hyoyeon said. “Privacy would be nice, but I’d also like to take a short drive to a restaurant.”

“Me too,” Eve agreed. “It would be nice to be in a mountain area. Or a farm area.”

“She wants to see nature,” Hyoyeon clarified. “So somewhere away from the city.”

“How about staying in a cottage?” Haneul suggested.

Eve gasped loudly, placing her hand on her chest. “It’s like you read my mind.”

“Is there anything you want in the house?” Jinshim asked, taking out a notepad and pen.

“Video games would be nice,” Hyoyeob said. “We can play Just Dance.”

“How about puzzles?”

“We don’t have the patience for those type of things.”

They continued to discuss some more details of the show until they were done.

Haneul tapped the table. “Okay, we’ll work on getting this show finalised.”

They all stood up, collecting their stuff so they could leave.

“Thank you for your hard work,” Eve said, fixing her bangs as she looked at one of the cameras.

“Thank you,” Hyoyeon echoed.

Eve entered the car, sitting in the backseat. She waved to the camera on the headrest of the chair in front of her.

“Hi,” she greeted. “Hyoyeon unnie and I are going on our trip today. We’re going to meet up somewhere and then drive to our place.”

Jun started the car, driving away soon after.

“Do you know where we’re going?” Eve asked. Jun shook his head in response, causing Eve to huff in dismay. “Everyone’s been so tightlipped about where we’re going to stay,” she complained.

Meanwhile, in Hyoyeon’s car, she was also trying to get information out of her team.

“Where are we going?” She asked the camera director, who didn’t answer. “Just tell me the first letter,” she bargained. “Why are you so committed to not telling me anything?” She asked, shaking her head. “This isn’t going to be fun to watch if you don’t tell me anything. Think about the viewers,” she said in a last ditch attempt to get information out of the staff. “Ugh, forget about it.”

They continued on their respective drives until they reached the agreed upon meet-up point. Eve exited her car, fixing her pants.

“Unnie, do you know where we’re going?” She asked Hyoyeon, who shook her head.

“They’re being so secretive, I don’t understand why,” she complained.

“Why are you keeping secrets?” Eve asked with a pout. “I don’t like this. Isn’t this supposed to be fun?”

Hyoyeon stifled a yawn, nodding. “I’m not enjoying myself,” she complained.

Eve looked at the older girl, laughing. “Did you not sleep?” She asked.

“I was practising naughty until late last night and I spent the day packing my bags so I didn’t sleep that much.”

Eve nodded, looking from Hyoyeon to the staff. “If you tell us where we’re going, she’ll have energy.”

“I’ll be so excited that I’ll be bouncing off the walls,” Hyoyeon added.

Jinshim walked up to the two girls, making sure she stayed out of frame. “You will drive yourselves to the house,” she told them, passing Hyoyeon car keys.

“How? We don’t know where we’re going.”

“We put the address into the GPS. And before you ask, you can’t check the destination, we made sure of it. We made sure to program the GPS in a way that it only tells you the directions.”

Eve scoffed. “You might as well just blindfold us,” she complained. “Did we do something to anger you?”

“We apologise,” Hyoyeon said in a monotonous voice.

“Have a good trip,” Jinshim said, pointing them to their car as the staff dispersed to their respective cars.

“Unnie, let me drive,” Eve volunteered, taking the keys from Hyoyeon.

“I was going to make you drive anyway,” Hyoyeon said, walking to the passenger side of the car. “It’s about time you drive me somewhere,” she commented as both girls entered the car.

“I’ll make sure to drive us safely,” Eve pledged, adjusting the car seat to match her height.

“Let’s go!” Hyoyeon exclaimed when Eve started the car. The GPS system switched on along with the car, informing them that they would have to take a right turn at the next intersection.

“Thank you,” Eve said, causing Hyoyeon to laugh. “Unnie, I’m a great driver, right?” she bragged after ten minutes of driving.

Hyoyeon nodded. “Yes. I could fall asleep here, your driving’s so smooth.”

“But when I was learning to drive, I almost crashed the car twice,” she revealed with a chuckle.

Hyoyeon widened her eyes in shock. “Really?”

Eve nodded. “We were practising on a farm and I almost drove into a tree, so Key oppa used the handbrake to stop the car but I was in the process of turning the driving wheel so I got angry that he didn’t trust me.”

Hyoyeon laughed. “Yah, of course he used the handbrake! You almost crashed.”

“He should’ve trusted that I’d take control of the situation,” Eve argued. “I was learning problem solving.”

“Okay, okay,” Hyoyeon agreed, chuckling lightly.

Continuing on with their drive, they talked about random things. At some point, they stopped talking, instead driving in silence. Eve looked to her right, noticing how Hyoyeon was struggling to keep her eyes open.

“Unnie, you can take a nap.”

Hyoyeon shook her head, shifting in her chair. “No, I’ll stay awake.” Thirteen minutes later, she had slumped against the back of her chair as she dozed off.

“Just as I suspected,” Eve commented, “Hyoyeon unnie fell asleep.” She looked to the GPS screen to check how much time of the trip was left, gasping when she saw. “Two hours and fifteen minutes? That’s crazy.”

She continued driving in silence, occasionally glancing over at Hyoyeon. Looking at the camera on the dashboard, she smirked. “I’m such a good driver, my passenger fell asleep,” she whispered. “Should I become a taxi driver? Or not? So many choices.”

After another hour, Hyoyeon started to slowly wake up. She brought her hand up to rub her eyes as she yawned.

“What time is it?” She asked sleepily.

“Five thirty-five,” Eve answered. “Did you enjoy your nap?”

Hyoyeon hummed, stretching her arms above her head. “I wasn’t even supposed to fall asleep. I was just resting my eyes and then I was asleep.”

“Excuses, excuses,” Eve teased as she approached a red light. Making use of the brief stop, Eve admired the sky. The sun had begun to set, resulting in a pink and orange hue taking over the atmosphere. She grabbed her phone, quickly taking a picture before the light turned green.

“The sky is so pretty.” Hyoyeon gasped.

“I want to print the view onto my eyelids.”

Hyoyeon guffawed, clapping her hands. “What are you saying?”

”That’s how pretty it is! I want to see it everytime I close my eyes.”

“You’re crazy.” She looked at the GPS screen. “We have an hour and twenty-eight minutes until we get there,” she noted. “When we get there it will be dinnertime, so why don’t we go to a restaurant or something? ‘Cause we’ll be too tired.”

“Why would you be tired?” Eve asked offhandedly.

Hyoyeon rolled her eyes. “As I was saying, we’ll also get to see more of where we’re staying.”

Eve nodded. “Okay. Ask the staff to direct us to a restaurant.”

Hyoyeon picked up her phone, dialling Haneul’s number. “Yes, hello,” she greeted when he answered the phone. “We were thinking that since we’ll get to our house at dinnertime, we could stop somewhere to eat dinner.” She listened as Haneul responded. “Okay, thank you. Yes.” Pulling her phone away from her ear, she put it on her lap. “He said that he’ll research places in the area and then direct us when they find one,” she told Eve, who nodded.

Sure enough, ten minutes later, Haneul called her back. Hyoyeon answered, listening as he spoke. “Okay, okay. Thank you.” They hung up, Hyoyeon putting her phone back on her lap. “He found a restaurant so he’s going to overtake us and then we’ll just follow him,” she explained.

“Okay,” Eve said.

The girls watched as one of the staff cars appeared in front of them. Eve began to follow them, changing lanes when they did. Even though they were still following the GPS route, she was paying it no mind, instead giving the car in front of her all of her attention. An hour later, they drove into a town.

“So pretty,” Hyoyeon gushed, looking at the various lights that were lit up on people’s houses and different buildings.

The area had a lot of trees, which were decorated with stringed lights. As they continued to drive, both girls pointed out random things they liked: from a mural on one of the walls to the local library. By the time they were arriving at the restaurant, the sun had begun to almost completely disappear.

Watching the staff car parallel park next to a building, Eve sighed. “I don’t know how to parallel park.” She bit her lip in worry, looking for other available parking spots.

“There’s one there!” Hyoyeon pointed down the street, where there was space for perpendicular parking.

After doing a celebratory dance in her seat, Eve drove to the space, parking effortlessly. “We’ve arrived!” She announced as she took the key out of the ignition.

“Thank you, driver-nim,” Hyoyeon thanked in a posh sounding voice, taking off her seatbelt. “I’ll make sure to pay you well.”

Both girls left the car, closing and locking it before walking up to the front of the restaurant, where some cameramen already had their cameras out.

“Hi,” Eve greeted, waving a peace sign around as she leaned into the camera. “You missed seeing my face, right?”

“Shall we go in?” Hyoyeon asked, Eve nodding in response.

The two girls walked into the restaurant, grabbing a booth in the back of the building. The walls were painted light grey with green streaks of paint contrasting the colour. There were a few framed pictures hanging on the wall, some of family members and others of food. A few seconds after sitting down, a granny approached them with menus.

“You’ll call for me when you’re ready to order,” she said, placing the menus on the table

“Yes. Thank you,” Eve responded.

The granny nodded before walking away to tend to other tables. Hyoyeon and Eve looked at the menus to decide what they’d eat.

“I think I’m going to get jjimdak,” Eve said, “with rice.”

“I’m going to get kimchi jjigae,” Hyoyeon said. She raised her hand to get the granny’s attention. When she came to collect their orders, they ended up talking a little bit, learning her name — Yunhui — and about how she started the restaurant with her sister. Yunhui soon walked away to start making their food, leaving the two girls to themselves. “This place is pretty.”

“Really,” Eve agreed. She looked to her left, at one of the other tables that had already gotten their food. “The food looks good, too.”

Hyoyeon chuckled. “Do you want to ask them to share?”

“What are you saying?” Eve asked, shocked.

“You’re staring at their food so longingly, I thought you might want it.”

“No, no. That’s just weird.” Eve shook her head. “How could I do that?”

Hyoyeon shrugged. “You’re the extrovert. I thought you’d just strike conversation with them. Isn’t that how your kind work?”

“My kind?”

“I’m an introvert.”

Eve blinked at her. “I keep on forgetting that. I think because you’re so weird, I keep thinking you’re an extrovert. What’s your MBTI?”

“Me? I’m ISTJ,” Hyoyeon said. “You?”

“ESFP,” Eve answered.

Hyoyeon leaned back in her chair. “Interesting.”

At that moment, Yunhui approached them with a tray in her hands.

“You look very familiar,” Yunhui told Hyoyeon as she placed down the girls’ bowls of food.

“She’s Girls’ Generation,” Eve said, Hyoyeon nodding along.

Yunhui gasped. “That’s right! My granddaughter is a big fan. What are they called?” She thought for a second. “S–so what?”

“SONE,” Hyoyeon corrected.

Yunhui snapped her fingers. “That’s right! She’s a really big fan, let me call her.” She turned to look over her shoulder. “Jiyeon, come here quickly!” She turned to look back at Hyoyeon. “She’ll be really excited.”

Hyoyeon smiled as Eve picked up her spoon to eat her soup. There was shuffling as Yunhui’s granddaughter walked in from the back.

“Yes, halmeoni, what is– Kim Nabi?” Jiyeon shrieked, causing a few patrons to look in her direction. Eve’s hand froze from where it was a few centimetres from her mouth. Hyoyeon’s jaw dropped open in shock.

Yunhui looked at Hyoyeon. “Is your name Kim Nabi?”

Hyoyeon shook her head, pointing at Eve who was still frozen. “It’s her name.”

Yunhui looked at Eve. “Are you also Girls’ Ge– but you look really young, though.”

Hyoyeon kicked Eve’s shin, effectively unfreezing her. “I’m not Girls’ Generation,” Eve said. “I’m ITZY.”

Yunhui tilted her head in confusion, turning to look at her granddaughter. “Jiyeon-ah, Girls’ Generation is here.”

“Where?” Jiyeon asked, finally tearing her eyes away from Eve. She gasped when she noticed Hyoyeon. “Kim Hyoyeon, oh my.”

“The jjimdak is really tasty,” Eve told Yunhui, causing Hyoyeon to laugh lightly.

“Yah, your fan is standing right there and you’re busy complimenting the food.” Hyoyeon pointed out.

“It’s really good, though.” Eve shrugged, eating another spoonful of her meal.

“Aigo, thank you,” Yunhui said. “Eat up,” she encouraged the two girls, going to check on other tables.

“Do you want to sit down?” Hyoyeon asked Jiyeon, who was still staring at her with her mouth dropped open. Coming back to herself, Jiyeon nodded. She sat down next to Hyoyeon, who had scooted over to make room for her.

“Hello,” she greeted.

Eve waved. “Hi!”

Jiyeon’s hands shook as she placed them on the table. “What brings you here?” She asked with a shaky voice.

“We’re shooting a show,” Hyoyeon said. “We’re basically going on a holiday.”

“Ah.” Jiyeon nodded, trying to contain her excitement at meeting two idols that she was a fan of. “If it’s possible,” she started, voice softer than before, “can you sign my albums?”

Eve nodded. “Of course!”

Jiyeon jumped up. “I’ll go fetch my albums,” she told the two women before running out of the restaurant. She came back less than five minutes later with Hyoyeon’s Deep album and Eve’s diary entries album in her hands. “I’m a very big fan!” She gushed, giving Hyoyeon a marker to use to sign her album. “I tried to go to the music shows, but they’re too far away.” She pouted.

“Who are you a bigger fan of?” Eve asked. “Me or Hyoyeon ahjumma?”

“Um…” Jiyeon thought. “I’m not sure. I’ve been a fan of Girls’ Generation longer, but recently I’ve been watching a lot of ITZY content,” she explained.

“Half and half,” Hyoyeon concluded as she passed Eve the pen and album, Jiyeon nodding in agreement.

Eve signed her signature and left a message on the album for Jiyeon, giving it back to the young girl.

“Thank you!” She said, bowing to both of the girls “This seriously means so much to me.”

“It’s the least we can do when you support us so enthusiastically,” Hyoyeon waved her off. “Thank you for being fans of ours.”

Jiyeon blushed, holding the two albums to her chest. She cleared her throat. “I have to go do my homework, but thank you. It’s like a dream.”

“Fighting!” Eve cheered, shaking her fists enthusiastically.

Jiyeon walked out of the restaurant once more, leaving the two women by themselves.

“She’s so cute.” Hyoyeon chuckled.

Eve nodded. “Totally.”

The two women then focused on their food, eating in silence. When they were done, Yunhui went to their table again to collect their empty dishes. Shen then told them to come to the till so they could pay for their meal.

“Thank you for the food!” Eve thanked Yunhui as they left the restaurant. She passed the car keys to Hyoyeon as they approached the vehicle. After getting in and turning on the car, she snuggled into her chair as the aircon switched on, filling the car with warmth. “So nice,” she said with a sigh.

“It’s not that cold,” Hyoyeon scolded, “don’t be dramatic.”

“I can feel my blood cells freezing in my body.”

Hyoyeon rolled her eyes. “It’s sixteen degrees,” she said, unimpressed by Eve’s antics.

“But it feels like it’s in the negatives.”

“If you’re like this now, what are you going to be like in winter?”

Eve sighed. “Please don’t talk about such things.”

Hyoyeon pulled out of the parking spot and began following the GPS to take them to their house. They spent the thirty minute drive looking at the scenery of the town, watching it change from a small town to a countryside.

“I think this is the one,” Hyoyeon said, pulling up to a house. She rolled down her window, pressing the intercom for the gate. Haneul answered, soon opening the gate so the girls could drive in. Hyoyeon drove along the driveway leading to the house.

Eve gasped. “Woah!”

“This place looks so nice!” Hyoyeon exclaimed. “Is it really for us?”

tagging: @seolboba // @ateezivy // @ateezjuliet // @cafemilk-tea // @smh-anon // @alixnsuperstxr // @cosmicwintr // @girlzwfun // @txt-yaomi // @moongrlz

[not-your-bro]

Asking for until dawn for the questions is obvious but I am genuinely curious

hey, nothing wrong with the obvious choice!

❤Favorite character: imagine if i got real ooc and didn't say josh LOL. nah, it's gotta be him. not just my favorite UD character but probably my Character of All Time. i love a self-loathing, self-destructive, become-the-villain type, and he ticks all those boxes. extra points for masking his vulnerabilities with charisma and humor. MWAH. what a chef's-kiss of a character.

👿Least favorite character: ashley. i love & respect that people fuck with her for her dark streak, and i think that makes her more interesting than she otherwise would be, but i don't really see why she's like that. many of the UD characters act in sort of...hate-able ways, but it's stated - or i can infer - what internal/external issues lead them to behave that way. with ash i'm like idk girl, kinda just seems like you're mean sometimes! more power to her, but not for me.

💐Comfort character: i know this is gonna come as a big surprise but........it's josh. guy's lived in my head rent-free for 7 years and i don't think he's ever moving out.

😍Character you have the biggest crush on: i'm past the age of having crushes on these characters, but in 2015-16, my ass was not immune to josh. his outdoors look, with the vest and the beanie - it's a good one.

🤝Character you relate to the most: chris. maybe i'm projecting lmao but his class clown vibe screams 'compensating for extreme social anxiety' to me, and that's something i relate to, especially in group situations.

🔥Character you think is overrated: i don't feel too strongly about this now, but if you asked me years ago, i would've said mike. some of the mike love at the height of the fandom went hand-in-hand with emily hate, and i didn't like that he seemed to skirt criticism just because he was funny.

🧨Character you love to hate: mike again. do i love to hate him? do i hate to love him? my relationship with him is complex and unknowable, even to myself. what i do know is that i derive great pleasure from shoving his fingers in that bear trap.

🙈Character you always forget exists: matt. nice guy, but his lack of screen time dooms him to being forgettable, and he honestly doesn't seem like he knows anyone that well. personally, i'd prefer if matt was Some Hot Guy emily found so she wouldn't have to show up alone, and that last-minute addition to the group is partly why josh sends them on a wild bag chase.

🐰Favorite non-human character: i don't have much choice besides handigo here, but thankfully handigo fucking rules. i love that hannah's association with the butterfly is not just an obvious nod to the butterfly effect but a symbol/foreshadowing of her later transformation. i love how brutally she destroys everyone, that her inclusion means UD is still a revenge story, but not the revenge story you thought it would be at the beginning. i don't think any piece of hannah is still in there - i think she's just a monster running on the fumes of residual emotions she doesn't even comprehend - but i don't think that makes her any less rad.

❤️‍🩹Character who deserved better: josh. while i can appreciate that the game is sympathetic towards him, it's simply not a good look to make him the only person who can't survive (in human form). i get that not being able to control his fate is The Point, but it's not worth feeding into the tired, bleak message that horror has a history of sending to those who are mentally ill.

(ask game here)

[poursomesunaonme]

send me a character and 1-2 numbers and ill write a blurb hehe <3 nothin too long i just feel like i need to crank out some stuff to get the juices flowing again :’)

KINKY PROMPTS // +18

1. breeding kink

2. somnophilia

3. size kink

4. fingering

5. phone sex

6. wall sex

7. age gap

8. breast play

9. choking

10. cockwarming

11. car sex

12. cuminflation

13. exhibitionism

14. dry humping

15. poly (2-3 extra people besides reader)

16. pet play

17. degradation kink

18. oral sex / oral fixation

19. praise kink

20. morning sex

21. hate fucking

22. thigh riding

23. face sitting

24. dacryphilia

25. corruption kink

26. jealous sex

27. spit kink

28. rough sex

29. soft sex

30. filming (consensual)

31. mirror sex

32. overstimulation

33. edging

34. dumbification

35. shower sex

36. voyeurism

37. cuckolding

38. thigh fucking

[rjhpandapaws]

Heya Panda, happy birthday!! And birthday week since I don't actually know which day is your birthday haha 🎉🎁💐 Here's some birthday questions for you (not necessarily related to birthdays):

1. Favorite cake/dessert? 2. Do you have any houseplants? 3. If you have any plushies, which one is your favourite?

Hope your week has been good! 💙

Thank you for the burthday wishes!!!

1. May favorite "cake" is coffee cake, but i have to make it myself bc i am allergic to cinnamon

b. Favorite desert is the honeydew boba tea from the ramen place i go to more often than i should according to my wallet

2. I really wish i had some plants, but i suck at keeping them alive so right now i dont have any

3. Alright so this is like asking a parent to pick their favorite child. Unfortunately i am a bad parent and have 3 favorite kids.

The first is Fred who is a beanie baby esque creature on steroids. I say creature, because i don't know if he is a hippo or a horse.

The second is my Connor plush that i got on my birthday last year.

The third and newest is a Vanny plush i got from a friend yesterday XD

[poursomesunaonme]

Will ‘saw you in a dream’ be continued? (also, congrats on your masters degree!)

omg two years later and yall are still here ??? :') crineeeeee

honestly ive been considering going back to it ! its been a while since i published anything seeing as i was dying going thru school lmfao but the storyboard is still there ! i actually think i left off writing the epilogue... i just wanted it to be done before publishing the rest to take the pressure off from having a schedule.

with my job still in the works ill have a lot of free time so perhaps ill type away at it until im satisfied :) (which may take a while bc i know way too much abt the brain now to be spreading misinformation abt brain injury LMFAOOO) thank you for following up though, it really does mean a lot to my dusty ass brain (and thank u for ur congratulations - they mean just as much) 🩷

[kcmedinas]

amaryllis, chrysanthemum, heliotrope, parsley 💐

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ? how do they express that pride ?

he  takes  a  lot  of  pride  in  things  he  makes,  generally  speaking.  creativity  is  really  where  kc’s  dumb  little  brain  shines,  so  whether  it’s  a  knitted  scarf  or  a  painting  or  something  he’s  sewn,  he  really  likes  the  process  of  having  made  something  come  to  life  in  a  way  and  takes  pride  on  finished  results.  those  areas  are  also  the  only  one  where  he  consistently  finishes  anything,  so  that’s  another  aspect.  if  it  were  2022  he’d  have  a  kc.arts  insta  account  to  show  case  his  things  but  in  terms  of  expressing  that  he  will  either  show  someone  a  finished  result  or  just  ..  use  it,  if  it’s  something  like  a  beanie  or  a  little  crocheted  penguin

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

a  lot  of  how  kc  expresses  romantic  love  is  the  exact  same  as  how  he  expresses  all  love  just  ..  through  a  specific  lens.  he’s  a  physical  touch  person  for  the  most  part,  but  i  do  think  he’s  also  pretty  open  with  how  he  feels  in  general  so  if  you  are  willing  to  ask  there’s  not  a  lot  of  guessing  to  be  done.  i  think  in  itself  that’s  part  of  how  he  expresses  love,  leaving  no  question  as  to  whether  or  not  someone  is  loved.  

as  for  love  as  a  concept,  i  kind  of  touched  on  this  one  in  the  gardenia  question  but  kc  feels  like  love  is  very  unrestrictive  and  comes  in  a  lot  of  different  forms  but  all  ones  that  he  would  still  call  some  sort  of  love.  he’s  not  picky  about  expressing  it,  if  you  accidentally  said  love  you  at  the  end  of  a  phone  call  to  him  he  would  say  it  back,  but  i  do  think  it  holds  more  weight  to  other  people  than  it  does  to  him.  he  doesn’t  shy  away  from  love  because  it  is  everywhere.

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

he  does  not    !    he  likes  the  concept  though.  i  think  he  thinks  of  feelings  as  being  too  fleeting  for  soulmates  to  exist.

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

he  likes  earth  day  and  valentine’s  day  <3  #saveourplanet  #discountcandy.  on  valentine’s  day  he  will  bring  everyone  a  little  card  and  a  lollipop  to  give  all  of  high  volume  elementary  school  valentine’s  deja  vu.  in  general  he  likes  holidays  just  ‘cause  he  likes  a  party.

[bigdyke]

hi beanie 😎

for the tarot ask strength & wheel of fortune

(and “dream occupation” in the way of what would you want to spend your life doing if we lived outside our current hellscape)

hope you’re having a wonderful night 💐

hi jax!! <33 ty for wishing me a wonderful night even tho i am late and night has passed 🥺 i hope you're having a wonderful day!

wheel of fortune: first three songs that come on shuffle?

emmylou by first aid kit

gaslight by willow

god in jeans by ryan beatty

strength: what is your dream occupation? 

i'd really like to make films! i write a lot because it's free but my brain likes visuals a lot more than words so if i had unlimited funds i would probably abandon writing to make movies instead

[tawmlinsun]

23, 50😍

ahh thank you bby! 💐💐

23. would you fill your house with plants if you had a green thumb?

oh yes definitely!!! i’m shit at remembering to water plants on time but i still love them dearly. there’s this youtuber i occasionally watch who has like 50+ plants in her home and i’m just like.......watching in admiration and also fear bc that’s amazing but also so stressful????? how is she able to maintain this????? i am astounded

50. do you enjoy windy days?

hmm slightly. they’re miserable while walking bc nyc streets turn into wind tunnels v easily (and i am tiny and do not want to get blown away) but i love seeing the few trees rustle in the wind and also it gives me an excuse to wear a beanie 😊

calm asks!!

[poursomesunaonme]

happy new year beanie baby 🥳🥳

awww thank u kitkat ! happy new year to u too !! lets make 2024 our twenty twenty whoreee

[poursomesunaonme]

love your blog! just wondering if saw you in a dream is still ongoing? love that fic sm!!😍

i am uGLY CRYING tysm nonnie !!

alsdfjkasdlfjka i feel so bad its taken me so long to get back into writing it HHAHAHHA that last chapter that i posted was just sooooo heavy ! but i have another chapter written and am in the outlining stages of the next one. my goal is to write them all and then post them so i have no excuse not to finish it bc everything's planned haha

but tysm ! ur praise means everything to me & is what keeps me going for those hard fics like syaid :')

[poursomesunaonme]

I heard u like sparkly elves 👀👀👀

i doooo....... 🤭🤭

[poursomesunaonme]

HEELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HIIIIII TAROOOOOOO i miss u (and promise i will get to the tag game u tagged me in a while back soon)

*kith*

[poursomesunaonme]

Dedicate songs to your mutuals, let them know what you think of them.✨

oh god this is gonna be hard LMAOSDFJASFJ but lets see !! ik it's been a min since i've been on here, so im only gonna do em for my mutuals that i've also seen active recently ! under the cut hehe

(update this took forever bc i dont play around with music everything has to be PERFECT)

marie (@maries-gallery) - j'espère by félix dyotte (for the soft lovey dovey vibes i literally cried the first time i heard this LMAOO)

sun (@pockcock) - ava adore by smashing pumpkins (horny vibes horny vibes its literally so hot)

charl (@sweetandtendou) - yuck by charli xcx (there are a thousand i love u infinitely but this is what im feeling rn)

lily (@tyga-lily) - criminal by fiona apple (indoctrinating u to my fav female manipulator)

taro (@dilftaroooo) - trust fund baby by amaarae (dude.)

ix (@prettyiwa) - faultline by girlpool (i had this song on repeat for MONTHS)

marq (@kweenkatsuki) - plw by leon thomas (yes this is andre from victorious and its a fucking BANGER)

phon (@saphhonic) - religion (u can lay your hands on me) by shura (this song actually changed me)

cassie (@cyancherub) - you lose! by magdalena bay (the vibes are here and they remind me of u)

aleks (@princess-okkotsu) - cologne by beabadoobee (it altered my brain chemistry thanks)

wreynn (@honey-tsuki) - sarah by alex g (im forcing the alex g agenda on u idc)

m (@stardusttoshi) - romanticist by yves tumor (im making u a playlist)

moni (@monirei) - crush by solange (gives me major monirei vibes)

kat (@ryukatters) - maurine by say hi (I CANT DESCRIBE IT I CANT)

elle (@f4irycafe) - soft by babygirl (hehehe it's precious)

b (@eldiandiablo) - restless year by ezra furman (its so fun i have to do a little jig every time i hear it)

juliana (@sparklekitteh) - falling by florence + the machine (it had to be her and it was so hard to choose asljdfe)

soph (@astridthevalkyrie) - armistice by phoenix (i can't explain it but here we are)

siri (@bagsyy) - agnes by glass animals (i love this and i love u)

aman (@thegetoufather) - anthems for a seventeen-year-old girl by broken social scene (this altered my brain chemistry as a child thanks)

eliza (@postwarlevi) - when u love somebody by fruit bats (please i cant help but think of u)

fiona (@fionarara) - 400 lux by lorde (a classic for a bestie)

juney (@whats-her-quirk) - midnight by toby sebastian and florence pugh (the first time i heard this i thought of jean LMAO)

scribbs (@nighttimescribbles) - i'll come running (to tie your shoe) by brian eno (this song is so sweet and asldfje)

fawn (@dearbraus) - strawberries by caamp (please i think you'd love this one)

mica (@princesskazuya) - this is the day by the the (this is one of my favs of all time)

luxE (@fuwushiguro) - best to you by blood orange (IM GOING ON A FEELING HERE)

angel (@bakatenshii) - friendly machine by yeule (i feel like you'd love their music omg)

yall join in too ! this is so sweet <3 my love language is sooo totally music !