#𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗪 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦...i got this idea from a tiktok. but im guessing it got taken down because i can't find it :D

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THINKIN' ABOUT SATORU... hes wanted you for years, but decided not to act on any of his feelings, because you were dating his best friend. no way in hell, was satoru going to hurt suguru by trying to get with you. but then suguru left. it hurt him, and he knew it hurt you the most. but never did he lay his hands on your because he knew you were still in love with suguru. and he knew damn well you were meeting with him secretly. so for years he let you contiue to love and fuck suguru while keeping his feelings secret. and then something happened. he doesn't know what, but he guesses it was between you and suguru because your attitude changed. and it seemed like you stopped meeting him in secret. still, he didn't touch you. even if the two of you weren't together, weren't fucking...it still felt—wrong.

but then, he got drunk. it was on accident and he only took a few shots (by a few i mean two). but he was so desperate for your touch! he was a red mess as you picked him up, lighly chastising him for drinking alone. you were trying to get him a spare shirt since he spilled something on his shirt but he ended up crawling on your lap, teary eyed and pouting. "satoru—"

"i wan' you," he mumbles, his arms wrapped around your neck as he sits on your thighs. he wiggles his hips in your lap with a shaky breath. "but i don'wanna hurt suguru..." you hum in response, looking up at his teary eyes, your thumbs lightly rubbing his sides. "suguru left, 'toru. there's nothing between us, and he has a new life," you explain to him calmly, rubbing up and down his back. "'s not weird?" he tilts his head to side, watching you shake you shake your head. "no, but your really drunk right now, satoru. can we wait until your sober?"

he leans back with a whine, "no, thank you," he rocks his hips against yours, rubbing his clothed cock desprately against yours. you raise an eyebrow at his politeness, something you don't hear very often. "that's the most polite ive heard you speak in a while," you hold him carefully, maneuvering him onto his back with a sigh. "since you've been so polite, ill give you what you want." you hear satoru whine when you press a kiss to his cheek, and then the corner of his eye, hovering your lips over his. "but only if you behave." you smile as satoru feverishly nods, doe eyes locking with yours. "i will! i will! i sweeeearrr!" his words slur lightly before you capture his lips with yours, whispering a "good boy." hes wanted this, he's wanted you, so desperately.

something in him still feels guilty as he takes your cock, as he moans your name loudly begging for you to fuck him good, begging for you to fill him with your cum. "gimme a baby!" "fill me up!" he pants, as he grips your shoulders, all of his thoughts lost as he's reduced to your fleshlight. "iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou," leaving his lips. he knows you don't love him. he knows you'll never say "i love you" back. and he knows suguru will show up at your house in the middle of night and you'll fuck him again. you'll make love to suguru, but you'll only fuck him. but satoru can't stop himself from relishing in your touch, the warm feeling of your cum filling him up and your whispers of encouragement. even if you don't mean it, you give him what he needs and that's enough.