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tangyangie ยท 2 years ago
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โ€” ๐’๐€๐ˆ๐Š๐ˆ ๐Š ๐†๐„๐๐„๐‘๐€๐‹ ๐ƒ๐€๐“๐ˆ๐๐† ๐‡๐„๐€๐ƒ๐‚๐€๐๐Ž๐๐’!!
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we all know that saiki isn't too excited when it comes to romance.
so... how did he land you? he doesn't know either. all he does know is that you're the only person he'd actually accept romantic gestures from.
hugs, kisses, cuddlingโ€”don't expect him to jump into it suddenly at the beginning of the relationship. he'll definitely need some time do do these things, if he'd do them at all.
but, once he does sort of settle down, he basically lets you do whatever you want. so what if you're harassing him? he prefers it be you over anyone else.
and maaaybe he's okay with cuddles. a little bit. he gravitates towards you in his sleep.
cafe dates!! or, anything with sweets, at all. take him to hershey park, for all he caresโ€”as long as he gets to buy all some candy.
he watches your TV shows with you. he does his best not to get spoiled, and if he does, then he keeps it from you and acts like he wasn't.
he takes interest in the things you like. the music genres you prefer, your favorite hobbies, and so on. unless it involves bugs, he'll probably give what you like a chance.
he tells you about his powers eventually. he doesn't really know how he expects you to act, but he definitely doesn't expect you to just shrug it off. which is exactly what you did.
"you're a what, now?"
"a psychic."
"oh. you're serious?"
"...yes."
"oh.. cool."
please buy him coffee jelly. one second of seeing him in pure bliss is filled with enough joy to last you ten lifetimes.
one time, you tried feeding him coffee jelly while making an airplane "brrrr" sound. you did the whole, "here comes the airplane!!" as you'd spin around and twist the spoon until it came to a rest in saiki's mouth.
"and... that was supposed to taste better, how?"
"it just does. i don't make the rules."
you will playfully flirt with him all the time. doesn't mean he'd respond, but he tolerates it.
from time to time, he may humor you with a quick remark to counter your statements. but, it's always out of the blue, and always will leave your face feeling like an oven with your jaw dropped.
if you think he's one to do it in public, though, then you're crazy. pda is a big no-no.
you got him a pair of sunglasses once, and he stared dead in your eyes (with his glasses on). he asked you why you thought he needed it, and you responded that they were for when his green glasses got tired.
he blinked slowly, shook his head, and ruffled your hair. (it was an excuse to wear his glasses for a bit. don't think he wouldn't read your mind. not like he can help it, anyways.)
if you're cold in public, he stands near you and uses his pyrokinesis to warm you up, and may hold your hand. in secret only. if you tell anyone, his hand in yours is as good as gone.
he doesn't really get jealous. he's fine with being alone, but if you ask him to come along, he most likely won't say no. but if teruhashi is coming along, forget about it.
you play with his hands. like... i can just imagine gently grabbing his fingers and bending them like a seesaw or a bicycle.
he makes you come with him to take care of yuuta, hoping you don't have a resemblance to anyone else in cyborg cyder man no.2, or else yuuta will be all over you.
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notes: okay guys 5 finals to go ๐Ÿซก
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chaisshitposts ยท 2 years ago
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๐๐’๐˜๐‚๐‡-๐Š / ๐–๐‡๐Ž๐‹๐„ ๐๐‘๐€๐ˆ๐ ๐’๐“๐€๐“๐„ ๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐‘๐„๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐ˆ๐๐† ๐‹๐ˆ๐Œ๐ˆ๐“๐ˆ๐๐† ๐๐„๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐…๐’ + ๐’๐„๐‹๐…-๐‡๐„๐€๐‹๐ˆ๐๐†
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what is psych-k? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
according to the psych-k frequently asked questions, PSYCH-K, "is a proven and safe way to change subconscious beliefs that perpetuate old habits of thinking and behaving that you would like to change."^1 dumbing it down, you are using psych-k to tap into your subconscious and conscious simultaneously, rewiring your brain with a single affirmation. and while doing this, you may begin to have a rush of negative, limiting thoughts, but instead of pushing them away in frustration, you will invite them in. think of it like this... you are the teacher and your affirmation is a brand-new lecture. you're standing at the front of the room in front of many desks, all filled with 'students' aka your thoughts, emotions, etc. as you are 'lecturing' (repeating this affirmation over and over and over) the 'students' begin to disrupt you with hurtful words or overall trying to debate with your 'lecture'. how do you handle this? you continue to 'lecture', you can continue to listen to your 'students', and eventually, the 'students' will quiet down until there's complete silence and that's when your 'lecture' has started to implement its knowledge into your 'students'.
how does psych-k work? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
"PSYCH-Kยฎ is a unique process, having evolved from years of brain research and thousands of sessions with individuals and groups. It creates a receptive, โ€œWhole-Brain Stateโ€ that dramatically reduces unwanted resistance to change in the subconscious mind. The subconscious can be accessed in a way analogous to a personal computer. PSYCH-Kยฎ works as a kind of โ€˜mental keyboardโ€™ โ€” a user-friendly method of communicating with the subconscious mind that is simple, direct, and verifiable."^2
has there been scientific research on psych k? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
absolutely. if you'd like to read more about this, you can go here and download the various articles and give them a quick read.
how does psych-k differ from other methods as well as other healing techniques such as meditation? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
if you're looking for a thorough answer to this question, feel free to look at this for reference as it better explains the answer to this question in its entirety. the bottom line, however, is that this technique is just as important as others and is not meant to replace any other methods, it is simply another addition. many healing techniques will depend on outside sources of the person, such as a psychologist, hypnotist, or anyone with similar titles. however, psych-k will depend on the inner-workings of those who are performing it, psych-k simply provides the tools and you, the one who is getting into this 'whole brain state' are the one actually doing all of the work. you will be the one taking apart your limiting beliefs and replacing them with whatever you truly desire.
will it benefit me? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
PSYCH-K, "[...] enables you to communicate with your subconscious mind so you can change beliefs that are limiting your self-esteem, relationships, job performance, even your physical healthโ€ฆand much more! PSYCH-Kยฎ is popularly characterized as a spiritual process with psychological and physical benefits. While the term โ€œpsychโ€ is often used as an abbreviation for โ€œpsychology,โ€ in our case it is used as a variant spelling of the word psyche, meaning โ€œmind,โ€ โ€œsoul,โ€ or โ€œspirit.โ€ The letter โ€œKโ€ represents the Key to sustainable success."^3
why should i test out the psych method? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
just like anything else, you do not need to try this out, however, what do you have to lose? the results may shock you.
can anyone do the psych-k technique? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
absolutely anyone can do the psych-k, it is not limited to any particular group of people, and it can effect people differently depending on how they use it.
how do i do psych-k? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
there are many videos on YouTube that will provide a visual guide of instructions on how to do it, however, this is the video that I use and I highly recommend that you watch the entire video to get a logical understanding of what's happening (if you prefer logical info like I do). and if you're having trouble figuring out how to position your hands, watch this video as well. I'd also like to mention that if you're unsure of which side of your brain has more resistance to a new belief, set yourself a timer for 5 minutes and do psych-k with your left ankle crossed over your right and your left hand crossed over your right. after the timer goes off, switch your right ankle to cross over your left, and your right hand to cross over your left. a l s o, if you decide to have resistance against this method bc or any method in general (bc you're stubborn perhaps), take the time to do psych-k and affirm that all methods work for you, boom, fuckin' foolproof.
can i use psych-k to manifest anything i desire? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
yes, yes you can, you're changing your beliefs right in the moment, there are no fuckin' limits unless you create those limits for yourself.
can i use psych k to enter the void state? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
yes, you can do anything you want with psych-k. @urgurljodie has a bit more information on this, but, i am aware that they sent an ask to someone and stated that while doing psych-k you should affirm that you're in the void state/in the void etc.
how do i know if I'm doing it right? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
there's no need to overcomplicate this, don't fear the replacement. simply sit down, get into position as instructed in the videos provided above, and follow their words. stay in the psych-k position for as long as needed, repeating your new belief over and over, invite the resistance in, and simply keep thinking this new thought until you no longer feel resistance towards your new belief. you'll know if you did it right, promise. may sound unbelievable at first, but again, what do you have to lose?
can i combine psych-k with the laws of manifestation? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
absolutely, use any affirmations you want.
do i have to do psych k to eliminate limiting beliefs? โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
nope! this is simply just another method of sorts, you don't need to try anything you don't want to. no one is forcing this shit down your throat...
notes โ€ขยฐ. *เฟ
i'd recommend this technique that combines psychology and kinesiology to anyone and everyone who thinks they are struggling to build new beliefs or manifest their dream lives. the worse that could happen is that it doesn't work or it just takes you a little longer to replace the programming in your mind. give it a try and report your results. a l s o, before anyone comes at me i will give proper and due credit to @urgurljodie for bringing light to this technique to the tumblr void community, ya should be thanking them for this. this particular technique has thoroughly pleased the logical and more scientific-based limiting beliefs I've had for a while. this post was simply meant to add onto what's already been established, all due credits go to the developer of the technique of rob williams as well as the tumblr user mentioned above.
references.
all of the quoted information comes from this site.
1. https://psych-k.com/faq/#what
2. https://psych-k.com/faq/#what
3. https://psych-k.com/faq/#what
4. here's some information on muscle testing and psych-k
5. clearer instructions for the correct posture (en)
6. more information on the whole brain state
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munipe ยท 3 months ago
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๐’๐€๐ˆ๐Š๐ˆ ๐Š- ๐ƒ๐Ž๐โ€™๐“ ๐Œ๐€๐Š๐„ ๐ˆ๐“ ๐€๐–๐Š๐–๐€๐‘๐ƒ!
Saiki x Socially Awkward! Reader
Synopsis: Quiet people form quiet alliances
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The first time you used Saiki as a meat shield, was during a lab where everyone got to pick their partners.
You had subtly wormed your way to his side, logically assuming that socially awkward people should stick together. The only issue was that he wasnโ€™t socially awkwardโ€ฆjust annoyed.
Saiki was hoping somebody else would snag you as their partner. There was an uneven number of people in the class, so logically he couldโ€™ve gotten by if he planned his trip to the bathroom right, but just his luck, somebody already left. He had to worry about Teruhashi, but by the gods, Yumehara had already paired with Teruhashi, so the imminent threat was disarmed. The worst case scenario would him being stuck with Nendo, who would try to convince the teacher to let them create groups of three.
Though he supposes this wasnโ€™t the end of the world either. This would come off as him already having a partner, and having no need to be included in a trio. He supposes he doesnโ€™t hate this silent arrangement.
โ€˜Perhaps if I just stick by him, the teacher will assume weโ€™re partners and we can work together! Thereโ€™ll be no need for me to intrude on a pair!โ€™ Your internal monologue was filling his brain. It was odd. He had always heard your voice close, but he never knew from where your voice was from. Heโ€™d make sure to take note of that. โ€˜What if he already has a partner? Should I ask? If he had a partner he wouldnโ€™t be standing alone right? I should ask right?โ€™
This was just tragic to him.
โ€œUhm, excuse me, Saiki, do you have a lab partner yet?โ€ You finally voiced.
He shook his head.
โ€œCould we be lab partners?โ€
He nodded.
That day had marked a silent alliance between you two.
.
The first time Saiki had used you as a meat shield, was during a passing period.
Though, Saiki had already come to terms with Teruhashi being Godโ€™s favorite, he was reminded of it constantly. His daily reminder came in the form of her planning to pester him. He had no visible escape. He could hide in the boys bathroom and try to wait her out, but shes super persistent. His invisibility would only work if Toritsuka wasnโ€™t around. He was trapped. Sheโ€™d notice if he didnโ€™t ever exit the bathroom. Sheโ€™s only catch him after school.
โ€˜I need to get the lab done with Saiki. We have lunch now. Iโ€™ll talk to him when I see him.โ€™
Saiki heard your monologuing enough to know it was a lieโ€”youโ€™d scatter at the thought of approaching him in the hall. He supposes you wonโ€™t be the worst diversion. Really he could complete the whole project in a day in a second or two, but thatโ€™s not what the average person does.
He makes his strategic move out the bathroom, making sure to keep Teruhashi looking before activating his forced telepathy.
โ€˜Talk to me about the projectโ€™
โ€˜Talk to Saiki about the Project?โ€™
He needed this to workโ€ฆIt did. When he feels a tap on his shoulder, heโ€™s glad he doesnโ€™t hear the monologue of Teruhashi, but the sound of an internal:
โ€˜What am I doingโ€™
โ€œSaiki, sorry if I scared you, could we work on the project after school?โ€
When he hears a frustrated thought from Teruhashi, he looks down at you appreciably monotonously .
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bakuchrome ยท 3 months ago
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๐–๐ž ๐‚๐š๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐†๐จ ๐๐š๐œ๐คโ€” ๐Š. ๐๐š๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ
Katsuki Bakugo ร— reader
Sypnosis: One night changes everything, and now you and Bakugo both knowโ€” thereโ€™s no going back to just being friends
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You werenโ€™t supposed to end up here.
Not like this.
Not tangled in his sheets, skin still burning from his touch, the weight of what just happened pressing into your chest heavier than the blanket draped over your bodies.
Katsuki is quiet beside you, one arm thrown over his forehead, the other resting against your bare waist, his fingers tracing slow, absentminded circles. His breath is still uneven, lips kiss-swollen, his body radiating warmth that you should pull away from but donโ€™t.
Because pulling away would mean acknowledging it.
Acknowledging that you just ruined everything.
Because you and Bakugo were never supposed to be this.
You were supposed to be friends. Best friends. The kind of friends who could throw punches at each other, scream over dumb shit, crash on the same couch without a second thought.
You were supposed to be the one person in his life who didnโ€™t complicate things, the one who never made him think too hard about what he wanted, what he felt.
But then, last night happened.
It started with an argument. Maybe over something stupid, maybe over something that had been building for years. But it ended with his mouth on yours, with hands desperate, with the kind of kiss that didnโ€™t feel like a mistake until it was already too late to stop.
And now, here you are.
Lying in his bed, naked and aching, knowing that thereโ€™s no coming back from this.
โ€œโ€ฆYouโ€™re thinking too much,โ€ Bakugo mutters, his voice rough from sleep.
You donโ€™t answer.
His fingers tighten against your waist. โ€œI mean it. Donโ€™t start acting weird on me now.โ€
You force out a laugh, but it feels hollow. โ€œI think we crossed that line a few hours ago.โ€
Bakugo sighs, shifting onto his side so he can look at you. His eyes are unreadable in the dim light, but you can feel the weight of them, feel the way heโ€™s searching for something in your expression that you donโ€™t know how to give.
โ€œWhat happens now?โ€ you whisper, even though you already know the answer.
He stares at you for a long moment. Then, he reaches out, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear with a gentleness that feels out of place coming from him.
โ€œYou tell me,โ€ he says.
And thatโ€™s the problem, isnโ€™t it?
Because no matter how much you want to, you canโ€™t say youโ€™ll go back to being just friends.
Not after this.
Not after him.
Not when you already knowโ€” you never stood a chance at walking away from him in the first place.
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luc1-anna ยท 9 months ago
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๐๐ฌ๐Ÿ๐ฐ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ก๐š๐›๐ž๐ญ (๐Š๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐๐š๐ง๐š๐ฆ๐ข)
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๐€ = ๐€๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ž (๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ'๐ซ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฑ)
You know this man gives the best aftercare, throughout the many years you two have been married he's gotten to know what you like best, may it be massages or food straight after to regain your energy, he's already prepared to do your bidding after you made him feel so good. Especially if you were the one to do most of the work today, forcing you to rest as he changes the bedsheets or runs you a bath.
๐ = ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ (๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฏ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐›๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ง๐ž๐ซ'๐ฌ)
I feel like he'd prefer your whole body but if he had to choose it would either be your hands or breasts. He doesn't know why your hands other than the fact that he likes there always caressing his body after a stressed day, it can be the same for your breasts as they're like his personal pillows.
He doesn't have a practically favourite part on his body, but if he did it would be his hands, it could be in a sexual way or not. Just the fact that you love how his hands sit so perfectly around your hips or how they hold your hand whenever your together.
๐‚= ๐‚๐ฎ๐ฆ (๐š๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฆ)
If he had to choose where to cum, it would be inside of you if he didn't want to make a mess, but half the time he's wearing a condom so it's fine whenever he does it. But I think he'd like it if you swallowed his seed, some of it dripping down your chin and onto your chest. But of course he'd clean it up straight after.
๐ƒ= ๐ƒ๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ (๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐š๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ)
I feel like he likes brats, or like anyone who disobeys authority. Like after he beat up Haruta, everyone made it so he loved to drag your hair whilst fucking you. Linking back to the main topic, he likes to give you punishments, may it be him teasing you or dragging your hair back.
๐„= ๐„๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž (๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ?)
He was either a virgin or he had some experience, like if you met him whilst you were teens he'd be a virgin 100% but if it was later in life he'd have some experience but with only a few women.
๐…= ๐…๐š๐ฏ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ( ๐ ๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ )
He's 100% a missionary guy, he just likes to see your reactions to how he makes you feel, it turns him on even more, that he could kiss you or comfort you whenever you need it, being in such close proximity was so intimate for him.
๐†= ๐†๐จ๐จ๐Ÿ๐ฒ (๐€๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ?)
He'd be more serious during the act unless you're cracking a joke or something like that, he doesn't find humour in many things like you, but whenever you do hear his laugh, it honestly warms your heart.
๐‡= ๐‡๐š๐ข๐ซ (๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ? ๐ƒ๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ฉ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐œ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐๐ซ๐š๐ฉ๐ž๐ฌ?)
He's got a happy trail, I can guarantee that he's got atleast some hair on his body, just cause I saw some art on tiwtter. Its basically the same colour as his hair if not a little darker in some parts, but you can barely notice it since he likes to keep it bare.
๐ˆ= ๐ˆ๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐š๐œ๐ฒ ( ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐œ ๐š๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ?)
He's always romantic during the moment so it doesn't seem like he's only using you for your body, always holding your hand or giving you quick pecks. He'd probably love cock warming just so he can hold you close to him. Even if he's absolutely exhausted he still finds some energy to keep his romantic side visible.
๐‰= ๐‰๐š๐œ๐ค ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ (๐Œ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐›๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง)
The only thing he'd jack off to is you, but only on some rare occasions where he isn't at home and it's causing him to become uncomfortable due to the straining in his pants. Though he's got to imagine you as he doesn't have any nudes of you.
๐Š=๐Š๐ข๐ง๐ค (๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ฌ)
Brat taming (is it a kink?) Despite him hating people who don't follow authority figures, he gets all turned on whenever you act like a brat or disobey someone, he doesn't understand why as it contradicts his own ideology. Maybe even roleplays but it depends really.
๐‹= ๐‹๐จ๐œ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ( ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฏ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐ข๐ญ)
It really depends where he's more familiar with, nearly every time you two have had sex it was in the house, but if he was desperate after a long day he'd get impatient and do it in the car. But if it was in the car, he'd be eating you out rather than putting you in uncomfortable positions for his own pleasure as he considered it selfish.
๐Œ= ๐Œ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ( ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐จ๐ง)
He doesn't have a specific turn on, more like whenever you're a little more affectionate than normal. Idk it just reminds him of what a good mother figure you would be so he gets turned on, just imagining you all pregnant and pretty after going off on you for months,
๐= ๐๐จ (๐’๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐จ/๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ฌ)
Yes this is gonna contradict myself but I think roleplaying wouldn't be his thing, especially anything where it's a professor and a student because he sees the teacher as a mentor rather than someone who should be having a sexual relationship with a student.
๐Ž= ๐Ž๐ซ๐š๐ฅ (๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ซ ๐ซ๐ž๐œ๐ข๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ )
He prefers giving over receiving just because he loves to see how you squirm all because of his touch, I feel like he's a master at giving head even if he may have no experience.
๐= ๐๐š๐œ๐ž ( ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ?)
He'd rather be slow and sensual rather than fast and rough, just because it seems so much more intimate and romantic compared to the fast pace, getting to explore all your body with admiration rather than just using it.
๐= ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐œ๐ค๐ข๐ž (๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐ง ๐ข๐ญ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐จ๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ง)
He hates them just because he wants to take his time in pleasuring you rather than him feeling forced to work quicker because he needs to do something. He loves to take his time and go slow rather than head out of his comfort zone, plus if he's already late which never happens he can't have any distractions.
๐‘= ๐‘๐ข๐ฌ๐ค (๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ? ๐ƒ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ?)
He doesn't seem the type to take risks just because he understands the consequences of stuff, especially if it had to do with something in public he'd never embarrass himself like that when he could wait for the safety of your home.
๐’= ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐š ( ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ฒ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ?)
He can last a many rounds yet you never tried it out because you were always the first one to get tired, promoting him to stop and take care of you. Though it normally lasts a few higher than average if that makes sense.
๐“= ๐“๐จ๐ฒ๐ฌ (๐ƒ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ๐ฒ๐ฌ? ๐ƒ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐จ๐ง ๐š ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ง๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ?)
He's not fond of toys rather opting to be vanilla than bring anything into his sex life. The only reason he'd actually own toys if he bought them for you, then again, I think he'd have a vibrator or some didlos for you. Maybe even a butt plug just because it's your colour.
๐”= ๐ฎ๐ง๐Ÿ๐š๐ข๐ซ (๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž)
Normally he'd never tease you just get straight to the point, but for some days when you've embarrassed or annoyed him he'd 100% give you a 'punishment', may it be stopping whenever your close or making you count how many slaps his gives your ass.
He's not very vocal either way, so why would he change it up for the bedroom. Unless he's complimenting you of course, but he loves whenever he makes you laugh or just make any noise in general.
๐•= ๐•๐จ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ž (๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐š๐ซ๐ž)
Sometimes he purposely forgets his stuff at home just so you can bring it round for him, you always played stupid despite knowing that he would never leave it at home on accident since he was always prepared the night before. It's just a ploy to get to see you, something that Gojo would do.
๐–= ๐–๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ (๐‘๐š๐ง๐๐จ๐ฆ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง)
๐—= ๐—-๐ซ๐š๐ฒ (๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐œ๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ)
I feel like he's bigger in length rather than girth, which he uses to his advantage whenever the pair of you want to have kids. His tip is also a pale pink, close to his skin colour.
๐˜= ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  (๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฑ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž?)
Most of the time he's got his mind preoccupied with work cause he's so stressed, but in smore rare occasions where he isn't stressed he's got a higher than average sex drive, normally it's the average if not lower.
๐™= ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ (๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐œ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐š๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐๐ฌ)
He's always tired but no matter how much he wants to fall asleep straight after he makes food or tends to you, it normally takes around 15 minutes though it depends what he's doing. But he always ends up falling asleep with you.
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JUJUTSU KAISEN MASTERLIST
tags: โ˜๏ธŽ; angst | โœฉ; fluff | โ˜พ; smut/nsfw | โ™ฅ๏ธŽ; long fics | โ€; personal favs
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๐’. ๐†๐Ž๐‰๐Ž
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เฌ“ just come home part 1 โ˜๏ธŽ, โ€ เฌ“ just come home part 2 โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ เฌ“ just come home part 3 โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ
เฌ“ no shot (ft. suguru geto)
เฌ“ your only competition
เฌ“ i've always known โœฉ, โ˜๏ธŽ, โ˜พ, โ™ฅ๏ธŽ, โ€
เฌ“ and i simply blend in with the wallpaper part 1 โ˜๏ธŽ เฌ“ and i simply blend in with the wallpaper part 2 (ft. kento nanami) โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ
เฌ“ ask me about the market โ˜พ
เฌ“ never got your name โœฉ
drabbles
เฌ“ home cooked meal โœฉ
เฌ“ grasping fingertips โœฉ
เฌ“ untitled drabble โœฉ, โ€
เฌ“ splinter โœฉ
เฌ“ sidelines โ˜๏ธŽ, โ€
เฌ“ untitled hurt/comfort โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ, โ€
เฌ“ spa night โœฉ, โ˜พ
เฌ“ best friend!satoru โ˜๏ธŽ
เฌ“ untitled drabble โ˜๏ธŽ
เฌ“ hurt/comfort drabble โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ
เฌ“ birthday drabble โœฉ
เฌ“ in every universe โœฉ
เฌ“ untitled hurt/no comfort โ˜๏ธŽ
เฌ“ safe space โ˜๏ธŽ
เฌ“ too much โœฉ
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๐’. ๐†๐„๐“๐Ž
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เฌ“ angel part 1 โ˜๏ธŽ เฌ“ angel part 2 โ˜๏ธŽ
เฌ“ laws of magnetism โ˜๏ธŽ
drabbles
เฌ“ matching jewelry โœฉ
เฌ“ ex!suguru โ˜๏ธŽ, โ€
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๐Š. ๐๐€๐๐€๐Œ๐ˆ
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เฌ“ my life is here โ˜๏ธŽ
เฌ“ and i simply blend in with the wallpaper part 2 (ft. satoru gojo) โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ
เฌ“ the heart grows fonder โœฉ, โ˜๏ธŽ, โ™ฅ๏ธŽ, โ€
drabbles
เฌ“ random headcanons โœฉ
เฌ“ seashells โœฉ
เฌ“ baker!nanami x florist!reader โœฉ
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๐Œ. ๐…๐”๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐†๐”๐‘๐Ž
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เฌ“ loner!megumi x popular!reader masterlist โœฉ, โ˜๏ธŽ, โ€
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เฌ“ how megumi acts when he has a crush on you โœฉ
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๐‘. ๐’๐”๐Š๐”๐๐€
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เฌ“ i'll make you miss me โ˜๏ธŽ, โ™ฅ๏ธŽ, โ€
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๐‚. ๐Š๐€๐Œ๐Ž
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เฌ“ admiring from afar โœฉ
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๐Œ๐”๐‹๐“๐ˆ๐๐‹๐„
เฌ“ i am telling you i love you โœฉ, โ˜พ, โ˜๏ธŽ, โ€
เฌ“ i am telling you i love you part 2 โœฉ
เฌ“ downton abbey au โœฉ, โ˜๏ธŽ
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amkyor ยท 4 months ago
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K. BAKUGO HEADCANON แกฃ๐ญฉ
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Note: I haven't done one of these in a hot minute, but here, y'all have been fed. Anyway, part 22 of my Bakugo x Female Reader Fanfiction is out now!! Go check it out! Link at the end of this post!
Bakugo's Stance on Drinking and Drugs:
Bakugo Katsuki has always been fiercely disciplined when it comes to his body and mind.
As a hero, he knows that staying sharp and in control is crucialโ€”not just for his own safety but for the people heโ€™s sworn to protect.
Thatโ€™s why Bakugo would never touch alcohol or drugs, no matter the situation.
From a young age, heโ€™s been laser-focused on his goals.
He saw substances like alcohol and drugs as distractions, things that could dull his edge or weaken his resolve.
Bakugo thrives on being the best, and to him, that means keeping his body and mind in peak condition at all times.
In his teenage years, when classmates might have experimented or joked about partying, Bakugo made it clear where he stood. โ€œI donโ€™t need that crap to have fun or blow off steam,โ€ heโ€™d bark if anyone asked.
And honestly? Most people didnโ€™t dare push him on the issueโ€”his intensity was more than enough to shut down the conversation.
As he grew older and his hero career took off, his reasons became even more personal.
He saw firsthand the devastation that substance abuse could cause, whether it was civilians who needed saving or heroes who couldnโ€™t handle the pressure.
For Bakugo, drinking or doing drugs felt like a betrayal of everything he stood for: discipline, strength, and unwavering dedication.
Thatโ€™s not to say heโ€™s judgmental.
While he might roll his eyes if his friends drink a little too much, heโ€™s the type to begrudgingly keep an eye on them, making sure they donโ€™t do anything stupid.
And if someone close to him were to struggle with addiction, heโ€™d approach it in his own Bakugo wayโ€”blunt, intense, but ultimately supportive.
For Bakugo, his abstinence isnโ€™t about being a killjoy or holier-than-thou.
Itโ€™s about staying true to himself and the ideals heโ€™s built his life around.
To him, being a hero means always being ready to act, and heโ€™s not willing to let anything compromise that.
Adult Bakugo Fanfiction
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zvlda ยท 10 months ago
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can you make a fic about choso fucking you in a scream mask for halloween it would mean so much i literally love your stories ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ
โ ๐ˆ ๐–๐€๐๐๐€ ๐‡๐„๐€๐‘ ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐’๐‚๐‘๐„๐€๐Œ ! โž ๏ผ ๐‚๐‡๐Ž๐’๐Ž ๐Š. ๐‘๐„๐๐”๐„๐’๐“
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โ‡จโš ๏ธŽ๏ธŽ ๐‚๐Ž๐๐“๐„๐๐“ ๐–๐€๐‘๐๐ˆ๐๐† !ยกโš ๏ธŽ๏ธŽโ‡ฆ mask kink, knife play, rough sex, degradation?, top!choso, bottom!reader, black!reader
๐€๐. SOOOO SOOOO SORRY THIS IS LATE, Iโ€™ve been working a lot and writing a lot so I just needed a tiny break but i am back now! I was meant for this to get done ON halloween but I didnโ€™t have enough energy to do so but pretend this is on Halloween, BUT IM SO GLAD YOU LOVE MY STORIES ๐Ÿ˜™ enjoy my spooky ghost ๐Ÿ‘ป.
๐ฎ๐ฉ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ!! - once I hit 1,000 followers I will do a face reveal In one of stories ๐Ÿ™ˆ, I will not be writing smut for awhile and gonna start writing more fluffy stories and maybe angst. LASTLY, the racer series will continue back up again but not till either December or January. THATS ALL!
WARNING IMPORTANT MESSAGE AT THE END OF STORY!!!.
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โ€” ๐‚๐‡๐Ž๐’๐Ž
When you told Choso about the idea he thought you went crazy. He knew your love for horror movies especially the Scream series, so does this surprise him? Kind of! But realistically no. It was obvious that you had a mask kink by the way you would giggle and kick your feet every-time Ghostface came onto screen เฒ _เฒ . So when you came to him about the Idea he was shocked at first but decided to desire your dirty little fantasies of him fucking you with the scream mask.
Itโ€™s been a good awhile since you came to Choso about the Idea, wondering when the day he would do It and wellโ€ฆhe decided to do it halloween night. Honestly youโ€™re a forgettable person so you forgot you even came to Choso about the Idea! Till he came out of nowhere behind you covering your mouth with a very sharp knife to your neck. Your eyes widened thinking It was someone robbing you till you felt those familiar muscles flex behind you, calming down a bit, you huffed but soon gasped feeling him pull your head back more against chest with the knife pressed up against your neck, not enough to hurt you of course but enough to make you intimidated. Your hands clenched around his bigger arms feeling his bulge press against your ass just aching to get released, you moaned softly into his hand feeling him buck against you, Choso had a small blush on his cheeks but luckily the mask covered it all giving him an advantage to do anything to you without your teasing.
โ€œYou like this?.โ€ He whispered deep into your ear feeling you nod against his chest, but that wasnโ€™t an answer. He groaned a bit pressing the knife against your throat a little harder with a tsk, โ€œThatโ€™s not an answer baby..โ€ Your eyes went wide feeling the tiny blades scratch against your neck whimpering from the hold he had on you, โ€œYes.โ€ Your small little yes was muffled from his hand but he heard it, smirking underneath his mask. He kept a firm hold against you still having a tight hold on you. He hummed trailing the knife across your neck, โ€œWhat should I do with you, huh?โ€ He questioned tilting his head a little looking at you through the mask, โ€œShould I make you beg for it? Scream for it?.โ€ Your legs were getting weaker and weaker by the minute he kept whispering into your ear, you didnโ€™t think he would take the role this seriously but youโ€™re loving it..you couldnโ€™t say a word except grumble into his hand, Choso smirked underneath the mask, โ€œHmmm..I have a better Idea.โ€
โ€œI wanna hear you scream.โ€
And thatโ€™s what exactly what he did. The minute he dropped the knife, and dragging you to your guys shared room was the moment you realized youโ€™re gonna lose walking privileges, when he threw you onto the bed he looked down at you like he was stalking..hunting. It scared you bit especially knowing his height. His height and muscles put everything together making him more intimidating than he already was, you moved up the bed as he moved closer stopping you Into your tracks as he gripped your ankles dragging you down the bed making you squeal. To make this more interesting, you fought against him kicking your legs to get out of his hold but the weight on your ankles increased practically pinning you to the bed. Choso took this as an advantage to crawl onto the bed getting on top of you, you looked so fucking cute underneath him.
By the way he was tilting his head you knew he had that cocky grin on his face. You moved your thighs together to get pleasure on your lower area, Itโ€™s been aching ever since you felt his bulge on your butt. You were soaking through your panties and you know Choso knew that too, he looked down to see you rubbing your legs together continuing to make eye contact with him with a bitten lip. Fuck. He clicked his tongue with a low hum trailing his hand to your pj pants putting his hand inside without a care in the world using his middle finger to feel how wet you are, you twitched feeling the single finger rub against your clit, moaning from the pleasure. Choso chuckled keeping his eyes on you as he continued to rub your clit nice and slow, you were already so wet. Choso staring at you with the scream mask on turned you on even more, your little mask kink was putting you to work.
Your back arched off the bed a little feeling him slide his middle inside you starting to thrust slowly. Your eyes fluttered at the feeling, bucking your hips up against his finger, you whined. โ€œI want more..please give me more.โ€ Choso tilted his head at your widening with a small smirk, he loved the feeling of making you whine for more, โ€œMore? You sure you want more?โ€ He asked and without hesitation you nodded your head not thinking about the consequences. Once he saw the nod of approval he removed his finger from your pussy, instantly ripping off your pants to expose your lower area, without a doubt he went to unbuckle his belt letting his pants drop to the floor along with his boxers taking his cock into his hand stroking it slowly, lining it up with your hole, he cursed underneath his breath feeling how warm you were as he slid into you.
โ€œFuck..โ€ He mumbled thrusting at a slow pace to let you get used to it, Choso was a big guy which meant..his cock was also big making you hiss slightly feeling him slide himself all the way In. After a few seconds he started to thrust at a steady pace soon picking the pace up, gripping your hips Into his hands feeling how tight you were getting. Moans and skin slapping were the only things being heard throughout the room, by the way Choso kept looking down at you with the mask was gonna make you cum instantly. Your nails digged deep into the covers feeling his thrusts get more harsher and deeper making tears prick in the corner of your eyes, Choso tooo notice if this smirking behind the mask as he continued to slam his hips against yours, โ€œYou like this? You like getting turned on by a mask?.โ€ He panted with a weary chuckle seeing how much of a mess you were becoming underneath him, you could barely keep your eyes open as you stared at up at him. The look you were giving him made himself go hard, growling as he thrusts harder and deeper, your eyes snapped open as more tears pricked in the corner of your eyes feeling him pick up the pace, โ€œW-Wait!- Choso-.โ€ You couldnโ€™t finish your sentence before a loud moan interrupted feeling your knot start to form, the pleasure was turning into pain but It was good pain.
Choso didnโ€™t care about your whines or begs for him to stop, he continued to thrust deeper and harder also feeling his knot, โ€œMโ€™finna cum..fuck. Is this what you wanted? Huh?.โ€ He said breathlessly throwing his head back letting a moan fall, โ€œFinna fucking breed you baby..oh f-fuck.โ€ He groaned deeply feeling his orgasm hit filling you deep with his cum soon after hitting your own orgasm, you moaned loudly letting your eyes flutter close twitching from still feeling him cum inside you. After a few seconds and slow thrusts he pulled out, taking off the mask to look at you with a soft look, โ€œDid I go too rough?โ€ He asked , with a small chuckle you shook your head tiredly reaching up to wrap your arms around his neck pulling him closer to your face, โ€œIt was just how I imagined.โ€ You replied, Choso sighed in relief leaning more into your touch, โ€œIโ€™m glad you liked it.โ€
โ€œLittle freak.โ€
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PLEASE READ!!
So I have recently discovered a very hateful message on my dashboard with one of my stories and I wanna say this is NOT okay. If anyone has a problem with me writing ONLY black readers please keep it to yourself, Iโ€™m not gonna show the screenshot because Itโ€™s really sickening and disgusting but please, I donโ€™t want my tumblr space to be full of hate or rude comments. I want my community to feel more included In fanfics since thereโ€™s not that many which is WHY iโ€™m only writing black readers, again my space is for anyone but PLEASE donโ€™t say hurtful things.
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chiliechicken ยท 11 months ago
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๐ƒ๐„๐๐Š๐ˆ ๐Š.โ”Šโ˜… dude, i'm just not into you! Denki Kaminari x GN!Reader, Angst, OOC, Ex!Denki, Cliffhanger(?) oops
PT 1 โ€” you're seriously crying?
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Crying in your dorm room isn't what you expected to do after you broke up with that dweeb you used to call the love of your life. You spent hours sobbing into your pillow that you completely forgot to do your homework, better yet eat dinner with your classmates. They felt awful for you ever since they heard about the breakup. In fact, nearly every second year heard about the breakup.
The news spread like wildfire all throughout your grade and you couldn't feel anymore embarrassed about all of this. Students gossiped like there's no tomorrow, making sure that they and their mommas knew all the drama that surrounded yours and Denki's name.
You don't understand what's so interesting about your situation. I mean, it was just a simple breakup, it wasn't like two celebrities got a divorce after the one found out the other cheated. Even then, that news wouldn't spread this quickly in U.A.
You groaned and rolled over in your bed, wiping your tears away with the back of your hand. You turned your phone on and looked at the time, it read 8:45 P.M. "Goddamnit, shut up..." You sighed and stared at the screen as you watched the notifications continue to pour in. The wall of your school's official group was filled with the news. You furrowed your brows and turned off your phone before throwing it on the other side of your bed.
So what's so entertaining about all of this? Well for one, you and Denki have been dating since freshman year and have been well-known to be a power couple during your first year.
While Denki was friendly, open and talkative, joyful, flirty and funny, you were reserved, cold, usually preferred to be alone, and a little violent. Sometimes you'd be lashing out at the smallest of things, hitting anyone who even dares to look your way on a bad day. Even in your friend group everyone described you as timebomb, waiting to blow up at the perfect opportunity, or a balloon held over a sharp pin beside a war veteran. You were always ready to cause chaos and disaster.
Your presence was well-known as the 'violent kid that could kill you with one look alone', a reputation that rivaled Katsuki Bakugo's own aggressive nature. You were the complete opposite of Denki, so it surprised people when the goofy-goober, high-energy (literally and figuratively), good boy of the prestigious Class-A managed to pull you out of your little box and get you to open up, completely giving your personality a full-on makeover when you two began dating.
People often call the two of you the embodiment of opposites attract. The sun and the moon, the black cat and the golden retriever, the flower and its thorn, all that cheesy stuff you would rather rip your skin off than associate yourself with.
Your phone vibrates as your friends and classmates bombard your messenger with texts asking how you were doing, what's the tea, did you want to get drunk, why is Denki outside your Heights Alliance buildingโ€”
"[Name]? Someone's looking for you."
Ugh, seriously?
You groaned audibly and threw a stuffed toy at your door, urging your classmate to leave you alone. She didn't listen since she continued to knock and even tried to turn the handle, yelling for you to come outside, "Come on! I know you don't want to go but he won't leave us alone! It's getting annoying and it's movie night."
What the hell could he want, now? You stood up from your bed, bit groggily, and hesitantly opened your door. You came face to face with your classmate who already had an irritated look on her face, as if the irritation in her voice wasn't enough.
You furiously wiped away your tears as you followed her back down to the common area. Thinking possible scenarios and outcomes wasn't really helping you calm down in this situation. In fact, you were feeling even more anxious, your footsteps thudding against the floor as you headed towards the couches. You took a deep breath and pushed through your classmates to get to Denki.
"Outside." You seethed out while gritting your teeth and grabbed his arm firmly with your fingers digging into his skin. Denki winced, stumbling on his own two feet as he followed you out of the building. Once out of view from your nosy classmates, you turned to look at him, your expression that of frustration. You crossed your arms and narrowed your eyes, waiting for him to speak up before you lose your patience and rip him to shreds.
Denki let out a deep breath, one he didn't realize he was holding, and looked up to meet your gaze, determined. Albeit he flinched when your eyes were practically burning into his own.
"Take me backโ€”?" You smacked the shit outta him as soon as he opened his mouth to say those words. Wincing and yelps of pain were heard from inside the building.
You glared at Denki, your palm stinging with pain as it began to warm up. You honestly couldn't believe the nerve of this.. boy. After the shit he put you through, he had the audacity to ask for your hand again?
"W-What the hell's that for?!" Denki cried out as he held his red cheek. God, that stung his feelings more than his skin. He frowned and stepped closer to you as he reached his hand out to hold yours, "You didn't have to do that! W-We can just talk, y'know?"
"I don't wanna hear anything from you." You snapped back almost immediately and leaned away from him, "Why are you expecting me to listen to your bum-ass words when you didn't even spend a second to listen to mine? I gave you so many chances to help me mend our relationship, but you never took the time to do so!"
You ran your hand across your face frustratedly, your other hand perched on your hip as you narrowed your eyes. "Just fuck off, Kaminari. I'm so done with you."
You turned around and began to walk away from him, trying to calm yourself down.
Denki sighed. He expected you to get mad, yeah, but you were really leaving him? He thought you loved him as much as he loved you. With a huff, he caught up with you and blocked your way. "I'm never gonna give you up."
You scoffed and pushed him away, "Haha, that is so funny. I am so hysterically laughing right now." before continuing to walk. He groaned in frustration and grabbed your arm, pulling you pack towards him. "I'm serious! I'm never gonna give you up no matter how much you hate me."
Denki looked at you as his gaze softened, "Please, [Name]. We've come so far together, why stop now?"
He gripped your arm tighter and momentarily looked away, trying to find the right words to say without possibly angering you. "I know I was kinda a d-dick in our relationship, but I promise you I'll do better! Give me a chance, please. You're my first real relationship, I-I can't lose you!"
You opened your mouth to speak, only to close it back again. What do you even say to this fool? You already said what you wanted to say to him earlier, you're satisfied with how things turned out. Right? You averted your eyes and clicked your tongue; fuck, you're really doubting your decision now?
With a sigh, you looked back at him and furrowed your brows. "What do you want from me?" You asked, your tone genuine. Denki raised a brow and tilted his head to the side, "I meanโ€”isn't it obvious? I want you."
"No, idiot! What do you really want from me? Why do you want to chase me so bad? What is it about me that's so interesting that makes me so worth it?"
Denki frowned further and pulled you closer, "That's my answer. You. I want you." He spoke before he loosened his grip on you slightly, "It's as simple as that. Nothing more, nothing less, babe."
"Don't call me that." You sneered at him before pulling away, crossing your arms over your chest. "Go find someone else to fuck over. I can't believe I wasted half a year on someone like you." You stormed past him, bumping your shoulder against his, as you went back inside the dormitory.
"No, wait! Baby, pleaseโ€”!" He tried to call out to you, but you already disappeared behind those large doors.
Denki stood there, motionless for a moment as he processed what just happened. He sighed in frustration, running his fingers through his hair as he stared at the ground. "Fuck." He breathed out and walked back to the Class-A Heights Alliance, utterly miserable and defeated.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck..."
Wanna know how he spent his night? Same as you, crying himself to sleep until he passed out on a pile of half-eaten chip bags with a cheesy romance movie playing in the background.
Match-made in heaven!
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โ˜…โ”Šgyehehehehehehhhhh HAUAJHA I'm going insane, I don't have any motivation to write at all
This one isn't as long as the first part, why? I'm not in the right mood to write angst MEANING I'm feeling really happy today since I'm all alone right now
Which reminds me that I'm lonely
I need a girlfriend
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thisisxli ยท 11 months ago
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Can you write a fic where denki meet villain!reader and realize that they are forced to become a villain due to parents?
(The reader is amab gender-neutral by way)
Yess ofc! <3 denki is srsly rlly underrated๐Ÿ˜“
REQUEST - ๐ƒ๐ž๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐Š. ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐ง ๐†๐!๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ(๐š๐ฆ๐š๐›)
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Rs: Denki Kaminari x villain GN!Reader(amab)
Warnings: angst, parental neglection, bad parenting, non-con elements, anxiety, electrocution
Tags: Reader has issues, Denki is a sweet boy, fluff, mommy issues, daddy issues, Denki is socially awkward, Reader has a energy absorption quirk, Reader has walls that need to be broken down, bittersweet, good ending, implied friends to lovers
Summary: Reader who isn't on the best terms with their parents but chooses to go by their orders. Somehow, meeting an idiotic electricity user changes your path.
wc: 1.4k
a/n: this is a great idea, I just didn't know where to approach with this. I hope you enjoy :)
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You dodge an attack from one of UA's students, readying yourself to use your own quirk.
Your quirk was to absorb, not a person's quirk, but the energy that was carried. Unfortunately, you had to get hurt occasionally to even be able to absorb any. But you did it for the sake of your parents. For yourself.
"Go Kaminari!" You turn and see a green haired boy throw a yellow haired one towards you, lights of sparks flickering around his body.
"Shit," you mutter, running towards the launched boy. He looks at you in confusion just as you catch him in your arms and fall back. You feel immense pain shoot throughout your body, your limbs shaking tremendously as the boy above you held you so. Still, you were able to absorb the energy. But at what cost?
"(Y/N), you disappointment of a child!" You barely open your eyes, feeling your world spin. "Get it together, dammit!" You hear your father shout, but all you could focus on was the echo of his voice. You look to the yellow haired boy on top of you, looking down at you with a half delirious face, part of it showing confusion and concern. Fuck, you think. You mumble something incoherently, something you didn't understand and didn't hear well but the boy did. You start to feel really nauseous. Weakly, you push at the boy. "Get.... oof" You mumble, rolling your eyes back when you feel your body lift from the ground. That was when you tipped over and vomit out what poor breakfast you had this morning.
"F-fuck- just forget them! They were a waste of time anyway," you hear your mother say as you get locked in handcuffs before blacking out at the back seat of a policeman's car.
You croak out in a mumble, eyes blinking themselves awake. Crust rests at the corners. Fuck, where were you?
You were in handcuffs, the kind where it cancels out your quirk, strapped to a chair with a table in front of you and a mirror facing you. Except you knew that wasn't a mirror.
You grunt, attempting to move around- "I wouldn't try that if I were you," you hear a voice call out. You turn your head to the ceiling corner. An intercom? "Play nice and answer truthfully and carefully if you want to see your parents," you hear them say. Wow, you think. What a way to treat a child. Were they sure they were even heroes?
"Sure," you murmur, cringing when you hear your voice crack. How long were you passed out?
You sit up straight on alert when you watch a man come in, along with a hero and.. a teenager. He seemed familiar. You watch the policeman sit down in the chair across from you, tips of his fingers pressing against each other as he focuses his full attention on you. The hero with the scarf just stands beside him while staring down at you, the yellow haired boy looking down at you with a concern face. Why does he look at you like that?
"My name's Detective Tsukauchi. I heard that you and your parents worked for the League of Villains if I heard correctly. And I'm aware that you might be familiar with..
All For One?" You clench your jaw tightly at the name, staring blankly at the man in front of you. "Yes," you say strained. You notice the policeman share a quick look with the pro hero before back at you with a stern and soft look on his face. "What do you do for All For-"
"I work for my parents," you spit, averting your gaze to the side. Gosh, you hated that damn name. You see him blink at you in surprise in the corner of your eye, clearing his throat, "I see. What exactly does your family do?" You look back up. And then at the boy. He keeps giving you that damn look and it's starting to make you anxious. It's pissing you off. Stop looking at me, you think. "We just.. We either rob banks or.. take down heroes so they won't be in the way," you answer truthfully which brings the detective to quite a shock. "You seem pretty loose to be telling us all this information," he narrows his eyes at you, as if he was testing your honesty. "Well I..." Your voice dies out, a question ringing in your head. Why were you being so honest? Sure, you were a honest person. But to say all this stuff? You'll probably get killed by AFO. Maybe even your parents. "That brings us to Denki Kaminari over here," the detective extends his hand out to the yellow haired boy who was in the darkness, now slowly stepping into where the light had shown.
He was.. cute-looking. But he still made a worried-sorry-ass face at you so he still pissed you off. "Go ahead, tell us what they told you," the detective suggests, glancing at you. Oh shit, what did you say? You don't even remember that much. "Well.." You still when you hear his voice, "for starters, when I had took them down.. They said, 'I didn't want to do this anymore.'" Your heart drops. "And they kept apologizing but it was.. all super slurred. Their parents said some mean stuff too..," he finishes, looking up at you one more time, "sorry."
You stare at him with wide eyes, loss for words. "So that brings us to the question, (Y/N). What exactly did you mean by 'I don't want to do this anymore?'" You don't want to answer questions anymore. "Did you mean you don't want to be a villain?" You hate it here. "Could it be that you were forced?-" "I don't want to answer questions anymore!" Your voice croaks and rumbles from your throat, glossy eyes scanning across the metal table. You couldn't stand neither of them. You couldn't bring yourself to look into their eyes.
"I'll take that as my answer," you hear the detective say, standing up from his chair, a low screech from the metal chair making you physically recoil. You hear them exchange a few words in a whisper, leaving the room. Except this 'Kaminari' boy stayed. Shit.
Kaminari gently pulls in the metal chair, trying not to scrape it across the floor as he sits down. "Hey so..." Kaminari's words die out, closing his lips when he has not much to say. You dig your nails into your palm. You honestly rather get your groin kicked than to talk to someone who heard you say something that was small but stupidly embarrassing. "Save it, if you're just gonna berate me and brag about how you absolutely beat my ass back there then leave," you spit, glaring at the wall beside you on your left. Poor wall, you think.
"Hey- n-no.. It's not like that at all, I just.. want to know," he murmurs, looking up at you with a type of unsure. "Are.. Are you okay?"
Your breath hitches, but you're careful not to express any emotion. But you honestly can't help it. "No," your voice comes off harsh, your eyes starting to get glossy again at the tone. You swear you weren't this sensitive.
You slightly raise a brow when you watch him battle with himself internally before slamming a fist on the table and stand up from his chair with a loud scrape, "you're not a disappointment! Your strong and your quirk is powerful! Your parents are good for nothing if they can't see what's right in front of them, your not something to have! You- you're someone! And I'm.. really sorry they're forcing you.. to do... stuff." You stare at him in astonishment, the corners of your lips twitching as you barely process his words. "What?"
He sat down, his cheeks turning into a shade of pink in embarrassment when you didn't get his memo. "Sorry.. I.. jus' wanted to let you know," he mutters. You burst out in a laugh, startling the boy out of his embarrassment. You wipe a tear and look up at him with a wary but soft smile, "thank you. I'm... (Y/N) (L/N). Denki Kaminari, right?" He nods, a smile slowly spreading onto his face.
Aizawa smiles behind the glass, Tsukauchi walking up to stand beside him. "You think they'll be a problem?"
"Nah," Aizawa glances at Tsukauchi and then back at you and Kaminari's giggling forms, "I think they're good."
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a/n: if you liked this work, please check out more in my masterlist. Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed. <3
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chaisshitposts ยท 2 years ago
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I did psych-k one time and it didn't work. What happened?
Aht aht aht. Incorrect. It did work, you just need to work on correcting your conscious thoughts and everything will fall into place. You really can't expect for things to change outside of you when you haven't even changed what's going on inside of your head. You can make literally anything an assumption to work in your favor. Psych-K is just a technique of deeply penetrating all points in your mind, it's your job to keep feeding your mind what you want.
I did psych-k multiple times and it didn't work. What happened?
Previously said, psych-k works INSTANTLY. It will always work instantly because all those desires you're thinking about exist immediately in your imagination when you think about them It's your job as the creator to persist in your imagination, the world outside of you will eventually comform to your imagination. The main issue here is patience and not thinking in favor of the assumptions you wish to become true. Stop asking 'where is it?' when you've already got it in your mind, persist in your imagination and your outerworld will follow.
I used psych-k to affirm 'I manifest instantly'. Why didn't it work?
It did work, your subconscious heard everything you told it and it's working in favor of what you've told it, but it listens to e v e r y t h i n g you say. Stop telling it that you don't have what you want, you're undoing it's hardwork. Unless!!! You've decided to affirm and persist that regardless of everything you always have your desires OR you've decided to affirm that the more you doubt or think negatively or obsess about something the quicker it'll manifest in your outer world.
I used psych-k to affirm for my dream life. How come I don't have it?
Just as mentioned in the answers above, you've already got it, your outerworld just needs to catch up. All you need to do now is continue to persist in this new assumption that you've got your dream life already. If you see something in the 3D that you don't like, simply stop yourself from finishing thoughts of the old story and repeat your new story. OR you can create the assumption that EVERYTHING works in your favor, no matter how negative or unfavorable it may be. Manifestation is easy, you can make whatever rules you want to make.
Why don't I feel any different after doing psych-k?
I don't know, you're an individual with different workings than other minds. It worked, yes, but you still need to persist in the assumptions you want to become true UNLESS you've whole heartedly decided that you don't need to persist in order to get what you want.
I did psych-k and I feel like nothing changed, did I do something wrong? What if I had no thoughts while doing psych-k?
Not at all, as mentioned above. It's fine if you don't have any thoughts while doing psych-k, just focus on your affirmations.
How long should I do psych-k?
This is different for everyone. However, it's recommend that you do than more than just a few minutes of it. The safe bet is 10-minute sessions revolving around one or two affirmations.
How long do I need to do psych-k in order to have guaranteed results?
Once again, this varies from individual to individual. Psych-K works instantly after one session, but it's up to you as the consumer to decide whether or not you'd like to continue doing it or not. You've impressed the subconscious mind, but you need to continue watching your conscious thoughts until your new thoughts are manifested the way you desire.
Do I need to do the breathing technique to psych-k?
It is not a requirement, however, this is purely based on personal preference. If you enjoy affirming and focusing on your breath while doing so, go for it.
Do I need to cross my hands a certain way to do psych-k?
No. All you're doing with psych-k is crossing over an invisible line by crossing your ankles and wrists, engaging both sides of the brain while doing so. There are many, many different ways to engage both sides of the brain aside from psych-k. There are plenty of brain synchronization subliminals, exercises, and postures that achieve the same effect as psych-k. It's just scientific prayer. Psych-K is simply just the 'whole brain state' pose. It's affirming, super affirming, super learning, whatever others call it. It's basically just taking your affirmation sessions and multiplying them by 1000000000000%.
Does it matter what ankle I cross over the other or what wrist I cross over the other?
It doesn't matter so long as you engage both sides of the brain. Crossing your ankles engages both sides of the brain on its own, and crossing your wrists does the same exact thing. And when doing both, you are simply doubling the effectiveness.
Can I lay down while doing psych-k?
Yes you can, as briefly referenced in this post here.
Do I need to do all four wrist and ankle position combinations in order for psych-k to work?
No! However, if you are unsure of yourself and tend to overthink/overcomplicate, feel free to do what's suggested in this referenced post.
Can I manifest anything I want with psych-k?
YES. FOR FUCKSSAKE YOU CAN MANIFEST ANYTHING YOU FUCKING WANT TO WITH OR WITHOUT IT. And by anything I mean anything. Stop putting limits on things, and stop asking everyone if you can do something. You could literally change your own birthdate, have someone rise from the dead, have yourself a little fairy companion that grants you wishes, you could even change your genitals. STOP ASKING IF YOU CAN AND CANNOT DO SOMETHING BECAUSE THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS Y E S.
While I was doing psych-k I suddenly had a rush of negative thoughts, is that normal?
It's completely normal, you're teaching a disruptive class here aka your conscious mind, just keep saying your affirmations until they quiet down.
While I was doing psych-k I kept having random thoughts, what do I do?
Let them flow, but continue to say your affirmations. Eventually, the random thoughts will slow and there will be nothing but your affirmation to think about. Do not force the randomness away, do not react to it at all, just let the thoughts happen and continue your affirmations.
What if I have intrusive or impulsive thoughts while doing psych-k?
That's fine, just like mentioned in the previous answer. Do not get frustrated if you get lost in other thoughts that are not your affirmation, simply remind yourself of what you were doing in the first place and go back to affirming. Let your thoughts happen, and let them go on their own without giving them the attention they crave.
What if I do psych-k until I no longer have doubts but outside of psych-k I still have doubtful thoughts?
Try not to finish your negative thoughts (unless you've decided that negative thoughts fuel the speed of your manifestarions) and redirect yourself to thoughts of having this desire you want, think thoughts of love, abundance, peace, and all that jazz if you so desire to do so.
Can I listen to subliminals while doing psych-k?
Absolutely you can.
Can I still do psych-k if I'm neurodivergent?
Absolutely, psych-k is for anyone and everyone and does not discriminate amongst anyone.
Is psych-k autistim, adhd, ocd, add, etc. friendly?
As mentioned above, it absolutely is. If you can think, you can do psych-k aka the whole brain state posture for affirmations.
Can I use psych-k to enter the void state // pure state of consciousness?
Indeed you can. You can use any affirmations you so desire, there are no limitations to your mind so long as you can think of even having that desire in the first place.
How many affirmations can I use with psych-k?
As many as you desire, there are no limitations unless you create said limitations for yourself.
Do I have to do psych-k in complete silence?
Nope. Dominant thoughts create states, which creates feelings, and repetition of these dominant thoughts will manifest. You can do psych-k anywhere at anytime around whoever ya want, ya could even do it with other people.
Can I say my affirmations aloud while doing psych-k?
Indeed you can, it doesn't matter if you say them aloud or in your mind, follow your intuition and whatever feels right in that moment.
Can we use askformations/afformations instead of affirmations for psych-k?
Askformations and affirmations are just fancy big words for 'thoughts.' Of course you can think anything you want.
What if I doubt that psych-k works?
The only reason why you doubt that psych-k works is because you doubt yourself and what you're doing. It's been drilled into us since the beginning of time that in order to have the lives we want we must struggle to have it. 'There is no gain without pain.' And as soon as someone comes along and says that we can have the life we desire just by simply changing the way we thinkโ€” our minds jump into hyperdrive. Keep in mind that that mind is the conscious mind that is thinking all these things. We've been conditioned to think that nothing is that easy, but fuck it is so much easier than society makes it out to be. It's up to you to believe in what you're doing and trust in what you're working towards.
Can I still manifest without using psych-k?
Oh my god, yes you can. You don't need anything but yourself to manifest, methods like this just hold us more accountable for what we're doing. You can literally manifest whatever you want with whatever method you want. I wish people would stop asking what you can and cannot manifest. You can manifest anything you wantโ€” even the bad stuff. Why do you think ugly people are ugly? Why do you think pretty people are pretty? Why are some rich and some poor? Why do good people suffer and evil people seem to prosper? Karma literally doesn't exist if you don't think it does, as evil and immoral as that sounds. The subconscious mind, your higher self, your female brain, the BIG you, or whatever you wanna call it, does not know the difference in anything you're giving to it, but if you keep repeating something to it then it's gonna manifest because you've created a belief.
๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐
Every single person has the ability to manifest instantly as soon as they think about a desire. Do not get that confused with the 3D conforming instantly. In order for you to manifest instantly so that your 3D will manifest instantly as well, you must create the assumption that you have the power to do so, create hope and belief in this assumption. Although it may feel foreign or unbelievable at first, you are creating false hope which will then eventually harden into true hope through repetition of this new idea. It is your birthright to create your own rules around your life, not anyone else's. Unfortunately, many of us have been molded by those surrounding us to act in a way palatable to the masses, however, we are apart of the few who truly have an understanding of manifestation and how it works. We must unlearn that has been drilled into us the best we can. Any method can work for you, so long as you create the belief that they can. You must create the belief, no matter how long it may take, that you can do something, and the rest will come easy.
One more thingโ€” oh my God stop thinking about how long it's gonna take you to do something. I don't care if bigbootymanifest1935 manifested their desires two fucking weeks ago or if voidgod3000 just entered the void state in their sleep after learning about it two days ago. I don't care if you've been struggling with something for a year or four years, y'know why you've been struggling? because you haven't persisted in the thoughts that work in your favor. you haven't created rules and/or a foundation for yourself and that's why you haven't gotten what you want.
I can manifest anything I want instantly regardless of anything and everything.
Every time I quack like a duck and clap my hands two times I shift to my DR.
Every time I blink, thousands of dollars appear in my bank account.
The more I obsess or doubt a desire I have the quicker it manifests in the 3D.
Literally everything works in my favor and speeds up my manifestations.
The more negative thoughts I have about my desires the quicker they conform in the 3D.
The more I react to the 3D the quicker it conforms to my desires.
The more I think about the old story, the quicker the new story replaces it.
Every time I obsess about or doubt the void I enter it instantly.
Every single thing I do makes my list of desires conform instantly in the 3D.
I can manifest anything I want in 3 days or less by dancing around in a circle six times.
Everything I write in this book always comes true, regardless of everything.
ANYTHING can be an assumption, those are just a few examples. You can change your assumptions at any time whenever you want. You have no excuses anymore, stop procrastinating and get to work on your inner thoughts for fuckssake, I'm so tired of your bullshit. GET IT TOGETHER AND DO YOUR INNER-WORK. I don't know how many times the same thing has to be regurgitated from manifestation blog to manifestation blog to get this idea through some of your thick ass skulls.
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dr3amscap3 ยท 2 years ago
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โ”ŠLeona Kingscholar x GN! Reader โ”ŠAngst to Fluff โ”Š" I never lost hope... " โ”ŠCW : Fluff ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž, Slight angst if you look, implied death. โ”ŠNote : Part 2 to Bittersweet Parting โ”ŠWord Count: 1074
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They say that one should never let go of hope, they say to hold hope tight. Yet some say hope is but a fleeting memory of something you held on to for far too long.
"What is hope for you?" He remembers you asking, and perhaps he wanted to be a flirt, or maybe he was being honest, but his answer was "You."
Hope to many people could be a goal, it could also be an event, and to some a person. Yet people could only hope for so long til' that hope also becomes a fleeting memory of the past.
Yet perhaps Leona didn't wish for it to become a memory of the past, so he hoped til' days bled to weeks, and weeks bled to months, til' the months bled to years.
As the years passed and the seasons changed, he started to let that hope become nothing but a memory of the past that he once wished he had entertained.
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His peers ask "Why are you throwing away the trinkets that [Name] gave you? Why are you acting as if they never existed?" and he would always lie sayingโ€” "I've moved on." Yet truth be told it simply hurts, it burns his heart to the very core to see what could've been, if only he would've built up the courage to say those three wretched words sooner if only he had said 'I love you', he knows he should've said those words sooner, because maybe if he did... maybe you would've stayed. But he knows all too well that he would never get to be happy, for the future of what could've been would be haunting him forever.
But perhaps deep down he still dreamt of you coming back to him, yet the world was such a twisted place and it would constantly toy with him, making him yearn for you, it made him hope that you would come back.
Yet Leona Kingscholar always found the world as a cruel and unjust place, after all, he always got the short end of it all. Life was never fair to Leona Kingscholar, it never gave him the justice he deserved... or at least what he believed he deserved, yet perhaps this time life wouldn't toy with him, maybe this time it wouldn't be so cruel to toy with his melancholy heart, perhaps this time... he could hope.
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Leona Kingscholar would always lie to himself, even when he says "I've given up on hoping that they'll come back." he still hopes, deep down that flame of hope still burns inside him, and it will continue to burn forevermore. Even as his deathbed approaches, that hope still burns the brightest within that heart of his.
But perhaps it is the last words he utters before taking his final breath that will forever be engraved in the skin of timeโ€” "I never lost hope...โ€
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*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*
"What the hell was that...? Hm, what a weird dream.." Leona grumbles, his alarm clock waking him from his dreamful slumber. Looking at the time he ponders on what shall he do today, perhaps going for a stroll could take his mind off of the weird dream he had. But he wonders, who was that person in his dream, the person that seemed to take his heart in their gentle grasp only for them to leave with it.
As he leaves the house to go on a stroll he can't help but continue thinking about the person in the dream, they seemed so familiar, as if he had met them once upon a time, yet he can't recall their name, he can't recall their face, but he knows he met them, he just can't remember.
As he continues to walk through the streets of Tokyo, rain starts to pour, yet something seems familiar with this setting, something seems familiar about the way the rain falls to the ground.
As he continues walking despite the rain's continuous pitter-patter on the pavement below, he catches a glimpse of something... someone. You.
And that's when he feels a sense of longing filling his chest, that's when he feels a sense of familiarity in his heart. "Excuse me... have I met you before?" He asks on a whim, his words ringing in your ears as he looks at you in disbelief. He can feel it in his bones that he has met you, he just can't remember when or where, yet he can see it in your eyes that you sense some sort of familiarity with him too, he can see the look of longing yet confusion in your eyes, your reply gives him a small ember of hope.
"I don't believe we've met before... though... you seem familiar." The way you look at him as you say those words, it makes you seem even more familiar to him.
"I'm sure we've met... I remember you from somewhere." He seems frustrated by the fact he can't seem to remember or recall, perhaps truly it was the world's way of playing tricks on him.
"Perhaps we met in another life." You joked, yet as you caught more glimpses of him he truly does seem familiar, almost as if you had loved him once upon a time.
"The name's Leona. Leona Kiโ€”" You cut him offโ€” "Kingscholar..." You just simply blurted it out on a whim, you didn't know where that came from. "I'm sorry that came out of nowhere, continue, please." You looked at him apologetically, yet he looked shockedโ€” "No... you're correct, it is indeed Kingscholar."
You froze, 'How did I know, how did I just blurt out his name?' You thought as you look at Leona in shock, yet it all came together when you saidโ€” "Well uhm, the names [Name]. [Name] [Last Nam-]." He cuts you off saying your last name.
"Okay, this is getting freaky." You laughed nervously, looking at him in concern as he nods. Yet perhaps this freaky occurrence was a sign, a sign that once upon a time you two had met before.
Yet as the memories finally came back to you two, the look you gave each other said it all, the look of longing, the look of hope.
The next words you uttered to each other made a smile creep onto both of your faces.
ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย "I never lost hope...โ€
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bakuchrome ยท 3 months ago
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Katsuki Bakugo ร— reader
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Sypnosis: Katsuki Bakugo would do anything for you, but when he finally asks if you'd do the same, you're not sure you have an answer.
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You never asked him to love you.
Katsuki Bakugo just did. Fiercely. Without hesitation. Like breathing.
And for the longest time, you let him.
You met in high school, a messy kind of connection that wasn't really friendship, wasn't really romance eitherโ€” just something magnetic and inevitable.
It was impossible not to be drawn into Bakugoโ€™s orbit, not to feel the weight of his presence even when he wasnโ€™t saying a word. You liked the way he carried himself, like he had something to prove to the world and he wouldโ€” no matter what.
But high school ended, and life moved forward.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
College was a whirlwind of discovery for you. New experiences, new people, new temptations. You found yourself drawn to the unknown, to the thrill of exploring people who werenโ€™t Bakugo.
So, you made a deal.
You and Bakugo never put a label on it. No relationship, no expectations, just the promise that when you needed each other, you'd be there. A situationship. A mess of tangled sheets and whispered words in the dead of night.
And Katsukiโ€” stupid, loyal Katsukiโ€” agreed.
Even though he never touched anyone else.
Even though it broke him a little each time you talked about someone new.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
โ€œYou know I donโ€™t love them,โ€ you told him one night, drunk on cheap beer and bad decisions.
Bakugo was lying beside you on the dorm bed, the room smelling like your perfume and his shampoo. His fingers trailed over the curve of your waist, memorizing your body like he hadn't already done it a hundred times before. His jaw clenched, but he nodded.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he muttered. โ€œI know.โ€
But knowing didnโ€™t make it hurt less.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
It wasnโ€™t like you meant to hurt him.
You werenโ€™t cruel. You werenโ€™t malicious.
You were just young.
And maybe a little selfish.
Because you knewโ€” God, you knewโ€” that Katsuki Bakugo would never leave you. You knew you could come back to him, bruised from someone elseโ€™s touch, and heโ€™d still hold you like you were the only person in the world.
And every time you did, every time you whispered his name in the dark, he let himself believeโ€” just for a momentโ€” that maybe youโ€™d stay.
But you never did.
Because there was always someone new. A boy with a pretty smile. A girl with soft hands. People who made you feel alive in ways that werenโ€™t so damn permanent.
Because Katsuki Bakugo was permanent.
And that scared the hell out of you.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
The worst part?
He never made you feel guilty.
Never asked you to stop.
Never told you it hurt.
He just stayed.
Waited.
Loved you quietly, even when you were too blind to see it.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
The first time you realized how much you were breaking him was on a night like any other.
You had gone out with some friends, let a stranger buy you drinks, let them put their hands on your hips as you danced. It wasnโ€™t serious. It never was. Just a few moments of fleeting fun before you inevitably ended up in Bakugoโ€™s arms, like always.
But that night, when you stumbled into his apartment, smelling like someone elseโ€™s cologne, Bakugo didnโ€™t pull you into his arms.
He just stood there, staring at you, his expression unreadable.
โ€œWhat?โ€ you laughed, kicking off your shoes. โ€œWhy are you looking at me like that?โ€
Bakugo ran a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. โ€œDo you even know what you do to me?โ€
Your smile faltered. โ€œKatsukiโ€”โ€
โ€œIโ€™d do anything for you,โ€ he cut you off, voice rough. โ€œYou know that, donโ€™t you?โ€
Your throat tightened. You didnโ€™t like the way he was looking at you. Like you were something fragile. Like you were something he was afraid to lose.
โ€œKatsuki,โ€ you said again, softer this time.
He took a step closer. โ€œYou could ask me to walk through hell for you, and Iโ€™d do it. No questions. No hesitation.โ€
Your heart pounded.
You didnโ€™t know what to say to that.
So you said nothing.
And thatโ€”that โ€” was when you saw it. The moment something inside him cracked.
He laughed under his breath, but it wasnโ€™t his usual laugh. It was hollow. Tired.
โ€œYou know whatโ€™s funny?โ€ he murmured. โ€œIf I asked you to do the sameโ€ฆ you wouldnโ€™t.โ€
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
After that night, things changed.
Not all at once.
But slowly, painfully, in the way that love sometimes fades before you even realize itโ€™s slipping through your fingers.
Bakugo still let you in, still kissed you like you were his entire world. But something in his eyes had dimmed.
And maybe thatโ€™s when you realizedโ€”really realizedโ€” that you had taken him for granted.
That you had been expecting him to wait forever.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
You stopped seeing other people after that.
At first, you told yourself it was because you were tired. That the thrill of something new had worn off.
But deep down, you knew the truth.
You missed him. You needed him.
But you werenโ€™t sure if it was too late.
โ–ถ๏ธŽห–๐“ข โœงหš.๐ŸŽ€
It took you weeks to build up the courage to talk to him about it.
You found him on the rooftop of his apartment, staring out over the city, a cigarette dangling between his fingers. That's how much you fucked with his head.
โ€œKatsuki,โ€ you called, stepping toward him.
He turned, looking at you with those same tired eyes.
You swallowed hard. โ€œIโ€”I havenโ€™t been with anyone else. In a while.โ€
He exhaled slowly, smoke curling around him. โ€œYeah?โ€
โ€œYeah."
Silence.
You shifted on your feet. โ€œI was thinking maybeโ€ฆ we could try. For real this time.โ€
Bakugo let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. โ€œTook you long enough.โ€
Your chest ached. โ€œSoโ€ฆ?โ€
He looked at you, really looked at you, and for the first time in a long time, he didnโ€™t seem so sad.
โ€œTook you long enough,โ€ he repeated, flicking his cigarette away before pulling you into his arms.
And this time, when he kissed you, it tasted like home.
Like something that had always been waiting for you.
Like something you never wanted to lose again.
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A/N: I imagine Bakugo would be the type to love unconditionally, even when it hurts. But heโ€™s also someone who values himself, and in the end, you had to come to himโ€” not because he asked you to, but because you chose to.
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hiraethwrote ยท 8 months ago
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HAIKYUU MASTERLIST
tags: โ˜๏ธŽ; angst | โœฉ; fluff | โ˜พ; smut/nsfw | โ™ฅ๏ธŽ; long fics | โ€; personal favs
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เฌ“ as i live and breathe โœฉ
เฌ“ a ticket in your name โ˜๏ธŽ
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เฌ“ miracle โ˜๏ธŽ
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เฌ“ despite the right person, right time โ˜๏ธŽ
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เฌ“ lie to girls (loading...)
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เฌ“ are we just friends? โ˜๏ธŽ, โœฉ
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sleepykatty ยท 1 year ago
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Their favorite rap songs!
A/N: making a music series
+ modern au!
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- literally anything by heavy d
-he appreciates that he doesnโ€™t curse
- he prays for heavy dโ€™s soul (rip๐Ÿ™)
๐”. ๐“๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ง:
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-humble by kendrick lamar or a lot by 21 savage
-knows the lyrics to both songs by heart
-he is called old because the both songs are from the 2010s
๐‘. ๐Š๐ฒ๐จ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ซ๐จ:
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-party up by dmx or this is how we do it by montell jordan
-off topic but his face is so cute in the pic above๐Ÿ˜ญ
-he does NOT own earphones so he will simply play his music out loud
๐’. ๐’๐š๐ง๐ž๐ฆ๐ข:
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-he doesnโ€™t really like rap
-but if he had to choose one
-crew by gold link or moment 4 life by nicki minaj and drake
๐“. ๐†๐ข๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฎ:
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- you know where Iโ€™m going with this
- look at me! by xxxtentacionxxx, cobra by megan thee stallion or Lapdance by N.E.R.D
-itโ€™s the closest to rock he can get๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ
๐Š. ๐Œ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข:
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-bizcochito by rosalรญa
-itโ€™s very bubbly
-matches her personality
๐“. ๐Œ๐ฎ๐ข๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐จ:
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-insane in the brain by cypress hill
-he doesnโ€™t really know why he likes it
-he just does
๐ˆ. ๐Ž๐›๐š๐ง๐š๐ข:
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-copycat by melanie martinez or the party and the after party by the weeknd
-the first one is on replay
-fun fact melanie martinez is his top artist on spotify
๐Š. ๐’๐ก๐ข๐ง๐จ๐›๐ฎ:
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plain jane remix by a$ap ferg and nicki minaj
-she doesnt really like nicki minaj but her verses in this song hit
-and yk its on full volume
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