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[arrietty-rune]

HIIIIIII GIFT FOR MY BELOVED SHOTTY YUMES !!! Y'all have such nice tastes hehehe

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[kuroimibojin]

#kuroimibojin. ; So here we are, make your move; We're going mad, I'll help our groove. You want control, I disapprove. ( you feelin' it? you feelin' it? ) So watch me close as I unveil; I'm stripping down, your face is pale. You are the heart, I am the nail.

Private & Selective SHUTARA SENJUMARU from the series; BLEACH. ( crossover & original character & au friendly. ) Triggering content such as religious themes, insects, spiders, dissections, abuse, psychological horror, horror, body horror, NSFW, etc will be present on this blog. (  Minors & Personal Blogs DNI: You will be blocked on sight. ) Woven by Jovis; Thirty-One / They & Them / Mexican.

[wickdcreatures]

imagine throwing your marriage away for IZAYA ORIHARA. massive L

[sacroterrore]

*dusts off the blog* so uh ... hiya folks. I know it's been a hot minute since I've really been around & I'm not sure how many peeps are still in the community but I wanted to say I'm sorry for disappearing. life got really insane and I didn't have the time to dedicate to rhea or the other babes I write. however, I'm hoping to be around more. with that being said, if anyone wants to write with us, just click the little heart.

[ulfhrafnx]

if anyone’s watched flannigan’s the fall of the house of usher , lira is very much an entity / creature similar to verna. she has a purpose and can give as much as she takes. she isn’t as willing as verna to grant any great advantage to anyone , even with strings attached, so you have to be someone truly extraordinary to capture her favor ( maesena ) .

[icameasiam]

                 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍  𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐄  𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐓

ᴬⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ  ʸᵉᵃʳ  —  ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ  ᵇⁱʳᵗʰᵈᵃʸ;  ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ  ᵒᵖᵖᵒʳᵗᵘⁿⁱᵗʸ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵐᵉ  ᵗᵒ  ᵗᵉˡˡ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ᴵ  ˡᵒᵛᵉ  ʸᵒᵘˑ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵐᵉ  ᵗᵒ  ᵗᵉˡˡ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ᴵ  ᵃᵖᵖʳᵉᶜⁱᵃᵗᵉ  ʸᵒᵘˑ  ᴵ  ʰᵒᵖᵉ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ᴵ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵈᵒⁿᵉ  ᵗʰⁱˢ  ᵒᶠᵗᵉⁿ  ᵗʰⁱˢ  ʸᵉᵃʳˑ  ᴵ  ʰᵒᵖᵉ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ʸᵒᵘ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᶠᵉˡᵗ  ᵗʰᵉ  ˡᵒᵛᵉ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵃᵖᵖʳᵉᶜⁱᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ  ᶠᵒʳ  ʸᵒᵘˑ  ᴵᵗ'ˢ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ᵃ  ʸᵉᵃʳ˒  ʰᵘʰˀ  ᔆᵒ  ᵐᵘᶜʰ  ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒⁿ  ⁱⁿ  ᵇᵒᵗʰ  ᵒᶠ  ᵒᵘʳ  ˡⁱᵛᵉˢˑ  ᴬⁿᵈ  ʸᵉᵗ  ʷᵉ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ  ʷᵃʸˢ  ᵗᵒ  ᵇᵉ  ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵒⁿᵉ  ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ  ⁽ ᵃᵗ  ˡᵉᵃˢᵗ˒  ᴵ  ʰᵒᵖᵉ  ᴵ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ  ᶠᵒʳ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃˢ  ʸᵒᵘ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵐᵉ ˑˑˑ ⁾  ᴵᵗ  ᵍᵒᵉˢ  ᵗᵒ  ˢʰᵒʷ  ʷʰᵃᵗ  ᵗʳᵘᵉ  ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˢʰⁱᵖ  ⁱˢˑ  ᴵᵗ  ᵍᵒᵉˢ  ᵗᵒ  ˢʰᵒʷ  ʰᵒʷ  ᵐᵉᵃⁿⁱⁿᵍᶠᵘˡ  ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗˢ  ᶜᵃⁿ  ᵇᵉ  ʷʰᵉⁿ  ˢʰᵃʳᵉᵈ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵉˣᵖᵉʳⁱᵉⁿᶜᵉᵈ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ  ʷʰᵒ  ᵗʳᵘˡʸ  ʰᵃˢ  ᵃ  ᶜᵃʳⁱⁿᵍ  ʰᵉᵃʳᵗˑ  ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ˢᵖᵒⁱˡⁱⁿᵍ  ᵐᵉ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ʸᵒᵘʳ  ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˢʰⁱᵖˑ

ᴵ  ᵗᵉˡˡ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵒᶠᵗᵉⁿ˒  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᴳⁱⁿᵍᵉʳ  —  ᵐʸ  ᵒʷⁿ  ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ  ᵍᵃⁿᵍ  ᵒᶠ  ᶜʰᵉʳⁱˢʰᵉᵈ  ᵍʰᵒᵘˡˢᵗⁱᵉˢˑ  ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ᵃˢ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃʳᵉˑ  ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵏⁱⁿᵈ  ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃʳᵉˑ  ᵀʰᵉ  ʷᵒʳᵈ  ⁿⁱᶜᵉ  ᵍᵉᵗˢ  ᵗʰʳᵒʷⁿ  ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ  ᵃ  ˡᵒᵗ˒  ᵇᵘᵗ  ᵏⁱⁿᵈ  ᵈᵒᵉˢ  ⁿᵒᵗˑ  ᴬⁿᵈ  ʸᵒᵘ˒  ᵐʸ  ᵈᵉᵃʳ˒  ᵃʳᵉ  ʲᵘˢᵗ  ˢⁱᵐᵖˡʸ  ᵏⁱⁿᵈˑ  ᴰᵉˢᵉʳᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒᶠ  ᵇᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ˢᵖᵒᵒᵏˢˑ  ᴰᵉˢᵉʳᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒᶠ  ᵏⁱⁿᵈⁿᵉˢˢ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵍᵉⁿᵘⁱⁿᵉ  ᵃᵈᵒʳᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿˑ  ᵞᵒᵘ  ᵃʳᵉ  ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒᶠ  ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵍⁱᵛᵉ  ᵗᵒ  ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵉⁿᶜᵒᵘ��ᵗᵉʳˑ  ᴮᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃʳᵉ  ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ  ʷʰᵒ  ᵍⁱᵛᵉˢ  ˢᵉˡᶠˡᵉˢˢˡʸ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ʷʰᵒ  ʰᵃˢ  ᵃ  ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ⁱˢ  ᵍⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒᶠ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗᵃᵏᵉⁿ  ᶜᵃʳᵉ  ᵒᶠˑ  ᴵ  ʷⁱˡˡ  ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ  ᵈᵒ  ᵐʸ  ᵇᵉˢᵗ  ᵗᵒ  ᵍⁱᵛᵉ  ᵗᵒ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵗᵒ  ˢʰᵒʷ  ʸᵒᵘ  ʷʰᵃᵗ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛᵉˑ  ᵂʰᵃᵗ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵇˡᵉˢˢ  ᵐᵉ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ᵃˢ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵍⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵏⁱⁿᵈ  ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃʳᵉˑ

ᔆᵒ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ᵇᵒʳⁿˑ  ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ⁱⁿᵗᵉʳᵃᶜᵗⁱⁿᵍ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ᵐᵉˑ  ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ  ᵐᵉˑ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ  ᴵ  ᶜᵃⁿ  ᵗʳᵘˢᵗ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ʳᵉˡʸ  ᵒⁿˑ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ˢᵉˡᶠˡᵉˢˢ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵃˡˡᵒʷⁱⁿᵍ  ᵐᵉ  ᵗᵒ  ᵇᵉ  ᵇˡᵉˢˢᵉᵈ  ᵇʸ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ˢᵉˡᶠˡᵉˢˢⁿᵉˢˢˑ  ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒᶠ  ᵐᵉ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒᵘᵗ  ᵒᶠ  ʸᵒᵘʳ  ʷᵃʸ  ᵗᵒ  ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᵉ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵐᵉˑ  ᴬⁿᵈ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗʰⁱˢ  ᵇᵉᵃᵘᵗⁱᶠᵘˡ  ʷᵒʳˡᵈ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ʷᵉ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᶠᵒʳ  ˢᵒ  ᵐᵃⁿʸ  ᵒᶠ  ᵒᵘʳ  ᵐᵘˢᵉˢˑ  ᴶᵘˢᵗ  ˢⁱᵐᵖˡʸ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ  ᵃˢ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃʳᵉˑ 

ᴵ  ˡᵒᵛᵉ  ʸᵒᵘ˒  ᴬˡʸˢˢᵃˑ  ᴵ  ᵗʳᵘˡʸ  ᵐᵉᵃⁿ  ⁱᵗˑ  ᴵ  ʰᵒᵖᵉ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ʸᵒᵘ  ʷⁱˡˡ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵐᵒˢᵗ  ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛⁱⁿᵍ  ᵈᵃʸˑ  ᴬⁿᵈ  ᴵ  ʰᵒᵖᵉ  ⁿᵒᵗ  ᵃ  ˢⁱⁿᵍˡᵉ  ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ  ᵒʳ  ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ  ᵍᵉᵗˢ  ⁱⁿ  ᵗʰᵉ  ʷᵃʸ  ᵒᶠ  ᵗʰᵉ  ʰᵃᵖᵖⁱⁿᵉˢˢ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛᵉˑ  ᴴᵃᵖᵖʸ  ᵇⁱʳᵗʰᵈᵃʸˑ

@heircurse

[stellarcuriosity]

(( i fall over and a bunch of old scribbles of starburst and predaking fall out of my pocket oh god oh no. i got to pick them up and more drawings of starburst and predaking fall out. ohhh god. ahhh. noooo.

it doesn't happen until way later down the line bc honestly a good majority of their interactions started out like, uh. this. ))

[firstwcman]

pee

"Absolutely not."

[cosmama]

He's literally never braided hair before, let alone hair that spills like starlit ink, liquid constellations pooling in the palms of his hands and dripping between his fingers. All the same, Gene still takes his time braiding the spools of starlight, methodically weaving uneven and sloppy braids while humming a nameless tune. // @castershot

cosmos lays against his bare chest, eyes closed, as she enjoys the rhythmic moment of her head rising up and down along with his breath. the soft beat of his heart reminds her of how different they are; a fact that once would've disgusted her...but now brings a strange sense of delight to her being. she closes her eyes, breathing in the scent of him possessively while he plays with hair - her silver tresses only rival is the moonlight itself, every strand brushing against surprisingly soft hands while the rest spills across both of their nude bodies ( and 'her' hair, may or may not be, another element of this form to help lure victims into a trance for her. but only maybe ).

her eyes eventually flutter open as she comes down from her afterglow and one of her hands begin to absentmindedly trace along the curves of his muscles. eventually she pauses near one of his scars in curiosity and studies it. he was sensitive about them although she had no knowledge of why - his mind was ( frustratingly ) protected from her many attempts to nosily poke and prod at his thoughts and memories. without a word, she rises up from his chest and continues to study him without blinking. gene doesn't pay her any mind, used to her many oddities and stares - probably only thinking that's finally decided to eat him ( and in truth, it is still a constant fantasy ).

instead, she reaches to softly brush her pales fingers against the two rough and jagged scar lines that run across his left cheek - a decision that quickly destroys the serene atmosphere after their hours of lovemaking.

gene violently jerks away from her touch, dropping his hold on her hair while moving to put as much distance between them as he could. he nearly falls off the bed in the process but he recovers and jerks a finger angirly towards his door. ❛ go. ’ he hisses, his eyes flaring with an emotion she cannot comprehend. cosmos doesn't move or speak, only staring at him unnervingly with her head slightly tilted in confusion.

❛ i said GO! ’ he shouts again while she continues to sit there, her expression becoming increasingly more unreadable the more his own frustration grew.

❛ you forget who you speak to. ’ cosmos doesn't flinch at his words, just passively watching as he clutches his chest in pain - the man struggling not to hyperventilate while fighting off a panic attack. she's once again reminded of how different they are: he is human and she is not. ❛ in fairness...i guess i forget that you are still a child as well. ’ his eyes narrow at that, darkening in barely contained anger - she cuts him off before he can interrupt her. ❛ you wish to be stronger all while still clinging onto some silly fear that i do not care enough to know about. ’ it was a lie; but even ancient aliens could be petty.

❛ ultimately it is rather...unfortunate i think. ’ cosmos states in a clipped tone before she blinks and is gone, leaving behind any trace she had been there in the first place.

[orphicdelirium]

Hey, uhh, does anyone still remember me? Anyone still around?

[asakishi]

I miss you, oreo protector.

Hope to see you back some day!

this is such a deep cut reference to like 10 fucking years ago, lmao. whoever u are, kudos to memory span of an elephant. my god. <3 (ps: thank you. xoxo. and pls reveal urself, i must know who this was.)

[musaeon]

how are you ruined?

ruined by loneliness. you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

ruined by loneliness. you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

tagged by: indirectly by multiple people on the dash! tagging: steal it from me!

[kuroimibojin]

@zrygrmn ; Has Shutara ever created something that she's ... like ... IDK ... considered to be a failure or extremely subpar? If so, what was it and what made it not live up to her standards?

unprompted !

This may sound mean, but one of her subpar creations would be Mayuri. This goes with @hatamotoyakko since they're my exclusive Mayuri, but she sees them as someone that should have remained discarded or forgotten. There is simply a sense of disappointment that she holds for them, but she makes that clear ONLY to them. She knows that if everyone knew her feelings, it would just stirr things within the Soul Society seeing how uncontrollable they can be when emotions are running high.

[wickdcreatures]

I'm an Izaya Orihara Apologist

[sacroterrore]

so       —       we're       back       with       a       spanking       new       blog,       but       it's       still       the       old       chaos       queen.       please       click       the       heart       if       you'd       like       to       plot       &       i'll       message       you!

[ruinakete]

aloe : how does your muse handle grief ?

BOTANICAL HEADCANONS ・ accepting! ( asked also by @sublimeflowoftime and @enarmor! ) ( brief warning for very small suicide attempt mention in second paragraph )

though i want to say her reaction would be extreme, it actually isn't. in fact, it's the opposite? her handle on grief, reaction-wise, is quite calculated despite the immediate dissociation as if her heart doesn't fully understand that she's supposed to be grieving.

likewise, the only times i can remember Zephia being forced to grieve, with her whole heart, is after the destruction of her village and before Griss' death ( as she had bled out before he did ). her instinct in light of both incidents was to take back control; younger her immediately tried to destroy her Dragonstone and, to an extent, herself instead of idly carrying or being the cause of her parents' deaths while pre-death her used the rest of her magic to create a crystal for Alear, more to spite Sombron than to help Alear despite it doing just that and her words insinuating the latter.

so, in a way, it could be argued that Zephia doesn't really acknowledge grief properly until a loooong time passes. her first instinct will always be to regain the control she lost from "grieving" in the first place. and by not recognizing grief as an actual emotion until centuries pass, she tends to forget exactly what brought the grief upon her in the first place. and that kind of just... ruins the whole healing process. it's like a continuous cycle.

I wish I could give a more elaborate answer but Zephia, at her core, is a person who doesn't waste much time on the human aspects that make her, her. that's just not who she is or who she was raised to be; both by her tribe and Sombron.

for example, instead of actually being sad about Marni's betrayal ( which I can confidently say had an impact on her, no matter if the said impact was big or not ), she immediately killed the hound instead of wasting time to wonder what drove Marni to act the way she did. while that was cruel and Zephia's uncaring comments on it were heartless, I truly believe that it was her form of grieving. taking back the control she loses is the only comfort she deems necessary to helping her feel better.

however, another factor might just be that she didn't really care that much for Marni at that time since she had yet to realize the dynamic they had was what she had wanted all along. so, to Zephia of the past and present, that incident wouldn't even be counted as something to grieve over. but there is no doubt that she does care about her.

anywho, my last note on this is to reiterate that grief likely isn't an emotion she's been subjected to a lot, which, in her thousands of years alive, wouldn't make her as responsive or familiar with it.