#小説を書くことが難しい。絵を描くことが難しい。すべてがクッソ難しい。おやすみぐんないいい夢たくさん見て��

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when you really want to finish a fic a good thing to do is try to start drawing instead. in such a situation there's a possibility that you will suck at it in ways that would render god speechless, whereupon it's good to spend half an hour trying to write a post, in japanese, because that which is not practiced or used will melt into nothing, about how strange it is that attempting to draw at half past 2am while super tired is difficult and often gives unsatisfactory results, after which it is advisable to draft the post and, having lost an hour, press ctrl as well as s and close the document.

having done all that, the next course of action is of course to try and figure out whether it would be better to take a quick and neat little shower or, perhaps, partake in the act of masturbation. this should ideally take you 98 years, and after that you die.