#✷When The Heart Is Yearning Don't Walk Away✷[Sam & Marie]✷

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From Sam!

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" You got it, Baby. I'm on my way to you as we speak. " He glances over and gives Sam a knowing grin. It was him after all that she first fell in love with. A child had no bearing over that. Facts were just facts. " Suck it up Sammy, you'll always rank second best. "

Sam's anger could be a dangerous thing. He won't pretend that this didn't feel like a kick to the gut, nor that Lucifer's words didn't sting. Lucifer acted like this was some competition between them. Like Marie was their ultimate target. Sam on the other hand didn't see it that way. To him she wasn't the target - she was the arrow. He could only be himself and hope that was enough. " You hear that Marie, you're the arrow. "

"Seven!"

Marie couldn't help but blush, even going as far as to biting on her lower lip. And there he was, looking so sexy while singing for her. Lucifer always made her feel special no matter what. She couldn't wait to get her claws on him and rip those clothes off, to make love to him, and let her know how much she missed him.

"Come home soon to me," she whispered.

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Lucifer Morningstar/Sam Winchester   &   Marie Winchester-Morningstar

                                 Playlist

1.  SAVING ABEL - ADDICTED 2. THE RIGHTEOUS BROTHERS - UNCHAINED MELODY 3. RACHEL PLATTEN - STAND BY YOU 4. FLORENCE & THE MACHINE - HEAVY IN YOUR ARMS 5. BRITNEY SPEARS - TOXIC 6. ROXETTE - LISTEN TO YOUR HEART 7. WESTLIFE - TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART 8. NICKELBACK - I’D COME FOR YOU 9. DEMI LOVATO - MET HIM LAST NIGHT 10.  HALESTORM - BAD ROMANCE

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[part 1] [part 2]

The kiss is slow and lingering, and Mary leans against Dean's body for support. When she finally pulls back, she hovers close for a moment before dropping back on her heels.

Dean swallows hard, his eyes wide as he stares down at her. "Oh," he says. "Okay."

"Okay," Mary says again, lips pulling into a smile.

It's not that Sam interrupts the moment, or that either of them forgot he was there, but he does interject, "I'll uh, leave you guys alone," and starts to turn away.

The smile falls from Mary's lips instantly, and she steps away from Dean to reach for Sam. "Wait!"

Her exclamation overlaps with Dean's, "Sammy, c'mon."

Sam stops then, looking back at them hesitantly, trying to hide the longing in his chest. Watching them kiss, he'd tried to tell himself it was okay. It's okay if he's not the one Dean goes to to connect anymore. Mom's always been the one, he's known that his whole life. "It's okay," he assures them, shaking his head and forcing a tiny smile. He's happy for them, even if it hurts.

"Sweetheart," Mary breathes, reaches for him like she had with Dean, the roughness of his stubble rasping across her soft palm. She looks into Sam's eyes, sees his breaking heart, and her own aches. She should've made it clearer, she realizes. He thinks she's choosing one over the other, as if either of her boys could possibly hold a higher place in her heart than the other.

Dean hesitates, but it's not because he doesn't care. They just don't do this, the feelings and the words and the words about the feelings. But Sam's looking at him like he thinks Dean's walking away, and that's not acceptable. "Dude, it's okay," he says. Like it'll clear things up.

And somehow it must, because Sam relaxes a little, looking back and forth between them. Mary's blue eyes, looking back at him with a level of love he's never experienced before. Dean's green eyes, expectant and guarded, hiding a longing in their depths. Oh. Then Sam smiles, ducks his head sheepishly. "I didn't realize..." he trails off.

Mary sighs and smiles again in relief. As with Dean, she leans against him for support, lifts up on her toes. But Sam is taller, and she can't reach, so instead of kissing him like she wants to, she meets his gaze and whispers, "Kiss me."

Sam's stomach flips at the words, and he blushes -- honest to god blushes, Dean's never going to let him forget it. But he bends down, obeying not because she told him to, but because he wants to, and presses his lips to hers. It's quite possibly the best kiss he's ever had.

The kiss draws out, and they slowly part, Mary lingering, kissing him a second time, before settling down on her heels again. "I love you, Sam," she says softly, and he smiles down at her, leans forward and presses his forehead to hers for a moment.

"I love you, too, Mom," Sam whispers back, voice strained and relieved.

When he lifts his head to look at Dean, Mary looks between them, these two men who are pieces of her heart outside her body, and her chest aches again with how much she loves them.

Dean steps up to them, repeats the move Sam made earlier by wrapping his arms around the both of them, Mary tucked under one arm, the other wrapped around Sam's waist. He's expecting it when Sam hooks a hand around the back of his neck, drags him into his own kiss.

It's not as soft and sweet as either of their kisses with their mom, but it's comfortable and familiar and exactly the reassurance they both need.

Mary watches from the comfort of their joint embrace, and for the first time since she came back, she thinks that maybe it's not so bad. This isn't the life she wanted for them, but it's the life they have, and without it, they likely wouldn't have the connection they do. And she wouldn't be connected to them the way she is. And maybe it would've been better if things had turned out the way she'd imagined all those years ago. But maybe it wouldn't. So she dismisses that yearning for things to have been different, and smiles to herself -- and her boys, as their kiss breaks and they look down at her -- as she accepts the way things are.

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This aggression from Sam was quite the turn on. The few times he’d exhibit such behavior outside the bedroom was startling, and also desirable. A hot male who could be sensitive and dominant? Oh, hell yes. Also, there was zero objection to being manhandled by him. 

She returned his kisses with equal fervor, tongues clashing in a heated battle in their mouths. A muffled cry of longing escaped between their lips when he grabbed her hair and positioned her the way he wanted her. Even with his roughness, she was safe with him - there was never a question about his need and desire to protect her. 

Her nails pressed into his shoulder blades when he entered her fast and hard, causing her to scream with pleasure. Curvy hips bucked against his, with his slick member ramming that sweet spot over and over again, to the point where she saw stars even before she reached her climax. She loved listening to his heavy, labored breathing. The way he possessively held her, controlled her, fucked her - it all left her wanting more, and never wanting it to stop.

“Sam…!” she cried, continuing to ride his brutal thrusts, her thighs quivering and aching in the best way possible. She’d melt beneath his touch if she wasn’t getting the pounding of her life. Her inner muscles squeezed his thrusting manhood, wanting to milk him for everything he was worth. Already she could feel herself about to climax. As much as she wanted to prolong this searing session, she couldn’t keep herself in check for long. Blood roared in her ears as she groaned raggedly. This was heaven on earth, and she welcomed the ride as she orgasmed hard, but urged him not to stop, to keep their heated friction going for as long as possible. 

        Feeling her come undone around him was enough to almost send him over the edge , but to hear her beg him to not stop ? No he had to at least make her come done once more before he would give in to his own climax.

        Suddenly Sam stopped and pulled himself out of her and crawled off of her to the end of the bed. Both hands reached down grabbing her by the ankles , pulling her until she was sitting in front of him. With ease Sam picked her up from the bed and walked them to the closest wall in the room. After sitting her back on to her feet , Sam reached up and took her by the hair and turned her to face the wall. A palm came to rest center of her back as he push slightly enough to press the upper half of her body up against the wall. Her firm rounded ass now for his viewing pleasure.

        He breathed right next to her ear as he spoke. “ Can’t leave you disappointed now can I ? “  After inhaling her scent deeply Sam licked her neck , long and hard then ran his teeth along the curve of her neck and bit down. Perhaps not enough to draw blood but enough to leave his own mark. Running his hand up over her chest taking her left breast in his hand swiping his fingers over her nipple to give it a little pinch. “ I’m gonna give you what you want till you can’t fucking stand any longer. “ A twisted smile rose upon Sam’s features. 

         Running his hands over her stomach and breasts slowly , almost gently. Then he changed on a dime , shoving her legs apart in one swift move , and then he was inside her once again sheathed to the hilt. Both his hands moved to her thighs as his hips began desperately thrusting inside her to see just how quickly he could make her come up done for a second time. The sound of his thighs colliding with her ass filling the room around them. “ Goddammit .. “ He moaned through gritted teeth. A light sweat now breaking his brow.

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Marie emerged into the kitchen first, and after giving Sam a knowing smile, she urgently made her way to Luke’s bedroom.

Luke came inside next, then closed the door behind him. A quick sniff in the air later, he enthusiastically said, “Smells good, Dad! I’ll get the plates and stuff set up on the table. Then you can quiz me real quick for my upcoming AP exam. I’ve pretty much nailed it, but I wanna make sure I got all my bases covered.”

One would never have assumed that a serious, much needed heart-to-heart had taken place, and Luke wasn’t going to dwell on it any further.

Meanwhile, Marie knew she could not scare Chanel again. Even if it wasn’t intentional, her emotions often did get the best of her. The absolute last thing she wanted to do was break any part of this family up.

Luke’s door was ajar. Marie paused beside the door, and gently knocked on it, before announcing herself.

“Honey, I’m so sorry for making a scene. You didn’t do anything wrong, I promise.”

Now carefully making her approach, Marie eased her way into her son’s room, where saw a clearly distraught Chanel sitting in a chair, as if waiting for a death sentence. This brought tears to her own eyes, and her heart wrenched painfully in her chest.

“Omigod, hon,” she whispered, and before she knew it, she was kneeling in front of Chanel. Taking her into a hug might startle her, so she settled for positioning herself beneath her, as a show of not being forceful or dominant. With her hands on the younger girl’s knees, Marie looked at her and said, “Sweetie, you’re family. You’ll always be family, so please don’t think you did anything wrong. You didn’t. I was being… overprotective… of Luke, as usual.”

She laughed weakly before rubbing the corners of her wet eyes with her fist. “Luke and I had a good, long, talk. I’ll loosen my hold over him, seeing as how he’s growing up, and you’re with him along the ride. You’re both still young - even you, missy at eighteen - but I have a better understanding over what’s been happening. Do you forgive me for being a crazy mama bear?”

     No words were said when Marie entered the house. Nothing had to be said because he knew things were okay and he knew where she was headed. So instead of words when she smiled at him he simply nodded his head in approval. 

     “ Thanks , It’s not as much as your mom usually makes but I think it will do for today. “ Sam went over to the fridge and pulled out a jar of orange juice and the milk and took it over to place in the middle of the table. “ AP test , huh ? It’s been a while , let me think. “ He gave it a little thought trying to remember some of the questions he was asked back then. “ Which property of water allows it to move upward from the roots of a tree to its leaves ? “

      He took his seat at the table and the quizzing began. 

     Chanel heard someone making their way down the hall and right away she knew the impact of those steps was not being made by Luke.

      The knock on the door caused her body to curl up on the chair she was sitting in. Her legs inching up so her arms could wrap around them. In that moment she wanted to make herself look as small as possible. 

     Even though she sensed that sigh of relief from Luke moments ago she was still on edge.

     When Marie walked into the room her eyes watered. The way her face looked , it tore at Chanel because she knew she was the cause of this. She didn’t want to upset anyone , least of all Sam or Marie. Since they took her in they had been nothing but kind to her. One single tear managed to spill over her lid and slide down her cheek.

     “ We should have said something .. “ Chanel tried to counter Marie’s apology. “ It’s just neither of us are able to sleep when the other isn’t close. I .. we , never meant to be sneaky or dishonest and I swear we’ve been good. “ She was trying to stress the fact that nothing had really happened between she and Luke other them sleeping in the same bed together and a few kisses here and there. Even with Marie making an apology to her , Chanel still felt the need to try and defend herself.

     ‘ I don’t ever want you to think that I’m trying to take Luke away from you. “ More tears started to freely fall from her eyes. “ I wouldn’t dream of ever trying to do something like that. He just , he means everything to me. When I first came here all brainwashed all I wanted was to follow through with what I was told , but the more time I spent with him the more he stole my heart. That’s why I wanted to tell him the truth the night I planned on leaving.“ Using the bundled up sleeves of her sweater she wiped the tears from her face as best she could. “ Old habits and fears die hard. This is the first real family I’ve ever known and I’d never want to ruin that. Ever. “ 

     Suddenly her knees dropped from her chair and she quickly leaned forward and dropped down on to her own knees where she wrapped her arms around Marie and embraced her in a tight hug. With her head resting on Marie’s shoulder she whispered .. “ Of course I forgive you , I just don’t want to ever disappoint you. “

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Marie pressed her lips together in order to stifle her giggles. Sam being purposely sexy threatened to make her lose self-control. Not through rage, of course, but more like tackle him to the ground and make the most of the situation as two adults should. But those thoughts were pushed aside when he expressed the idea of her hunting with him.

Her mouth relaxed, and she stared at him in awe.

Hunting? With Sam? Sure, she often wondered what it was like, but ultimately never brought it up, because she’d only get in the way. Though born a pure-blooded werewolf who had the strength and speed that easily made her capable of handling herself, and armed with basic firearm knowledge, she still wasn’t a pro by any means. Back when Nick was first turned into a hybrid, she got together with what was left of the Redwoods pack, along with their fellow vampire allies and other hunters. It was outright stated that she and the other wolves were “not” seasoned hunters. They hunted only when they had to, such as cases against other werewolves causing problems, or humans threatening to expose their existence and end their livelihoods. Otherwise, they simply kept to themselves, and didn’t fight unless forced to do so. The thought of going out with Sam and hunting… well… that actually brought forth genuine excitement.

“I’d like that very much!” she exclaimed. She offered a bright smile and even held clenched fists to her chest as she bounced up and down on her heels. One would’ve thought Sam had offered to take her to a theme park, rather than a hunt for the unknown. “I promise I’ll do my best, and not let you down!”

She gasped and after relaxing her hands, she crossed her arms over her chest. She scrunched her face as she murmured, “I gotta find an appropriate outfit for hunting. Nothing too flashy, right? And probably neutral tones for makeup…”

     “ Now that’s more like it. “ Sam remarked when she finally started to smile and a few giggles broke free from her. He hated seeing her upset and he’d do whatever he could to make sure that didn’t happen. Sadly , he couldn’t be right at her side twenty four seven to guard off situations like the one that took place moments ago. Seeing her smile and laugh after such and intense and serious moment made him smile inward knowing he had helped with that.

     But now she looked a little shocked and stunned over his proposal. 

     “ Then it’s settled. “ Sam nodded and his smile grew even wider seeing how excited she was over the idea. Had he have known going hunting with him would have got her this worked up he would have asked her a hell of a long time ago. Then again there’s been a lot on his plate as of late , Dean , trying to figure out why Chanel and Luke where acting so strange around him lately , the whole demon blood issue , and then ─ his smile almost turned upside down when Eris came into mind. He was still trying to wrap his head around that whole issue. Clearly she was still up to her old tricks , but what could he really do about it ? Sure he could cause her some pain but he wasn’t strong enough to actually kill her so they could be done with her ─ at least not yet. “ Listen , you could never let me down. Guess I got to remind you once again that you are perfect in every way. “ Not that he minded at all telling her that. But it’s something she deserved to know and hear often. 

     At this point he couldn’t help but laugh out a little. “ I guess this means you’ll be making a shopping trip ? “ He teased. “ The key to hunting is not standing out. Wearing nothing that will get you spotted a mile away. No perfumes or body sprays. Some monsters can smell things like that from blocks away. Wearing comfortable shoes you can move and fight in. Other then that I think you’ll be good to go. “

     Walking over to her he stood there for a minute before reaching out and drawing her into his arms for a hug. “ Things have been unusually quiet lately , so you’ve got a little time. Soon as something pops up you’ll be the first to know. Well , second to know. In the meantime if you’d like to , you and I could do a little tracking to see if we can figure out where Nick and Caroline are hiding out. “ He knew Nick was a soar subject with Marie and only because she was desperate in trying to help him .. to try and bring out the resemblance of the Nick they used to know.

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" Ouch, Sweet and Wonderful. Sammy, that sounds like the kiss of death to me. " He can't help but smile knowing he dominated that card. " It's okay to come in at second place. "

" Shut your damn mouth. It's not my fault there were things on there out of my control. You had an advantage and you know it. " His jaw suddenly became tight because recently he found himself not as much on friendly terms with Lucifer as he once was. " I'm not the one trying to compete here, unlike yourself. I have something with her you don't, so don't forget that. "

"Five bingos! That's..."

Marie forgot the rest of what she wanted to say as she momentarily lost her focus. Seeing Sam without a shirt with that toned body reminded her of how lucky she was to have a man like him in her life. She couldn't help but break out with a smile.

"Sam Winchester, you are sweet and wonderful! Thank you!"

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Luke’s heart nearly lurched out of his chest upon hearing his dad’s voice. Up he sat, the same time as Chanel, and together, they faced the rude awakening. Great, so not only his dad saw them, but his mom as well?!

Confusion and still-left-over sleep were banished the moment Chanel’s voice broke through. Her words of fear and the panic in her eyes screamed volumes to him. It rattled through him as if he were slammed with those same sharp emotions. But then a ferocious need to protect her overcame him. As soon as she broke away, he slid off his side of the bed and proclaimed, “You’re not going anywhere, you hear me? Not if I have anything to do about it. You’re staying here! I’ll be right back!”

Without putting on any socks or shoes, or even changing out of his shirt and boxers, Luke used his preternatural speed to zip through the house, past Sam in the kitchen with enough force to make the napkins and paper towels flying in the air in his wake, and fly out the kitchen door. He picked up on his mother’s trail into the forest. It was a good distance away, but he quickly intercepted her as she emerged from a clearing.

“Luke!” she exclaimed, surprised to see him out. Then it dawned on her - her outburst must have woken the family up. Tightening the sash around her robe, she laughed nervously and said, “Uh, I just, oh, got upset because I forgot to buy those caged free eggs you like so much. I wanted to surprise you–”

“Ma, stop,” Luke interrupted sternly, causing his mother to regard him with disbelief. He hated talking to her like this, considering all the stunts he pulled this year alone, but Chanel was on the forefront of his mind. He would not back down. “Just listen, don’t talk. I know why you did what you did. You caught me and Chanel, didn’t you? Yeah, we were sleeping together. We’ve done it for a while. It just sorta happened, but I’m not sorry. She’s my fledgling and I’m her sire. I have to be near her and protect her. It’s not like a wolf thing, but more like a vampire thing. The whole blood bonding, siring link - I don’t know. David explained it better than me, but it makes sense why he’s so close to Pop and the others. I don’t want anything to happen to Chanel. She makes me happy, okay? Makes me want to be a better person, even if it’s not obvious to everyone. She’s older, but she’s still learning stuff, just like I am: school, life, being a sire at fifteen - it’s a lot to handle, but you gotta give me credit! Even with all the crap I get myself into, I think I’m doing better than most, aren’t I?”

Marie was nearly out of breath, and all she did was listen to her son pour his heart out. The realization hit her like a ton of bricks. For years, she babied and smothered him. With his youthful features, it was difficult to accept that he was growing up. He was getting into situations where he didn’t need her help. She needed to accept that he was growing up, and he was going to make decisions that suited him, and not necessarily anyone else, especially her.

“I don’t care what happens to me,” Luke went on to say, his face remaining stern, his blue-green eyes hard like steel. “But Chanel isn’t going anywhere - not without me! She’s someone I’d die for, so we’ve been a packaged deal ever since we became a thing!”

His own face heated up without him realizing it. Caught up in his defense, he could only think about protecting Chanel at all cost. Marie said nothing, but she couldn’t be more proud of her boy. He was young by human standards, but as a hybrid? He was growing fast. She did the best she could to raise him, even when she was his only parent, but ultimately, she understood that everything she did for him, was to help lead to moments like this.

“Nobody is going anywhere,” the she-wolf revealed at long last. “Chanel is family, Luke. She’s proven herself more than enough times, and she belongs with us - ultimately with you. I’m sorry for getting upset. I owe Chanel an apology too for scaring her.”

Luke was speechless, almost as if he couldn’t believe what she said. She wasn’t heartless by any means, but the sheer panic he felt from Chanel left him wondering if his mother would really go above and beyond to get rid of anyone who came near him. As protective as she was, she understood that there were some situations that did not warrant her presence.

His mom’s arms were suddenly around him, embracing him. Luke hugged her back, where he held her tight. She was always his champion, no matter how old he’d get. Even if and when he’d get into another screwed up situation, she’d support him no matter what.

“We’ll have breakfast as a family,” Marie said once she let him go and gazed up at him lovingly. “Then when you get home from school, we’ll talk about getting a bigger room for you two to share.”

Luke’s eyes widened with shock, but Marie gently pinched his cheek. “Don’t get any funny ideas,” she warned, but it was followed with a smile. “I trust you guys to do the right thing and take things SLOW.”

A sigh of relief escaped Luke. Such a weight was eased from his back. One arm draped across his mom’s shoulders, as they walked back to the house together. Under the sound of the crunching leaves beneath their feet, Marie reached into her robe pocket, where her fingers touched a tiny device within. It was a listening tool, in case she was ever separated from her husband. With it, Sam was able to listen to any conversation she’d have with anyone. Marie was picking up on little tricks like this thanks to her hunter partner.  

      “ You might want to give her a few ..... “ Well so much for telling Luke to give his mom a few minutes. The boy swept through the house quicker than he could get a full sentence out.

     When Sam first went into the kitchen he turned on the hearing device the two of them shared. It was something they came up with after Michael kidnapped her. He never wanted to face not knowing where she was ever again. This allowed for him to know where she was and who she was talking to. Everything was silent and he began to think that she didn’t have it turned on , but that was until he heard Marie speak up. Yup , not so good on the cover up since he blew the water off that by telling the kids she had already been in their room.

     Sam listened to the conversation as he finished up breakfast and picked up the napkins and paper towel that looked like a tornado has swept past. 

     He was a little blown away hearing how stern , protective and adult he was being over this. Parts of Sam could relate , he remembered a time even when he was younger than Luke and had the same kind of desire to protect someone he cared for. Amy was a harmless Kitsune that refused to kill anyone , but even as a kid Sam knew that if Dean found out what she was he would kill her. So Sam gave her what she needed and told her to run. Years later Sam crossed paths with her again only to learn that she had a son and in order for her son to live she had to kill to feed him. She killed to save her child , not because she wanted to. Sam thought he convinced Dean to let her go because she didn’t need to kill anyone else. Only years later did Sam learn that Dean snuck back to the motel and killed Amy without hesitation , leaning her son to grow up without a mother.

     Luke and Chanel were both still young , Luke a little younger than her but normal human things didn’t exactly apply to them. Sam knows that need to protect. When it came to Marie , Luke and Chanel he would do anything he had to in order to kill anything that posed a threat to them or dared laid a finger upon them. 

      He had to say the deeper the conversation went on the more proud he was of the both of them. He could see a lot of himself in Luke even though Luke wasn’t his by blood and he was damn proud of his wife. Wasn’t this something every parent had to go through sooner or later ? He doesn’t think most would have handled it half as well as she had. He couldn’t have agreed with her more over Chanel being family. The thought of making her leave never once crossed his mind.

      The last of the pancakes were finished and placed on a plate in the center of the table. Only thing left was gathering glasses for everyone's drinks. Before he did that he switched off his ear piece and placed it back in the pocket of his sweats.

     Chanel’s first thought was to start packing her bags but when Luke told her to stay put she really could rebel against it. It was that sire thing , he gave an order and she couldn’t disobey it. 

     Flopping down on the chair at the vanity she looked in the mirror to see this was one of the very few days she looked like crap but she couldn’t be bothered with how she looked right now. Even with the distance between them she could feel so much raw energy coming from Luke that it was a little unnerving. She thought about texting Molly , but she just couldn’t bring herself to do so. All she could really do is sit in front of the mirror and stare at her reflection. Maybe David could give her some advice but she highly doubted he carried a phone around and if by chance he did , that was a number she didn’t have.

      Her biological parents come to mind. She thought about how they had been nothing but stoner drunks and how she basically had to live off the street and con people just to survive. Then she remember the night DJ X came into her life and changed everything , or so she had thought. What was it that she kept doing so wrong that everyone kept turning their backs on her ? Luke was the only person who she knew without a doubt who would never do that to her. But where was this going to leave them now ? All she knew was that she couldn’t be without him , being away form him for so long would kill her. It was torture enough when he was gone for a few hours to school.

     A tear streamed down her cheek and just at that moment she felt another shift in Luke. He was calm , very calm .. did that mean everything was okay ? Did that mean she wasn’t about to be tossed out again ? Her body shifted in her chair until she was now staring at the door of the bedroom as if waiting for Luke to walk back through it with the best news ever. Her fingers crossed in her lap as she chewed on the inside corner of her lip.

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Marie awoke with a start, but didn’t get out of bed right away. She found herself nestled against Sam’s bare chest and his arms wrapped around her. Sheets were barely covering their waists, as she vividly recalled what they did last night. For the past few weeks, the two have been going at it as if they were in heat. It was like they were making up for all the years they weren’t together, and while neither of them were complaining about the extreme intimacy, Marie wondered what triggered Sam to kick things off. Because for being human, his stamina was out of this world!

“Mmm, I gotta make breakfast,” she mumbled as she peppered her husband’s chest and shoulders with kisses, before carefully sitting up, and giving him one last kiss on the cheek. Then with great care, she untangled herself from both his arms and sheets, climbed out of bed, and fetched her robe. She noted the time on her phone, and realized it was at least a half an hour before she normally would wake up. Oh well, nothing wrong with getting a head start with the day.

Quietly, she slipped out of the room, but as she walked down the hall, she had an inkling to check on Chanel. As she approached the girl’s door, she picked up on her scent having departed from the room. Curiously, Marie followed it until it reached her son’s room.

‘Gaming still?!’ she thought. There were a handful of times when she caught both Luke and Chanel gaming into the wee hours of the morning, but wore headphones, so they wouldn’t wake everyone up. If that was the case, she was going to give a stern talking to both of them. They could do that sort of thing on the weekend, but not during school days!

Upon standing in front of Luke’s room, she gently pushed the door open, took one step in–and froze.

Both Luke and Chanel were in the same bed, with Chanel spooning Luke. Chanel’s phone was behind her, as if it’d fallen from her grasp at some point.

Biting the bottom of her lip until blood broke through the surface, Marie stiffly stepped out into the hallway once more.

What, what, WHAT WAS GOING ON?! Her mind whirled with all sorts of scenarios that her knees threatened to buckle and send her toppling to the floor.

'Calm down, caaaalm down,’ she instructed herself. They weren’t naked. At least, from what she saw. That meant something, right?! They were just sleeping… TOGETHER… IN THE SAME BED.

Wasn’t she supposed to have a “talk” with Chanel about this?! Yes, yes she was, but she chickened at the last minute, and changed the subject. Surely Sam or Lucifer spoke to Luke about the birds and the bees before the school ever did. What about Marko? Did he have any type of adult talk with Luke? Oh cripes, this was too much. This was way too much!! Luke wasn’t even sixteen and he and Chanel… well… What DID they do to warrant sleeping together?!

With a stiff upper lip (bleeding aside), Marie calmly walked to the living room, where she unlocked and opened the front door, and stepped out into the crisp early morning. The sun was slowly rising from the horizon, as Marie briskly walked bare foot into the woods, until she could no longer see her home behind her. Once she was alone, her lips went slack, her hands balled into fists, and she let out a loud, ear-piercing scream, that quickly turned into a bestial howl. The birds in the area jutted out of the tree tops and escaped into the skies.

     Sam did his best to keep her in bed after she announced she needed to make breakfast. His arms and hands clinging to her in attempts to pull her in closer to him. The warmth of her body against his was already being missed. But like every other weekday morning her persistence paid off and eventually he reluctantly let her slip away from him and out of the bed. It didn’t take long before Sam was rolling over on to his side and burying his head deep in his pillow. Once she got out of bed he knew he had another good thirty minutes of sleep before she would come knocking on the door to say breakfast was ready. 

     One thing that's for sure was that Sam's sleeping a hell of a lot better since he started sharing a bed with his wife ─ perhaps it was all the extra nightly activities that wore him down enough so that he could sleep. Since being with his wife the way a husband should be and keeping himself leveled out with demon blood his mind no longer wondered in a million directions all at once. 

     He wasn’t sure how long he had fallen back to sleep for when the familiar sound of a wolf howling stirred him from his sleep. Sam’s body jerked and he quickly found himself sitting up on the edge of the bed. From there he slipped on his pants and his shirt along with a sweater since it was getting rather cold. Hands brushed through the top of his hair as he stood and made his way out to the bedroom and into the hallway. The first place he went was to the kitchen because there was no smell of anything being cooked. Okay , that was rather strange. Moving along through the house he was starting to panic a bit once he realized his wife was no where to be found. 

     Sam’s next reaction took him straight to check on the kids. As quickly as he could he headed for Luke’s room since it was the closest. His hand reached for the door and pushed it open. For a moment he stood there a little shocked but now it made perfect sense why Marie wasn’t anywhere in the house and why that familiar howl stirred him from his sleep. 

     If nothing else , at least they were both dressed ─ as far as he could tell.

     After stepping just inside the room Sam cleared his throat loudly enough to wake both Luke and Chanel. 

     A brow awkwardly arched at the two. “ You two should probably get up. Marie’s done been in here so I’d say we’ve got an awkward breakfast ahead of us all. Might wanna start thinking about how you’re going to explain this to her. “

     And with that being said Sam removed himself from the room ─ leaving the door open as he headed to the kitchen to start getting some breakfast ready for everyone. He wasn’t the greatest cook because either Dean did the cooking and was pretty damn good at it , or Lucifer whipped up something. One thing Sam could whip up with no problem was pancakes and eggs.

     Eyes sprang wide open when she heard Sam in the room with them. She had only meant to snuggle with Luke for a few minutes before heading back off to her room but some how she had got so warm and comfortable that she fell asleep. Her fingers curled tightly against Luke’s back because she was literally about to panic. They were both going to be in trouble and it was all her fault. She was always so careful entering and leaving Luke’s room and now one stupid dumb little mistake was going to mess everything up.

     Chanel sat up in the bed beside Luke when Sam left the room. Her head turning to Luke with a apologetic look in her eyes. “ I’m sorry , I didn’t mean to fall back to sleep. Molly started texting me and I got up for a few then I got cold. She’s going to hate me forever now. I mess everything up ! “ She spoke before shuffling off the side of the bed and getting to her feet. 

      All she could think was about what was going to happen next. Would Marie send her off to live with David and the others in the cave ? Or would she just tell her to leave all together ? Reaching down she grabbed her cell phone and placed it in the front pocket of her sweats. Then in an attempt to slow her mind down she grabbed a brush and started pinning her messy hair back up.

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Her heartbeats were deafening when he drew blood, despite knowing he’d never hurt her. But God, just watching him taste that blood turned her on like nothing else. He was different, more… predatory, focused… and she loved every moment of it. Eyes fluttered closed when he licked her, and it drove her wild within. She couldn’t keep her hands off him even as he worked her over, leaving her vulnerable and eager beneath him. The heat of his body, along with the sharp fines of muscles that ran down his hips, drew a deep moan of desire from her. Even with the knife so dangerously close to her face, any more blood drawn would only heighten her lust for him.

So when he finally entered her, she arched her back as she welcomed his thickness between her thighs. It was a battle to not start rocking herself against him, as she was sandwiched between his fine, hard body, and the mattress. She panted heavily as her dark eyes settled upon his, and she heard his words. Okay, this was sweet torture, feeling his manhood throbbing inside her.

“Please,” she begged breathless as her arms were now locked around his neck. “Needed this, needed you… Just please, fuck me, goddammit!”

Her eyes gave off that familiar amber glow, and she bit down on her lower lip, with flushed cheeks, as she fought with her inner wolf’s control. Not that she was going to attack Sam, but the animalistic urge to mate was profound. The breeding cycle along with the current state of the moon was making this situation unbearable.

      Sam leaned down , hooking her knee , yanking her leg up , spreading her as his other hand slid into her hair making a tight , tight fist. He pulled her head back in an act of pure domination. He tilted her head back , hooking her leg over his hip as he rotated just enough to tease. His breathing was just as ragged as hers , his grip on her tightening with each passing second. Even he didn’t know how much longer he could with stand not fully giving in to what they both wanted.

      His harsh breathing danced over her face , so intimate it was startling. “ I can’t believe how much I want you right now. “  Their lips crashed together with stinging force. Sam’s hand slipped down from her hair to grip her neck in a possessive move that said he was controlling every second of this , that he was holding her how he wanted , moving her how he wanted.

     When she begged him his mouth slanted over hers , silencing the rest of her cries , ravaging her with a brutal kiss. He was relentless. Urgency whipped through him , desire crackling across the surface of his skin. It would never cease to amaze him how his craving for her grew with each passing second. 

      Sam wrapped her up in his arms , shoving his hands underneath her , pulling her flush against him. He pressed his face into her neck , his hot pants a stark contrast against the chilly air as he pulled out and thrust into her , again even harder , the sound of their skin smacking together echoing through the room. He clenched his jaw so hard his teeth ached. His thrusts becoming harder , less controlled. He couldn’t do anything but feel as he took her, seeking his own pleasure while building hers.

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Her breathing was heavier, full of want and desire. Did this excite her? Hell yes, it did! A strained moan was her response to his first question. Her eyes fluttered close when his lips met hers for a hard, needy kiss. The heated exchange from the kiss alone made her swoon, the fire within easily stoked. Even with the tip of that cold, deadly blade against her, which caused goosebumps to prickle across her skin, it made her tingle all over.

Quivering thighs spread apart as that blade was now beneath her stomach, so dangerously close to her sex. Her arms were now wrapped around his bare, broad shoulders, as she continued sharing the passionate fueled kisses. What did she want? What DIDN’T she want at this point? She was at his absolute mercy. The need for him was insatiable. Her inner wolf craved to be mated, to be filled complete with his body inside hers.

Unable to resist, she reached down between them, her fingertips brushing along the smoothness of his chest and lower abs, until she could feel his well-endowed arousal. The corner of her lips turned upward even after she sought more of his mouth. She couldn’t stop kissing him, or feeling how hard he was.

“Want you…” she breathed against his moist lips, “fucking me. NOW.”

Needy and greedy, she fumbled for his belt in order to loosen it, so he could be free of his pants. The wet heat where the knife rested was begging to be filled. 

      Sam drew back ever so slightly. He wasn’t ready to give her what she wanted just yet. That would have been to easy. He has never seen this kind of intensity in her eyes before. It would be a lie for him to say it wasn’t doing things to him. Whatever it was that came over him tonight , she was only adding fuel to the already growing fire inside him. There was a reason why Hunter’s liked knifes. Skin was a blank canvas , and knives are the paintbrushes. A bullet wound hurts , but you can only shoot someone so many times before they’re losing too much blood or you risk hitting a critical organ. A knife , though ─ can be used for hours of torture or pleasure. Little cuts here and there , deep gashes when someone gets too mouthy , and a quick end if necessary , or for drawing out the same response she is giving him now.

     Her words burned inside his ears and while he craved giving her what she wanted ─ not just yet. “ I think you’re getting off on this just as much as I am. “ A almost dark looking grin hits the corner of his lips. Bringing the knife back up between them he began cutting at the gown that still hid part of her body from him. Heat bloomed under his own skin watching the point of the knife pierce through the black fabric. He sliced it away , carefully and slowly , studied and precise. The blade was clean and sharp , without the ugly serrated edge his old combat blades had. The knife was steady. He focused on it , pressing deep enough to make a tiny cut. A small , angled line right along her ribs. A breath came fast , then another one as his finger swiped across the little cut claiming a tiny drop of her blood on his fingertip. Raising his hand he placed his finger on the tip of his tongue savoring the metallic taste. A groan then soon followed.

      Crawling back to the bed , Sam traced the small line with his tongue , listening to all the sounds coming from her and feeling her move under him. He moved on to a nipple , and then another , keeping the pressure light and teasing. He shifted on top of her , moving in just the right angle until his cock was perfectly slotted against her heat. Sam shifted again just enough to let him slip inside her , a choked groan trickling out between his lips when her soft wet warmth enveloped him. The knife he still gripped tightly in one of his hands that now rested at the side of her face. While now being inside her he still didn’t give her everything she wanted. He made no effort in moving his hips. Dark hungry eyes locked on her once more as he asked .. 

     “ Tell me again this is what you want. “

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Marie couldn’t help but lift a curious brow at Sam’s remark, but it was soon followed with a blush that spread across her cheeks. She glanced away, but couldn’t help but bring a bloodied fist to her mouth to stifle her chuckles. Guilt racked her for laughing, given what happened only moments ago. If it had been anyone else that said what she had, Cecilia would’ve gone feral. She would’ve threatened to shove their teeth down their throat, crack their rib cage open, or eat their children–possibly go through with all three of those threats, and in no particular order. But because it came from someone she loved, the words wounded deep and caught her off guard. On the flip side, what she said to Marie stung as well. Both held back their true feelings all this time until now.

“She’s wrong about us, you know?” Marie insisted as she once again gazed up at Sam. “We DO know how to have fun! It’s just we’d rather have fun when we’re not stressed out of our minds!”

She had a wild time back in her heyday when she was no longer imprisoned and treated like a literal dog, and for the most part, she had no regrets. Cecilia was not one of those regrets, and Marie couldn’t thank her enough for helping her feel free and live life like she’d never done before. But while Cecilia never left that scene, Marie chose to do so. Her life steered her onto a different path, one Cecilia didn’t want to follow.

“Okay, if we’re ALL being honest,” Marie went on to say, before turning even more red in the face as she looked down and shyly pressed the tips of her fingers against one another. “I always did think you were really handsome and sexy when you use that commanding voice of yours. Like when you defended my honor against your brother? Or… what you said back there just now? It was… that is to say, it’s really… hot.”

By no means was this the first time she was flustered because of her husband. Whether it was Lucifer or Sam, they both treated her with respect, but also knew when to step in and take charge. Somehow, she needed to let her anger out in a way that wouldn’t endanger her loved ones, but also not hurt herself in the process. It was a must that she had to be in full control of her emotions in order to protect her family.

     He would never fault Marie for speaking her mind and especially when it came to something like this. What Cecilia had done was plan out rude , regardless if her intentions where thinking she was trying to help. Sam knew a little about how it felt to always have someone else making choices for you because they believed you weren’t capable of making the right one yourself. It was beyond frustrating and he wished he would have learned much sooner how to stand up to those he cared about when they were in the wrong. He also knew how bad mere words could sting. To this day he still wakes up in a cold sweat hearing his own brother calling him a monster. There were things that could be forgiven in time and then there were somethings that just couldn’t be forgotten no matter how much you wished you could.

     “ Of course she’s wrong. She just doesn’t realize what it means to have a family and the responsibilities that go along with that. Everything can’t always be a party. “ His eyes caught with hers as if once again reassuring her that she’d done the right thing.

     Everyone had a past , including himself. Some people stayed locked in the same mind set , such as Cecilia had. Then there was others like himself and Marie who followed a different path in life. In fact , a good chunk of their families members have changed in one way or another ─ choosing to change the way they used to be. There was nothing wrong with change , but some people just couldn’t grasp the concept he supposed. 

     Okay , so now it was Sam’s turn to turn a little red in the face over what Marie said. Normally he's shy and quiet and takes a lot of shit that he shouldn’t when it comes to himself. But there was always a side of him that was always passionate when it came to the people he loved and cared about. He’s not sure what it is , but something just crosses over inside him and the next thing he knows he’s letting go with both barrels. “ So you think I’m sexy and hot , do ya ? “ His brows playfully wiggled  , turning the tides back on to her to try and make up for the redness in his own face.

     Today made him realize that he was going to have to think of away to help Marie release her anger. Keeping it pent up the way she does was dangerous for not only herself but those around her. She could snap at any moment and hurt someone she cared about without even realizing she’d done it. He couldn’t allow that to happen. “ I think the next thing we should do is getting you to let go of that anger. So I’m thinking ... “ He paused for a moment before carrying on. “ Maybe the next hunt I go on , why don’t you come with me ? “ Normally this wasn’t something he would even consider but under the circumstances .. ripping into someone who rightfully deserved it might just be what she needs.