#⚘. 𝐙αιȥαι𑁤

[chuuzaizai]

ship nicknames - black tea, chocolate vanilla swirl, cookies and cream.

appearance - making out in public, being soft and cuddly at home. pulling the others shirt back when they walk into the road without looking. pillow fights over minor inconveniences. overthinking everything but being there to reassure. always being there with bandages when the nights get too tough.

playlist 𖹭

key songs - toxic, hate me, play date, a match into water.

season - autumn. when the leaves are that lovely shade of orange and they have the right crunch under your feet ; when there is a gentle fog in the air from the morning rain. the streetlamps illuminate the orange glow, and we can dance in the concrete roads knowing we can warm up in each others arms and discuss about the pumpkin patch we forgot to plant before this season when we arrive home safe.

meetings ...

work in progress!

about each other ...

"about osamu .. where do I even begin .. I swore by the day we met that I would be by his side in any circumstances. and I believe I've upheld that promise quite well this far. he's gorgeous, truly - and he knows that. he uses it to his advantage, and I'll always let him. he knows I'm pretending, I'm sure. but he gets his way anyway, so im sure he doesnt care. you know, he likes his scalp to be scratched .. he melts into you like a cat like he trusts you. i hope i'm a safezone for him, an unjudgemental home. he's stuck with me now, whether he likes it or not."

"about zai ? .. haha, he's a character. I remember the day we laid eyes upon each other, I asked him to a double suicide. and he accepted under one condition, you know what it was? I had to live to 50. isn't that funny? I suppose I can't fault him, when you're as charming as I am, you'd love to keep me around. ..I enjoy being in his presence too, though. there's nothing to benefit from, yet it feels .. ah, I don't know .. what else did you expect me to say? that I'm madly devoted? that he's the most gorgeous man alive? haha! inside thoughts! I wouldn't confess anything like that to anyone."

[chuuzaizai]

a love song, my darling...

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤchuuzai 𖹭 zaizai

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ...a moonlight serenade