#☾ ┆ out of character. ﹚

[fangswbenefits]

just a few random thoughts on The Arrangement Astarion (cw: mentions of past abuse and trauma)

The way abuse can warp someone for life is often overlooked. This isn't just a journey about him dealing with intimacy (in all its forms) but also how to do it in spite of everything he went through. Putting up walls and not letting her in, but feeling the need to resort to sarcasm and to being snarky cause the vulnerability that comes with it is just too much to handle. She has already seen the ugly yet he keeps doing it, because when you've doing it for so long it becomes second nature and it's hard to unlearn this behaviour. How can people stay when they've seen the ugly? Well, some people do stay because they have seen the ugly and their love for you surpasses that. They'd ve damned if they allowed that to change their opinion of you.

However, this doesn't have be a life sentence for him. He can learn and better himself alongside her if he so chooses. There will be good days. There will be bad days. But the constant will be her by his side. And this isn't about anyone getting fixed. There are other ways to heal. Are those healthy, though? But still, no matter how uncertain things are, he can count on her love as a constant that can help him love the parts of him that he has grown to hate.

Is it easy? Does it happen overnight? Probably not. But there's always hope. There is always a way out. Even when he dissociates. Even when he's fearful of getting more intimate with her. Even when he remembers that she chose friendship over something else - it's never easy to be shown what you need to see instead of what you want to see. Astarion falls into this constant dichotomy and I think it's worth exploring 🫂

[desiredrivcn]

,,do i add my rook and lucanis to my blog

[hogarsis]

fellas is it gay to let the girl you utterly despise who went against everything your friend sacrificed and her agency , become a demon and rewrote the universe to be this up close to you ?

[nightsartist]

you guys are nice. thanks for not throwing tomatoes at me for liking feyre like some of these anti feyre people do on tumblr. like holy crap DUDE i've never seen such angry posts before.

[nklsdttr]

* . . . no but hear me out, mil.ey stew.art but ripped from han.nah m.ontana, written as a siren/witch mainly inspired by supern.atural, the origi.nals, tr.ue blo.od, and ahs: re.d ti.de.

[kanabiveil]

haters will be ur #1 hjater and then be surprised when the antagonist kicks your ass and fucking kills you......Shaking my damn head

[apparihtion]

what if you 🫵 like this for a starter that will most likely be a paragraph long (this is a threat)

[icameasiam]

                                  ᵒᵒᶜ:  ⁿᵒᵗ  ᵗᵒ  ᵇᵉ  ᵃ  ˢᵃᵖ  ᵃᵗ  ⁴ᵃᵐ ;  ᵇᵘᵗ  ⁱ  ʲᵘˢᵗ  ʷᵃⁿᵗ  ᵗᵒ  ˢᵃʸ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘˑ  ⁱ  ʷᵃⁿᵗ  ᵗᵒ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ᵃˡˡ  ᵒᶠ  ʸᵒᵘ  ʷʰᵒ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ˢᵗᵘᶜᵏ  ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ  ᵉᵛᵉⁿ  ʷʰᵉⁿ  ⁱ  ʷᵃˢⁿ'ᵗ  ʷʳⁱᵗⁱⁿᵍˑ  ⁱᵗ  ʰᵃˢ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ  ʰᵃᵈ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵐᵉ  ˡᵃᵗᵉˡʸ˒  ⁱ'ᵛᵉ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ  ᵈᵉᵖʳᵉˢˢⁱᵒⁿ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵍʳⁱᵉᶠ  ⁻  ʲᵘˢᵗ  ᵗʳʸⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗᵒ  ᵐᵃᵏᵉ  ˢᵉⁿˢᵉ  ᵒᶠ  ᵃ  ˡᵒᵗ  ��ᶠ  ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ  ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ  ᵒⁿ  ⁱⁿ  ᵐʸ  ʰᵉᵃᵈˑ  ᵇᵘᵗ  ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ  ⁱᵗ  ᵃˡˡ  ʸᵒᵘ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵃˡˡ  ˢᵗᵘᶜᵏ  ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈˑ  ᵗʰⁱˢ  ⁱˢⁿ'ᵗ  ᵗᵒ  ˢⁱⁿᵍˡᵉ  ᵃⁿʸᵒⁿᵉ  ᵒᵘᵗ  ˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᶠⁱᶜᵃˡˡʸ  ᵇᵘᵗ  ᵒⁿᵉ  ᵒᶠ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵐᵃⁱⁿ  ʳᵉᵃˢᵒⁿˢ  ⁱ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵉᵐᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿᵃˡ  ˢᵗʳᵉⁿᵍᵗʰ  ᵗᵒ  ᶜᵒᵐᵉ  ᵇᵃᶜᵏ  ⁱˢ  ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ  ᵒᶠ  @heircurse ;  ᵇᵉˢⁱᵈᵉˢ  ᵐʸ  ᵇᵉˢᵗ  ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ  ᵍⁱⁿᵍᵉʳ˒  ᵃˡʸˢˢᵃ  ʰᵃˢ  ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ᵗᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ  ᶜᵃʳᵉ  ᵒᶠ  ᵐʸ  ᵉᵐᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿᵃˡ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵐᵉⁿᵗᵃˡ  ˢᵗᵃᵗᵉˑ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵗᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ  ᶜᵃʳᵉ  ᵒᶠ  ᵐʸ  ᵐⁱⁿᵈ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ʰᵉᵃʳᵗˑ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵇʳⁱⁿᵍⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗᵒ  ˡⁱᶠᵉ  ⁽ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ  ᵃᵍᵃⁱⁿ ⁾  ᵐʸ  ᵇˡᵒᵍ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ʸᵒᵘʳ  ᵗᵃˡᵉⁿᵗ  ⁱⁿ  ᵉᵈⁱᵗⁱⁿᵍˑ  ᵃˡˢᵒˀ  ⁱ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᵇᵉᵉⁿ  ᵇʳᵃᵛᵉ  ⁽ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ  ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ  ᵃˡˡ  ˢᵒ  ᵗᵃˡᵉⁿᵗᵉᵈ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ⁱᵗ'ˢ  ˢᶜᵃʳʸ  ᶜᵒⁿⁿᵉᶜᵗⁱⁿᵍ ⁾  ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ  ᵗᵒ  ᶠᵒˡˡᵒʷ  ᵇᵃᶜᵏ  ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ  ʷʰᵒ  ʰᵃᵛᵉ  ᶠᵒˡˡᵒʷᵉᵈ  ᵐᵉˑ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵃˢ  ᵒᶠ  ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ  ⁿᵒʷ  ⁱ  ᶠᵉᵉˡ  ᵛᵉʳʸ  ʰᵃᵖᵖʸ  ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ  ᵗʰⁱˢˑ  ˢᵒ  ᶠᵃʳ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃˡˡ  ˢᵉᵉᵐ  ˢᵒ  ˡᵒᵛᵉˡʸ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᵍᵉⁿᵘⁱⁿᵉ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ⁱᵗ  ᵗʳᵘˡʸ  ᵉᵃˢᵉˢ  ᵐʸ  ᵐⁱⁿᵈ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ  ᵗᵒ  ᶠᵉᵉˡ  ᵗʰⁱˢ  ʷᵃʸ  ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ  ᵒᶠ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃˡˡˑ  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵗᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵗⁱᵐᵉ  ᵗᵒ  ᵍᵒ  ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ  ᵐʸ  ᵇˡᵒᵍ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᶠⁱⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ  ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ  ʷᵒʳᵗʰ  ᶠᵒˡˡᵒʷⁱⁿᵍˀ  ⁱ  ᵃᵖᵖʳᵉᶜⁱᵃᵗᵉ  ⁱᵗ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ⁱ  ˡᵒᵒᵏ  ᶠᵒʳʷᵃʳᵈ  ᵗᵒ  ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗⁱⁿᵍ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ᵃˡˡ  ᵒᶠ  ʸᵒᵘˑ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᵃⁿᵈ  ʸᵒᵘʳ  ᵐᵘˢᵉˢ  ᵃʳᵉ  ˢᵃᶠᵉ  ʰᵉʳᵉˑ  ⁱ  ˡᵒᵛᵉ  ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ  ʷʰᵒ  ⁱⁿᵗᵉʳᵃᶜᵗˢ  ʷⁱᵗʰ  ᵐᵉ˒  ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ  ʸᵒᵘ  ᶠᵒʳ  ᵐᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ  ᵐʸ  ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ  ʷᵉᵉᵏ  ᵒᶠᶠⁱᶜⁱᵃˡˡʸ  ᵇᵃᶜᵏ  ˢᵒ  ˡᵒᵛᵉˡʸˑ

[wickdcreatures]

was about to put in so much work to add a muse from a very specific fandom before i realized that fandom is nearly nonexistent here on tumblr rp..... both relieved that i didnt put in all that work and also DEVASTATED that the only one rp blog for the fandom is long sense abandoned....

[flamebearer]

would you still love Clive if he was a worm?

[witchnordemon]

@pacexlikexaxghost His arrival to this world, like all others, was preceded by a celestial event. Whether it was a comet passing by, a meteor shower, or maybe something large-scale like an eclipse this time, he wasn't ever there to witness it. One thing at the moment was certain though, he felt giddy about getting to explore this new world.

He had taken a moment to settle in, out of the ways of civilization, summoning Laika and letting her run around to get all her puppy zoomy energy out before placing her back into his backpack to nap. He snapped his fingers, taking on his human-like appearance at once. A brief moment of consideration later, and he reached back into his hammerspace bag and pulled out a packet of cosmic brownies to snack on before he got on his way; into the town he had found himself on the outskirts of. He somehow always forgot just how much energy it took to keep a mortal-like form even semi-functioning. How in the cosmos was he already a little tired?

Slinging their star-adorned bag over their shoulders, they began the trek into town to hopefully do a quick survey of the area. On the way, they had to remind themself, as always, that they weren't here to interact. Interacting with mortals more than strictly necessary was dangerous for both of their kinds. They were just here to observe. Just to observe.

[fangswbenefits]

People's hatred for Astarion is so funny, cause they read this and immediately started acting like this is an ✨️ Astarion Romance Patch/DLC ✨️. Just cause they didn't mention the other companions, it doesn't mean there won't be anything. The "and more!" isn't there for decoration.

[desiredrivcn]

y'all will see me at my worse the day we meet pantalone in snezhnaya. i will not apologise, i will be posting the same like 20 screenshots of him for months on end

[hogarsis]

my dash rn:

[curmoritor]

one for esra pls 🙏 if u would like 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

I hope I did this justice because I worry about mischaracterizing peoples characters, but I still think they would be super funny and also insanely insane all the time. They don't have many capabilities to be normal. but at least Esra is trying

[lausticzt-a]

I must sleep I was driving for over an hour to pick something up before and it got so late fast. But by sleep I mean I am going to mobile now for another hour or so, so I am finally getting to chatting again / plotting / all etc. ! Thank you everyone who is so patient with me. Feel free to come chat! If I pass out at some point during, I am sorry in advance.