#☣️toxy's yapping

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how i feel broadcasting things i wouldn't even dream of telling my therapist to my hundreds of followers

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yes hello i would like to buy one(1) attention please. i have no money but could you give me it anyway

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women. lesbians even

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why am i so energetic right now tf i can't stop walking back and forth across my house this is weird

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having depressed moots in different timezones on here is like turn based therapy

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*enters restaurant* omg why is everyone eating??

*enters gym* omg why is everybody exercising??

*enters hospital* omg why is everyone here sick??

..anyway that's how i imagine fashion jirais spend their daily lives

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ventposting at the same time as a mutual but you feel too shitty to comfort them atm so you just stare at their posts like "damn you too??"

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would you guys still love me if i was healthy and mentally stable??

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it's happening again aldhslfhsld why does this keep happening??

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novocainelobotomisemeteachmehowtothink

iknowwhatsinsideofyouitsalljustredandpink

hitmewithyourbladeandthenputmeundercovers

waituntilirotandthenexplainittomymother

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wheeeeeeeeyippeeeeeeealdhslfhslfhdlfhdldhdld

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me checking this dumb stupid idiot app everyday like there's a daily login bonus

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how tech companies feel after curing mental illness by banning any serious talk of it on their platform:

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"HOW TO SURVIVE A HELLO KITTY GIRL😱😱😱"

it's just another derogatory word for mentally ill / landmine / personality disorder atp. i don't like the internet sometimes

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we're all gonna be going through shit tomorrow huh?? (｡╯︵╰｡)

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shout out to jirais who struggle with hygiene and self care

who only brush their teeth once a day or less

who use 2-in-1 type products

who don't shower/bathe as much as they want

who miss days in their routines

who give up bc they're too tired

who only wash themselves with water

who feel embarrassed about not being as "clean" as others

who don't always want to eat or drink

who use minimal or no skincare products

who don't always brush their hair when they go out

hygiene≠morality. taking care of yourself is difficult when you're struggling, and your effort is seen and appreciated