#╰» 「 ✞ 」 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼. ┊ couldn't leave like that

[ripcrispyblonde]

Jess said no to the reaper because she was in a panic as she watched Sam nearly get himself burned up with her. She didn't know what’s going to happen but all she was thinking about was how hard Sam’s going to feel the guilt over her death and that he had no idea that it was Brady that had killed her. While she had seen firsthand that Dean would be there to protect Sam, but she didn't know him, so she couldn't fully trust him, especially after Sam was so secretive about his family. A part of her worried about them becoming alienated from each other with the fallout of her death because Dean had taken Sam out of town after all.

Sam and Jess's apartment building was almost completely burned up. With almost none of her possessions surviving the fire, her spirit attached instead to a necklace that Sam had gotten her for her birthday that year. She had accidentally left it at her parent's home last time she had visited them. Her father had meant to drive it out to her, but he hadn't gotten around to it. This left the ghost of Jess to silently watch her family learn of her death and start grieving as they planned her funeral in San Francisco.

The boys spent a week in Palo Alto after Jessica’s death. Her father went to Stanford in search of some of her artwork and if anything had been salvageable from the fire. He gave the necklace to Sam, with a tearful speech about how Jess would have wanted him to have it. He also let Sam know that he was there for him and offered him a place to stay if he needed it. Many of the people that had known Jess on campus had made the drive to San Francisco to attend her funeral.

After that, Jess realized that she was chained to the necklace, silently on the road alongside Sam and Dean. She tried to talk to Sam, move objects... anything to get him to notice her but she continued to fall short. Her frustration ebbed and flowed, but she never quite reached the point where her rage was enough for her presence to finally be seen. Desperately, she wished that she had simply went along with the reaper. There was no way for her to soothe Sam's guilt. She instead got to stay silently beside him firsthand, watching him grieve and feel guilt about her.

She was not always there to see the horrors of all of the monsters the brothers are initially chasing down as it is all dependent on whether Sam has the necklace on him or not. Notably, she was there for the Bloody Mary case, watching as Sam's guilt manifested in the mirror. She was not present for anything in the house in Lawrence, but she did hear Sam's confession that he had seen her death before it happened. Jess received some ghostly advice from some of the ghosts in the asylum in Rockford. This started her on the path of hopefully soon being able to get Sam to set her soul free before she toes the line of becoming vengeful in any capacity. 

It still was a long while before she could get herself to move anything or be seen by Sam. She was with Sam for the case with Cassie and the haunted painting. Horrified, she was left in the impala when the crash that eventually led to John's death happened. She was pretty upset to hear what John had said about Sam and tried like hell to make her presence known to comfort him, but again this was to no avail. She remained, watching some of the cases they worked until they met Madison.

Jessica did feel for the woman, but it was hard to be there watching Sam finally let himself move on past a little bit of a kiss. Luckily, she was able to move freely around the apartment and did not see their intimacy, but she did hear it. In the motel room after he killed Madison, Jessica was finally able to make her ghost visible... terrible timing. The pain that she was stuck watching and had been unable to help him with anything while he moved on from her had finally pushed her over the edge. Her first sentence to him was a tearful plea.

"Sam... I need your help."

sidebar about her reaction to watching Sam & certain characters:

Lori Sorenson - she’s jealous as hell, primarily because seeing Sam kiss someone else for the first time, no matter how brief really got her stomach churning especially because she’s right there with him and he has no idea. she’s also a bit more of a simple, reserved girl and jess wonders if that’s what he would have preferred in her.

Meg 1.0 first encounter - boy how do you not see that she’s weirdly attaching to you so early?? i don’t trust her?? how did she end up at the bus station with you and why was she so insistent on ‘come to california with me uwu’ like girl back up. at least he got his head on straight to stick to his guns about finding dean, despite her insistence. 

John - she doesn't know what to think. she's upset that he didn't show up when Dean was dying. Happy to see that he and Sam worked out some of their issues over John's mistakes. Angry as hell to hear that he told Dean to kill Sam if he became evil. He should know that Sam is not capable of that. If John had still been alive she might have become vengeful in that moment.

Sarah Blake - no dean she’s so hot and badass wtf and i’m right here. no, i’m not okay with it 

Ellen, Jo, & Ash - heart eyes, HEART EYES

Gordon Walker - come on boys just kill this motherfucker. seems like a monster to me.

[crispyblonde]

Jess said no to the reaper because she was in a panic as she watched Sam nearly get himself burned up with her. She didn’t know what’s going to happen, but all she could think about in those moments was how Sam’s going to destroy himself with guilt over her death and that he wasn't going to know that it had been Brady that killed her. While she had seen firsthand that Dean would be there to protect Sam, she didn’t know him. So she couldn’t fully trust him, especially after Sam was so secretive about his family. A part of her worried about them becoming alienated from each other with the fallout of her death because Dean had taken Sam out of town after all.

Sam and Jess’s apartment building was almost completely burned up. With almost none of her possessions surviving the fire, her spirit attached instead to a necklace that Sam had gotten her for her birthday that year. She had accidentally left it at her parent’s home last time she had visited them. Her father had meant to drive it out to her, but he hadn’t gotten around to it. This left the ghost of Jess to silently watch her family learn of her death and start grieving as they planned her funeral in San Francisco.

The boys spent a week in Palo Alto after Jessica’s death. Her father went to Stanford in search of some of her artwork and if anything had been salvageable from the fire. He gave the necklace to Sam, with a tearful speech about how Jess would have wanted him to have it. He also let Sam know that he was there for him any time he would ever need it and offered him a place to stay if he needed it. Many of the people that had known Jess on campus had made the drive to San Francisco to attend her funeral.

After that, Jess realized that she was chained to the necklace, silently on the road alongside Sam and Dean. She tried to talk to Sam, move objects… anything to get him to notice her but she continued to fall short. Her frustration ebbed and flowed, but she never quite reached the point where her rage was enough for her presence to finally be seen. Desperately, she wished that she had simply went along with the reaper. There was no way for her to soothe Sam’s guilt. She instead got to stay silently beside him firsthand, watching him grieve and wallow in his guilt.

She was not always there to see the horrors of all of the monsters the brothers are initially chasing down as it is all dependent on whether Sam has the necklace on him or not. Notably, she was there for the Bloody Mary case, watching as Sam’s guilt manifested in the mirror. She was not present for anything in the house in Lawrence, but she did hear Sam’s confession that he had seen her death before it happened. Jess received some ghostly advice from some of the ghosts in the asylum in Rockford. This started her on the path of soon (hopefully) being able to get Sam to set her soul free before she toes the line of becoming vengeful in any capacity. 

Months passed and she still couldn't get herself to move anything or be seen by Sam. She was with Sam for the case with Cassie Robinson and the haunted painting where he met Sarah Blake. Horrified, she was left in the impala when the crash that eventually led to John’s death happened. She was pretty upset to hear what John had said about Sam to Dean in his last moments at that hospital and tried like hell to make her presence known to comfort him, but again this was to no avail. She remained, watching some of the cases they worked until they met Madison.

Jessica did feel for the woman, but it was hard to be there watching Sam really let himself move on with another woman. Luckily, she was able to move freely around the apartment and did not see their intimacy, but she did hear it. In the motel room after he killed Madison, Jessica was finally able to make her ghost visible… terrible timing. The pain that she had been stuck watching and unable to help him with anything, but he moved on from her had finally pushed her over the edge. She hadn't helped him at all and she should have just went along with the reaper's insistence. Surely it had warned her of this exact outcome but she hadn't listened to a word it had said. Her first sentence to him was a tearful plea.

“Sam… I need your help.”

sidebar about her reaction to watching Sam & certain characters:

Lori Sorenson - she’s jealous as hell, primarily because seeing Sam kiss someone else for the first time, no matter how brief really got her stomach churning especially because she’s right there with him and he has no idea. she’s also a bit more of a simple, reserved girl and jess wonders if that’s what he would have preferred in her.

Meg 1.0 first encounter - boy how do you not see that she’s weirdly attaching to you so early?? i don’t trust her?? how did she end up at the bus station with you and why was she so insistent on ‘come to california with me uwu’ like girl back up. at least he got his head on straight to stick to his guns about finding dean, despite her insistence. 

John - she doesn’t know what to think. she’s upset that he didn’t show up when Dean was dying. Happy to see that he and Sam worked out some of their issues over John’s mistakes. Angry as hell to hear that he told Dean to kill Sam if he became evil. He should know that Sam is not capable of that. If John had still been alive she might have become vengeful in that moment.

Sarah Blake - no dean she’s so hot and badass wtf and i’m right here. no, i’m not okay with it 

Ellen, Jo, & Ash - heart eyes, HEART EYES

Gordon Walker - come on boys just kill this motherfucker. seems like a monster to me.

[letmedeleteitplz]

follows Jessica's journey through the first season and most of the second as a ghost

Jess said no to the reaper because she was in a panic as she watched Sam nearly get himself burned up with her. She didn’t know what’s going to happen but all she was thinking about was how hard Sam’s going to feel the guilt over her death and that he had no idea that it was Brady that had killed her. While she had seen firsthand that Dean would be there to protect Sam, but she didn’t know him, so she couldn’t fully trust him, especially after Sam was so secretive about his family. A part of her worried about them becoming alienated from each other with the fallout of her death because Dean had taken Sam out of town after all.

Sam and Jess’s apartment building was almost completely burned up. With almost none of her possessions surviving the fire, her spirit attached instead to a necklace that Sam had gotten her for her birthday that year. She had accidentally left it at her parent’s home last time she had visited them. Her father had meant to drive it out to her, but he hadn’t gotten around to it. This left the ghost of Jess to silently watch her family learn of her death and start grieving as they planned her funeral in San Francisco.

The boys spent a week in Palo Alto after Jessica’s death. Her father went to Stanford in search of some of her artwork and if anything had been salvageable from the fire. He gave the necklace to Sam, with a tearful speech about how Jess would have wanted him to have it. He also let Sam know that he was there for him and offered him a place to stay if he needed it. Many of the people that had known Jess on campus had made the drive to San Francisco to attend her funeral.

After that, Jess realized that she was chained to the necklace, silently on the road alongside Sam and Dean. She tried to talk to Sam, move objects… anything to get him to notice her but she continued to fall short. Her frustration ebbed and flowed, but she never quite reached the point where her rage was enough for her presence to finally be seen. Desperately, she wished that she had simply went along with the reaper. There was no way for her to soothe Sam’s guilt. She instead got to stay silently beside him firsthand, watching him grieve and feel guilt about her.

She was not always there to see the horrors of all of the monsters the brothers are initially chasing down as it is all dependent on whether Sam has the necklace on him or not. Notably, she was there for the Bloody Mary case, watching as Sam’s guilt manifested in the mirror. She was not present for anything in the house in Lawrence, but she did hear Sam’s confession that he had seen her death before it happened. Jess received some ghostly advice from some of the ghosts in the asylum in Rockford. This started her on the path of hopefully soon being able to get Sam to set her soul free before she toes the line of becoming vengeful in any capacity. 

It still was a long while before she could get herself to move anything or be seen by Sam. She was with Sam for the case with Cassie and the haunted painting. Horrified, she was left in the impala when the crash that eventually led to John’s death happened. She was pretty upset to hear what John had said about Sam and tried like hell to make her presence known to comfort him, but again this was to no avail. She remained, watching some of the cases they worked until they met Madison.

Jessica did feel for the woman, but it was hard to be there watching Sam finally let himself move on past a little bit of a kiss. Luckily, she was able to move freely around the apartment and did not see their intimacy, but she did hear it. In the motel room after he killed Madison, Jessica was finally able to make her ghost visible… terrible timing. The pain that she was stuck watching and had been unable to help him with anything while he moved on from her had finally pushed her over the edge. Her first sentence to him was a tearful plea.

“Sam… I need your help.”

sidebar about her reaction to watching Sam & certain characters:

Lori Sorenson - she’s jealous as hell, primarily because seeing Sam kiss someone else for the first time, no matter how brief really got her stomach churning especially because she’s right there with him and he has no idea. she’s also a bit more of a simple, reserved girl and jess wonders if that’s what he would have preferred in her.

Meg 1.0 first encounter - boy how do you not see that she’s weirdly attaching to you so early?? i don’t trust her?? how did she end up at the bus station with you and why was she so insistent on ‘come to california with me uwu’ like girl back up. at least he got his head on straight to stick to his guns about finding dean, despite her insistence. 

John - she doesn’t know what to think. she’s upset that he didn’t show up when Dean was dying. Happy to see that he and Sam worked out some of their issues over John’s mistakes. Angry as hell to hear that he told Dean to kill Sam if he became evil. He should know that Sam is not capable of that. If John had still been alive she might have become vengeful in that moment.

Sarah Blake - no dean she’s so hot and badass wtf and i’m right here. no, i’m not okay with it 

Ellen, Jo, & Ash - heart eyes, HEART EYES

Gordon Walker - come on boys just kill this motherfucker. seems like a monster to me.