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[fragiilex]

@miidnighters liked - this starter call - song: dear reader - t.aylor s.wift

"Darling, darling, please..." She murmured, taking a small step back from them as she tried to collect her thoughts. Lila was always good at physical intimacy, it came naturally to her, but emotional intimacy was completely different. Trying to open up to anyone was difficult and even with the words they were saying she felt her throat close at the thought of opening up. "You wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking..." She said quietly, head shaking. No one really knew her, not even them.

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She nods along with what he's saying but it's hard for her to pay attention and she finds herself focusing more on watching him talk instead of hearing him. "That's really cool... you must always smell like apples, huh?" She questions, giggling a bit at the thought. "Do you ever get naked people running around in here?" She asks, a small grin on her lips but the question is half genuine. "Like- Adam and Eve y'know?"

"Ah, it's fine, I'll find you." Or really, she probably couldn't go far enough to get really lost, and he knew the area well enough to go get her in any case. "We mostly do red apples here, similar to a Red Delicious but there's a set of trees that produce something closer to a Pink Lady." It's not 100% intentional that he doesn't tell her the name of their apples - recognisable enough that she'd probably know it from the grocery store. "It's some of the redder ones that are flowering about now, which is the stage sort of before we get fruit - though any blossoms that don't turn into fruit get harvested as well and collected by our neighbour who uses them in making face creams and stuff."

[fragiilex]

s.potify wrapped starter from @briillicnt number: 22 song: vacation eyes - j.onas b.rothers

She'd already had one and a half too many drinks for the night so it was slightly difficult for her to focus completely on her train of thought, let alone the words coming out of her mouth, but she was determined to get their attention. Lila walks over to them, standing just behind them, and slips her fingertips into their hand as it rests against their side, slowly pulling them away from the conversation and leaning over their shoulder to speak into their ear. "I just wanna reach out, treat you like a landslide-" She pauses, pulling their face closer and meeting their eyes, a small smirk rising on her lips as her eyes sparkle. "Doesn't matter where we make this love... it's that me and you, euphoria.."

[fragiilexa]

 @pxachscone

Her body sat bunched up into a heavy sweater that covered over her knees and down her legs, acting like a cocoon to hide her away from everything in the world. She wanted to dissapear, a not so easy feat for someone who stood out like a sore thumb with her pink hair. But she was quiet, which was a start. Her arms poking out only enough to grab the glass that was on the table and drinking some, trying to soothe the dryness in her throat and the headache she was quickly getting. She wasn’t good at the silent treatment, or being quiet; but to disappear you had to be silent, right?

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@heartsfirst liked - this starter call - song: bad idea right? - o.livia r.odrigo

Lila was at least four shots of vodka into the night in addition to half a screwdriver that someone had ordered for her. Almost all of the faces at this party were unfamiliar to Lila, typically she loved that. New people to talk to, new people to flirt with, new lips to kiss, it was all so exciting to her. Unfortunately, Lila was a creature of habit, and she found one of those habits talking to someone on the other side of the room. Her ex. Perfect. Before she even considered her next move, she had slipped through the crowd of partiers and made her way to them. Interrupting their conversation and pulling them just far enough away to whisper in their ear. " I know we're done. I know we're through... " She admits before her fingers grip onto the bottom of their shirt. "But, God when I look at you..."

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It came as a small surprise when Brooke didn't retaliate more, but Lila could feel herself relax when the other girl spoke. It wasn't every day she was able to de-escalate a fight. Normally she was the one to make it worse, to push people away or to break things off. But she cared for Brooke and even if she didn't truly believe that they would last she wanted them to. Lila nodded softly and she carefully pushed the blankets back enough so she could slide between the sheets with her. Lila's hand slid around Brooke's waist and her other hand reached to wipe away a tear that had slipped down her cheek. "I'm sorry..." She whispered with a small frown, placing a soft kiss on the woman's cheeks, and jaw. "I didn't mean to make you sad..."

Brooke sniffled, allowing her to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. Her eyes followed the girl, watching her settle beside her on the bed. She wanted to yell at her, she wanted to tell her off and kick her out and do all of the things. But she just couldn't. She nodded, reaching to grab her hand, fingers curling around hers, shakily.

"Okay," was all she could manage right now, blinking back tears, her bottom lip quivering. "Can we cuddle?" Brooke asked, voice soft and gentle, thick with sadness.

[fragiilex]

@loveisliquor liked - this starter call - song: growing sideways n.oah k.ahan

Lila's eyes didn't meet theirs as she started collecting a few empty bottles that had ended up on her end table, trying to drown out the frustrated words that the other spoke. She tossed the bottles into her bathroom trash. Why did they care that she was drinking? It was none of their business. "What do you want from me?" She bit back her anger as best she could, grabbing a few small shot-sized bottles and letting them fall into the trash. "It's better to die numb than to feel at all." She snapped.

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open to; anyone plot; enemies to lovers stuck in a winter storm over night? friends to lovers? one-night stand? situationship?

Lila's bare feet tip-toed down the cold wooden floor of the hallway, eyes heavy and head thumping with pain as she made her way into their kitchen, brown eyes barely half awake as she opened the fridge, the dim light spilling onto the kitchen floor and on her small frame as she searched for something to drink. Her gaze landed on some orange juice and she picked up the container about to turn on her heel to get a cup when she saw their body inches from hers. "Fuck," She said, the word sharp and quiet, almost annoyed. "-you scared me."

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open to: m/f/nb based on lyrics from: Must Have Been The Wind - Alec Benjamin

She was slightly annoyed in the beginning, sounds of scuffling feet and a few louder noises rang through her apartment walls, coming from the apartment above her. Normally she didn't hear much of anything from her neighbors, maybe a dog barking, or a kid screaming. The walls and floor were pretty thick and most things were blocked out. but not this time. She tugged her comforter father over her head and tried to ignore it but she flinched at the sound of glass shattering above her, sitting up in bed for a moment and sitting in silence as her stomach dropped. Her lips parted, listening now instead of trying to ignore the sounds, she heard muffled voices that were raised, one in particular she couldn't make out words but they sounded angry. The other... she could barely make out, almost... crying? Instinct kicked in and she slipped out of her bed and pulled her robe and slippers on, walking up a flight of stairs and reaching the overhead neighbor's door. She gave a light knock in hopes that she might interrupt whatever was going on.

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✧»»———— When Blaire spoke Lila's eyes flicked over to her date, back to Blaire, and then once more over to her blonde-haired date as her teeth sank down into her bottom lip, realizing just how close they looked to one another. " I mean... I can see some similarities... " She muses, watching as her date shuffled across the bar to the bathroom, leaving the two women alone. " But you have a much better ass... " A glint of amusement sparkled in her eyes.

*      open   ,   anyone   .

                   ❝   .   .   .   your   new   girl   is   my   clone   .   ❞

[fragiilex]

open to: m/f/nb

" Tell me what you H A T E about me - whatever it is I'm s o r r y... "

[fragiilex]

open to: f/m/nb

The flavor of sweat and alcohol was in the air. She should not have been here; it was a breeding ground for her demons, a calling card for relapses, and for some reason every single date she had ever gone on always suggested bars. She could have told them no. They probably would have understood, but that wasn't really a good date conversation starter. Her therapist would have advised against this. But maybe somewhere inside her that little demon still waited for her to screw up again.. and maybe she wanted to. Maybe she wasn't strong enough yet.  “Can I just get a water, please?” The request broke her, she much rather would have had a screwdriver, or five.

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open to: m/f plot: lila is lonely and goes to see an ex/friend/situationship

Lila fidgeted around with her keys and shoved them into her purse as she walked over to their door. It was late and she should not have come. At least not unannounced, but she was lonely. It was exhausting for her to sit in an empty house knowing that there could be other options. Her knuckles tapped at the door, letting out a small breath in the cooler air. Maybe she should not have come to see them. Not with their past history, but-- "- Hey, can I come in?"

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" I think about jumping... o f f of very tall somethings- " She paused. " Just to see you come running.. and see the one thing I've been wanting... -but no. "

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✧»»———— " Am I supposed to... c a r e ? " She scrunched her nose up and kept her eyes on the melting glass. All that remained of her third drink of the night. " I am not in the caring mood, particularly... not tonight, sorry. " She said bluntly.

[fragiilex]

OPEN to --- f/m/nb (strangers/friends/ex/partner, she would say this to anyone)

✧»»———— " Fancy seeing you here... " Lila said, voice almost as bitter as the wind that whipped around her. She sunk onto the concrete steps of the bar, each of its neon flashing lights flickering momentarily and then shutting off. Leaving them with only a few streetlamps that sat dim and yellow and lined the road. Not the nicest place for a woman to be. But she was drunk and a bit stoned, so why should she care? " Are you here to murder me? Cause if so... " She paused, tugging a small tazer out of her purse, which probably held no more battery anymore, and had rhinestones falling off of it. " I will definitely poke you with this in not-nice places, or nice places if you're kinky like that."