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yourstrulyaiko · 2 years ago

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o𓆩♡𓆪; MY HAPPY ENDING PT.5 | HEADCANON 𓆩♡𓆪

╰┈➤ featuring; boku no hero academia! drummer! bakugou katsuki! x lead singer! fem! reader

જ about; Heartbreaks. Aches. Dreams shattered. You feel like there was no bridging between you and your goal as an artist. Especially since the bridge that connected you that was your ex-boyfriend, Shindo, who you met at club. Now, that you’re separated. You thought, that was it. No more. Well, you thought wrong.

જ contents and warning; profanity cause bakugou is on it, asshole bakugou, cigarettes, smoking, angst, drummer bakugou, band au, fluff, romance, drama, paparazzi, cheating, break ups, toxic relationships, getting physical (the bad kind) and many more that I have definitely missed.

જ author's note; I actually have a lots and lots of chapter about band au which needs to be revised and re-written. unedited.

First therapy sessions are nerve-wracking.

You were really fucking anxious ironic ngl ahaha.

And you have to go there regularly at this therapy office cause you know

mental health. mental health is free unfortunately.

Apparently tho you have to go to the same damn therapist office as Bakugou.

Imagine your shock when you see him there. Bakugou at the therapist office.

“Oi!” He barks, “The fuck do you think are you doing here?”

The audacity of this man.

“Well, what the fuck do you think I’m here for? A tea party?” You scoff.

You don't want to entertain this man so you just ignore his angered 'HUH?!' Frankly, you're already stressed and you don't want to pile onto it.

Bakugou grumbled and stamps his way to the seat opposite yours.

Thank fuck.

You don't him sitting next to you.

As the time clicks away. Both you and Bakugou are both beginning to feel anxious.

You're drumming your fingers on the plastic chairs you're sitting on and his leg bouncing up and down.

The shaking is making a jiggling noise of his keys from his pocket.

It's making you feel even more nervous.

"Stop that." You hiss.

"You fucking cut it off. That shit is annoying." Bakugou barks back.

"Like you're not the loud one, dip shit."

You're defo making it worse. You could just stay quiet but your mother has said you were born without a zip on your mouth.

Thankfully, your therapist comes out.

"Well, you two are getting along well." Nemura laughs, "Sorry, to cut the sexual tension short, Bakugou. I'm going to need (Last name) with me now."

Angry. You get up and take your ass into her office and sit yourself on the a chair.

Not gonna lie, it feels so uncomfortable the thought of sharing your problems with a stranger for them to pick apart.

You didn't even hear ask how you are. You just stared at your hands on your lap,

Then, Nemura ask again.

"(Last name)." She finally gets your attention, "How are you?"

"Wel... I mean... I'm here so, I'm not okay."

Nemura laughs.

"Darling. People don't just come to therapy just cause they have a problem. They come here for a good mental health in general."

You stay quiet for a while. You're appreciative that she's patient with your answer.

You tell her, you're not because you can't get over your boyfriend.

There's still nights that you would still sob yourself to sleep. It's been reoccurring.

You left out the part where he's choked you out before.

She doesn't have to know that, right?

After all, Shindo didn't mean it. He just wants the best for both you.

He's always pushing you to the best of your abilities.

Nemura drops a question that makes you uncomfortable

"Do you still call him?"

You clench your jaw.

Don't lie. Your brain screams

"No."

She can sense that you're lying. But she doesn't press things on,

You'll open up eventually.

"Why do you think you still cling onto him?"

You reach your neck and scratching it.

A sign of a soothing behaviour

"I don't know... Maybe cause he loves me and I love him."

Now, she turns the table back to you, "How so?"

Nemura wants you to clarify. Especially when she caught the word 'maybe'

A sign of uncertainty.

It makes you stop on your tracks.

How so?

How does Shindo show he loves you?

You're sure he loves but how does he show it?

"He... He says sorry after he..."

What?

Hurts you.

Nemura looks you encouraging to say it. Admit it.

But, you're so ashamed.

So humiliated.

"After we argue."

"After an argument, you and your romantic partner are supposed to sit down, communicate and comprimise. That is what a partner is supposed to do."

Supposed to.

You're speechless. You can't form words together.

What are you supposed to say?

This is what you thought love was? This is the impression you have.

You chew the inside of your cheek trying to dissociate yourself from the conversation.

Wiping your hands from the fabric of your sweatpants.

You swallow the ball forming in your throat trying to hold back your tears.

"Not all forms of love is great. Not all is healthy. Some will tell you this is the right way. It happens. Sometimes walking away is the best form of love." Nemura says.

"What if you give it your all? You're happy. Everything is great. They have everything they want at home. Why do people still walk away?"

You're crying at this point.

You don't understand anything at all.

"Because temptation is everywhere and selfishness is still human. But, that is up to the person to fall for it and stray from the path or keep going the path home."

It hurts your chest. It's hard to breath.

It feels like someone is keeping your head underwater and won't let you up

You still don't understand. More like you refuse to understand.

Selfishness is not human.

How can it be?

You slowly emerge out the door and shutting it behind you.

You forgot that Bakugou was sat there.

You're a whole ass mess. You have tears still streaming down your face.

You're staring off blankly before making your way out of the place.

You don't acknowledge the blonde at all.

He's looking at you. He doesn't say anything.

You leave.

Slowly, more tears began to drip.

You use the sleeves of your hoodie to wipe away the tears but more began to flow.

Then you began to break down and rack in hysterical sobs.

It's painful.

Nemura's words echoed in your head, "Sometimes, we're taught to receive the love we think we deserve."

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darling-dummy-blogs · 3 years ago

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Character Profile

Meet Cassandra Monet

♡Married Name: Cassandra Rose Li

♡Nicknames: Cassie, Cass, My Love (Victor), Sweetheart (Victor), Darling (Victor), Dummy (Victor), Ma Chérie (Victor), Mon Amour (Victor), Baby Girl (Victor), Mommy (Isabella), Mom (Isabella), Big Sis (Liam & Gabriella), Sissy (Liam & Gabriella), Dearest (Aunt Amelia)

♡Gender: Female

♡Pronouns: She/Her/Hers

♡Birthday: July 20th ♡Zodiac Sign: Cancer ♋

♡Age: 25

♡Height: 5’6

♡Evol: ??? (Yet to be decided…)

♡Personality:

Cassandra is a sweet and loveable young woman who can be the bright ball of sunshine you need. She always is sweet and caring towards everyone she interacts with. If you were to grow close to her, she’d take on a rather nurturing/mother hen role in the friendship/relationship and would treat you to anything and everything you need with no questions asked regardless of if you are older than her or not. She would be the type of person to put you before herself and would do anything to make you smile/happy. She’s understanding and honest about her feelings, especially when it comes to expressing them. Careful though, she can be rather sensitive due to past experiences/trauma she’s gone through and is definitely very in touch with her emotions. She’s the type of friend to be by your side no matter what it is and will not leave unless you tell her to. She can be an encouraging and interactive person in social situations, however due to past trauma this may be hard at times. (Also because of this she also grew rather shy and had a lot of self-doubt in herself over time.) Especially when it comes to those who try to force themselves onto her/into her life. She is a hard worker, can be very compassionate and takes pride in what she does. No matter what, this girl will be your friend till the end of time.

♡Looks:

Cassandra is a beautiful girl (at least to those who love her); she has long flowy dark brown hair that is usually straight however depending on the situation she’d curl it to give it some waves, she has bright cerulean ocean blue eyes that often have a hint of a sparkle wherever she is fascinated by something or is happy being with someone she loves. If she is saddened, they become dull in color. She has pale skin, soft round cheeks (that everyone just seems to love to squish) and small yet plump lips. She has the figure of an hourglass however she is on the thick side when it comes to her thighs, breasts, and ass if we were to talk in detail. She has no beauty marks, at least not that she is aware of having or have yet to discover. Her usual style for outfits can be considered casual; she usually can be seen wearing summer dresses/floral dresses, skirts with cute blouses, paired with flats, heels (typically 4-inch ones) or wedges. Depending on the weather; if cold, she can be seen wearing leggings and skinny jeans as well as a pair of converses as well as lots and lots of different types of sweaters (fuzzy, knitted, lace, zip ups or hoodies). (Typically all her clothing is usually a variety of colors but mainly between pastels and light colors) When dressing up for a formal occasion she goes all out and can look absolutely stunning. (typically the color she does look best in is red… I wonder why.) Make up wise; she doesn’t wear a lot nor feels the need to wear it. However if she feels like she needs it she will apply light makeup that consists of eyeliner, mascara, and foundation with a small touch of lip gloss to her lips. However she usually goes without makeup. She prefers to show her natural beauty as she is slowly gaining back the confidence in herself she once had.

♡Family Members + History Background:

Mother: Arianna Kate Monet (Deceased, 35)

Mother's Maiden Name: Adrianna Kate Collins

Father: Henry Monet Jr. (Deceased, 38)

Younger Brother: Liam Alexander Monet (20)

Younger Sister: Gabriella Claire Monet (20)

Aunt: Amelia Monet (48)

♡Offspring:

First Born Child;

Name: Isabella Mae Li

Nicknames: Isa, Bella, Bell, Mae, Mon Amour, Baby Girl, Sweetie, Sweetheart.

Age: 4 years old.

Evol: Time Control

Relation: Daughter of Cassandra & Victor Li

Second Born Child;

Name: Zachariah Charlie Li

(Name credit goes to @times-muse-immemorial 💕)

Nicknames: (Yet to be determined…)

Age: Newborn Infant

Evol: ???

Relation: Son of Cassandra & Victor Li

♡Nationality/Ethnicity:

Cassandra is part French and part American. Her mother, Arianna grew up in America while her father, Henry grew up in France. However they met and fell in love in a small city outside of Loveland. Her father taught her French personally growing up before he passed away. Due to Cassandra being a quick learner, she grew to become fluent in both the French and English language. She can read, write and speak French but usually resorts to English and prefers it more now. Her French Accent tends to come out whenever she gets angry, is upset/hurt, or whenever she talks to (French) associates through business.

♡School Experience & Job Experience (Before Loveland):

Her father, Henry and her Aunt, Amelia co-owned an established business and since it became funded by LFG, after her parents passing, her aunt taught Cassandra all she needed to know about the family business and that’s how Cassandra grew to take business classes and get a degree in business once she hit high school and college. She was able to go to the best schools due to her aunt being able to afford it from business profits. Her Aunt did offer her to take over and become the CEO of the company however Cassie politely declined and opted to work separately from their family business. She had a few minor jobs to support her financially before she moved to Loveland.

♡Life Backstory:

Cassandra lived with her parents and younger siblings in a rather small city outside of Loveland City for the majority of her childhood. Her childhood was considered modern and her family were considered to be upper middle class. Her family wasn’t rich by any means, but her father did have a very well established business (which she found out was being funded by LFG) and had a relatively good relationship with her parents and younger siblings. However after a tragic car accident, her parents passed away when she was 10 years old. (Her twin siblings would be approx. 5 years old) Because of that, she and her siblings were taken under their aunt's custody which she then became their primary caretaker for their teenage years. However, due to how busy of a woman their aunt was, Cassie took care of her siblings whenever their Aunt couldn't. She helped her with everything, even when her siblings grew up and were preparing for college. Cassie finally moves out at the age of 23. She moves to Loveland to start anew and ends up living in an apartment complex where she ends up finding a job at Miracle Company as an assistant manager to Mia.

♡Relationships:

♡Status with Victor Li: Significant Other/ Love of Her Life.

*Co-workers, best friends, lovers , married couple.

History: Cassie's relationship with Victor started off rather professional than personal. They were strictly co-workers as she worked under him through her boss, Mia; she started her job at Miracle Company a few months after Miracle Finder was gaining their boost from their final episode. She made good friends with her boss and had learned about Victor through Mia who often talked her ear off about him at times. (Back then she assumed that Mia had feelings for him–not the case AT ALL) She was cautious and a little careful around him when she first met him at a charity/gala event. However, after having a conversation or two, the two surprisingly got along. Was definitely a little awkward; she was still cautious of him and he was still a bit closed off. But they became good friends as time progressed. Shortly after that event, they get to know one another and spend more time with each other outside of work; Cassie soon develops feelings for him. However, she didn't think he felt the same way. (Unbeknownst to her that he did in fact feel the same way) (She really thought that he’d have feelings for Mia) Which made her try to stray away from him for a little while. He noticed her odd behavior and how she was avoiding him. Soon he realizes of his own growing feelings for her and decides to tell her by asking her on a (ironically starry night) date at his house.* He tells her how he feels and she tells him how she feels. From then on, they were together for about 2 years before getting engaged on their third year anniversary. A year later they were happily married and had welcomed their first born child; Isabella Mae Li into the world the next.

*Will eventually post a story on how they became a couple!

♡Status with Lucien Xu: Good Friends, Old Neighbor.

History: Cassie's relationship with Lucien started off just as acquaintances. Her boss, Mia had her meet him through work as he was just a guest on Miracle Finder. The two hit it off pretty well, however at first she was a little cautious of him due to how flirtatious and mysterious he seemed but over time as she grew a relatively good friendship with him, she began to question him less and less and stopped being cautious around him. Surprise surprise, he (and Mia) was also her neighbor(s) when she lived in the same apartment complex before she moved in with Victor.

♡Status with Gavin Bai: Close Friends, Big Brother/Little Sister Relationship

History: Cassie's relationship with Gavin started as the two being complete strangers. However one day when she was with Mia, at Mia's favorite restaurant having lunch and discussing their recent show. Gavin had come into the restaurant and had spotted Mia to which she then introduced Cassie to him and although it was awkward because of how closed off Gavin was at the time. He was still polite and shortly after getting to know her more, he was more relaxed around her. Cassie also picked up on his little high school crush that he has for Mia and loves to tease him about it every chance she gets. (He also loves to tease her about her crush Victor- this, of course was before they confessed to one another) They now have a best friend bond and honestly act like a brother and sister at times to each other.

♡Status with Kiro Zhou: Friends

History: Cassie's relationship with Kiro started off as acquaintances like with Lucien. However when Mia introduced her to him during a time when he was a guest appearance on Miracle Finder, the two hit it off very well. After that, the two get to know each other more and from there out the two become close friends.

♡Status with Shaw Bai-Ling: Friends, Little Brother/Big Sister Relationship

History: Like with Gavin, the two start off as strangers. Mia told her about Shaw but they never met. However she had often seen him hanging around Mia and had introduced himself to Cassie when Mia had invited her and him to hang out outside of work. Of course she was a little wary of him but after learning more about him, they got along pretty well. He'd try to flirt with her but she always laughed it off and teased him as she knew he was much younger than her. After also finding out that Shaw and Gavin were indeed brothers, she treated him like a little brother (which never changed to begin with)

♡Status with Mia (MC): Co-worker(Boss/Employee), Old Neighbor, Best Friends.

History: Cassie's relationship with Mia starts off as Co-workers as she had recently applied for a job at Mia's company: Miracle Company. The two got along great and became best of friends through work and outside of work as time went on. Mia was the first to know of Cassie's crush on Victor and she had even tried to encourage her to try to confess. However with how shy she was back then she always refused. So she definitely got a few teases from her. When she found out that they were also neighbors, they definitely had spent time at each other’s apartments for sleepovers and hangouts when the week wasn’t as crazy busy as it usually is. Over time though, they have a very strong friendship.

♡Status with Cole (@times-muse-immemorial ’s OC): Best Friends, Sister-In-Law

History: Cassie's relationship with Cole starts off as strangers. (WIP.. Will add more detail later!♡)

♡Multiple Universes:

♡Universe 1: Cassie and Victor

Summary: In this universe, it mainly focuses on Cassandra and Victor’s relationship, which has been built on trust, friendship, respect, love, and intimacy. This universe goes into detail of how their relationship came to be what it is now and how their relationship has blossomed into a true form of love.

Details of their relationships (past):

Cassandra’s Past Relationship:

Ex-Boyfriend: Andrew Lewis (25 now, met at 16.)

Details of Relationship: Cassie and Andrew met in high school and were together all the way from high school and throughout college. They were high school sweethearts and were a pretty popular couple amongst their school. However while it seemed like a perfect relationship on the outside; their relationship was much different behind the scenes... (WIP..Will add more detail later!)

Victor's Past Relationship:

Ex-Girlfriend: (WIP.. Will add more detail later!)

Details of Relationship: (WIP.. Will add more detail later!)

♡ Universe 2: Cassie Before Loveland

Summary: (WIP.. Will add more detail later!)

Details: (WIP.. Will add more detail later!)

♡ Universe 3: Cassie and Victor + Cole (←Victor’s Younger Sister)

Summary: (WIP.. Will add more detail later!)

Details(present): (WIP.. Will add more detail later!)

♡Works Cassie is Featured In:

... (WIP.. Will add links later!)

Author's Note: So I decided to post this seeing as I think it was time to shine some light onto my character Cassandra! She has become more prominent in my blog and I'd love to share with you all who she is and what she does in the MLQC Universe(s)! Keep in mind that some information is still under works and will be added over time as I continue to write and grow her character! But I hope you all enjoy learning about her! ❤

Special thanks to @times-muse-immemorial for helping me add more to Cassandra"s character by creating a new universe in which allows Cassandra and her character, Cole to interact! It has been a blast and I cannot wait to add more to their universe! 💕

#mlqc #mlqc fanfic #mlqc victor #mr love queen's choice #mlqc li zeyan #victor mlqc #mr love victor #oc creation #cassiewrites

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