#“you're cementing yourself as a nonfunctional alcoholic. Bc you set rules for yourself and now you're breaking them”
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oh no 😦 the alcohol cravings 😦
sitting here like a pathetic pos, tears in my eyes, trying to decide if my last $30 is worth spending on a bottle o new amsterdam or not
FUCK bro I know it's not smart, I was going to spend it on like eggs and bread at the grocery store tomorrow. But. Fucking hell its so tempting.
I FEEL like I NEED it. And I know that's the head gremlins talking but theyre sooooooo loud
Having a mental breakdown rn
#I keep telling myself like; "if you do this.#“you're cementing yourself as a nonfunctional alcoholic. Bc you set rules for yourself and now you're breaking them”#and FUCK I keep thinking ab that day my therapist labelled me after watching me spiral too far into addiction#Its like stuck in my brain forever it's a core memory and it feels like a stab in the gut Everytime I think ab it#I can't bro. I can't let myself 😭 but the cravings... I literally cannot describe how bad it can get
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