#“they could just be concealing dislike or hatred bc that's the socially acceptable thing to do” ← the devil talking
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i don't knowww if i dreamt a specific thing can we play the cctv footage back to find out what happened the other night
#this is why you shouldn't get sloshed..#it would be just like me y'know and i say when in doubt you should go with dream/not real#but also when you've got that dawg in you (lonely little love dog)#it's like.#there are two ways to deal (actually probably three; avoid‚ surrender‚ overcompensate)#and sometimes i notice that. things that make sense and definitely did happen get obscured in my mind‚ or i understand them#differently later. like the literal experience gets further and further away and i go. “ah they don't really like me/didn't really have fun#“they could just be concealing dislike or hatred bc that's the socially acceptable thing to do” ← the devil talking#because it's hard to remember good things‚ y'know? or believe in them and integrate them#so i try to look out for that or not give in so much or whatever.. but i wouldn't want to go too far in the opposite direction and#become presumptuous. just cause i want it so bad#you know.. so.#anything could've happened as far as i'm concerned it's impossible to tell#kata.txt
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