#|| Crendessa's HCs ||

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Headcanons -- ...with Butters

From my perspective, I feel that she would have a strong bond with Butters and see him as a treasured friend.

He is Sweet. Good-natured. Meek. Innocent. Sensitive. Effeminate. Idealistic. Precocious. A bit socially awkward. Even apologizing for things that aren't even his fault. It is because of these traits that he is regularly humiliated, harassed, bullied, manipulated, and exploited by damn near everyone — especially Cartman — in addition to being the only child of his two Abusive Parents, Stephen and Linda. And yet, Butters can still grow a spine and stand up for himself at the most unexpected of moments. There have been times where he would deliver voice of reason, even when people thought he was far too naive to be taken seriously to begin with.

In a world known for idiotic sociopaths, Butters is probably the most endearingly nice boy among them, helping and saving the people he cares for and even people who hate him and want him to suffer. This is also the same boy who sunk an ocean liner with a golf ball, burned down the school gym, became a professional pimp, led a Mexican revolution, recreated Imaginationland from scratch, verbally (and rightfully) torn his abusive grandmother a new asshole, punched his father in the balls, and got revenge on Cartman. As eccentric as he is, He is not afraid to unleash his darkside when pushed hard enough; he hardened himself over time, becoming more opinionated and bolder. Butters normally doesn't hold any hard feelings towards anyone, including his parents who treat him poorly and even his grandmother who terrorizes him.

He remains an idealist -- who should be commended for remaining so -- after the world tries its hardest to give him reasons not to be. And yes, he's done a lot of screwed up things. (It's South Park -- who hasn't?)

Crendessa would be drawn to him by this fact, from his aura alone. With what she experiences and endures in silence, she feels that she would not only learn a lot from him, but she would become his silent protectorate against those who would dare harm him. Whenever he's grounded for any reason, she would do whatever it takes to make it easier for him while he's locked away in his room, resorting to her magic if need be. She would confide in him for nearly everything and practically be inseparable from him. He would be probably the only person that knows her real name. In turn, she would be one of the handfuls (if less) people to call him by his actual first name, or Leo for short.

However, when he is Professor Chaos, she would not have it in her to be his enemy nor work with him, even after figuring out his identity from the jump by reading his aura. Whether Crendessa is in her civilian form or heroine form, she would remain neutral to sides for this very reason. She'd rather remain in her civilian form and try to talk him down from his 'evil antics', although her involvement with him in any form would be a problem.

Either way, Crendessa would do whatever it takes to be by him, and have him in her life.

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Harry Potter AU?

|| Ah... Hmm, well, okay then. So, I recently watched one of the Harry Potter movies last week, because I knew literally jack shit about it, lol (I’ve already forgotten half the shit that happened in the movie, ahah). BUT, after doing some research online here and there, these are my answers. Under Read More because of length. ||

send me an au and i’ll give you 5+ headcanons about it

1. Ravenclaw. It’s befitting for my witty, astronomer child. Crendessa revolves her life around studying astrology and the cosmos, and yearns to harness the very energy of the stars at any given moment. She would excel in holy/light magic, alchemy, and healing magic, and would store rare books in her dorm that’s only found in her family house that she would often carry with her at all times to study and practice the mystic arts. She’d try her damnest to be an Archmage of Light, like her ancestor Aurelia.

2. Crendessa would specialize in rare talismans and runes that would help in spell casting, and she wouldn’t mind giving some students special connections to her resources, as long as they are on good terms with her and dedicated to their work; whether it be tomes, crafting recipes, or staves, she can put in a good word to give fellow students some magical artifacts from the Hazelrink House.

3. Don’t even speak to her if you’re a Slytherin. They’re all just a bunch of jackasses to her. Just like in all the other AUs, Crenny ain’t got time for the “Asshole Game”, for she has enough on her plate with studying and work; the martial arts is still there! If you want her attention for any reason, you need to make nice or you’re a ghost to her...and I don’t mean the ghosts you can speak to around the school, either! She is a loner and keeps to herself, and often spends time around Hogwarts doing her own thing to keep herself occupied, and she doesn’t have time for the petty. She’s gotta keep up her mysterious persona somehow.

4. Pureblood? Who cares? It doesn’t matter, because she’s not human. Yes, even in THIS AU, full of all the mystical creatures, warlocks, witches and whatnot, she’s still her seraphim self (I could NOT bring myself to make her human in this, I’m sorry). She would come from the Hazelrink House, a family of seraphims who lives among the humans and ‘purebloods’, as they put it. And seraphims are masters at light/holy magic. However, since her family is very secretive as it is, she uses magic to keep this fact hidden at all costs by concealing her power so she can blend in easily with the other students. She has to put up the charade by using the wand she herself crafted (Betelgeuse Wand) because seraphims don’t need them to use magic.

5. During her freetime, Crendessa spends her time outside in the fields, and reads about Summoning, Mythical Creatures, and her personal favorites, Anthropology and Reanimating. Crendessa would have an odd fixation on werewolves and would learn how their transformation works (If anyone can call it ‘odd’ anymore, given her history with canines), and secretly wishes to summon one through dark magic to learn more of it on a more ‘physical’ level. She would practice Reanimating on small objects, such as dead flowers and critters. She would often use her magic (or the old fashion way by hand) to make various foods and desserts to share with her peers since she loves culinary.

Extra HC: She’s still thicc under that robe -- It just hides it good enough to dissuade attention. However, bending over will outline the shape of her ass something fierce. And Cren would lowkey use a flying broom to perform pole dancing moves on it in midair if the chance strikes.

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Headcanons - Conflicts with Religion and Oneself

Crendessa could be referred to by a few names; Witch. Castor. Psychic. Demon. Angel. Healer...

Yes, she performs witchcraft. Yes, she can cast a myriad of spells that could even alter the weather. Yes, she is most definitely a psychic, due to her Ancient Greek lineage. And yes, she enjoys using her healing powers to help others. However, she is neither demon, nor angel...but she is definitely not completely human.

In the end, Crendessa has no idea what she truly is, other than being the current holder of the Silver Star Crystal, a powerful relic used to protect during a crisis.

In spite of this, however, Crendessa was raised to be a devout Christian girl, and she is a strong believer in God who prays regularly and goes to church as often as possible. She was taught to be good and kind to others -- to treat those how she would want to be treated. She was raised to be a proper young girl and told that her first kiss is something that is just as sacred as her own virginity, which should be taken only on her wedding night. And she takes these lessons to heart. But she fears that there's a 'special place' for someone like herself, for even someone like her can be tempted to darkness; what she does is often considered a sin against God. Witchcraft and magic have always been frowned upon for many centuries. But even then, she uses her powers for good and to help others. Even at her most mischievous, although rare, her powers are never for malicious means.

This is what often keeps her up at night half the time -- wondering who she is, and what she is meant to do, or if she will get into heaven in the first place because of what she is. The girl wonders if God even listens to her in the first place when she prays on some nights. Crendessa wonders if she is just a freak pretending to be a normal person in the human world. She has no one to relate to, and no one to understand her position. She can't open up to others about her situation out of fear of making someone run off or think she is crazy, and so, she endures her heavy thoughts in silence.

All she can do...is pray.

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Headcanons -- '-core' Aesthetics [& Overall Fashion Taste]

Fairy Grunge. Witchcore. Cottagecore. Astralcore. Forestcore. Softcore. Gothcore and Pastelcore on the side.

Being raised in a home within the forests of Monaco's seaside village, seeing the stars every night, and being in touch with the supernatural, influenced the way Crendessa dresses. Earth tones are her go-tos; deep muddy browns (or khakis), maroon reds, moss greens, charred black oaks, dark stone greys, with the occasional ivory (or white), baby blues (or deep blues), lavenders (or deep purple), and pinks. Mind you, Crendessa is not a total Goth at heart, as she is still a Christian girl, despite what she is. But that does not stop her from having beautifully black manicured nails and wear crucifix jewelry. She often tries her best not to dress too close like a hippy or a complete Goth, and she would often mix up the core-styles sometimes. Little symbol motifs you would see on her person are little things such as mushrooms, butterflies, eyes, leaves, crosses, stars, and certain flowers.

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Crendessa's clothing style, by default, is comfortable and relaxed, and loves to dress in layers: oversized sweaters, coats, shawls, cardigans, and sweater dresses. Long, flowy maxi skirts, ballerina flats & ankle boots (NOT the grunge boots), pantyhose/stockings & leggings. She prefers to keep herself mostly covered, because she's embarrassed by her body, doesn't want to reveal the tattooed scar on her inner thigh, and she's an overall humble girl. It's rare to see her wear a simple t-shirt, fitted jeans, sneakers, short dress, and miniskirt. Regardless of how she dresses, Despite being part of a well-off family, she's not such a fashionista or glamour girl, as she prefers to be natural as much as possible...but that doesn't mean she's incapable of dressing up lavishly, if need be, for special occasions. The only time she somewhat breaks her clothing code is during the summer and Autumn, where she tends to wear less layers.

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Crendessa almost always wears her hair pinned up, and her hair is very long. She always cuts her hair short at the start of every Summer, and she would sometimes sell it for money. It's rather common for her to tell people that her hair color is natural, not dyed. Sometime her hair can be slightly unkempt, as if she were playing outside. When her hair is down, it is always straight, silky and smooth, and it is often a sight to behold because of how ethereal it looks.

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Headcanons -- Culinary & Baking 🍰🥘

Being raised in a big military family on a private farm and ranch resort meant that little Cren had access to lot of skills passed on to her by many relatives as means of getting by in life when it's time to be on her own. Cooking and baking are one of them. Her paternal grandmother, Sugar, is in charge of the food and pantry in their Alaskan residence and the head chef of the family that makes sure that her loved ones are properly fed. Sugar taught nearly everyone to cook; her own children and grandchildren, Cren included. However, out of all the grandchildren, Crendessa was one of the few that truly enjoyed cooking and baking, along with the other skills and hobbies she picked up along the way. Due to her devotion and love for cooking, Sugar always had Cren assist her in the kitchen to learn the ropes -- from learning how to properly cut vegetables, fruit, and meat, deep frying in a skillet, and carefully making icing from scratch. They truly bonded this way.

Cren had been working a stove and oven as young as 7 years old and practiced as often as possible while growing up under her family's supervision, and it became a passion enough for her to want to open a bakery in the future when the time came. It's also because of this passion that Crendessa's culinary skills are far beyond those of someone her current age; due to the love that she has for her family and friends' well-being, her healing properties extends to the food she makes [Will be discussed in a future post]. Currently, she is learning to make food art (the butterfly cake, for example).

Crendessa's food will always be organic and natural; if she's not growing her food in the backyard, she's getting the ingredients from Whole Foods or Sprouts. There's hardly a limit to what she'd make; be it hamburgers, pizza, or ramen. She's still extending her knowledge to making different cultures of cuisines. Her favorite, surprisingly, is fried foods (chicken, specifically) and chocolate cake, along with Tres Leches.

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Headcanons -- Writing & Drawing

𓂃🖊 Crendessa has many hobbies that she loves (I will make separate posts of them in parts); two of them in particular is poetry and creative writing. It puts her mind at ease to write her feelings down on paper, and she has a few journals filled with them. As a reserved woman of a few words, she writes down a lot, always having her juices flowing. She often forgets her surroundings when she's deep into it.

𓂃🖊 On the topic of writing, she also enjoys writing songs/lyrics and making music. Just like her poetry, her journals are filled with those as well. She has a band in Alaska called Kings of Power [topic for another day], and she has used her lyrics for the band a few times, with great success. So far, she has written a little more than 10 songs with lyrics, with most of them being instrumentals.

𓂃🖊 Cren is also...somewhat of an artist. While she excels more in carving and sculpting [topic for another day], she is good at drawing certain smaller things; eyes, stars, butterflies, small critters, music notes, acorns, certain plants and flowers are a staple for her, and they are also in her journal as well. She'll always draw things in relation to what she likes.

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Crystal Hearts [Prologue]

Four Crystal Hearts. So powerful. Yet so fragile...

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#OutofStars -- Hello everyone. This is my first upload. But I can say this now, that I don't know how long this will last. I'm already seeing this as a trial run. I have work and life constantly kicking me in the ass, among other things. I haven't done fanfiction in so long. It took more than a week just to write this prologue, with getting the grammar under control, constantly checking for errors and whatnot, and writing more eloquently/formal this way really takes a lot out of me since it requires more brain juices and effort that I don't normally have. So going forward, I will keep the writing style simpler, unless it truly calls for the formal style again. To anyone who reads it, please tell me what you think of it, and thank you for taking the time to read it in the first place.

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