#{;headcanon}

[zangyo]

[Sometimes I like to think that because Nanami wears those sunglasses / goggle things a lot, that when he, for whatever reason, has to take them off around the younger sorcerers they just kind of stare at him blankly for a bit trying to let it settle that he's the same person due to them ever rarely catching him without it.]

[ardenssolis]

In his h.sr verse, Ozy is that kind of person that you will never expect in certain places. You'll see him somewhere completely normal like a space station, and then the next thing you know, he's somewhere that he shouldn't really be because how in the world did he get there? One would wonder how he manages to move through most places with such ease, but if asked, he will just state that he's good at sneaking around -- as to be expected of a researcher of his incredible (his totally non-bias opinion) caliber.

[wastheheart]

Headcanon;

Once Esme heals her sexual trauma, she starts to realise just how big a sex drive she has. It has to be with someone she trusts completely, but she is very open to sexual exploration. There's very little she won't try and will try anything once.

[guhamun]

[Jianyu having to learn that people giving you flowers does not always mean that they're wanting to court you kjfdhskfdss. Kids give flowers all the time, but it's cute and endearing and it's understood as just a sweet gift. Teens / adults giving flowers, however, often meant that they were interested in you romantically with it being a rather lowkey way to say they'd like to pursue something more serious without outright saying such. Then he left home and everyone gave flowers all the time for 5435345 reasons. You broke your leg? Flowers. You graduated from some magic school or some university? Flowers.]

[quccninchains]

the morning after her wedding night to king viserys, queen alicent awoke alone in the great bed—the quilt pulled to her chin to hide herself—to see the eyes of her maids waiting to take the sheets and present them to the small council, and her father

there was no good morrow kiss, no whispered words of endearment—she was expected to face her mortification with all the grace of a queen and that is exactly what she did

[murderreign]

@bloodtwin: i think puck should count, personally. thats his friend :)

In that case, I shall answer for Puck as well since I am already being enabled in my ramblings!

I feel like Serkan has a very complicated view of Puck, especially depending on where they are in the story.

At the beginning I feel like they're pretty friendly, both are suffering from the same things so I can see Serkan naturally sort of gravitating towards him.

Things become a bit more strained however, when Puck obviously doesn't want to hurt anyone and tries to resist which leads to mixed results. Serkan, on the other hand, realizes that he doesn't have blackouts or feel horrible half the time if he just... goes through with the urges when they happen.

I can imagine them having occasional arguments over this that never go anywhere.

Serkan doesn't hate Puck though, but definitely still tries to bring him over to the 'darkside'. I do wonder if some of it is out of a twisted sense of concern. Embracing the urges makes him feel better, so it'd probably make Puck feel better too!

There's also the matter of y'know, he likes Puck. He views them as birds of a feather, and he wants Puck to like him, and he does try to do things for him that might not always be... well received. Motions to the dwarf meat.

I feel like things get a bit more complicated towards act 2 and even more so in 3.

Mainly Serkans continued gung-ho attitude about the urges and wanting to kill Isobel and how Puck probably does not want that to happen.

Also he'd want to kill the Nightsong too.

Then skip to act 3 and they both find out they're bhaalspawn and Puck was Bhaals chosen before, aka the first choice. I almost feel like this would immediately make Serkan more distant to Puck and it would be like... palpable.

Serkan would then start almost viewing him as competition and I weirdly think it would make him double down? Regardless of what interest Puck showed in it.

I know we talked before about their dynamic pre-tadpole briefly, about how Serkan would be fine letting Puck be the chosen, because he figures he can always wait for the chance to take him out later.

Well post-tadpole Serkan... well, now is the perfect chance to be the favorite. To steal that title for himself. Even without memories, I think he'd still be pretty gripped by the obsession.

I'm sorry but I could absolutely see him letting Puck be the one to duel Orin for her Netherstone, only to try and fight him immediately after thinking she weakened him enough, only to still get curb stomped by Puck.

[sangcreole]

it's not sunday yet but I just need everyone to know that Louis doesn't spit or swallow, but does a third secret thing (discretely wipes his tongue on a towel or in the sheets like a fucking weirdo)

[deathinfeathers]

//If Lute really likes you and you somehow end up dying she is very likely to try to salvage your corpse and keep it/eat it/do unspeakable things to it for however long it takes you to rot away into dirt and bones.

[sixwingedmercy]

This is how my Emily looks as I don't really like her Canon angel design. She had wings covering her eyes which also is sort of a symbolism as she is hidden from the true nature of things. And of course more eyes. Hated the one on her chest and decided to replace it with two on the back of her hands. Technically she has three pairs of wings but I couldn't draw it lol

[apurekindness]

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍?

𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒: being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒: tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑: furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑: wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

𝐄𝐗𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: constantly yawning. blurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine.” shaking so bad they spill their drink. falling asleep in their clothes. laying their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

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[ancicntforged]

“📂“ Ruby

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Ruby's got a fluffy red tail.

[ardenssolis]

Ozy is that muse you would think is easy to ship romantically because he can be flirtacious and he's very extroverted / grandiose and loud 99% of the time, but in actuality, he is very difficult to even get your foot in the door with to that extent. A lot of his behaviors are true to himself, yes, but sometimes they are just amped up to a degree that is almost akin to a performance. As a king he is on a constant stage, and as a result, he acts in a way that one would expect from a king who has dubbed himself 'King of Kings'. However, what one wants to get from him, is when he's not like this. When Ozy is being much more honest, his behaviors also reflect this as well. He's much more solemn / distant than one might realize.

[wastheheart]

So, Esme being immortal means she witnessed—and continues to witness—wins for women, but with it comes a fresh wave of grief.

She thinks of her human friends, of those in unfortunate positions such as herself, and she can't help the pang of wishing they were here to see the rights women enjoy now. The pang of guilt that comes in being able to witness the fruits of her friends' efforts and the efforts thereafter.

It may seem almost exhausting how much I bring up Esme's human life, but it continues to impact her to this very day. Her human experiences and her identity are innately tied with her identity as a vampire and the ever shifting identity of womanhood.

Never in her human mind's wildest dreams did she think she'd see the advancement of women's rights. Experiencing them first hand is nothing more than bittersweet, especially when knowing that the rights and access to support women have now could have lessened the pain, agony, and trauma should they have been accessible to her human self, then.

[guhamun]

[Jianyu's dog, Khasar, is often a bit wary around people he doesn't know well. This is primarily simply due to the nature of the breed as guard dogs and that wariness being normal to them for working reasons, but also, he tends to take a lot of cues from Jianyu himself. If his master is suspicious of someone, wary, or merely tolerates them, then Khasar will reflect that in his own behaviors as he is quite observant and intelligent. However, because he is observant, chances are if you're a decent person, give him treats, and call him a good boy then he will definitely like you in time.]

[quccninchains]

what about aegon? does she hate aegon? :0

{☾} ...

{☾} all jokes aside, no she doesn't hate aegon. her relationship is a little more complicated with her firstborn than the others. aegon was the first boy to live and so everyone just kind of forgot about her existence as his mother. she didn't really get a chance to love and nurture him the way she did with her other children.

she loves him, but he also does things that makes it hard for her to like him all the time.