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#{ Now I won't say that Dickson ever loved Janus because he certainly didn't. He actually grew to hate her. }
chronosbled · 2 years
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Sulfur on your breath. Granite in my chest. You will never have to talk about it. You never want to talk about it.
Fury too damn late. Reason dislocates. Soon you'll never have to talk about it, You never want to talk about it.
I was more than just a body in your passenger seat. You were more that just somebody I was destined to meet. I see you go half blind when you're looking at me, But I am.
Between the second hand smoke and the glass on the street, You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave. You say you want me but you know I'm not what you need, But I am.
When you sit there, Acting like you know me. Acting like you only brought me in to get below me. Never mind the death threats. Parting at the door. We'd rather be six feet under than be lonely.
If you had a problem, Then you should have told me. Before you started getting all aggressive and controlling. You only drink the water, When you think it's holy.
So keep an eye on the road or we will both be here forever!
I was more than just a body in your passenger seat. You were more that just somebody I was destined to meet. I see you go half blind when you're looking at me, But I am.
Between the second hand smoke and the glass on the street, You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave. You say you want me but you know I'm not what you need, But I am.
I was more than just a body in your passenger seat. You were more that just somebody I was destined to meet. I see you go half blind when you're looking at me, But I am.
Between the second hand smoke and the glass on the street, You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave. You say you want me but you know I'm not what you need, But I am.
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