#^^ the ost's one of my favs too. 'and love you shall find' it's so beautiful 馃馃徏
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yh the sorrow of werlyt's one of my favs fr :^)
#馃寵.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#cont. of previous tags#rex is my fav from the auri kids hdaflkjsdflk :^) wahh. pain when you think they're not much older than me too#i accidentally got rid of one of my tags but i forgot what i wrote i'm sad. but yh#oh. it hurts bcs i wld do the same as the auri. 'you would give your lives for a future you may not live to see...'#'he still loves you' & the stuff w saving n loss i'll cry. n the 'i know now why they call you 'hero''#^^ i cld ramble so much on that too n how.. a hero does what they 'have to' right? drk is so special to me bcs of. yeah#they touch on that aspect w the wol. n the self-love n forgiveness means so much to me n then. there's#haurchefant my beloved knight :c 'a knight lives to serve to aid those in need' goddamn imy ilysm#terncliff is really lovely. i rmb heading there in the night n the fountain n the stars n the sight was. really so lovely#n the ocean over the yonder.. terncliff's one of my fav places in the whole game hehe. it's so serene n lovely#^^ the ost's one of my favs too. 'and love you shall find' it's so beautiful 馃馃徏#'the price of freedom' HDLKAFJSDLF THERE'S A REASON WHY CC N ZACK'S MY FAV TOO 馃槶馃槶#ngl this is kinda embarrassing but aot influenced a lot when i was rlly young. yk w the no regrets n the birds n the freedom stuff#n i rlly liked the underground stuff a lot hdlfkajsdfl but those were. rather embarrassing times. so that's all. T_T#listening to the ost rn it's really so good. so so soooo good#[]'s letter 馃ス girl ily you're so me#'this is my burden to bear and I shall bear it alone' 馃ス馃ス馃ス馃ス馃ス馃馃徏馃馃徏馃馃徏馃馃徏馃馃徏 you don't have to do it alone though#when there are people who really do want to help. n may even be more capable to help you see or do what you may not at the time.#it's so twisted what valens did i rmb crying sm fr :^)#'[] gave their lives... so others may live without fear' 馃ズ#valens can't even remember the names of the kids he tortured. yeah. the way they did the whole story tugged at my heartstrings.#but the parallel with 'I do not deny the blood spilled at my behest. Nor will I run from my past.#That is why I fight. To prevent the wrongs I committed from being repeated.' 馃ス馃馃徏#hdlfasjdfalkd T_T 'i will see your dreams fulfilled' oh my god ffxiv fr w the 'for those we have lost & for those we can yet save'#'i am proud to call myself your son' no sorry rex alfonse was my fav in the story yes T_T#'No matter how hard he tries to make amends / the children he lost are gone forever.' yeah.#'I can see how heavily the burden weighs on him just as it does on me. In truth it never gets any lighter.#We can only hope to grow strong enough to bear it.' yeah. Yeah.
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the sorrow of werlyt. hmmm
#馃寵.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#that. storyline makes me feel so much#not only is the ost sooo goddamn good w the ruby emerald n diamond weapons but hdflaksdjfas terncliff !!!! 'and love you shall find'#the story. deals with. familial love. n there's#goddamn. the story makes me so. angry in a way? the antag there is so.. so fucking twisted.#like. he's just downright evil. one of the only charas in ffxiv that i actually hate.#like w the other antags they have other stuff w them that make me find them as a fictional character yk interesting n all but#valens. that guy. i just hate him.#the story is so sad 馃ス馃馃徏 it's just so.. twisted on so many levels n. goddamn it just fills me up with so many emotions. one of my favs#hdkjaflsd it's pretty heavy :c the survivor's guilt n taking steps forward. pains of the past mhm.#n ah redemption arc too of one of the other charas. i appreciate that. he knows what he did is wrong n#nothing would ever change that but yk. i'm happy he moves forward to being a better person.#ah yeah there's also stuff w purpose n yeah n. it's just. the story's really meaningful.#hope. n protecting those we love.#ffxiv rlly strengthened me as a person honestly n really helped me be more self-aware i think. no hmm. a better way to put it is#yk yeah having it by my side helped me. help i can't write but yeah it's in my head n i find peace in. yk.#hdfalksjdfl it's not Because of ffxiv that i'm like this ? like it's not the sole reason it just helped me n#it's just. very. connected on different levels. my words can't do the thought justice though.#for simplicity's sake i'll just say one thing i meant to say bcs i have to continue working on that script sob#drk as a tank. n i guess being an older twin. protecting others.. yeah. so. the sorrow of werlyt really resonates with me#the. sacrifices they make though just rlly make me sad. that sort of loss is just so bitter even though it contributes to the future.#bcs. yk if things were different if we were all just better if society was better then yk those sacrifices wldn't have been made#in the first place. but.. such is the way of life i suppose. but i'll continue to try n try n make things better as much as i can#fuck if it's naive. there's no harm in at least doing my best n hoping right?#that one aymeric quote yeah; 'even if it is folly to hope then i am content to remain a fool' or smth along those lines.#i love him. aymeric my bro fr. i'd rather be a fool than be someone who didn't even try.#the sorrow of werlyt has stuff like that too n the way they tell the story just.. it's so. :c to me. T_T#sobbing 'we will forever be by your side' & the price to pay for freedom huh. reminds me of zack too i love him so much#'you know I'm not the sort to do things by halves.' you suck ily & the 'forgive me' 馃槶馃槶
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i love ffxiv so much fr
#馃寵.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#generally i feel very deeply n that's both a good n bad thing#usually i don't really have opportunities to be idk as open or unrestrained abt it as i would be (in regards to affection)#i love fiction.. i forgot the word but yk it helps like. yk let it out healthily bcs i'm also rlly just a creative person at heart#WHY IS WEIGHT OF THE WORLD INSTRUMENTAL PLAYING IN MY HOUSE HAHA WHY R ALL THE LIGHTS OFF WTF#AGHHHHH I'M SHY OH MY GOD FUCK WAIT WHEN IT COMES TO ANY SORT OF LIL STUFF LIKE THIS W ANYONE AT ALL#MY FRIEND PLACED A MESSAGE IN OUR MESSAGE BOOK 馃ズ#this was.. oh my god last month 18th i haven't placed ffxiv much at all recently that i've only noticed now#THATS SO CUTE MWAHH i love my friends vv much 馃槶馃馃徏 ok but wait hermes OH NO I WAS GNA RAMBLE ABOUT HIM AGAIN ^^#AGHH I CANT CONCENTRATE WHY IS WEIGHT OF THE WORLD PLAYING..... IM CHANGING IT THIS IS TOO EMOTIONAL????#i love the songs i placed in the orchestrion so much#i might edit it sometime bcs uh 'from the heavens' is too. idk too strong for the rest of the songs i think#1) neath dark waters; 2) your answer; 3) and love you shall find - i love this so goddamn much btw fuck terncliff; 4) from the heavens 馃拃;#5) voice of no return (guitar) - my fav automata ost; 6) pilgrimage; 7) kaine (final fantasy main theme version) - too ethereal oh my god;#8) radiance!!!!#tbf actually 'your answer' & 'radiance' r battle themes too. along w 'from the heavens' though i'd say they're all rather elegent in a way#i rlly want to put 'apocalypsis noctis' somewhere.. i don't listen to it too often nowadays but it'll always be one of my favs.#& i rlly wna put 'dragonsong' :<< that song is v special to me with heavensward n all. the lyrics r so romantic n beautiful#'he who continues the attack' is so fucking good. i have lovely memories w apollo with the 'the measure of [] reach' songs hehe#'fragments of forever'!! under the stars w alisaie 馃 oh my god i Need to put 'shadowbringers' n 'tomorrow and tomorrow' somewhere :((#'a fierce air forceth' & 'a fine air forbiddeth' from my favorite frontlines map. apollo n i always got so many kills n were rlly good ehe#'vamo'alla flamenco' dnc's one of my fav classes n. i love ffix. 'bedlam's brink'.. iconic emet-selch my man. 'the heavens' ward' GRRRR#it's so epic though! 'wind on the plains' n rlly just the other bozja n zadnor related stuff. sm memories. it means a lot to me#'tomorrow and tomorrow - reprise'.. cried the first time it played with alphy in around eulmore. 'dangerous words'; god i love shb#'the queen awakens' i love delubrum reginae so fucking much. n then 'endwalker - footfalls' & 'flow'.. oh fuck .#AGHH THE OTHER NIER SONGS TOO :(( N THE RAIDS. EDEN'S PROMISE AAAAA FUCK FUCK I MISS RAIDING SO MUCH#'hic svnt leones'.. the memories 馃拃 n the aglaia osts hehe I DONT HAVE. SCREAM FROM PANDAEMONIUM N IN THE BALANCE#THERE'S TOO MUCH SONGS IM EVEN ONLY LOOKING THROUGH THE ROLLS I HAVE HOLY SHIT#shiva n tsukuyomi n endwalker n the auspices n the primals n all the dungeons n the tribes n city states n EVERYTHING FUCK
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