#^ reasons why I'm like 99% sure that I'm schizotypal
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another day, another complete stranger asking to be friends with me on websites (not tumblr)
the urge to delete everything and keep all my accounts everywhere all empty and private. there's nothing I hate more than people who ask complete strangers to be friends with them, you've never seen me before, you've never interacted with me before, you know nothing about me, and yet you want to be friends with me? no I don't think so, you don't, you're looking for friends but you don't want to be friends with ME because you don't know anything about me. the internet is not any different from real life in this sense, you naturally build relationships with people by continuously interacting them more frequently and more closely over time, until you become friends naturally without ever having to ask "do you want to be friends?" like a robot. i already emptied my rateyourmusic account, no profile picture, no username, no country, no comment section, because annoying losers kept bugging me like this. do I have to use "DONT TALK TO ME LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT WANT FRIENDS" as my username everywhere? god...
#^ reasons why I'm like 99% sure that I'm schizotypal#because i have no social life and almost no friends#but it's not an issue of me not knowing how to be social or other ppl disliking me#(even if both of those are also true LOL)#the actual issue is that I just dislike ppl#Idc about the ppl that exist around me never cared never will#ive never felt anything towards anybody#everyone always pisses me off everyone always tires me everyone is always distant from me#and yet I also whine about being alone and yearn for relationships... make it make sense#I'm insane there's no other way around it
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