#[daeris ; hc]

[pseudofaux]

Do you have open requests? I would love to hear MC from SLBP who would want child but instead get herself a puppy. How would lords react?

Hello! My requests are closed, but I’ll be opening them for a follower celebration soon!

My answer for everyone except Saizo is: he’d get her a baby. 😇

Okay, okay, okay, a couple quick ones, this is too cute. I’m helpless against puppies.

Nobunaga: Low-key pleased at the idea... until he finds out she hasn’t named the puppy after him in any way. Then he sulks with the aim of getting her to change the name, then when THAT doesn’t work, shamelessly sneaks the dog pieces of castella until it loves him best. Equally shamelessly, refers to this as strategizing.

Inuchiyo: Sighs But Legally Can Deny Her Nothing™️, tries to teach Mamechiyo to be a good big puppy sibling as an example. 100% lets the puppy sleep with them when MC gives him... puppy dog eyes (man down!). He grumbles about Mamechiyo also sleeping with them, but then wakes up with his whole family in a snuggly nest of bedding the next morning and feels very, very domestic and blessed. Has to try hard not to smile all day. Thinks about asking if she wants to get their son a puppy, one day.

Shingen: “A pup, heh? I don’t keep you busy enough? Alright.” Has Kansuke procure chewy things. Likes watching MC train the puppy. Doesn’t bribe the dog at all and it loves him best anyway.

[nxtherold]

          Something I think about a lot? How Daeris committed an act of mercy by helping Naryu fake Veya Releth’s death and sending her away to Summerset to start a new life, but while in Summerset, Veya is recruited by Nocturnal and is indirectly responsible for the death of the love of Daeris’s life. 

          And while she kills Veya, all Daeris can think about is how it was her own fault and that she should have just let Veya be executed in Morrowind. The fact that she protected and enabled the person who would lead to Darien’s death, someone who would have otherwise not been in that position without her interference, will haunt Daeris for the rest of her life.

[nad-zeta]

Headcanon of Mc and her beloved little pet

hello, I love your writing!. Reading texts from you helps me a lot! Could you please write hcs or stories for Mitsunari and Mitsuhide with MC who has a little dog Yukiko whom she loves like a child? The doggie would be well behaved but timid and MC would be very protective over it and give it a lot of her attention

Hey there love! Thank you so much for your kind words @nairil-daeris ! I’m so glad I was able to brighten your day in someway or another, makes me so happy! I am only to happy to write an HC including my two fav Mitsus!<3 

 lol side note i wrote this in second person cause it feels more personal that way ^_^. Also to all those who submitted match ups.... i am going to move house tomorrow so i most likely wont get to writing them until the weekend! Thanx so much for your patiences guys❤! Also please stay safe during this time of chaos <3 Hope u guys enjoy my 3rd attempt at writing an HC😂🙈

 Mitsunari

Your birthday was coming up, and Mitsunari was trying to figure out the best gift to get you. He knew you were slightly jealous of the fact that all the warlords had a pet to love and care for, and you didn’t. You’ve also wanted a little pet to play and snuggle with when Mitsunari was off to war. You know, to keep you company.

Mitsunari had made up his mind to get you your own little pet. He and Kitty hit the markets to find the perfect companion to expand you, little family. Honestly, Mitsunari couldn’t find what he was looking for and started walking back to his manor, feeling a little discouraged. When all of a sudden, kitty jumped out of his arms and ran straight onto someone’s property. Mitsunari looked down in horror when he saw a sweet little black dog chained to a post, starving. Mitsunari looked at kitty and said, “It looks like you’ve found us the perfect addition to our family kitty.” Mitsunari cut the pup free, picked up the two animals, and walked back home with the biggest grin on his face.

He cleaned the little dog up and waited for you to come home. He was positively buzzing with excitement and anticipation. When he heard your footsteps, he quickly placed the doggo in a big box and called you over to come and open your birthday present. You opened the box and instantly lost your heart. You proceeded to very dramatically lift the pup out of the box, and Lion King style lifted her up into the air over your head while loudly singing “Nants ingonyama bagithi baba, Sithi uhm ingonyama” *into to lion king’s circle of life song*. You then proclaimed her name to be Yukiko.

You treated this sweet little dog like a princess. You would bath and groom her and place the cutest little bows in her hair. You would spend hours with her in your lap, stroking her soft fur while you read. Everywhere you went, little Yukiko followed. You even learned from Masamune how to make special dog food just for her.

You were extremely overprotective of your timid little dog and would scold anyone who dare come too close to her. Once day little Yukiko tracked some mud into the castle hallway while looking for you and unfortunate bumped into Hideyoshi. Hideyoshi was not impressed; in a slightly raised tone, he was about to scold the dog when suddenly she yelled and ran away with her tail between her legs. Needless to say, you gave Hideyoshi an earful for scaring your little pup.

Mitsunari wasn’t a jealous lover, but he did miss having your undivided attention. It wasn’t until he saw you playing with Yukiko laughing without a care in the world while she licked your face, that he started to feel a little neglected. That night his sweet lil angel hugged you tight while Yukiko was out playing on the grass and asked you if you still loved him.

You were super confused! Of course, you still loved him, you never stopped. 

You looked up at him and started peppering his face with small kisses until that bright, radiant smile that you love was back on his face. Since then, you made sure to snuggle and cuddle with Mitsunari just as much as Yukiko.

Mitsuhide

The two of you were enjoying a pleasant stroll in the market. Suddenly out of nowhere, there was a downpour. The two of you ran hand in hand to take cover in the nearest teahouse to wait out the storm. All of a sudden, Mitsuhide stopped and narrowed his eyes to look down one of the alleyways. You looked up at him in confusion, while straining your ears to figure out what could have made him stop so abruptly in such a big storm. He started walking down the alleyway to get a closer look, and that’s when you saw her. A pitch-black poodle shivering under a makeshift shelter. Mitsuhide picked up the little creature by the scruff of its neck and gave it a look over. You looked at Mitsuhide and squeezed his hand while pleading with your eyes to keep the little pup. Who was he to say no to his sweet little mouse? He cradled the little doggo in his arm and continued on his route with you to find shelter from the rest of the storm.

By the time the three of you got home, you were absolutely drenched. After a warm bath and a change of clothes, you now sat in front of Mitsuhide, while he dried your hair. Sitting in front of you was the little pup whose hair you were busy drying. “so little mouse, whatever shall the new addition to our family’s name be.” You looked back at him, gave him the most dazzling smile, while proudly proclaiming, “her name is to be Yukiko, cause I have a feeling she is going to bring tons of happiness into our lives.” He smiled back at you and thought about how he loved seeing you so excited and happy. He kissed your nose and continued to dry your hair.

That night as you were about to drift off to sleep, you heard a little cry. You looked over at Mitsuhide, who was fast asleep and smiled to yourself. You then got up and walk towards the direction of the sound. You opened the door and saw your little pup. You smiled at your new baby and at the fit she was throwing because she wanted to be in the same room as her two new parents. You picked her up and sat down in the corner of the room, not wanting to disturb Mitsuhide’s sleep. You then started nuzzled into Yukiko’s silky soft fur and cuddled with her until you fell asleep. Mitsu woke abruptly and started reaching out for you, only to discover you were missing from his side. He began to panic when he felt how cold your side of the bed was. He narrowed his eyes and looked around the darkroom. He spotted his lovely little mouse and sweet little Yukiko sitting dead still in the corner of the room. As he approached you, he noticed you were slumped over and fast asleep. Yukiko gave him her best puppy dog eyes as if to ask, “please don’t put me in the other room again.” Mitsuhide looked at your face and saw a small smile, most likely from having the pup snuggled in your arms, he could never deny his beloved any request sleeping or awake. Mitsu just smiles at the pup and pet her head. He kissed you on the forehead, nose, and then cheek. He picked the pair of you up and tucked you back into the futon.

Yukiko became like your child. You doted like crazy on this sweet pup. Teaching her all sorts of little tricks like delivering the warlords mail or even playing dead to mess with Ieyasu. You couldn’t help but feel the need to protect your timid baby from all the scary things in the world. Speaking of scary things, cue Mitsuhide entering the room. You would tug on Mitsuhide’s ear and scold him for continually trying to scare your timid pup. He found it so amusing how the smallest sound would send the pipsqueak running for the hills. Definitely worth the hour-long lecture he received from you.

It’s been a week since you and Mitsuhide had adopted Yukiko, and gosh Mitsuhide was starting to get jealous. You spent all your time with the little dog, and TBH he started feeling a bit neglected. Not to mention the fact that you were super overprotected of her. You wouldn’t even let him pat her anymore as punishment for teasing her so much in the past.

So Mitsuhide devised a plan, each day, he would give the pup extreme amounts of love and attention. He must admit he truly loved the little dog almost as much as you did. It was finally time to play out his plan to win back his little mouse’s attention. He low key wanted you to feel how it felt to be ignored and be second best when it came to cuddles.

 He told you how he felt like the dog had taken all your love and affection and that he was starting to feel a lil neglected. All while having the sweetest little blush on his face. Before you could even say a thing, he continued in saying that the two of you were now going to play a game to see who the dog loved most.

 If the dog came to him first, he would win and, you would have to tone it down on the over-protectiveness AND give him back all your attention. If the dog ran to you first, you would win, and he would admit he was wrong and adapt to this new lifestyle. 

You knew you had this contest in the bag but made a mental note regardless of Mitsuhide’s feelings. You knew this silly game was just a way for him to be honest with you about how he felt. Yukiko was then placed in the center of the room while Mitsuhide moved the opposite side. 3….2….1… GO. Both of you called out to Yukiko in your most enthusiastic voices. You couldn’t help but chuckle a little, at Mitsu’s unusually high-pitched voice trying to catch Yukiko’s attention.

At the end of this little game, you both had lost! Yukiko decided to choose Chimaki, Mitsuhide’s little fox. Yukiko ignored the both of you, walked over to where the fox was resting on the futon and joined him. The both of you looked up at the other and smile in defeat. You two couldn’t help but look and cooed over how sweet the two pets looked snuggled up together.

Mitsu couldn’t help but think at that moment, that the two pets represented you two. One pure white as snow and the other black as the night, a yin to a yang. At the end of the day, you came to a compromise, and now you would sit between Mitu’s legs with his chin resting on your shoulder. His arms would be snaked tight around your waist. He would then occasionally kiss your neck, shoulder, or cheek in these cuddles as a sign of his appreciation and affection. You couldn’t be happier in the arms of the man you loved so dearly while having your two precious children sleeping in your lap. You would just sit there while stoking the two pets and bask in the pure love and happiness of your little family.

[atrabclla]

[ this headcanon meme | still accepting ]

@chantlight​​ said: hc + emotions?

Cut for length bc I was really feeling this and it got long.

          I’m gonna break this up into tl;dr sections to hopefully make the read easier because I got super inspired and rambled about several different things, but they all center around Daeris and her emotions / emotional health.

          Daeris is desensitized, but not a stone-cold assassin.

          Daeris's biggest failing as an assassin is her inability to kill off her emotions. She was trained from early childhood by her caretakers in the Dark Brotherhood to be a perfect weapon in both body and mind, but while she found success in the former, the latter was a failure. Daeris feels emotions intensely. She wishes she could be the perfect machine that everyone wants her to be, but no matter how hard she tries, she cannot do so. Not completely. 

          This unhealthy mindset forced upon her has only made her emotional turmoil worse. Daeris is, with the exception of her conscience, the perfect assassin. At a young age, she became desensitized to death and the act of killing. She has learned how to put her emotions aside for as long as she needs to get the job done, but being desensitized to her own actions as she does the deed doesn’t mean that she does not feel the emotional consequences later on. And oh boy, does she. It’s even worse because she was taught that she shouldn’t have remorse and that it was a sign of weakness, so she never learned how to express it or cope with it in a healthy manner.

          Daeris’s relationship with her own emotions is extremely unhealthy.

          There is a pent-up hurricane of emotions within her that she does not know how to release. It manifests in night terrors, depression, self-loathing, insomnia, and other PTSD-like symptoms that she does not understand. She’s developed a hypersexual, pleasure and adrenaline-seeking lifestyle as an unhealthy coping mechanism in response because she cannot make any of these negative symptoms go away; she’s found she can only stave them off for a short while, and the best way to do so is to overload her senses with cheap thrills.

          Daeris KNOWS that her emotional state is super unhealthy, but she feels so entrapped that she cannot imagine a healthy future for herself. Thus she perpetuates her own cycle of self-loathing.

          In a way, she does have a surface-level understanding of where it’s coming from. She’s self-aware enough to recognize what she is and what she’s doing. If she had been able to make the choice herself, she would have never become an assassin. If she could leave, she would, but what else is out there for her? This is the only family she’s ever known. This is the path her own mother set her on. She stays faithful to the Brotherhood, doing these horrid things and inflicting more self-hatred upon herself, all in hope that one day she will get to put the blade down. That one day her mother will keep her promise and pull Daeris away from the Brotherhood to fulfill whatever secretive purpose she had in store for her daughter. But the more realistic part of her knows that, even when the day comes that she joins Nocturnal at her side, she’ll never be able to put the blade down. Why would Nocturnal make her into a weapon if she didn’t plan on using her, after all? It’s hopeless and she knows it, but she has to keep herself going because she feels she can’t change things otherwise.

          In spite of everything, there’s still a lot of good left in Daeris. But thanks to Imposter Syndrome (or something similar to it), she struggles recognizing her good qualities as genuine parts of herself.

          Daeris’s strong emotions may be a weakness in her profession, but they are also a strength she does not realize she has, and she could flourish if she would give in and accept that part of herself. She is deeply empathetic and has an incredibly loving nature. Even tainted by the darkness in her veins and the blood on her hands, that part of her remains, desperately waiting for a chance to move away from the dark path she’s on and heal. 

          She is kind. She is compassionate. She loves people. But she is also an assassin. A murderer. And it has an effect on her that’s similar to Imposter Syndrome. There is such a drastic contrast between the two sides of Daeris that she cannot reason within herself that it’s possible for both versions of herself to exist at the same time. Though her better qualities are as much a part of her as her darker ones are, because these darker qualities exist in an environment where they are encouraged and as such dominate her life, it makes the better qualities feel fake. She is kind and loving, but she feels like it’s a fraud; that truly she is incapable of being like that as the real her is horrible. When she has good experiences, she feels like a monster playing pretend. She feels like she’s akin to the Big Bad Wolf disguised as the grandmother in the tale of Red Riding Hood. Like all the happiness that comes to her is fake, or that she does not deserve any of it.

          Honestly? Her morality could swing either way in most verses, and it wholly depends on the influences she interacts with. 

          A strong example of Daeris finally accepting the good in herself and choosing to follow a better path is her ESO verse played out in it’s full, developed storyline. Even then the darkness in her nature is strong, and it always will be, but the true change is that she also accepts the good things. She sees herself as a complete person instead of a fragmented being at war with herself. And she can thrive amidst the heavy losses she has suffered, whereas a younger Daeris who had not experienced that level of self-realization would not have been able to handle what happened and would self-destruct. On the other hand, since most of her verses do not have this kind of development pre-built into them, she is also susceptible to giving in completely to the darker aspects; of truly becoming a powerful Daedric Lord who pursues self-interests above all else, which is exactly what her mother is grooming her to be. I love Daeris’s development in ESO and her reaching that point in her actualization will always be the best outcome for her (and her canon outcome), but as a writer, I am also interested in what would happen if the pendulum swings the other way. And that’s what really excites me about Daeris: getting to watch her adapt and change and discover things about herself, whether for better or worse.

[ustrinamor]

😍

{ Multimuse Munday Meme | Accepting } 

😍 which muse is the biggest heart breaker

Daeris. She’s very much a one-night-stand or a brief fling kind of girl. She flirts freely and is a very sexual person, but she is afraid of having a committed relationship because of her work as an assassin as well as her daedric connections, so this leads to her breaking hearts quite often.

[nxtherold]

Random Facts & Trivia

A lot of NPCs are mentioned here, some of my own creation. For info on them, see my NPC page here.

Topics briefly mentioned: Daeris’s powers and inhuman traits, views on religion & the Daedra, political views, opinions on the Dark Brotherhood and it’s purpose, and some friends & family headcanons.

Daeris's pupils appear to reflect no light.

Daeris is immune to poison and disease. She is also immune to the effects of alcohol, a fact she considers unfortunate.

Daeris blames Meridia as much as Nocturnal for what happened to Darien. Justified or not, she has no intent on forgiving or even trying to understand Meridia's reasoning.

Daeris kept the Augur of the Obscure after helping the Psijics. She takes it on adventures often, but sometimes it stays behind at her house to watch over the other relics and treasures she possesses.

Daeris and Kaeri and close friends and visit each other often. They have similar ideas about the ideal political future of Tamriel and use their influence to work together to improve relations between Cyrodiil, the Dominion, and the Covenant. Though not on as friendly terms, Eofstre Reachblood works with them on behalf of the Pact.

Honora Bloodthorn tracked her down to get revenge for the death of her husband, Angof the Gravesinger, but gave up her initiative after being bested. Honora truthfully didn't have ill will toward Daeris for Angof's death and didn't care much for revenge besides the consequences it would have on the succession of Clan Bloodthorn. The two became friends, and Honora stayed with Daeris for a while so she could explore Tamriel before returning to her clan.

Daeris's shadow magic does not manifest like true shadow magic as it is a different type of magic unique to her and Nocturnal alone. Though she is capable of using "normal" shadow magic, most often she uses Nocturnal's magic. It manifest as matte, formless substance as black as night that spreads across her body depending on how she manipulates it and what she uses it for. Covering her full body can allow her to meld into shadows while covering parts can allow her to fade sections of herself from reality or protect the covered sections like armor. The shadows she wields can be as corporeal or ethereal as she wishes due to the inter-dimensional properties of the magic, so their purposes can range from stealth and camouflage to defense and unorthodox weaponry. (For visual reference: think of the black symbiote from Spiderman but completely matte with permanent smoke-like wisps swirling from the surface.)

Daeris thinks the alliance war is little more than a continental pissing contest. She couldn't care less which of the three alliances wins over the others. She thinks all the fighting is pointless and that Tamriel should be able to exist without its separate nations constantly being annexed and emancipated in a fruitless cycle of war. Though she helps the Covenant with some of their gripes, her aid doesn't extend past their domestic threats.

In the same vein as the previous statement, Daeris is entirely against the expansion of the Empire. She thinks that the current state of Tamriel broken into different nations with unique rulers and governments is what's best for the continent in the future. With the entire continent unified under one banner, it'd become extremely susceptible to a tyrant ruler that would kill trade, control the market, and police the people of the empire in a way that robbed them of true freedoms. She knows it's idealistic to think that all these separate nations could forever coexist without conflict, but she favors having different nations and systems over one that controls everything. After becoming a diplomat, she strongly encourages trade and alliances over conquest and isolation. (And of course, as we all know, the empire eventually reforms and her political ideals go to waste.)

Daeris is fairly neutral about the Brotherhood's purpose as a religious sect vs a business; a divisive topic in the Brotherhood. She believes that organization was founded for the purpose of honoring Sithis and that ignoring the reverent aspects of it and making concessions for the sake of business would make them no different from the Morag Tong. However, she also believes that while the organization should not stray from the will of Sithis, it was his intent for the Dark Brotherhood to be a business in the first place, and thus the business aspects should not be disparaged.

In line with the above views, she holds the Night Mother above any matron or member of the Black Hand. However, her acknowledgement of the Night Mother's authority does not extend to reverence. Sithis is the only being entwined with the organization that she recognizes to hold any true power, and she believes that even the Night Mother herself could be replaced if Sithis deemed it so.

Daeris is indifferent about most religions. Before Summerset, she practiced some semblance of reverance towards Nocturnal and kept a respectful stance towards most other Daedric Princes. After Summerset, she completely turns on all of the Daedra and begins to despise them, and she also picks up practices and public reverence of the Imperial Divines if only for the sake of appearances. She believes they're definitely present, but that they don't have as much power over Tamriel as a lot of people believe whether through their own indifference or inability. They're not going to smite her for her immorality or her lack of reverence. Her most revered deity is Sithis even after leaving the Dark Brotherhood, as death has been the only certainty for her.

Daeris stopped aging early in her twenties. Despite being ageless and inhumanly resilient, she is not truly immortal and can die like anyone else.

Daeris has regenerative capabilities, owing to her lack of scars. She has to put effort into healing herself, however, and cannot do it subconsciously. Critical wounds are more dangerous to her because of the distraction they pose rather than the immediate threat of death. The best way to defeat her is to incapacitate her.

Through all of the Urzara family's public service and charitability, there is also a very dark and secret section of their history. Though unknown to the public and many of the family members themselves, the Urzara family has several links to the Dark Brotherhood; mainly through military alliances and marriages. Among such are the Caerellius family from which Hestrana was born and the Terenus family whom Viatrix's husband Letreius was from, though there have been more since the organization's original formation. Only members of the Urzara family married to connected family members seem to know, as most still publicly denounce the organization despite the unseen protection they've garnered through their connections.

[nxtherold]

I’m late to the party but here are some shippy/romance headcanons for my TES muses.

A T A N A

Bisexual/Biromantic.

Attracted to attitude, especially when it can match her own.

Less likely to pursue civilians or people who can’t hold their own in combat. Prowess in battle is definitely a must-have for her. Her very existence is dangerous and poses a threat to someone who can’t handle themselves should an enemy seek to use them against her.

She can be a flirt sometimes, but it’s mostly all talk, and she’s generally a wimp about pursuing romantic relationships. As tough she is on the outside, she’s really just a soft, touch-starved girl on the inside that is very easily flustered and sometimes deflects advances with aggression for the sake of avoiding embarrassment. She can handle snark way more easily than she can handle tenderness. That is, until it becomes something deeper than an infatuation. When she falls in love and becomes more assured of the validity of her feelings and that they’re not just some passing attraction, she becomes more confident in herself and pursuing the person she’s fallen in love with.

O T H E L A

Homosexual/Homoromantic.

Attracted to honest people with good intentions. And the stubbornness that often accompanies those traits.

If you’re a massive jerk, she’s probably not going to be into you. She despises mean-spirited people.

She’s a very gentle girl. She doesn’t care much to actively look for a significant other, but she’s far more open to love than her sister is. She was once the girl who dreamed of dream weddings and domestic bliss, but much of her childhood fantasy is impossible now because of her status as Dragonborn (and now her position as Archmage). Still, she still believes she deserves happiness and that it is out there for her, and she will be patient when it comes to finding the right person.

H O N O R A

Pansexual/Greyromantic.

Attracted to...well, a lot of things. Power is definitely the best way to get her attention. Romance is mostly a nope for her, so everything is really dependent on physical attractiveness and whether or not she thinks someone would be good in bed.

Turned off by meekness/shyness/similar traits. She likes boldness. Also, don’t be boring, but Honora’s definition of “boring” can change by the hour and it basically amounts to not getting on her bad side or even mildly upsetting her.

She didn’t love Angof. Theirs was a marriage of business, not love, but she did respect him and was happy as his wife. It never felt like “love” was needed between them; they were both powerful and ambitious sorcerers, and Angof did everything in his power to keep Honora happy, which is really all she cared for: a powerful partner that would meet her needs. Even now, long after she was widowed, those are still her primary requirements in a partner. She doesn’t plan to settle down with one person any time soon, nor does she truly care for romance at all. She’s not even sure if she’s capable of feeling a genuine romantic attraction, but she (currently) doesn’t care enough to find out. She just wants a good lover (or lovers) who don’t need her constant protection and won’t interfere with her ambitions. The moment they try to do that, bye bitch.

D A E R I S

Pansexual/Demiromantic.

It’s ironic because she’s an assassin and a daedric spawn, but Daeris is extremely attracted to “goodness” and heroism. That’s not to say she wouldn’t fall for someone as equally immoral as herself so long as there’s somewhat of a heart of gold in there somewhere, but she’s very much the kind of girl that would fall head over heels for a “knight in shining armor” type. In her ESO verse, she literally falls in love with a knight in shining armor lmao

She doesn’t like emotional coldness in a partner. She can tolerate that in friends and associates, but she’s so careful with her ideas of romance that she won’t pursue one with someone that is going to keep themselves shut off from her. If they open up to her and no one else, that’s okay, but she needs that emotional intimacy or she will be miserable.

She’s a romantic at heart. She has a very distinct detachment of sex from any emotional culpability because she one-night stands as an unhealthy coping mechanism. But romance? Romance is sacred to her. It’s not something she will ever take lightly. She actively avoids romance because of that, and she feels like she’ll just ruin anything good that comes her way, so she’ll likely be pretty deeply in love with someone before she even thinks of pursuing a relationship.

K A E R I

Pansexual/Demiromantic.

Attracted to maturity and intelligence. When it comes to men, she tends to skew a bit in taste towards older men, though she doesn’t share the same sentiment towards women or people that are not strictly masculine.

Not likely to pursue people with no self-restraint. That can range from restraint in what they say to their general behavior in life. If you intentionally live your life in chaos, she does not want to be a part of it.

Romance is super tricky for Kaeri because post ESO she becomes immortal. Throughout the years she has sweet little romances with people, though she never really lets anything get deep enough to truly hurt her when the person passes on. They’re dalliances; meaningful, but she can’t make it anything more than that because she is afraid of having to watch someone she cares for die. She has to see it enough in her platonic friendships and among her familial ties; she couldn’t bear to go through that with someone that she’s devoted her entire heart to. That’s not to say that she won’t go that far with a non-immortal, but she actively tries not to in hopes that she can avoid tragedy.

N A R Y U

Pansexual/Panromantic

Attracted to wit and charm, subtle or overt.

She’s turned off by people who are constantly grumpy. She wants her life to be exciting and fun; she doesn’t want that hindered.

She tries to hide it, but part of her longs for a private and happy life with a person who isn’t completely intolerable. She somewhat of a romantic in that sense, but her duties interfere with pretty much any relationship she tries to start. She can be hesitant about romance because so often she has had to choose duty over her relationships and she’s become unsure that she can ever make it work. But she longs to try with someone, and that’s always been a secret wish of hers; to be able to cast away the promiscuous facade and be loved as she wishes she could be.

N O C T U R N A L

no wtf

ew

romance is for mortals

she has better shit to do

I mean sex is okay but have you heard of subtly influencing the luck of the mortals that oppose your fellow daedric princes so that they will disrupt their plans without you having to personally involve yourself nor will you face the consequences for it because no one knows you did anything? Pure ecstasy.