#[ where do i turn // when i've turned on my friends? ; MUSINGS | DIMITRI ]

[nelithic]

　toa annifoursary (hehe) munday.

Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

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Name: rai

Pronouns: anything

Birthday (no year): may 17

Where are you from? What is your time zone? us east coast, so est

Roleplay experience: .................. i have to count every time. i think around 18 years now?

Got any pets? nope

Favorite time of year: autumn! november especially

Some interests and things you like: rping is 75% of my life so it embodies most of my free time. otherwise, running and playing ttrpgs, playing games, reading

Some funfacts & trivia about you: i can shake my eyeballs

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? genshin impact, pokemon, i might sign myself away to hsr tomorrow. i'll give just about any good old turn-based jrpg a try when it comes out

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: flying & raichu ---

How did you get into Fire Emblem? had to have been right before graduation from undergrad, i walked into gamestop and saw fire emblem: fates had just released. decided to give it a shot on a whim. my best friend at the time had played awakening, so i decided to get into the series. binged the rest of it just about straight through from there, starting with fe6

What Fire Emblem games have you played? all except ( ree forgets this every time ) the jugdral games HAHA also still halfway through new mystery

First Fire Emblem game: fe fates: birthright

Favorite Fire Emblem game: fe6: binding blade

Any Fire Emblem crushes? probably endless ksjnglskg. nishiki is maybe the closest i think. oh and lucina.

If you’ve played the following games, who was your first S support? - Awakening: lucina. i don't think i ever s-supported anyone elSE - Fates: nishiki - Three Houses: uhhhhh was it felix? or was it dimitri idr. i think it was felix - Engage: gregory

Favorite Fire Emblem class: NOMAAAAAAAAD

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class? i've been told mage > dark knight which seems to check out with the fact that my boss insists that my d&d class would be warlock with eldritch being as my patron

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? probably black eagles tbh

If you were an Engage character, which Emblem would you Engage with? i'm not sure what qualifier this is based on ksjlskgml i'd like to believe leif? but probably closer to veronica or soren ---

How did you find TOA? well.

Current TOA muses: caeldori, nel, rosado

Who was your first TOA muse? If you don’t have them anymore, could you see yourself picking them up again? felix. for a while after i dropped him i thought i had run the gambit with him in terms of narrative i wanted to explore and figured he was going on the top shelf. but the last half year or so he's been wanting to come back...

Have you had any other TOA muses? YIKES, have i. felix, sety, idunn, volug, leif, yuri, kurthnaga, ephraim, lucius, etzel

Do you think you have a type of character you gravitate towards? most common ones are probably the Sad Sack Sages ( hi etzel, sety ), fiery boys with hearts of gold ( felix, leif ), and dark paladins ( nel, felix ). i also really like chaotic neutral trickster types, but aren't usually confident enough in my ability to write for them haha

What do you believe you enjoy writing the most? action scenes for sure. any scene where there's external momentum driving things forward and giving a sense of momentum and urgency. also just anything that lets me worldbuild or exploring facets of worldbuilding hehe

Favorite TOA-related memory: that's a hard one. probably the final week of arcadia, our first lore event. all the teams ended up in boss battles, but they weren't the guaranteed staple of lore event endings like they are now. it just kind of happened because that's where the stories ended up. the collaborative scene-building and sense of camaraderie in the fights against gricenchos and gofannon are still unmatched for me to this day. they felt like dynamic scenes right out of a lord of the rings movie

How do you pronounce TOA? as the letters haha tee-oh-ay

Got any delusions that didn’t see the light of day in TOA that you’d like to share? i have constant delusions. i've been saying since ferp that i want to play eltshan someday and never have LOL. bringing lester into toa. bringing zeiss to toa. i have a url saved for lyre. it kind of feels wrong not having a single muse from either jugdral or tellius HAHA

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//oh hey i guess i’m adding Dimitri so uhhhhhhh tag drop.

[spynorth]

2, 9 , 18 and 4

Get to know me !!

2) first muse? The best one handed pirate in the world, my mate. Hook! I haven't left that bastard in the almost 9 years I've been writing him. I think my longest 'hiatus' was 9 months while I wrote Dutch and prompto but i don't think it counts because I did still get on and reply to certain friends. I wouldn't trade that muse for the world. He has surpassed anything and everything at this point and is so engrained into me I can't imagine not writing him at this point tbh. My first attempt at tumblr and rp in general and obviously my best attempt lmao. I was just talking to hunter last night about the way hook has really taught me how fun rp is when the characters breathe beyond a carefully constructed 1x1 interaction. We have a verse where between the two of us and our friends - we've got like 22 characters interwoven into each other's stories and all interacting and that is truly one of the best things ever. I don't do private verses that often because I love that dynamic so much. Killian has grown the way he has because every thread has other interactions (with that same muse and also others) behind it that influence his decisions and thought patterns and that is growth, my dude. So yeah sorry i just went off but !! I love writing Hook so much.

9) I answered this about differences when hunter asked and I'm not sure I can think of more. I have not in fact been imprisoned in russia. I did apply to mi5 for research purposes but alas i was turned down so he's got that going for him too. the bastard. also i am not an only child.

18) SO MANY AU'S HELLO. I owe starters for the majority of them but the next ones coming up are jurassic world, mass effect and the british bake off. Lucas in a general horror scenario. The world ending. I have 63 verses on hook and you can bet your butt I've been going through them, writing them down to work on for lucas when i can lmao. i have some dimitri ideas too. just throwing that out there. lmao.

4) My favorite thing about roleplaying is the friends I've made. Tumblr can feel a lot like shouting into an empty void sometimes but if you think about it, it's still a beautiful place because yeah you get to write and create these worlds with the characters you love (or even sometimes dislike) but it's also this awesome medium that makes it possible to reach so many people you otherwise might not have gotten to know otherwise. You can change someone's life across the world with just a simple positive note on a day where they feel like giving up. roleplay gives us the ability to do that. crazy. obviously my huge favorite thing is being in a relationship with hunter. Who the heck knew that killan jones and guy of gisborne interacting would lead to the greatest adventure and love of my life. That can never be replicated or replaced.