#[ its not that he lacks self confidence or that he thinks little ab himself bc No he is Very self aware and happy w/ it

[pirateborn]

#[ i am incredibly normal ab when the first mate and when the captain real <3#[ the tragedy of it all#[ when the They were Partners....#[ i could ramble So much ab how roger feels ab rayleigh and i have before and i will do so again--#[ sdjklsd#[ it's rly like        platonic or romantic or something else doesn't#[ matter at all bc roger loves and adores rayleigh no matter what#[ just. rayleigh will always be at the top of the pyramid in roger's mind#[ soulmates... real......#[ head in hands and then roger leaves him because that's what he believed would be best for them#[ your honor he is so clownshaped i am biting shaking#[ when the love!!! when the man loves so much and yet he still hurts them so much because he is a Fool#[ everyday i wake up and i am so normal ab roger and the love he has for others and how he will inevitably hurt them because he was#[ destined for something greater#[ and he has no idea how to properly put that across#[ and just assumes others understand his very specific way of viewing life and the world and himself#[ its like#[ its not that he lacks self confidence or that he thinks little ab himself bc No he is Very self aware and happy w/ it#[ he just. holds the ones he loves in so much higher regards bc he loves them and so he thinks that#[ they'll all be fine without him    it'll suck yeah     but they'll be fine and just#[ lies on floor#[ i talk ab this so much but i rotate it so much in head like rat bc just sdfkjsdlk#[ when the love hurts#[ when the tragedy real

so incredibly normal about Rayleigh and Roger,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,