#[ i can be. horrible w/ dm's sometimes. and that's on me but i look respectfully always

[marinehero]

No but because it continues to drive me insane that besides Koby and Helmeppo, situation vastly different but that's another ramble, nearly everyone important in Garp's life whom he had some part in mentoring or raising ended up on as an enemy of the institution he's dedicated his life towards and part of the reason why is that Garp himself craves freedom so badly. He hates the Celestial Dragons, he abides by his own set of morals and he imparts that stubborness onto those he cares for and he feels like he's damned them but he never learns his lesson. He never thought he had to learn his lesson. He never wanted or asked for any of them but by the sea does he love them all so much. He wants to protect them. He tries and he fails and he tries and he fails and part of him knows why he keeps failing, greater part refuses to listen and he is so afraid.