#[ amanda: we should go!!! it'll be fun!!!!!! ]

[corroded-coffin]

the way cobra kai fandom absolutely IMPLODED because of the johnny/carmen baby plot is so bizarre to me... like you guys know you can just ignore canon, right? right??? the end of the world as we know it is not here and the whole final season will not center this baby, it'll probably be an epilogue thing?????

i'm deeply Meh about this particular plotline too and would prefer it to not be a thing, but to be honest it seems par for the course considering how aggressively hetero this show has been from day 1

so many "there's no way carmen/johnny (either/both) would want another kid" takes - why? and for that matter, y'all know that a lot of unplanned babies live perfectly happy lives, right?

i've seen arguments that they're not financially stable enough? they seem to be doing fine, and even so, poor people are allowed to have babies if they want to. also: they're like, besties with the larussos now, do you really think daniel OR amanda would just let their kid live in poverty if it came to that??

(sidebar: i swear to god i saw people saying that carmen having a top gun themed fantasy was unrealistic or weird when i literally could NOT escape the tumblr top gun renaissance which had a huge overlap with CK fandom??? at this point it just kinda sounds like you hate carmen???)

also like, idk how to tell people this but... lawrusso was never gonna be canon you guys. this show is written by a bunch of straight dudes as nostalgia bait. it does truly have some great emotional moments, but it's also at the end of the day a show for all of these middle-aged dudes to go "hey remember the 80s??? weren't they so EPIC????"

not to mention i'm pretty sure some of the actors (ralph and billy especially) have some sway over the way their characters are written, and i just don't see them being that bold. ON TOP OF ALL THAT - it's netflix! they are here to milk this cash cow for all it's worth and that means appealing to the lowest common denominator.

that doesn't mean you can't enjoy fanworks!!!! i ship them too!!!!! everyone is queer as FUCK in my mind and it's SO fun to explore that as a fan and no one involved with the show can ever take that away from you!!!! i just feel like a lot of people have these overblown expectations of what SHOULD happen in canon and then are disappointed when the show inevitably just does what it does. of course it would be fuckin Sexy if the show ended in a johnny-carmen-amanda-daniel polycule, but it not happening doesn't mean it's a Bad Terrible Show That Should've Never Been Made™, you know???

TL;DR: stop making excuses for hating on my girl carmen!!!!!!!!!!! and if you hate the Stupid Karate Soap Opera so much for not being as deep or groundbreaking as you'd like it to be, perhaps it's just time to watch a different show.

[lousylemonseminar]

Speed writing this so it'll suck ass and not look like my writing but aro-spec beams chip

"You look cute.." The warm lights of the tavern feels sharp like the blare of a club as a rather hot looking guy scoots in a seat next to Chip at the bar.

He sits still, eyes widening at the comment before his head swerves in attempt to find whoever the guy's talking to because it can't be him. Until his eyes inevitably say it is.

"h. what?" Chip doesn't need to hear it again - maybe doesn't want to - so he doesn't know why he asks but he can't help but fake an awkward smile.

"You got anyone with you tonight?"

Oh God. Chip tries to hide the grimace tugging at his face. "Uuuuhhhhhh.. I. I'm sorry, 'm not really looking out for anyone tonight- I MEAN LIKE. I have my friends and stuff and they probabl-"

The GUY scoots in closer, "Not even a drink?"

Why does this suck? He should be happy that anyone's trying to hit on him despite whatever Jay says is Trash Looks what does she know anyways >:(

But it's just. Weird

"HAHA. NO. I mean, gotta. Get. Gotta drive my friends back so, no drinks for me, right?"

"Drive?"

"yeah.. my. Carriag- carrag- ca.. car."

"What's a 'car-"

"OKAY, BYE." His hands push up from against his stool and darts over to whatever direction his feet can maneuver him through.

Until he notices a particular peak of orange and pulls his way past to Jay. To take a very exaggerated sigh as he leans against the wall next to her.

And an even longer one before she shut him up with a more monotone voice "what's up?"

He doesn't know actually.

He doesn't really know why he freaks out so much about things like this

Like with Amanda. Or Jazz - to be fair, Jazz came on kinda hard. Or Rachel. But that's kinda different - not really freaking out, moreso "that's the sweetest thing I'll ever hear from someone I don't know and I have to say something really banger to match the vibe and the pressure's there about it"

".. how do you deal with like. Being hit on?"

Chip can already imagine the irony Jay's smiling about on her face

And starting to chuckle about "Depends - who's tryin' to get YOUR conch ?"

"don't be rude about it >:[ I pull plenty of people, man" He can giggle about it maybe but not her >>:^ "Dunno - just some guy. It was freaky."

From some sympathetic look on Jay's eyes, the humour seemed to slip out of his voice.

".. Is it. Supposed to feel really freaky when you say something like. "my lover"?.. That's a universally freaky thing. Right?"

"Depends, I guess." UGHHHH ofc it does "Do you want a lover? It's not too "freaky" or whatever for me but."

He hadn't really thought about that. But surely not a lot of people do. It's not something ever at the forefront, especially when you got your friends and a Boat. That's all someone needs. But if he were to think about it.. does he?

"Lover" feels weird. Like an oath. An oath HE can't commit to. Or wants to commit to. Sure, all those songs that sing about their "Sweet Caroline" or whatever are really jazzy (lol) and fun to sing along to. But that's not really how It feels, does it?

"eughh. I dunno. I don't think so really. Is that allowed?"

"Is what alloow.... Oh. Well, yeah - we're pirates, we do whatever.! We don't have to be in a relationship or something." Jay smiles and that feels like all he needs.

But then she starts chuckling again "Maybe you still like Amanda" and a comically disdained face from Chip pulls her away from that idea

"I'm not going to you for anything anymore >:^" crossing his arms

"noooooo I'm sorryyy" in the most nonchalant way in the world

"NUH UH."

[baflegacy]

same amangela angst anon. crying wailing gnashing my teeth thank you. Amanda insisting to everyone its fine when it's so clearly not fine and the insistence makes it worse. bc everyone knows its not but there's no way to actually have the convo about it. I will probably chew through my walls whenever your amanda angst fic comes out tbh. i think we should hit her with the pining ray more often. if i had the confidence in my ability to write her voice id join in as well. Pining!Amanda peak.

anyway last fun thought. The convo that happens if Angela also starts acting Off (either bc of this or generally), and Amanda gets concerned enough that she tries to check in/help and that gets the frustrated response of. Oh so NOW we can talk??? if ykwim.

yea!!! YES EXACTLY

insistent denial is amanda's chosen weapon in this au if you think about it. like shayne/chanse/etc Want to know if her and angela are alright but since it looks like Amanda really just wants to let it go with her insistence on the situation being handled then they're trying not to meddle too much, feeling like it'll only make things worse if they do (it'll always get worse whether shayne & co. would've meddled or not bc angela and amanda Cannot Confront In Fear Of Breaking The Peaceful Distance)

AND YES oh my god i think the convo is what'll push them to the Big Fight/Argument that's been building up. angela's tired of amanda distancing herself without any explanation and amanda hates the fact that angela is seeing things in absolutes when it comes to their friendship

[zerolune]

₊❏❜ ⋮ ⌒ Chapter 6 - horrors of the night

: ̗̀➛ Pairing : Anton × OC

Synopsis: When Seunghan, Wonmee, Anton and Gwen go for a movie, the horror movie isn't the only horror they face.

Warnings : swearing, a jerk guy.

Next, Masterlist

"Oh seriously cmon!! It's the last day of our promotions! It'll be fun!!" Wonmee exclaimed, encouraging Eunryung. "No way in hell am I paying to get heart attacks." The elder refused. "Please it isn't fun with just two people!" Wonmee urged once again.

"Yes, researches have proven that watching films with more people provides a better experience due to the adrenaline boost from the movie being balanced out by the endorphins released due to the presence of your friends." Gwen spoke almost robotically, explaining why Eunryung should join them.

"Wow-uh- you're not wrong now- but! Why me though? Why not Yuri or Miyoung?" Eunryung asked, diverting the target. "Miyoung is going for samgyeopsal with her siblings and Yuri has to choreograph for Taemin Sunbaenim." Gwen said again, very mechanically.

"What are you guys talking about?" Sungchan asked as the boys entered the practice room, pretty late. "We are trying to convince Eunryung to see the new Nun movie with us, on the last day of our promotions, would any of you like to join?" Wonmee offered.

"Horror no way, I'm out!" Wonbin and Sungchan explicitly stated. "Hmm sorry I have plans," Shotaro said. "Oh I can come! I love horror!" Seunghan said. "And based on the timings, I'm free!" Seunghan checked his phone for the show timings on some app.

"Great! So, you, me, Gwen and anyone else?" Wonmee looked around. "I have something with my family that night so probably not," Sohee pouted. "I have a meet up with friends," Eunseok said, checking some kind of calendar-schedule.

"Ah well, that's okay, three people should be fine," Seunghan grinned, going over to discuss the timings with the other two. Anton on the other hand, looked around, of course his hyungs knew that he hated anything to do with horror, and maybe the girls forgot about him (sorry Anton), but if Gwen was going- this was his chance.

"Oh I can go! It'll be great to see a horror movie!" He finally spoke up, his hyungs looking at him judgementally. Seunghan was about to say, "But don't you-" before he looked over to Gwen and a light bulb lit in his head. "Alright so four of us! Great!" The boy began walking over to Sungchan who was about to say something and immediately whispered to him, "Hyung, let the lover boy follow his heart-even if it stops during the movie." He then made Sungchan look towards Gwen.

"Ohh, I see," He laughed.

-

"Alright, soldiers, listen up, 9:30's the movie, so they gotta leave by 9:10, we have to make sure Anton looks his best, in precisely 58 minutes- we would have had a whole hour if Anton didn't argue that he was going to a HORROR movie just because he loves Gwen."

"For the last time-"

"Shut up Loverboy! Soldiers Let's get to work!" Shotaro began parading around, as the boys carried a 6 feet tall boy across the dorm. "Listen you are no way in hell wearing that ugly ass hoodie, wear this denim jacket or lose the love of your life." Wonbin began.

"And we gotta do something with your hair cuz you remind me of when my mom used to cut my hair," Eunseok began ruffling the boy's hair.

Finally they dressed him up-giving him an early 2000's teen movie makeover-not that he needed one. "Now, I know it's gonna be scary, and you will want to die, but under no circumstances will you call for your eomma, we can't let her think you have mommy issues." Shotaro gave the first advice.

"Instead, ask if you can hold hands, just make sure they aren't sweaty," Seunghan said. "What if she says no?"

"Then change your name to Amanda Williams, move to Switzerland and never return- also get a buzz cut just in case." Wonbin advised.

"But relax, she isn't like that, she's a caring person okay, she'll know if you're scared besides she helped you with your bullies, she'll help you with ghosts too, don't worry." Sungchan assured.

"How can you say that for sure though?" Eunseok raised a brow. "Because- I don't know man she feels like my sister, we have been talking quite a lot lately and it literally feels liek we're siblings," Sungchan explained.

"As long as you don't commit sweet home Alabama, Anton shouldn't feel jealous, right?" Wonbin looked towards the boy who rolled his eyes at Sungchan. "Ah don't worry Anton, I wouldn't ever think that way... but now that I think about it..." Sungchan took a dramatic pause. "Why am I helping a boy become my sister's boyfriend?!?"

"You better not do anything suspicious," He suddenly warned Anton as him and Seunghan began moving out the home. "It'd be a blessing if he could even talk to her without stuttering, you shouldn't be worried at all," Eunseok teased. "Hyung!" They heard Anton protest before the door closed.

-

"Oh Seunghan! You're here, where's Anton?" Wonmee asked as they stood near the snacks counter. "Oh he'll be here any moment," Seunghan smiled.

Anton suddenly appeared out of nowhere, dramatically walking in, making eye contact with Gwen- who was-why was she looking at her phone- goddammit the dramatic entry they planned was useless.

"Oh Hi Anton!" Gwen looked up, shooting a smile. "H-Hey!" Anton tried to look cool. "What's wrong with you today?" Gwen laughed. "Okay, so who's getting the popcorn?"

"Me and Wonmee will take care of it, you both go!" Seunghan quickly ushered the younger two towards the movie hall, a plan being plotted in his mind.

-

"Ah so I see, Anton does like her! But you know I think Gwen likes him too," Wonmee said as her and the boy were walking back to the theatre with popcorn and drinks in their hands.

"Wait really? But she person-zoned him right?" Seunghan tilted his head. "Bold of you to assume a girl would tell her feelings straight! Why are you so oblivious, don't you have a girlfriend?"

"Oh well my ex yea, she cheated on me," Seunghan sighed. "You got cheated on? You? No way-"

"Get this, with my best friend," he revealed as Wonmee couldn't believe her ears. "That's well- uh- I don't know what to say, how do you feel?"

"I guess it's just life, stuff works like that," he sighed yet again, opening the door and holding it open. "I mean it shouldn't, like you're probably the hottest guy in our group?? Maybe the hottest person I've ever seen? And not only that, you're a gentleman, you're everything? How could they?"

"Woah woah, did you just call me hot?"

"I'm only saying the truth, besides, if you weren't hot you can't be an idol,"

"Sohee's an exception, he's cute as fuck."

"There's always an exception," she smiled, heading to their seat. "Oh look they're sitting beside each other! Our plan worked letsgo!!" Seunghan smiled.

-

Seriously what the fuck. Anton was one more jumpscare away from dying, how could anyone enjoy this? He was holding everything in him to not scream, and it was only 27 minutes until now, oh how would he even manage anymore?

Unbeknownst to him however, the girl beside him could sense the fear lingering in the boy, so almost immediately, she said. "Anton, hold my hand if you're scared, it'll be alright, it's just a movie."

She didn't give him even a second to respond as before he could say anything, his left hand had already been entwined with her left. He could feel the callous on her skin- from her playing her guitar probably, but it was still somehow soft and gentle. Like an assuring feel that nothing would happen to him.

Anton's heart still raced, but now it wasn't because of fear.

-

"Please that movie was ass," Wonmee remarked as the group was walking back to the dorm, which was quite close. "I know right, like the jumpscares were cheap as shit."

"I agree, like the cinematography should've been done better to compliment the acting for god's sake."

The three (Anton didn't speak, still reminiscing holding his crush's hand) continued to talk about the movie until they began walking past a 7/11.

"Gyuri Park? Is that you?" Gwen stopped in her tracks, turning back to look at her biggest nightmare. "Ah so it is you," a boy walked over to her, turning her around, getting ahold of her right hand.

"Minjae just leave us be."

"Ah so your hand and your voice both work well now?" He smirked still not letting go. "Let go of her you asshole." Wonmee came in front, shoving him aside.

"Oh Gyuri, you now have other friends and not just that loser boy, hot friends might I add." Minjae said checking out wonmee.

"Just shut up dude," Seunghan said in anger. "Ah you still have guy friends, guess you're still a slut huh?" Minjae only looked at Gwen, who had tears welling up in her eyes.

"Aww jagi, don't cry," he mocked, caressing her cheek. "Don't touch me, you creep," Gwen managed to shout, swatting his hand away.

"Oh feisty, guess you became like this to be more like my type right?" The bully kept laughing as his two other friends joined in, much to the four's despise.

"You know what, just fuck off." Anton pushed the boy, who was shorter than him, alas, Minjae punched him back, almost toppling him to the ground.

"Don't fucking touch him ever again, you jerk," Gwen kicked his shin before taking Anton's hand and running away.

"Guys come quick!"

-

"Gwen who was that?"

...

Taglist: @seolboba (comment if you wanna be added !!)

[chicken2potato]

It's been almost a week. And only one word from him. I feel so lost and confused. One minute I'm fine and the next I need to go to the bathroom at work to calm down before I start breaking down.

I just read a post that said "silence does not mean anger". I'm trying to tell myself that. Trying to tell myself that he just needs time. This is a lot to take in and theres a lot of variables, and i understand that. But at the same time, this isn't something you don't not talk about. I'm trying to give him space and trying to be understanding. Amanda said I should just be petty and message him and be like "Oh, so you're just not going to talk to me ever again?". But I know that won't solve anything and it'll likely make things worse.

I don't want him to be mad at me. I don't want him to think that I hate him or that I'm sad or upset for being with him. I care for him, so much. He made me happy. We had fun and I was finally beginning to think maybe it'll all be okay. I'm not going to lie, there's a big part of me that is scared as hell that he'll never talk to me again. What do i do then? And what if I go through with not doing it and after he just never talks to me again? What if he never comes over and hangs out with me again? What if i never get another hug from him and never get cuddles again? What if i never hear his voice again and never see him again? What if i do go through with it and he resents me for the rest of his life? What if he's mad that he met me? What if he's upset that he was with me and wishes he never talked to me at that party?

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to fucking do. Every time i feel like I get close to being okay with a decision, something happens and I question it all over again. I don't know what I'm going to do.

Only a few people know. Amanda was there. Shes been supportive but if I'm completely honest she's also been annoying as hell. One on hand its nice because at work at least I have someone who knows and who I can talk to about it. But shes not done a very good job at comforting me and being realistic. That first night she was just saying how if I moved back in with my mom how I'd be so much closer and how she could come over all the time and shit. But like, there's more to it all than just that. Shes treating it like its no big deal and its just something for her to do in her spare time once it happens. Thats not what this is. This shit is serious. What about him? What about me? My job? My finances? My future? My living situation? Their future? Their life? It's so much more than just being able to hang out cuz you're closer. And she's not being realistic in when she's telling me how I should talk to him. Like saying how I should be petty and just confront him. Thats not going to fix anything and at the end of the day its just going to make things so much worse.

Luc knows. I did not want to tell him. But he asked and I couldn't lie to him. I hate liers. He tried to comfort me... But then afterward was saying some weird shit... He wanted to come over tonight. I'm glad I told him not to. It would have made me feel like I was cheating on Dev. Like, I know we're not official and things are weird, but I can't just go around sleeping with other people. That would make me feel like a cheater and so scummy. And I shouldn't be doing that anyways. I have other shit I have to deal with that's a hell of a lot more important than just fucking sex. I just can't with him. I feel like he thinks that this gives him another chance of being my fuck buddy now. Since i stopped talking to him once Dev and I hung out, but since Dev isn't talking to me, i bet he thinks this is his "in". Kind of gross, to be honest.

And now Jess knows. I've wanted to tell her since the night everything happened with Dev. I texted her that night because I wanted to tell her but I knew I had to do it in person. She's been an absolutely amazing friend. I knew she was the person i needed. She comforted me and didn't judge me. She told me she'd be there no matter what, and I 100% believe her. Shes the kind of friend that you could go to for anything and she'd just be there. I love her so much and i dont think I do a very good job of being a friend to her. I don't see her as often as i should and I'm not there for her as much as I should be. I felt so bad the night of that party. She had invited me and instead of leaving with her i stayed to be with Dev. Thats not a very good friend. And I'm so sorry.

I don't deserve to have someone like her. Shes the most supportive friend i think I've ever had. Like I could never go to Mk with this news and feel like I do with Jess. Mk would sit there and judge me and analyze all of my decisions and how i should have done better. She would have made me feel even shittier than i already feel. Mk didn't even want me to be friends with Jess again. When i told her i was going to go to the bar with Jess for St. Patty's day, she gave me the most judgey face ever. Like bitch. What the fuck is your problem? Jess has done nothing to me. Mk is always "mom"-ing me and its getting fucking ridiculous. I don't need someone to scold me and lecture me. I need someone to hug me and tell me everythings going to be okay while I'm standing there crying. It's like she has no awareness for others emotions.

I'm supposed to call the places tomorrow to help get things confirmed and situated. I'm so fucking nervous. And tomorrow I'm supposed to go to Leonards and help with the truck, meanwhile, the entire time I'll just be walking around like nothing's going on. Thats the hardest part. Pretending like I'm completely fine. I'm not fine. If I could lay in my bed and cry all day, i would.

I just wish he would talk to me. I don't want him to think I hate him. Or that I wish I didnt meet him. His girl in high school just randomly blocked him one day and that was that. I don't want him to think I'm going to do that. Amanda said i should. And thats what I mean by her being so unrealistic about it all. Like thats so fucking immature. We're both grown ass adults and need to act like it. And why would i block him? He didn't do anything wrong. Would it be nice if he messaged me back? Of course. But I dont know what's going through his head. I don't know why he's taking so long. Maybe he's trying to figure things out. Or trying to convey how he wants things done. I have no idea. But I do know its not fair to him for me to just cut him out completely. I care too much about him to hurt him like that. I just want to give him a hug and tell him that no matter what happens it'll all work out. But maybe this is it. Maybe he's already checked out. Maybe I am all alone.

Everything is so confusing. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know anymore. And we're running out of time. Each day that passes is another day gone that we need to make a decision. I just don't want to make a decision too late... I don't want him to resent me for the rest of his life.. I don't want to ruin his life. That was never my intention. I wanted to help him become better. I wanted to be there for him while he chased his dreams. And now what? I'm here all alone while he goes and does whatever? How the fuck did this happen? Two weeks ago I was excited as fuck because my finances were getting better and I was almost ready to get my car fixed finally and Dev and I were doing really good. And now.... Now I have to worry about my finances even more. And now I dont have my car or even the truck I was borrowing. And now I dont have Dev. What the fuck?

I'm so tired. I'm so done. No matter what, my life is changed forever and I already know it. What am i going to think 15 years from now? Will I be happy and content or sad and resentful? I just want to do what's best and it sucks because I have no idea what that is anymore...

[writer-of-various]

The OCs - Shenanigans

Adison, playing Smooth Criminal by A.A.F: Maddie, you okay? You okay, Maddie? Maddie, you okay, you okay?

Madeline: No, I'm not.

...

Erika: You know what's worst than an Adler?

Emilia: *takes off a paper cover on the board to reveal "a rapist"

Evan: Adler's a rapist?

Erika, concerned: No...?

...

Michael: We should make our own trio

Meredith: Yeah, it'll be fun!

Madeline: What are we going to call ourselves?

Michael: I got it! The Three M's!

The Three E's: Seriously?

...

Amanda: To your right!

Lilja: Holy shit-

Nancy: That bastard has a fucking flamethrower!

Lilja: That's the panzersoldat!

Amanda: Why the fuck would they make a video game about us?

Adison: Cause we like watching you suffer.

Madeline: And make weird stories out of you too.

...

Michael: At least I'm married

Evan: I was engaged!

Nancy: I'm married too!

Everyone: you are?!

Nancy: Yes I am. I've told your this so many times

Emilia: To who?

Nancy: PIERSON YOU-

[samandcolbyfan]

Sam and Colby x medium reader

You were a medium since you were little and now that you were 22 and lived in L.a. you had much better understanding and grasp of what it actually meant and included. It was no joke, seeing dead people every single day. But you learned or are still learning how to live with it. However, you never expected that your gift would lead you to where you are now, to the people you are about to meet right now.

When Sam and Colby reached out to you a week ago, asking if you would accompany them on one of their paranormal investigations you thought it's just a prank and that it's not real. Surely they had better options, they new Amanda already so why wouldn't they call her?

You accepted their offer even though they said it was for the conjuring house investigation. You knew that the house was super hunted and the evil entity was really, really evil and wouldn't like someone Ike you being in the house. You met up with them in a mall a few miles away from the actual house.

" Hey guys I'm y/n nice to meet you." You smile brightly at them as they tell you their names even though you already know them.

Soon they start the video with the three of you on a carousel, having fun while you can. Then they start recording again when you're almost at the house. The whole way you talked to each other. Mostly you telling them what you actually do and stuff around that. When you stand in front of the house they start recording again introducing you and saying their feelings about being here. You already feel nauseous without even stepping foot inside.

During the tour the owner Cory gives you, you see the first of many ghosts you'll see tonight.

"There's two children back there. One of them wants to play with us so bad and the other is shy, running upstairs."

You see Colby's awestruck expression and Sam's scared one giving them a small unsure smile. You usually weren't this nervous around other people. You were confident in what you could do whether or not people believed you. But this time it was different.

As you began to explore the house you reported a couple different ghosts and entities to them, describing them as best as you could. When you did the Estes method with the noise canceling headphones you got some mixed answers. Some were from trapped, what you believed were soldiers, and some from the demon in the basement. What was scaring you the most was that it came through when Colby had the headphones on. You could feel it's energy being bottled up, waiting for something or rather someone. That's why you pulled the guys out of the house to talk.

"Guys... when we go down there it's going to be bad. Especially for you Colby. The entity down there... it.. likes you and that's not a good thing."

" So? Should we leave? I mean we weren't even down there properly."

"I knew you were going to say that...look I can protect you as much as I'm capable to but I don't think it'll be enough. If you wanna go down, I'm going with you."

And so you did, Sam got the headphones on and you took both Sam's and Colby's hand, closing your eyes. Pushing as much energy and light to them as you could.

"Let go!" Yelled Sam as he heard that from the headphones.

" I'm not letting go! You're not going to hurt them."

I felt Colby squeeze my hand tighter. After a few seconds I feel my back burning. And whatever was down with us stopped talking to us then. We left, Colby was shaking and Sam checked my back and I had scratches all over it. Sam was the one driving away because Colby was shaking too much and ended up ended up on the backseat with you, holding you the whole ride back.

[imagines-by-a-typical-fangirl]

Dangerous Love (Pt. 13 of 13)

Pairing: Bruce Wayne (Batman) X Harley Quinn's sister!Reader

Word count: 1.7 K

Summary: You're Harley Quinn's sister, Havoc, one of the many villain's of Gotham. But you've been caught, and has been tortured constantly for an year in Belle Reve. But when your think your life can't be anything else than the nightmare you find yourself into, Bruce Wayne, the Batman, takes you in for a project. He has a program to rehabilitate villains, and you're his lab rat. But soon enough confusing feelings start getting in the way. You know falling for Bruce is stupid. But can you keep your heart under control?

<- Previous part (12)

{Justice League - DC Masterlist}

×

Freedom

“Bruce! I'm back!” You yell as you push the door closed with your back, carrying the two bags from the supermarket. Alfred is driving the car to the garage. Today was the fourth time you went out all by yourself. Alfred has to drive since you still can't take your license, but you feel like you're doing well. He stays in the car while you buy the stuff you want, and it's actually good to be out there, with the people. “I met this sweet lady on the line and she was so cute. She told me about her grandson who's starting in the kinder garden this year.” You follow the sound of his voice coming from the living room, leaving the bags on the table at the main hall and making your way there. “She–”

The words get stuck on your throat when you see he's not alone. Amanda Waller and the other five people responsible for Belle Reve are here. You're frozen, busted because you don't know if they should know about all the freedom you're having. You look at Bruce, searching for any signs of what to do. His expression is calm, light, and he reaches out his hand. “Come here, sweetheart.” He says, and you take a few seconds to find your legs, making your way over him, taking his hand, noticing how yours are shaking.

“Is everything alright?” You whisper to him.

“I see Havoc is already allowed out. And apparently without your supervision.” One of the men speaks, his angry eyes on you. This one wants you back in your cell, being beaten up.

“She is. (Y/N) is adapting wonderfully well.” Bruce says. “This is not the first time she goes out without me, and there hasn't been any kind of incident.”

“I couldn't help but notice you engaged in a romantic relationship with her,” Amanda states, reading something on her tablet. “The rest of the world didn't recognize her, but we did. You've been seen with her in... Three different galas.”

“I'm well aware of the contract we both signed, Amanda. I made it. And a romantic relationship wasn't mentioned, which means it wasn't forbidden.” You hold tight on his arm as he speaks. “And yes, I've been to some parties with her, I believe you saw us on the news.”

“I don't need you to tell me about the contract, Bruce. I read it. And honestly, I couldn't care less about who you want to put in your bed.” She mumbles, typing something down. “Let's make it quick, Bruce. We're here for a reason, but Havoc isn't the only criminal we have to deal with.”

“Her name is (Y/N). And soon enough you won't have to deal with her anymore.” Bruce turns to you, placing a kiss on your lips. “I need you to wait upstairs, my love. You can't be present while we discuss this.”

Nodding, you give them one last look before walking away.

But you can't go to your room. You're too scared now. What if you lose what you have here? Your life with Bruce... If you're thrown back in Belle Reve... You can't handle it anymore, you'll die. Inside first, until your body gives up. So you move downstairs, a few steps so the wall is hiding you, sitting down and paying attention, trying to bring sense to their words.

“Mr. Wayne, eight months ago you took in one of Belle Reve's intern, (Y/N) Quinzel, also known as Havoc, to test a project of your creation. In which you tried to rehabilitate her, so that she could have a life out of her criminal actions, being able to be fully reintroduced into life in society.” The man speaks slow, and by the looks of it, they must be recording it. “Do you believe your project succeded?”

“Yes.” Bruce answers.

“Do you believe (Y/N) could be released to live among other people without causing any kind of harm, stealing, killing, torturing, or any other dangerous behavior?”

“Yes.”

“Are you aware that the condition for her release is you being completely responsible for her actions from now on?”

“Yes, I am.”

“It will be like a damn marriage, Wayne.” Someone says, and your heart stops. “Anything she does, she steals a freaking pencil, you'll have to answer for it. You'll be bound for life.”

“Good,” Bruce mumbles, and you hear some laughs.

“For goodness sake, Wayne. I get that you want to have fun with her. The girl is insane but pretty, I'm not blind. But–”

“I'm not having fun with her. And you will watch your tongue before talking about (Y/N) again.” A smile comes to your lips, and you cover your mouth with a hand. Every passing day you're more and more sure that Bruce is going serious with you. That he has a goal with your relationship, but it still warms your heart when he says something like that.

“Whatever you want, Bruce Wayne,” Amanda mutters. “I will need you to sign here. And your fingerprints.”

A silence falls, and everything you hear is your heartbeat. Bruce told you he was starting the last procedures to set you free once and for all, but you didn't think it would happen so fast. Guess he did had everything under control after all.

Your mind suddenly floats back to when you first got here, when you tried to run, when you attacked him so brutally. Back then, on the first days, you never thought you'd fall for him. And it took a while for you to even allow yourself to. Bruce, being Batman, the hero, could never have feelings for you. And it's true that the signs where there, when he touched you, or when he went to your room to dance with you, leaving the party behind... But you were so scared back then... That you'd have your heart broken for the very first time.

But it had a happy ending. An ending you know you don't deserve. You want to be with Bruce, you want the life you have now, to go to college next month, study and become a nurse. Find a job and... The rest you don't know. But you know it'll be good.

“Go get the girl. I need her fingerprints too.” Amanda speaks up.

You hear his footsteps as they grow closer. You stand up when you see him on the bottom of the stairs, waiting until he reaches you.

“Did you hear it?”

You nod, letting yourself fall into his embrace when he opens his arms. “I don't want to see any of them ever again.”

“You won't, I promise.”

“Bruce... A-are you sure you'll sign that thing? I heard what they said.”

“Hey...” He pulls away, just enough to look into your eyes. “I already signed and I don't regret it. This is the last step, (Y/N), don't let them get to your head.”

“Okay,” you mumble, tiptoeing to kiss him.

Bruce guides you back to the living room, and you try to keep your head up, fearless.

“Havoc. Put both your hands here.” Amanda says, her voice filled with anger and disgust. She doesn't want to release you, but she has no choice. Nodding, you place both hands on her tablet. You watch as the screen reads all your ten fingerprints, and your picture appears on the top. Then, a green X covers it, blinking, and then everything is gone. And now, with your hand still on it, the screen shows up a few dots, and the word ‘searching’. “It's done, Havoc. But don't you ever come back under my jurisdiction again... I won't give you any other chance. Even if another Kryptonian comes from the sky demanding for it.”

“(Y/N).” you simply say, stepping back until you're by Bruce's side.

“Of course.” She mutters. “Well, I believe this is it. Mr. Wayne, I believe we're done here.”

“You may now kiss the bride, Wayne.” A man says, and two others laugh with him. You sink a little, stepping back, letting Bruce's shoulder hide you.

“You won't get an invitation Mr. Rochford, but I'm sure you'll know about it on the news,” Bruce says and the men immediately shut up. “I must ask you to leave now. Our business is over. For good.”

“I wish you luck, Mr. Wayne.” Amanda Waller reaches out her hand and Bruce shakes it.

You stand there, watching them leave. It's ridiculous, but you feel like your chains are falling off. All the terror, the infinite days and neverending nights in that hell are over. You still don't like thinking about it, and remembering is painful, but you're glad that's what it is now: a memory. A distant, faded memory. Some scars will accompany you for the rest of your life, even though Bruce has you under some esthetic treatments to get rid of most of them. But you're ok with that, with the ones that will stick around. They'll be a different kind of badge now, a prove that you crawled out of that nightmare, and despite needing a little push, you did some of the work too.

“Why are you crying, my love?” Bruce asks when he comes back, but you haven't noticed the tears rolling down.

“It's nothing, I just... I'm happy. Truly, wholeheartedly happy, I...” He pulls you into his arms, holding you tight. “I love you so damn much, Bruce, but... I guess I love me too. Who I am now, who I want to become.”

“Whatever happens now, (Y/N), it's up to us. To you. You can make your own decisions, and I'll be here to support you.”

“I know, babe.” Pulling away, you jump up, wrapping your legs around his waist. “Life starts now, and... I want you in it.”

“Me too, sweetheart. That's why I had no trouble sighing that contract.” His eyes get darker, and you furrow your eyebrows.

“What is it, Bruce?” He's dead serious, bouncing you up to have a better grip.

“Marry me.”

Your heart stops, as the answer slides down your tongue. Enough with the nightmares. This life is way better than any dream you couldbever have.

×

@fionanovasleftnut @glitterypinkkitty @mybabyboytony @chipster-21 @agustdpeach @yaakimoon2 @chloe-skywalker @rosalynshields

[dolanssunshine]

𝗨𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲. | 𝗣𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗜𝗜

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: None.

ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 1732

𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

   IT'S DAY TWO of the guys, and I taking a road trip up to Lake Tahoe. Ethan and a couple of friends, and I will go on a hike on the house's hiking trail. After I got dressed, I waited for Ethan, who takes at least an hour to get dressed every morning. Finally, when he came out of his room, we left for the woods.

  We walked up and down hills, and I had to hear Ethan complain the entire time.

"Honestly, Grayson, was this necessary?" Ethan asked as we walked up a hill.

"Yes, it was." I answered him making our friends laugh.

"No, it wasn't. This is ridiculous; my legs hurt, and I think I have poison ivy," Ethan complained.

"Stop being a little bitch, and come on." I accused jokingly, walking ahead of him.

  The further we walked, the more I enjoyed being in the wild. Ethan and I, along with two of our friends, continued to walk on the trail when I look up to see the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life. She had a gorgeous face, dark hair tied into a high ponytail, yoga pants that hugged her curves, and a nice size pair of boobs on her. I couldn't help but stare as the girl smiles at what her friends were saying. As we got closer, she looks up, and our eyes meet. I realized she's the girl that's staying in the house across the lake.

   I didn't even realize Ethan or my friends were calling me until Ethan snaps his fingers in my face. "What?"

"Why are you staring at that girl so hard?" He wondered bemusedly. If he followed my line of vision, he would see who I'm averting my eyes at her.

"Do you not see her? How can I not stare at her? She's gorgeous, bro." I crooned. This girl is a sight to see.

"Go talk to her." One of my friends urges me.

"Nah." I shook my head.

"Bro, she's right there; just go say hey." Ethan chuckled, patting me on the shoulder.

  Letting out a heavy sigh, I nodded. As I was about to walk over to the girl, she beat me to it.

"Well, look who we have here." Her angelic voice beams.

"It's the Dolan Twins." The girl with long dark hair next to her smiles.

"We are such fans of you guys. You two are funny." My angel from above laughs.

"Uh, thanks." I hear Ethan stutter out.

"Well, I'll let you guys go on. You probably want to explore nature and things like that, so I'll let you guys be." My angel smiles and walks away.

  Before she got too far, I stopped her. "Hey, wait."

   She stops and turns around. "Yea?"

"Aren't you the girl who moved into the big house across the lake?" I inquired, unsure.

"Yes, why?" She questions, nodding.

"We're staying in the smaller cabin across the lake from you." I hesitated nervously.

"No way." One of her friends laughs.

"Yea." I nodded.

"Well, since we're neighbors of somewhat...how would you guys like to come to hang out with us. The guys are barbecuing; we're going to try out the jet skis; it'll be fun." My angel explains to me.

  I turned to look back at Ethan and our friends, and they all nodded in agreement. "Sure, we'll be there."

"Awesome." She smiles before walking away.

   As I watched her walk away, I wanted her to stay to hear her voice. I turned to walk with Ethan and our friends, who patted my back, cheering. Finally, we made it back to the cabin and showered before we got in the car and drove to the house across the lake. There were a couple of guys riding on the jet skis as the girls watched. From where I stood, I can see the girl I ran into laying in the sun.

   The sun made her skin look faultless. It seems like she's lustrous, in my opinion. So many thoughts were running in my head at how good she looks.

"Snap out of it." Ethan laughs, snapping his fingers in my face.

"Asswipe," I grumbled, shaking my head.

𝐀𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

 I laid with Rachael and Nyeli, sun tanning on the dock, when Rachael taps my arm, pointing behind us. Sitting straight up, I turn to see none other than the Dolan Twins and their friends talking with the guys. Boy, does Grayson look good with the way the sun made his skin look? So many dirty things are run him through my head right now. How is it possible to look that godly?

"Holy greek god, he looks good." I gasped, looking him up and down.

"So does Ethan." Rachael attracted, biting her bottom lip.

"You girls are something else." I hear Nyeli laugh as she shakes her head.

"Let us lust in peace." Rachael jokes, rolling her eyes.

"Yea, let us lust in peace," I said to Nyeli in a chiding tone.

  As the guys continue to talk to the twins, my eyes never left Grayson; I couldn't take my eyes off Grayson Bailey Dolan. The things I could do to him if given a chance, I'd run my tongue all down his sculpted body down to his - okay, let me stop. Tearing my eyes away from him, I placed my sunglasses on my face and laid down in the sun. Thirty minutes passed, and some of the guys were in the water with the girls on the jet skis.

"Hey, Mandy, come join me on the jetski," Rachael says, waving me over.

  Rolling my eyes, I stood up and walked into the water, and hopped on the jetski behind Rachael. One of the guys pushed us into the water further, and Rachael turns on the jetski then takes off. I held onto my best friend's waist as she makes left and right turns. As the wind blew in my face, I could see on the dock Grayson and his brother staring at us. We laughed, going around on the jetski racing against Summer and Nyeli.

  The four of us laughed while getting off the jetskis as we walked on land.

"That's was so fun." Summer giggles.

"Hell yea." Rachael agreed.

  We sat on the balcony on the back of the house, looking over the beautiful scenery.

"You know he was staring at you," Rachael commented, nudging my with her arm.

"Who? Grayson?" I questioned.

"Yea, I saw that too." Nyeli nods.

"Oh, I guess," I spoke sheepishly, shrugging my shoulders.

"Now, you know you felt something when you noticed that." My best friend tells me.

"I'm not gonna say I did, but I don't even know him," I answer her honestly as I shrugged.

"So, just because you don't know him, it doesn't mean you can't feel anything for him," Rachael states shaking her head.

  Rolling my eyes, we continue talking until the guys called us down to roast some marshmallows. As we sat around the fire, everyone talked with each other.

"I'm so glad we can get away from school," Adam groans, head titled back.

"For real, I was so exhausted with all the essays," I agree, nodding my head, biting into my s’more.

𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

   Even when she speaks, it sounds like music to my ears. Her voice is sweet and velvety smooth. I watched her talk with her friends smiling. Man, her smile is even beautiful. The way her cheeks look chubby made her look even cuter.

  Wait, Grayson, you don't even know her name. I can still admire her beauty.

"Hey, what's that girl's name?" I asked one of the guys.

"Who?" Joel, whose name I found out earlier, asked.

"The one in the white shirt," I answered, trying not to stare.

"That's Amanda. Why you like her?" Another boy named Adam smirks.

"What? N-No, she's the one who invited us." I replied as my cheeks turned red.

"Oh, when they went hiking this morning?" Joel's friend Gabriel questions.

"Yea," I answer, nodding.

"Well, yea, her name is Amanda, and the girl to her right is Rachael." Joel nods.

"Is she single?" My friend Jace inquires.

"Why don't you ask her," Adam replies, laughing.

"You think I should?" Jace asked my brother and me.

"You don't want to seem...desperate or thirsty." Our other friend Heath tells him.

"You're right." Jace nods.

  As we're talking, I notice Amanda glancing at me up and down before talking with her friends. The things this girl does to me, and I barely know her. She might be the one for me.

"So, are all of you in college?" Heath wondered, looking at Joel.

"Yea, we are." Gabriel nods.

"What classes are they taking?" Ethan questions referring to Amanda and Rachael.

"Business management." Adam answers.

"They want to open a business together," Joel replies, nodding.

"That's cool," I commented.

"Yea, that is." My brother agrees.

"What kind of business do they want to open together?" I asked him curiously.

"I think a restaurant because Amanda's grandma is a fantastic cook, and she wants to et her food out there," Gabriel explains.

  I nodded my head understanding what he explained. Not only is she beautiful she's smart and knows what she wants in life.

𝐀𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

   The campfire is going well. Grayson kept sending me glances which made me feel nervous inside. I had to admit it, though. He's so gorgeous, with the shadow from the fire illuminated his chiseled, handsome face. Anais and Rachael look at me and wiggle their eyebrows.

"Stop," I whisper in their ear.

"Girl, you know he looks fine." Rachael mischievously grins.

"I know that." I pointed out.

   It would be embarrassing if he found out I have a slight — no, a massive crush on him when he doesn't even know who I am, besides my name. I'd probably die if he finds out and confronts me.

[arcanefaye]

I'm currently listening to Clinton Kane, and it's making me so sad :((

i really like 'forget about us' kinda makes me think about my dad, just because i wonder if he's forgotten about us :/

pfftt

anyways!!

i don't have the screenshots but Colton was being really funny in the group chat today, talking about something called "Drinking a gallon of Mtn. Dew then proceeding to pee it out neon green."

doesn't seem healthy... but we cheered him on anyways.

oh, but i wanted Ian to listen to egirls are ruining my life by corpse, and surprisingly he did... but i don't think he liked it;

well no. he walked into my room a few minutes later telling me how dumb it sounded so...

i recommend!!

-- hmm

maybe i should talk about my day? i'm not that great at this.

Well, for starters the day was good! i slept in a bit which was great since i have test coming up and i've been lazy on studying.

i find it ironic that my group and i made a club for studying, yet im still so lazy with it. Margaret and Amanda are great on helping me gain energy to study. which is very sweet of them.

Colton tells me that he pays attention in class but jusr copy's peoples homework lmao (!not a smart move colton)

im actually really hungry - there's food truck down the street and the ice has cleared up a bit so i should see if we can get some tacos or something.

-----------------

UPDATE!

food truck left right as i was about to ask, BUT Ian came home with some Chinese food sooo we had that instead. It tasted a little odd, so i wouldn't be surprised if Ian laced it or something :/

------

can you major in overthinking? cause i definitely coud be CEO of

✨ overthinking ✨

i guess a mini rant rq - tw // insecurities - stress

so... school has gotten stressful lately, and to add onto that Ian and i have been fighting a lot recently. and i hate it. i normally fight with him, but this has been continuous... and i don't want to apologize 'cause it will make me look weak... but it just makes me more insecure with what he says. they're not nice - that's for sure.

he normally has this 'cold' attitude, but it's gotten to a point where it's too much, and it's too much fighting. too much drama.

adding onto that, grandpa has been really sick - meaning he has continuou doctors appointments. but he can't leave the house so the doctor has to come here, and the house was super messy today and i felt bad that he had to see that. especially since idk if it smelled bad... hopefully not.

i spent hours cleaning around the house cause i just felt bad... and Amara was also having a cry fest so i had to help her with that.

idk, i sound whiny... it could definitely be worse. but yea

TW OVER //

i want to tell my friends about this blog - but i'm not sure they'd like it.

oh that reminds me !!

i2iC gets all the news on new kids, but us being sophomores we dont know everything. and all the new kids are normally fre or grades above us. but i don't befriend people grades above or below me, because they somehow always know my brother - and it makes me uncomfortable when they talk about him. my friends thankfully think he's weird and would rather stick a needle in their eye than be friends with him. ... a bit harsh but colton has no filter.

anywho... we've only had one new kid in our grade, and they moved shortly after. BUT !! we have news that there's going to be a new kid in our grade! they're from Korea - so it'll be fun getting to know a foreigner!!

i hope they can atleast be our friend or hang out with us - my group can be chaotic, but we always have a warm spot for new guest!

anyways... i might go read for a bit then sleep.

or update the blog a bit more... other than that,,

see ya! :)