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churchsideblog · 1 year ago

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being disabled is confusing. what am i supposed to do with all this deeply-ingrained training to work hard and serve others when if i move too much or think too hard i'll collapse. how am i supposed to mourn with those who mourn when if i have too strong of an emotion it will make me so dizzy and nauseous i have to go lie down.

#it's a very good thing that years of neurodivergence already taught me the skill of saying 'when authority figures say #'try harder' they mean those guys who are goofing off in the corner--not me because i'm already putting in probably more effort than #anyone expects.'#because i would not have survived conference otherwise.#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions #<-hold on wait i was gonna say something else but that tag autofilled and you know what? i think it's applicable

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