#<- again i am ✨joking✨ i'm not that delulu

[moonchild-in-blue]

Hi Darya! Were you able to get tickets to see the Eepies in Europe? :D

Yes! I got them right when they announced the UK shows -> super super fortunate to be attending two! This will be my first time seeing them 🥺 (and by them I mean the Esperas of course 💅) (i am joking if i think about the rituals for over 5 seconds i will throw up)

I'm going with some of my lovely beautiful tumblr moots and it'll be great and we will see each other and yeah 🥺💙 can't wait!

[fainthedcherry]

MY ARTFIGHT ATTACKS OF THIS YEAR SO FAR!!!! I planned to attack more but...This is the first year I actually like- actively am getting attacked OUTSIDE of my mutuals! Which IS exciting but- at the same time as you can tell...I don't have time to attack people in result omg xD

The first drawing, the character Natsuki, belongs to YoyoyoRiooo on Insta and AF!

The second drawing, the Zora Legzonie, belongs to @meatdog on AF and Tumblr here! (I believe this is their tumblr as the link was scuffed on AF and had to retype it properly and hope this IS their blog LOL) (BTW, this drawing was referenced off weird stock images.)

The graph-paper'd doodles, Calypso, Hazel, Sunflower ALL belong to Luna-Lazuli on DA, TH and AF!!!

I've been revenge-chaining like 4 diff users with no joke, so I got 0 time to think of what to type here otherwise LMFAO

I don't wanna yap too much in this desc, as I'm mega-busy and trying to avenge 4 diff drawings in under 3 days isn't easy for me xD. The 2nd attack here of the zora, was an attack I've drawn tuesday I think, and then wednesday-friday I got 4 ATTACKS AGAIN- SO YEAH I'M AS WE SPEAK SKETCHING THE 4TH REVENGE DRAWING (final one actually for said Yoyoyo person, as it'll be the only characters left, that I haven't drawn of theirs!)

BUT- I can mention, that I loved doing something new again via combining pencils and markers!! I didn't really- like do it “symbiotically” if that makes sense? But yeah, in these drawings the pencils played a much more active role in me pulling off some things with shading or reflections! I got more polychromos, which means, I can combine more and more of the 2 in the future! I can't wait to have more time to draw traditionally though...I might crank back on revenges next year bc I just this year simply had so little time for it

I STILL wish for a 300-Ohuhu set to magically appear in front of my doorstep though some day. A delulu guy can dream! 🥴

BUT YEAH!!! HERE'S PROOF THAT I STILL EXIST!!!! I SHALL SCHEDULE A POST FOR TOMORROW,, WHERE YOU CAN SEE MY 4 REVENGES,,, AND IF I FINISH IN TIME I'LL ADD THE OTHER 4.

YES THIS IS THE 2ND TIME I'M DRAWING 4 REVENGES. THAT MAKES 8 REVENGES. 5 ATTACKS THIS YEAR. I'M TBH PROUD OF MY RATIO THO. I for YEARS wanted to make 10 drawings in the time of AF. BC I'm such a slow artist, this is actually a MASSIVE achievement for me. 😭✨

I HOPE TO PROPERLY CATCH UP ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA SOON THOUGH. I have SO much crap to reply to and SO much to respond to and do in GENERAL with my social medias. I made a Cara acc to get off Insta as an artist officially, so YEAH....Praying things work out and I stay off any social medias planning to use AI algos that feed off posts. We as artists are not safe anymore everywhere unfortunately.. :")

But I'm hopeful, this'll die out in a few years...

[torialefay]

With that bubble bit that went on with Chan and rereading you last asks bc i love analyzing behaviors, I noticed a few things.

1) Chan and I are the same fucking person and I'm so glad I'm not close to anyone anymore to pull that shit again lmao. It was a bit lighter with my friends, but whenever I was talking to someone and especially if there was romantic tension, the teasing was basically *gestures vaguely at Chans bubble*. I loved playing innocent but say things to rile people up. Also was quite the whore for attention and validation while really strict on needing my space. Did I often guilt them into being more affectionate with me? Yes. Was it intentional? 50/50. Am I proud of it? Nah.... okay, maybe a little, but only bc I realized I did indeed have an effect on them (like that makes it any better)

2) I grew up with a family who loves teasing people almost 24/7 but still expect me to know when they're joking and when they aren't. I've gotten decently good at reading body language and tone, understanding various thought processes, etc bc of that lol. And when I accidentally misunderstand their intentions? Ain't nobody happy, so I kinda get where Chan is coming from when he thought stay would know that he knows the weight of his lives and that he wouldn't joke about it like that

Am i being completely delulu? *insert clip of Gia Gunn's "absolutely"*

is this your way of saying that not only can you play his game, but you will put him in his place????

because by all means, PLEASE HUMBLE THAT MAN. on all of our behalf 😭😂

but for real, it is fun to mess around & there's absolutely nothing wrong with you doing that (in my opinion) when it's all in good fun. makes everything more ✨spicy✨ too. idk at least you're not boring 😭😂

i understand though getting frustrated. i think a lot of it is bc it's all over text, so you can't really get the connotation behind what he's saying. bc it's kinda like the way he agged on part of it is kinda like how he normally aggs us on, and even if he meant it differently, you can't always tell just by reading. it's more face value i guess.

i feel like he's gotten over it now (hopefully lol), but i'm curious to see if he's gonna lowkey dog us during the live for it 😂😂😂