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[wannab-urs]

The Spreadsheet Digest | Vol 29

Howdy folks!

This is the final Spreadsheet Digest of 2023! I started the spreadsheet back in May as a way for me to keep up with everything I read. Basically, I was having trouble finding fics I had read so I could reread them or I was getting two chapters into a new series before realizing I'd already read it. So I did what I do and I made a spreadsheet about it. Then I felt like other people might benefit from a searchable list of fics. Then, and I don't know why, I thought people might want to know what I thought about the stuff I was reading. And here we are - 29 volumes and 34 weeks later.

Sorry for long intro! This week I have 16 fics for you (Frankie, Joel, Max Phillips, Javi P, Ezra, Dieter, Dave York, and Jack/Whiskey). Summaries and Tags provided by the author where applicable - sometimes I filled in some stuff.

You can find my masterlist here and all my fic recs here

Recs under the Pedro!

My Way - Frankie one shot by @goodwithcheese

Summary: Frankie's working on his truck... you interrupt him Tags: PIV Sex, Frankie uses his words, aka "you know he talks you through it," frankie is bossy Thoughts: if he uhhh "uses his words" this much in the series this is technically set in, I do believe I'll be reading that. This was HOT. Like absurdly hot. Lemme be you car girl, Frankie

Cocoon - Joel series by @secretelephanttattoo

Summary: A short ode to Joel's coat. / a bath with Joel Tags: Angst and intimacy. 1 reference to blood and allusion to canon typical violence (nothing is described) Thoughts: God i love little intimate moments like this... wrapping yourself up in Joel's coat, washing the bad day out of his curls... I am SICK! Someone let me hold this man, please.

I'll Leave a Light On For You - Max Phillips one shot by @oonajaeadira

Summary: Max has reservations when it comes to love, and for very good reasons. Tags: Angst. Character death. Allusions to the atrocities of war and its lasting effects. Max is a vampire. Traumatic soul memory. Me assuming I know anything about French culture of the 1930s. Thoughts: This is beautiful. Just absolutely stunning. I have a fascination with the concept of past lives, and I adore the way it's written about it here. There are some really interesting takes on it here with Max being a vampire. Also, side note, this fic made me cry. It's that soft angst that you don't expect to make you sob, but holy shit. When it hit (you'll know it when you read it) it hit. I was devastated. And then because it's adira and "we do soft here" it ends sweet.

Once in a Blue Moon - Dieter one shot by @whatsnewalycat

Summary: You're the only person working when a Christmas blizzard rolls into town and snows you in with a notoriously difficult guest, Dieter Bravo. Tags: one shot, slight dub con elements (power imbalance, isolation, alcohol) although both parties are enthusiastically consenting, hotel guest x hotel staff, blizzard, Minnesota because that’s my best friend, dieter generally being an ‘if you give a mouse a cookie’ ass bitch, kinda enemies to lovers???, Christmas, loneliness, palm reading, food and eating, cannabis, conspiracy theory mention, fluuuuuufffff, smut, dirty talk, a dash of conflict, painting stuff, power outage, poverty mention Thoughts: Aly has this way of writing Dieter that is like she knows him in real life. He feels so personal and real to me in her stories. I think I say this every time I talk about her fics, but my Dieter would not exist without hers. Anyway -- this fic is wonderful. Dieter has all that silly druggie boy charm he always has, there's a really interesting inclusion of him having PTSD from working on the movie from The Bubble and a really interesting way that he's dealing with it. It's got perfect vibes for us christmas haters too. I loved this so much.

Jingle Balls / Dashing through the ho - Frankie series by @idolatrybarbie

Summary: Santa Frankie porn... that's it. That's the fic Tags: santa kink???, cockwarming, cum, like so much cum, unprotected vaginal sex, unethical use of a mall Santa Village, semi-public sex, dirty talk and pet names, mentions of free use. / santa kink again, free use, spreader bar, creampie, come eating, facefucking, throatpie, anal sex, degradation, cum, pet names (honey, little girl, sweet girl, baby), praise, CUM AGAIN GUYS LIKE IDK WHAT HAPPENED HERE. Thoughts: This is mostly my fault and I refuse to apologize for it

Galletita - Javi P one shot by @gasolinerainbowpuddles

Summary: Your sister and brother-in-law have enlisted your help with their small business while they await the birth of their first baby. You help with the cafe and find yourself face to face with a new customer whose appetite might have met its match in you. Tags: big boi Javi P is hungry and a little cranky, you like to bake and Javi likes to eat, belly kink, feeding kink, probably bad Spanish, we’re playing fast and loose with timelines, canon, and everything in general, so just forget about timey wimey boo boo wah wah and enjoy the story lmao Thoughts: I do, in fact, need a big boy

Devour - Ezra one shot by @frannyzooey

Summary: Falling for Ezra on the Green Tags: harvesting violence, mentions of gore and blood, mentions of cannibalism, love as consumption and all the visuals that come with it, so much fucking and filth and ass play and cum eating it isn’t funny Thoughts: It was a gift for me, so I really probably should not be so amazed by how much I love this fic. But oh my god, dude. Love as consumption, freak nasty smut, Ezra being Ezra, bi!Ez, the Din/Ez hints (I'd like to know more about that), it's all perfect. I will never stop being obsessed with this

Tear You Apart - Dieter one shot by @psychedelic-ink

Summary: it's the 70s and your friend invites you to an underground club where one of your favorite musicians is playing: dieter bravo. Tags: innocence kink, mild corruption kink, backstage sex, piv, dirty talk, weed, oral + handjob (male receiving)obsessed with rockstar Dieter. Thoughts: I'm surprised I haven't seen more rockstar Dieter. This was hot, filthy, and just... in the words of the man himself perfect.

One Man Show - Dieter one shot by @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin

Summary: Dieter gets himself off! Tags: male masturbation, use of sex toys, anal fingering, butt plug, sex tape??? i guess Thoughts: I'm loving this solo session concept so much. Dieter filming himself!!! for no reason!!! is so hot. Everything about this is so fucking hot. I want him to send me that video...

I am a nightmare, you are a miracle - Joel series by @party-hearses

Summary: After your two year relationship with Tommy Miller ends, Joel takes you in — and it’s home like you’ve never quite known before. Tags: slow burn, explicit (eventual) smut, language, infidelity, alcohol, age difference, soft!joel, no cordyceps outbreak, sarah doesn’t exist (sorry), tommy stans don’t come for me. Thoughts: I have been very intentionally not reading WIPs and waiting for them to be finished, but I fucked up. I was scrolling the dash and frannyzooey recc'd this and it caught my eye and I just didn't even check if it was finished. But I regret nothing. Ch 4 is coming soon, I'm manifesting it. I fucking love Joel in this and I'm super intrigued by reader's uhhhh mommy issues and the way that those manifest.

MASTERLIST BINGE INCOMING | @brandyllyn

To sell your love for peace - Javi P series by @brandyllyn

Summary: You are Javier’s newest informant. You’re not his usual type but he’s willing to make an exception. More than one. Tags: smut, sex work, canon typical violence, javi being a moron Thoughts: I adore a lovers to idiots to lovers story... and man is Javi an idiot. The characterization of Javi here is perfect. Protective!Javi is very canon and I love seeing it in fic. Also, I don't normally go for miscommunication tropes (they tend to annoy me) but this was perfect. I loved every second of this story.

The Serpent Under It - Dave York one shot by brandyllyn

Summary: Dave is very good at his job Tags: Canon typical violence. kinda dark yo, soulmate AU Thoughts: I don't typically read soulmate AUs, but I actually read several of brandyllyn's this week. They're very different from the normal trope. This one broke my heart and it's less than 800 words.

To perish twice - Javi P series by brandyllyn

Summary: You can feel when your soulmate comes. Tags: smut, soulmate AU, Javi being an idiot, male masturbation, piv sex Thoughts: This is what I mean... you can feel when your soulmate has a fuckin orgasm??? What a concept. This was really hot, kind of funny, and had just the right amount of angst.

Cross My Heart - Ezra one shot by brandyllyn

Summary: While waiting at a clinic for the hope of a prosthetic arm, Ezra meets a woman who will change his life Tags: Talk of self harm / suicide but no one does it, discussion of medical procedures and prostheses, some use of ability based slurs by Ezra and others, canon typical violence Thoughts: We love a man who will threaten to murder someone's entire family for you... no seriously. I absolutely love Ezra's characterization here and I love the FMC's story AHHH. It's just a very sweet story... with a little Ezra flair.

Into the Shade - Ezra series by brandyllyn

Summary: Why would anyone fake having a soulmate? Tags: Ezra being Ezra, con man!ezra, soulmate AU, smut, Ezra x OFC smut, Ezra x reader is in there though. Thoughts: Yet again, the typical soulmate concept has been turned on its head here, and I love it. I also adore the flores animae - the particular soulmate mechanic in this fic. It's really interesting!

Dreams are Sweet Until They're Not - Jack Daniels series by brandyllyn

Summary: A crimson rose could only mean one thing. Tags: soulmates au, Jack being a slut, angst, smut, happy ending Thoughts: Okay last soulmates AU on the list, sorry. I went a little nuts. They're just so good. The ending of this one was so sweet, dude.

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My fics this week:

Something Sweet - Javi p x reader - You’re new to the team in Colombia and all alone on your birthday. Your partner, Javier Peña, decides to do something sweet for you. (fluff, smut)

Under Your Skin - jack daniels x javi p x reader - You’ve worked on Chucho’s ranch since you were 15 years old, grew up with Javi, loved Javi… He comes back after nearly 20 years to find you hooking up with a certain former secret agent. He’s jealous, for sure, but of who? (smut)

in the a.m. - javi p x reader - Between sleeping with informants and getting in bed with Los Pepes in the fight to bring down Escobar, Javier Peña also finds time to be with you. Wrestling with crippling self hatred, Javi tries and fails to keep his blood stained hands off of you. Based on some of my favorite Arctic Monkeys songs (smut, angst)

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Happy Reading!

[unch4rtedwxters]

– you can't know that's spoilers for None of This Should Have Happened

omg!! guys thank you so much for 200 followers!!!!! i know for certain when first making this blog, i was not expecting to make it here!! i love you all so so much and wish you an amazing next few days <33 bc of how awesome all of you guys are, i've decided to organize this event. it's basically an AMA but for my ocs from my story None of This Should Have Happened (find the synopsis here)!! a list of questions you can ask is below, and you can choose one question per ask (but you can send as many asks as you want; this is so it's easier for me lol). tell me in the ask what character(s) you want to ask the question to and i'll answer! there are also two essentially free space questions – you can ask either the characters something that's not on the list (so long as it's not inappropriate/weird) or you can ask me whatever about NoTSHH, and i'll answer as long as it's not spoilers!! again, thank all of you so so so so much <33333 here's my intro post if you're new :D

characters: adira vale, james vale, kylie lawson, will alldmar, wesley dravor

what's the saddest thing that's ever happened to you?

what's the happiest thing that's ever happened to you?

what's your favorite color and why?

how old are you?

sexuality and gender identity?

favorite song + genre?

what's your favorite thing about you?

how tall are you and what's your opinion on your height?

favorite movie?

do you have a crush?

who's your best friend?

do you believe in fate or choice?

are you a night owl or early bird?

do you like your parents?

how easy is it for you to make friends?

do you have any phobias?

what does it take for you to shout at someone?

is there anything about your appearance you dislike?

what's the worst thing you've ever done?

nervous habits?

favorite food?

least favorite food?

free space!! ask anything you wanna know that's not already on the list as long as it's not weird :D

ask nyota about None of This Should Have Happened!! anything goes as long as it won't give spoilers :)

[spiritgenie]

can I draw the oc to the left in your header?

I couldn't find any intro post of the character so I'm working around pronouns here so I don't misgender the character so can you include those in your response

also, if you have one, a full image of the character (if I'm allowed to draw the character that is)

please n thank you have a nice day (:

oh yeye sure,

heres the full header image plus some more images

note some stuff changed as they are both 19 years old now

asha(she/her) transbian

adira(she/they) demi-girl

both ace

[circa-specturgia]

I’ve got a bunch more but for now these are the most developed.

I’m curious as to what you’d like to see from me, and could use some help deciding, also why I’m leaving the Other and Other WIP options in there!

Thanks for voting! Love y’all and sorry for being so inactive ✨

[shiftingzone]

$ INTRO !

adira. minor. she/her.

i got into shifting in mid 2020. i practiced shifting till jan 2021 till i lost interest. after getting back into shifting in july, i started this blog. since i got busy with studies, i basically abandoned this blog but now that i am back and slayer than ever ;)

my drs . . . d (discontinued) & a (active)

marvel dr (d)

mha dr (semi d)

it dr (d)

soloist dr (d)

le sserafim dr (a)

[hvnyz]

mumu blog for Zelda Abrams, Santiago Espinoza, and Parisa Elsayed penned and loved by theo for coloradohqs

zelda "ziggy" adira abrams — intro —pinterest — connections page

santiago emmanuel espinoza — intro —pinterest — connections page

parisa celina elsayed — intro — pinterest — connections page

[cljordan-imperium]

It is rough because this is only 2nd draft, but this is from @the-andromeda-effect

"I apologize for the intrusion, but it appears Mrs. Andros had gone missing, sirs."  Lars didn't move, waiting for the explosion. 

"Missing? How the fuck has she gone missing?  She was supposed to be with you!" It wasn't an explosion but Caliban was upset and had gotten up and out of his chair to head to the door before it had even sunk in for Theron.

"She was at the table on the back veranda, I turned around to get her more coffee from the carafe left for us,  and when I turned back she was gone." Lars explained as he backed up out of Caliban’s way.

By the time Caliban made it to the door his gun was drawn with the safety off.  Theron was behind him in the same manner.  Lars hit the button on the mic pinned to his collar, "Mrs. Andros is missing, scour the estate. No one in or out of the gates." Then he fell in line behind the other two men.

Guards all over the estate were looking for a female they weren't familiar with.   While Lars was the only one who knew what she looked like, being told it was Mrs. Andros missing was enough for everyone else.  

The entire mansion was searched, including closets and areas that were only accessible with keys or codes. Inside every vehicle was searched, including the trunk.  Staff were duplicating efforts, just in case something was missed.  The longer that it went without Lars hearing anything in his ear, the more his stomach fell.  He remembered hearing Mircea Kalavati's name the night before. If the man had found a way onto the property, it could he a disaster. 

"I don't know who she is but Kondrat is dragging a beautiful dark haired female in beige pants and a light top towards the front gate with his gun to her head. Lars, that's not her is it?" Svarog's voice came through Lars' earpiece and the bodyguard almost stumbled.  What the fuck?!

"Yes, that is Adira Andros!" Lars all but yelled into his mic.  "Whoever the fuck is closest to Kondrat, stop that fucking idiot and get Mrs. Andros to safety immediately!" Lars had turned and started running in the direction of the drive as soon as he'd heard.   He could hear Caliban and Theron swearing behind him.   There was little doubt that they would be looking for a new guard for the estate soon.

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use this post to share a snippet of your writing you're proud of (& link to your intros -- i'll boost!)

[tangodancerxindie]

meet... adira selwyn

age: 27

pronouns: she / her

birthplace: somerset, england, united kingdom

former house: ravenclaw ( slytherin hatstall )

sexuality: bisexual

occupation: pianist and burgeoning historian

blood status: pureblood

alignment: unaligned ( has the dark mark )

faceclaim: skyler samuels

&. “i am afraid that if i open myself, i will not stop pouring. (why do i fear becoming a river? what mountain taught me such shame?)” -- jamie oliveira, “erosion”

under the cut contains multiple triggers, including ( tw neglect, tw emotional abuse, tw self harm, tw body horror, tw alcohol, tw alcoholism ). if i seem to have missed any, please let me know.

Adira Iris Selwyn was born an early September morning to Augustus and Odessa Selwyn, just as summer was finally coming to an end. The only child Odessa and Augustus would have, and he’d wanted so badly to have sons to carry on the family name. None of this seemed to bother Adira, who was a happy baby, always smiling and cooing at the house elves who took care of her. Notably, her father was never around, and as she grew, her mother only seemed to come around to fiddle with her appearance and then leave. She grew up quite lonely, getting herself lost in the family’s rose hedge maze or devouring a book alone in the vast library of Selwyn Manor. The older she got, the more Odessa’s presence managed to linger, but her father still remained notably absent, aside from the odd dinner or family event.

When it came time for her to go to Hogwarts, Adira was hungry for the adventure. It was a new place to explore, and it came, best of all, with other people. As she sat under the sorting hat, it pondered placing her in Slytherin, her family’s ancestral house, or Ravenclaw, to satisfy those curiosities that lingered in her mind. Her whole life changed as the hat called out the latter of the two houses. Her father sent her a howler the next day, the most words she’d heard from him on schooling or much else since she was a child. He was disappointed by her. While her relationship with her father became non-existent, as he refused to even dine with his daughter when she was home, her school life became positively magical. She gained friends easily with a nice smile, excelled in her classes, and slowly began to grow into herself. A few new fascinations–languages, history, and dragons–kept her busy and happier than she’d been in her entire life. Odessa took to picking her apart at home.

Some of the friends she’s acquired were unsuitable for a member of the Sacred 28–halfbloods, muggleborns, the lot. The next time she heard from her father, really heard from him, it wasn’t until her seventh year at school had ended, and he pulled her until his study. He told her that he’d been watching after her as she progressed in school, and he had noticed the kind of company she’d keep. The unladylike and frivolous subjects she’d picked up at school. He offered her an ultimatum–he would let her keep her friends, live wherever she wanted, and generally not interfere with that part of her life if she got the Dark Mark. If she didn’t, he’d keep her in the house and lock the key behind her, and the next time she’d be leaving would be her wedding day. Adira couldn’t fathom having only herself for company, having to live in a house without anyone to talk to. She did what she felt she had to. She proved herself, got the Dark Mark, and tried not to cry about it until she was alone.

Life seemed to stabilize after that. Her mother, while unhappy about her daughter’s new mark, seemed to start focusing in more in grooming her for her future marriage. No letter from Augustus came, but he kept his word. She was able to get a nice flat in the middle of the wizarding hub, and the level of freedom that brought was something she took advantage of. She immersed herself in history, even if it seemed to just distract from the pain of what she’d done, and continued talking to her friends on both sides of the war. However, with the mark on her arm, it was hard to maintain those friendships without a good deal of lying–a skill she became masterful in. But all of this stress began to take a toll on her, and, late one night after her twentieth birthday, she found herself in her bathroom, trying to claw the dark mark off of her arm with her own nails. Whether she wanted to die or simply wanted to mar something that was slowly destroying her life, she didn’t know. Still doesn’t. But she now keeps it covered at all times, the danger of her own situation not escaping her. If a fellow Death Eater saw what she’d done to the mark, she’d surely be punished. If a friend on the other side of things saw it, she’d lose them for what she’d done.

As a way to distract herself, she took two of her hobbies and turned them into more public careers--her piano playing landing her a good bit of public press as she began to play at more and more prestigious institutions, and history, which took her years to gain any sort of traction on. Despite the lack of word from her parents, she knows the house elves they send spy on her, and she knows she isn’t truly free. She also know that, eventually, they will arrange a match for her, and it’s only a matter of time until they do.

Adira knows seven languages, most of which she learned during her summers home during school. They are, as follows, and in order: English, German, Italian, French, Mermish, Portuguese, Spanish, and Arabic. She’s working on learning Russian and Hungarian in her spare time.

[tangodancerxxxmumu]

meet... adira selwyn 

age: 25

pronouns: she / her

birthplace: somerset, england, united kingdom

species: vampire ( former “hunter” )

sexuality: bisexual

occupation: museum curator & pianist

faceclaim: skyler samuels

&. “she holds herself like someone braced for tragedy.” --carol goodman, “the lake of dead languages”

under the cut contains multiple triggers, including ( tw infertility, tw emotional neglect, tw parental abuse, tw body horror, tw anxiety, tw panic attack, tw death, tw alcohol, tw alcoholism, tw self harm, tw depression, tw murder ). if i seem to have missed anything, please let me know.

adira iris selwyn was born at the end of summer, the first child and daughter to odessa and augustus, famed hunters. augustus himself came from a long line of hunters--it was the family business. they were old money, politically savvy, deeply influential. while the thought of a daughter had initially not been too upsetting, within the first few months, as they tried to conceive again, it became apparent that their luck had run dry with one. secondary infertility.

augustus selwyn had been fine with having a daughter, but once he learned she was all he would get, he began to despise the girl. the selwyn name was a proud one, one that had been passed down through generations of men, only to die with this brat in his house. he told his wife that the girl would be her responsibility and her’s alone. odessa, being a busy politician, was hardly at home.

adira had a rather lonely childhood. her father refused to even look at her, dine with her, take her out in public. her mother was hardly around, and when she was, it was to prime adira to be the “perfect child” for magazines and papers. and she was... on paper. in photos. at home, she was more a ghost than a child, flitting from room to room and keeping to herself.

her mother set her up to be an impressive child--home tutors from a young age, language specialists to help teach her multiple languages, a top-notch piano instructor. adira’s favorite, though, was the extensive selwyn library, carrying rare copies of classics and books on almost every moment of history within the past two hundred years. Journals, too, from past Selwyn hunters, which she devoured easily.

the only time she saw her father was when he decided that it was time for adira to learn how to hunt. it was the family business, and while he’d rather a son, he’d settle for a daughter with a good eye who could shoot. while adira had decent aim, good posture, and a steely expression when she wanted to, she knew she wasn’t a killer. she could shoot a target with ease, but the idea of shooting a living creature made her skin crawl. despite how the supernatural were described in the selwyn family journals, she couldn’t just eliminate them. over time, and with each new weapon she learned, the feeling only grew--this wasn’t her.

the selwyns were good friends with the rosenfelds. both were good hunter families, and, as such, they allowed their children to see each other. evan rosenfeld was perhaps the one person adira was able to see alone, and he became someone she trusted deeply. their contact with each other would ebb and flow over the years, but he was perhaps the only person adira considered truly family.

at the age of sixteen, adira learned of a selwyn tradition all of the selwyn hunter had refused to write about--the branding. on her sixteenth birthday, she was dragged from her bed at two in the morning by two trusted housekeepers, crying and screaming. she was terrified, shaking, and by the time she saw her father with the poker in his hand... she screamed when it hit her skin. the smell of burning flesh became too all familiar to her. as she was finally let go, she backed up, looking down at the red flesh on her left forearm. it was her family crest, and with it, her father gave her a ring, but not without telling her he’d always wished he’d been gifting it to a son instead of a daughter. he left her alone, crying from the pain and the shock.

in the years that followed, adira did her best to get out of every hunting trip she could. she’d fall suddenly ill, have a broken leg, anything to get out of it. for the most part, it worked, and the hunting trips she had to go on weren’t successful. luck, for the first time in a long time, seemed to be on her side. 

until she was eighteen. on her birthday, her father managed to drag her on a hunting trip. they were searching for a werewolf pack in eastern germany. just as things were looking unsuccessful, they stumbled upon a smaller wolf. adira fumbled, but her father took the shot, and she watched as the wolf shifted back into a girl as she fell. she couldn’t have been more than fifteen. while her father went to finish the job, adira threw up in a bush. she didn’t quite recover, and while her father went to bed that night, she locked herself in the bathroom. looking down at the branded mark on her arm, she felt her blood boil, and, not knowing whether she wanted to die or whether she just wanted out of the family business, she began to claw at the mark with her own nails. she only stopped when she was too weak to, and, realizing what she’d done, she began to have a panic attack. she felt as if she was dying... but she didn’t. as soon as she calmed herself, she quickly bandaged it up and went to bed. her father didn’t notice.

she managed to hide her deformed branding for another three years, always wearing long sleeves, always being careful. when she was twenty-one, she went on another fated hunting trip. her father brought her and some family friends, and they were tracking down a group of elves. it was a fucking massacre when they found them, and adira stayed behind, unable and unwilling to shoot. her father noticed and grabbed one of the elves, holding it out for her. he commanded her to do it, and, instead, she shot her father in the leg. the elf got away, and adira ran.

her mother found her in a villa in porto a week later, leaving with her a bag of clothes, some books, and a rare edition of satie compositions. odessa couldn’t look at her daughter, and told her that she was never allowed back in selwyn manor again. odessa then wrote her a check for five million and told her to stay out of england, or her father would kill her. it was the last kindness she would do.

adira spent the next two years finishing history degree while traveling, not taking a single semester off. she did all of her work online, immersed herself in small cities and towns throughout england. she had a lot to work through, years of guilt for not standing up to her father sooner, but she was free. that freedom brought with her a sort of bliss, and she began planning a life for herself. she felt hopeful for the future.

romania changed everything. adira had been excited to visit a few of the preserved medieval towns there, having just finished her degree. however, while walking back to her hotel one night, she felt the strong arms of a man pull her into an alleyway. she was a strong woman, but as she tried to pull away, she realized just how helpless the situation was--the man had superhuman strength. he was a vampire, an original, she found out. he knew who she was, and he turned her pretty unceremoniously. perhaps he’d wanted to hurt her family, not knowing they cared little for her anymore. cain, his name was. she was left with a ring and not much else.

she ditched her family ring for a daylight one, a vampire now. her first night, she killed three men without much hesitation, her thirst for blood strong. by the time she was sated, she was fully disgusted with herself and fled the city. she’d become the killer her father had always dreamed she’d be. she kept to herself for months in the romanian forests, feeding only from animals and trying to figure herself out. by the time she left romania, her parents had somehow gotten word of her death. she saw a news article about her funeral.

she spent the next two years still traveling, but mostly keeping to herself. she learned that blood was easier downed with wine, and her control could be mastered if she focused hard on it. her newfound vampirism was becoming easier to cope with, and while she didn’t let anyone too close to her, she found herself shying less and less from people. in northern italy, after four years, she was able to rent a piano and play again. she nearly cried. 

but she was tired of traveling. she wanted a place to settle down and make connections. she wanted the community and friends she never had before, and only one place really came to mind--evan’s hometown, bellport. perhaps her old friend would be able to see past her newfound monstrosity and help her feel at home in the world. so she went. she bought a small house outright, furnished it to her liking, and suddenly found herself in a place she’d only been to a few times ( and not allowed outside of evan’s house, either ). 

adira knows six languages: english, italian, french, portuguese, german, and arabic. she’d been attempting russian when she was turned into a vampire, and has been looking for the spare time to get back to it.

while adira is mostly alright, she still struggles with control from time to time. she’s friendly, but quiet. her moral code is... questionable at times, depending on her love.

[nerdasaurus1200]

Thanks to this now I’ve been wondering if in Beyond the Corona Walls Eugene and Cass were gonna….I don’t wanna say switch places per se but I get the feeling that in Adira’s intro it was gonna be Eugene there instead of Cass. Cause they make a weird point of her recognizing or noticing the Brotherhood symbol on Adira’s hand.

Which is a bit strange cause Cassandra has no reason to recognize that symbol. Dhe has no relationship to it at all. She couldn’t have even seen it on Quirin cause he had both his gloves back on when he was in the amber:

But if it was Eugene there in that scene confronting Adira instead of Cass, (if one treats Rise as canon), then he would’ve definitely recognized it and it would’ve made sense. Heck, even before the book came out it would’ve been perfect foreshadowing. Like how Rapunzel recognizes herself as a baby in the mosaic in the movie. And it could’ve led to this interesting arc of Eugene trying to get answers out of Adira and her being cryptic but slowly giving him bits and pieces over the season

why don’t you consider the rise of Flynn rider to be canonical? What mistakes did the book make?

Oh god, so many. But right off the top of my head:

Eugene did not have the mark of the Brotherhood obsessively memorized in any way. Otherwise, he would have recognized it on Adira right away, and known she was from the kingdom he was born into. Especially if he'd also worked with another former Brotherhood member and had been trying to learn more about the kingdom he came from.

The book has him find Rapunzel's tower when he was but a boy.

The orphanage was in Corona instead of Vardaros.

The book made Lance a quiet, thoughtful kid, instead of the outgoing talkative kid we saw in "You're Kidding Me" and the adult he became.

I'm sure there's more, but I don't have a list of them memorized.

[landofrosesandfire]

[literalcatpod]

10-episode Special: 1-Page One-Shot Lightning Round

Ever since we started doing this show, we've wanted to do a special every 10 episodes where we take 10 micro RPGs intended for the One-Shot play, and make cats as characters in them, whether it fits or not.

Games played in this lightning round:

Ah, Dang! Mothman Won't Move Out! (He said it was Just for the Weekend) By Ettin64/Weird Age Games https://www.drivethrurpg.com/product/293335/Ah-Dang-Mothman-Wont-Move-Out-He-Said-It-Was-Just-For-The-Weekend

All Outta Bubblegum by Jeffrey Grant and Michael Sullivan https://index.rpg.net/display-entry.phtml?mainid=16688

Pdf made by Reddit User Adolpheappia https://www.reddit.com/r/rpg/comments/35gvtv/comment/cr4sw9k/

ANTological Theory by Adira Slattery https://adira.itch.io/antological-theory

Bonsai Brawlers by Sinta Posadas https://diwatamnl.itch.io/bonsai-brawlers

Honey Heist by Grant Howitt https://gshowitt.itch.io/honey-heist

Lasers and Feelings by John Harper https://johnharper.itch.io/lasers-feelings

Mechas and Monsters by Scott Selvidge https://www.drivethrurpg.com/product/291332/Mechas--Monsters

Oh, Dang! Bigfoot Stole My Car with my Friend's Birthday Present Inside! By Ettin64/Weird Age Games https://www.drivethrurpg.com/product/252501/Oh-Dang-Bigfoot-Stole-My-Car-With-My-Friends-Birthday-Present-Inside

Steal This Game: Rebels and Renegades by Death Meet Author https://deathmeetauthor.itch.io/steal-this-game-rebels-and-renegades

The Fight Before Christmas by Ettin64/Weird Age Games https://www.drivethrurpg.com/product/229333/The-Fight-Before-Christmas

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Intro/Outro music made by Joel Holland

Thanks for listening! We’ll Cat-ch you later!

[erazonpo3]

Intro to my infodump on Alphecca but also I’m getting more and more shameless about it so I’ll probably dump a lot of other shit too later but back to the point: I never tend to stop mutating characters in my head but for all intents and purposes Alphecca is at a point where I’m satisfied with how fleshed out she is in my mind, so I figured I’d write it down. 

SO basically a rundown:

Alphecca’s main purpose is to be the “Season 1” villain, in which her part in the story can be expanded but mostly wraps up in a self-contained plotline, and has relatively low stakes so that there’s room for the narrative to escalate. That doesn’t mean that she doesn’t pose a threat as an antagonist- because she absolutely does- but simply that her behaviour of terrorising people and raising bodies is already the status quo, and she has no grand design or plan of action. Cassandra steps in to change that status quo for the better, but her failing to do so won’t leave anyone any worse off than they already are. Yet with that being said, Alphecca is also built to be Cassandra’s antagonist specifically, so of course there has to be a resolution there.

Alphecca as Cassandra’s antagonist

Alphecca exists to be a foil to Cassandra, so that when you put them together their differences shine brighter. Where Ilione is a foil to Cass in that she’s largely her polar opposite: extraverted, very emotionally sensitive, inexperienced etc, Alphecca is a foil to Cass by being very similar to her but for a few glaring differences. It’s worth noting that while their personalities are pretty different, they share a same jaded perspective on life and struggles with mental health that stem from an ugly ZT origin story. 

Both women were approached by Zhan Tiri during a time they felt powerless, and sided with her over loved ones in an attempt to regain control over their life. They were encouraged to embrace malice and sadism, had their faith in their loved ones undermined and had those insecurities stoked, and all this instability created the perfect storm for them to be easily manipulated and betrayed. Zhan Tiri operates as a cult leader does, seeking out vulnerable people and cutting them off from their remaining support networks until they have nowhere left to run, even if they want to. 

It’s not to say Cassandra wasn’t making her own choices, but this kind of gaslighting shouldn’t be dismissed either. Some people will forever lack sympathy for her, but that’s exactly the point of Zhan Tiri’s manipulation- if nobody’s willing to help you out of the hole you’ve dug for yourself you’re going to be stuck there to rot, so you may as well keep digging in the hope that you might hit gold eventually. 

Alphecca and Cassandra are both victims to Zhan Tiri’s super fun form of control, but the major difference between them was that Rapunzel remained willing to help Cassandra out of that hole. Alphecca didn’t have a Rapunzel, or a Varian, or a Eugene, and instead over time she became twisted and warped into a menace who doesn’t need Zhan Tiri’s encouragement to do terrible things anymore. And that’s what makes these two foils to each other; Alphecca is the monster Cassandra never was but could have easily become if she was never shown compassion. 

Thus the only person who can stop Alphecca is someone who can empathise with her, at least to some degree. In fighting terms, Alphecca has a bottomless bag of tricks up her sleeve and the nature of her undeath makes her essentially immortal. She cannot be conquered, only slowed down, and the more pissed off she gets with you the more volatile and dangerous she becomes. 

Cassandra initially sees Alphecca as a chance to prove herself, both as a force for good and as someone who can rid the world of Zhan Tiri’s legacy. However,  it quickly becomes apparent that Alphecca cannot be defeated through conventional means, because otherwise warriors like Adira (who has encountered Alphecca before) would have been able to deal with the problem. Considering that Alphecca herself has sought out her phylactery to destroy it- with an extra thousand years of hunting up her sleeve- but failed to do so, makes it apparent that she can only be stopped by being reasoned with. But for a lich who hardly remembers the human experience, that’s pretty difficult. 

It ultimately means the only person who can stop her is Cassandra, because the only person who can reason with her is someone who can empathise with her from a place of camaraderie rather than condescension, and recognises that the cycle of violence needs to be broken by compassion and not just violence but harder.  

The Storyline

Basic plotline goes like this:

Early on into her journey Cassandra learns about the bone witch that roams the wilderness and terrorises innocent villagers, desecrates the dead, is probably a cryptid because legends have existed about her for generations, et cetera and so on. When evidence appears that this witch is real Cassandra and decides to investigate, because this is a pretty straightforward “good guy stops the bad guy” situation for her to jump into. (By this point Ilione is also tagging along). 

Their first encounter with Alphecca is pretty tame. They intercept her at a mausoleum, she does a fancy music number/generally has a good time fucking around with them, but ultimately skulks back into the shadows at the end. It’s sort of all in good spirits and Alphecca isn’t ‘defeated’ by any means but still bows out as a show of good sportsmanship. 

Their future encounters are a lot less nice. 

The more Cassandra continues to pursue her, the more pissed off Alphecca gets, and when Alphecca gets pissed off she begins to embrace her sadism and her outbursts become more violent and cause more collateral damage. She lowers herself to underhanded tactics like throwing Cass into a nightmare reality a la Tromus and becomes increasingly sinister. The ‘tentpole’ of this plotline probably marks the shift from Alphecca as a trickster figure into a more dangerous one as Cass and Lio learn that she was also a disciple of Zhan Tiri. 

The situation ultimately comes to a head by the finale, by which point Alphecca is very much unhinged and out for blood. She becomes fixated on Cassandra and does her best to hit below the belt, sniffing out her insecurities about her past with the moonstone and bludgeoning them with a metaphorical sledgehammer, and basically tries to goad her into a complete spiral. 

This is the emotional climax, and the underpinning of Cassandra’s character development in becoming emotionally sound enough to shake it off. It’s at this point she understands what Alphecca is doing; Alphecca is caught in her own eternal maelstrom of emotional torture and latches onto anyone she can drag down with her for the small amount of pleasure it brings. She’s able to recognise those feelings because she can empathise with them and knows exactly what she needs to hear in that moment. 

There’s probably some extended backstory revealed by this point too, going into a little more detail about the way in which Alphecca was caught in Zhan Tiri’s web down to becoming a lich, but of course what’s more important is the resolution. 

With Cassandra getting through to her, Alphecca is able to pull herself together long enough to ease the situation back down again and have a more honest conversation about hope and humanity and compassion and all those good things. Cassandra admits that she can’t do much to ‘fix’ her, but starts by continuing Rapunzel’s legacy and showing forgiveness and compassion to someone who doesn’t think they deserve it. (Alphecca isn’t entirely regretful of all her actions, but does acknowledge that she ought not project her pain onto others anymore.) 

Alphecca Post-S1

Alphecca doesn’t really get a ‘redemption arc’ because honestly I don’t want her to be redeemed. It’s not really a moral stance so much as I believe she’s genuinely disinterested in being a better person, she just has the selfish desire to be able to live happily again. And that’s kind of all she needs. She doesn’t care much about other people, but she’s working on herself and that means squashing the sadism. 

I think it also continues to make a good parallel to Cass: Cassandra is trying to do better not only for herself but by others because she sees it as her own social responsibility, whereas Alphecca just wants to do better for herself and if other people benefit from that, that’s just a bonus. 

Alphecca doesn’t join Cassandra on her travels either, although she does make appearances as a reoccurring character. Cassandra is upfront about the fact that while she wants to help Alphecca, she needs to help herself first, and the damage Al inflicted on her is slow to heal. They’re both in danger of dragging each other down in their own spirals so it’s best that they give each other space, but it’s also very important that they’re able to share their experiences.  It’s a minor struggle between Cassandra and Ilione that Lio doesn’t really understand a lot of Cass’ struggles, although she does try to be sensitive about it. Alphecca provides that alternate perspective: Lio can provide support but little empathy, while Alphecca can provide empathy but little support. 

I’ve also got more Alphecca stuff living in my brain regarding her origins, her own foray with Death and her association with lesser and greater deities, her relationships to other ZT cultists, et cetera et cetera but I’ll probably stop here to keep it succinct. 

But basically over the course of this plotline Alphecca goes from wacky evil villain to really tragic but still evil villain to not really evil villain but still kind of a jerk neighbour that shows up at your house asking for your wifi password acquaintance. 

[rabbitsparklez]

“She gives you light; now you must return the favor with your faith”

New Dream Week day 1 - Sun and Moon

I’ve very deeply thought about Demanitus’ quote from “Lost and Found” and it’s very poetic and makes a lot of sense regarding Rapunzel and Eugene.

Demanitus basically confirmed that Eugene is the moon - so everyone was confused because throughout Season 3, Cassandra had the stone and was labeled as the moon. However, I think it is important to point out that Eugene really is the moon to Rapunzel’s sun - not in the sense of possessing the reverse powers as Cass did, but as the sun’s missing part. The Sundrop and Moonstone were never meant to be contradictory to each other, but complimentary to each other - which is not how Cass sees it, as it was pointed out in the finale’s intro. 

The moon cannot be seen without the sun’s light, so the moon owes that loyalty to the sun. Symbolically, Eugene cannot have light in his life if he did not have Rapunzel. What could the moon do without the sun? But also, without the moon, who would light up the earth at night while the sun isn’t around? Symbolically, the sun and moon are harmonious. The moon and sun are two different lights, one greater and one lesser, but they can not perform their task of lighting up the earth without the other. This is similar to how Rapunzel and Eugene, without each other, have missing gaps. The thing Eugene had always needed in his life was someone to give him the warmth and love, and he only received that when he met Rapunzel - this is similar to how the moon only has light by means of the sun. The thing Rapunzel had always needed in her life was for someone to believe in her and bring out the best in her rather than ignoring her, which was fulfilled when she met Eugene - this is similar to how the moon “brings out the best of the sun” by shining the light it gets from the sun to the earth. By supporting Rapunzel, Eugene indirectly influences Corona, because she is its ruler. Rapunzel and Eugene mutually give each other what the other needed, so really, they give each other light. This makes “I See the Light” even more powerful, because the completion of their lives by means of each other is the theme of the song, and they really do give each other light.

The fact that the moon gets its light from the sun instead of independently shining might symbolize Eugene’s loyalty to Corona instead of being a separate ruler who rules the Dark Kingdom. The way Cass sees it, the sun and moon are contrasted, but according to several characters, like Adira and Demanitus, the Sundrop is powerfully superior to the Moonstone.  Eugene is basically Rapunzel’s second in command - when she can’t be around, she instructs him to take care of whatever she needs. Let’s say Corona is the planet earth, which lives because of the sun (it’s queen, Rapunzel), and when the sun sets for the night, the moon (Eugene) shines instead. He’s not the king of a different kingdom, he’s a secondary leader to Rapunzel’s kingdom. Rapunzel and Eugene are both more powerful together, as together the Sundrop and Moonstone have full power. 

I know that the theme says flat out that the sun and moon are two separate powers, and they wanted to show that Cass was the moon for the sake of conflict, but in a more realistic (and poetic) sense, Eugene is the true moon.

It’s just so symbolic and beautiful.

@our-newdream

[hannah-oc-palace]

Whoms’t’ve (aka intro)

Mutanty Oleg - 21 foot slav who is oblivious- biggest fella Pyotr - edgy man who can see futures - scar mouth Aurik - too cautious and afraid - german in a bad place Shurik - loves guns knifes and eating everything - literal gremlin man Dimitri - psychic powered braincells - smart and gay Dima - four armed and understanding - Russian Pringle dad

Monstere Zach - superhero that can go gore - the thing is himbo Hollin/Background- is attracted to bastard parasite - venom is that you? Perry - mute and can manipulate periodic elements- angry chemist Gyrill - got one leg but will ride motorcycle to you - boogie woogie woogie Brody - Zach’s smart boyfriend - too kind for this

Life of The Infected Monika - can kill in a single touch - fungus child Alex - can’t die fully -a corpse boy Icee - ice powered zombie kid - cold baby Sōdō - a transfer who hates it here - two sets of teeth Bobon - just a cryptid here to vibe - trucker hat

Sewer Life Albi - young mouse -albino and afraid Ringo - Australian rat - not the drummer mate Bayou - crocodile who runs a gang - Chevrolet movie theater Ouro - snake lady -ssslut Gata - a black kitten who’s dad has ties to the gang - pretty dirty Beta - betta fish -assassin fish Oppa - opossum - tree hobo Gruber - red eared turtle - old and sick Fonidae - toad - the loving cook

Louisiana’s Worst Swamp Marsh - swamp creature that is true neutral - chickem Willow - lil sis who is hyperactive - grass hair

A Ship Named Canis Cameron - perky assistant-  so no legs? Viverr - trained fighter -false cat boy Deapodia - geologist digger bee - bee movie Piet - abstract being who changes form - too cool for reality Bravo - android genreal - robo dad Etor - shark boy/girl who is talking a lot - glass shark Löward - the medic is filled with bromine and love - he’s you're bro(mine) Fabaria - calm until not -nerd plant Visin - psychic mechanic - eyes

Dork-asaurus Marc - brontosaurus who’s had enough bs - tired and French Opal - sweet mosasaurus - proper lady Roger - rude ass pterodactyl - piss rights

False Myths Xaoc - god of chaos, death and the sun - kill and murder Nadzor - god of order, life and the moon - business official Sherman - just a teen vampire - pastel vamp Tsyalo - god of neutrality and maybe weed - seedling emoji

Branded With Magic Sunglasses Lady Shades - brash and arrogant warrior - red tat Lord Shades - engineer who is kinda dumb - yellow tat Little Shades - vibrant fashion designer - blue tat Commerce - an ai that said bastardly deeds time - Static chatter Perfect Shades - resident hot bad guy - fake tat

Defenders of Nothing Oliver - Paladin who is trying his best -nervous but chaotic Adira - Ranger girls who say bruh - woodland child Mendax - demon of lies - fire pants

The Many Cases of Doodleopolis Detective Doodle (Marcel) - The detective around here - coffee addict Marco - Marcel’s brother - asshole on main Miss Jubilee - Marcel’s coworker -berry nice Molly - ghost working at a cafe - waitress under stress Dr Ottipu - doctor that is an octopus - stethoscope in water

Welcome to Louksen Marmy - a sweet antler baby - just a boy Fay - quiet and listening always - blind poet Dooper - dog snake who cannot talk - pubby Gora Fiddle - works with her mom- hardly working Samson - neighborhood old cook - cranky candy cane Kyle - a radical god -surfs up mortals Sean LeFuef - in places he shouldn’t be - abandoned

The Deadly 7 Ryan - rager - guitar Creed - mr crabs but subtle - producer Anthony - eats their feelings - tech Solone - bored of everything - drums V- punk girl gets envious of everyone- keyboard Paul - has five mirrors -bass Lucy - she kisses and tells - lead vocalist

OOC - Me the girl who said this was a good idea - boo boo the fool

[cadetxtilly]

Star Trek!

Send me a fandom and i’ll tell you… Status: Accepting! @ltbroccoli

the first character i ever fell in love with: Sylvia Tilly. My friend showed me an intro clip of her, and that’s what convinced me to watch this entire series.

a character that i used to love/like, but now do not: L’Rell. That ONE SCENE ruined her character for me. Consent is key, friends.

A ship that i used to love/like, but now do not: I don’t dislike it, but Michael/Ash just doesn’t have the same chemistry as Michael/Book. I love them, ur honor

my ultimate favorite character™: Tied between Adira and Tilly. They’re both me in different ways

prettiest character: Clearly Michael Burnham. Yes, because Sonequa is naturally beautiful, but also because she’s the one who most closely resembles my own partner, and I’m *hearteyes* for my bae <3

my most hated character: Tough one... Honestly, maybe that W.oody A.llen looking dude from season 3. He’s obnoxious and gets under my skin. Oh! And Connolly! He was awful! I only know his name bc I literally just saw it in a fanfic. In all my tags, he’s just Mansplainer.

my OTP: Adira/Gray, Michael/Tilly, Tilly/Rhys (Favs are hard to choose, okay??? I love love)

my NOTP: May/Tilly. I’m sorry, but possessing someone is clearly not consensual (it’s a theme here, friends). Same with L’Rell/Voq-Ash

favorite episode: I have a feeling the upcoming episode will end up being my favourite, but I also really liked Context is for Kings (Intro to my girl Tilly!), Sanctuary, and Su’Kal. 

saddest death: Gray’s made me the most upset. Hugh’s and Airiam’s were terrible, too, but I think Gray’s being after Hugh’s was not a parallel that I appreciate.

favorite season: The current one 

least favorite season: Instead of season, I’m going to go with two arcs, and they are both Mirror arcs. Mirror!Verse is one of the few squicks I have, and I get REALLY anxious whenever it’s on screen. It’s a good thing it’s so damn pretty, and I’ve figured out that it’s Ok to fast forward shit.

character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate: I don’t hate her, but MU!Georgiou just never clicked with me, which is a shame because I love Yeoh, and I love ladies who could kick my ass. But I think MU!Georgiou gave me too much of “I’m not like OTHER girls vibes, and I really don’t want to be reminded of me from 15 years ago.

my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: I literally can’t think of someone who fits this description. They’re either trash, or I love them XD

my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: Grayyyyy and Adiraaaaa!!!! Michael and Hugh also beautiful and CLEARLY deserve better, but I wouldn’t call either of them cinnamon rolls

my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship: I keep wanting to ship Po/Tilly, and then I remember Po is 17 and NOOOOPE! Not doing that! 

my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship: I’m actually highkey invested in them now, but previously wasn’t as invested in Owosekun/Detmer, and I wasn’t super invested in Michael/Ash when those eps were airing