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mechahero · 2 months

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@outofthiisworld asked- 🖕 A headcanon relating to anger !!! Headcanon Ask Game (accepting!)

It's not too uncommon to see Lambda snap at someone or seemingly lash out out of frustration. That's all it is though. Surface level frustration or irritation that makes itself know every now and then. Or well, often given the shoddy grasp he's got on it. But pure anger? A angry Lambda is scary.

Because it's one thing to hit or throw something at the person/thing that upset him, it's another thing to lash out at whatever or whoever made him mad, it's an entirely different thing to sit there and stew in that anger until you get up and try to hunt them down to take your anger out on them. Yeah, Lambda does not handle his anger well, much less have a way to handle it all.

He knows he doesn't have a good grip on it as well. He doesn't like the way he feels after he lashes out. He doesn't feel vindicated afterwards. He feels... horrible. He hates it. He hates the guilt and hates the fact that he feels utterly miserable after. It's a cycle to him. He explodes, he tells himself he'll have a better grasp on it next time because he has to, and then... he never does.

His anger is all consuming and burns within him like a fire, and it keeps eating him alive.

#//TY BOO!!#//tunglr was being such an ass about that meme but it's all good now? hopefully?#//but yeah! the guy raised in an environment with a mother that lashes out at everything at the drop of a hat picking up on that #//he thinks that because of that he's kind of screwed over no matter what kind of help he gets. he thinks what he's picked up from his-#//-mother has more or less tainted him and that he's just stuck that way #//so he's stuck in between knowing that he needs help but feeling so utterly helpless because he's so used to be left to rot in his-#//-feelings and then behaving like that didn't happen because that was simply what his family did. double that knowing that he's stronger-#//-than most people so he KNOWS he can't afford to lash out like that because people will get hurt #//but he's stuck in a snake eating its own tail kind of scenario when it comes to that so #//tldr; much like a lot of lambda's emotions they are messy and he cannot properly articulate them but he knows they feel bigger than he ca #//-describe them #//like its something huge that's been forced to cram inside and fit inside his body and it's scary for both him and everyone around him #//it's just so WAAAAAGHGHGHGHGH #//anyways tag ramble over fbhndjghnj #why are you botherin' me? {answered memes}#hidden depths {info}#outofthiisworld

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