#//anyway yea. i wanna put them in an aquarium ����

[keeps-ache]

you're oddly familiar!

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[realmrsgojo]

(I feel like writing fluff for some reason. So here we go)

JJK MEN WITH THERE KIDS (Gojo)

Gojo Satoru

After losing geto, you were the best thing that happened to satoru and marrying you was the best decision of his life if it was up to him he would marry you over and over. After losing geto he realized tht particularly everyone saw him as the strongest sorcerer, a weapon nobody gave damn about him or his feelings that was until he meet you, a person who didn't care about his status or his title and not only the whole world but even the heavens knows that Gojo satoru is madly in love you but wait we can't forget about his little princess can we? His little precious daughter of course.

Whom he spoils rotten from toys to dresses heck even the bracelets are from the high quality brands he never let's go off a chance to spoil his girl but can you blame him? He just loves his girls. While satoru is on a mission to spoil his princess rotten you are the one with some sanity, scolding him to not to make our daughter so spoiled. (Yea he does it anyway).

Satoru always brags about his daughter and his wife to everyone, showing them the pictures of them having a picnic, going to aquarium and other occasions. Even when he's in meetings he always attends your calls, ignoring the higher ups and anyone else who's in the meeting, his wife and his princess want to talk to him who are they to interrupt.

"Hm? What's up my munchkin?" Satoru said with a smile as your and his three year old toddler walks up to him, he lifts her up and puts her on his lap. "Mama said no sweets" the little girl pouted while folding her arms--oh!--and did anyone told you about her love of sweets just like satoru? Satoru chuckled as he pat her head "didn't you just had your third mochi--" Satoru was cut off my his daughter puppy eyes "dada pleasee?~~ just one more! Please!" And damn those puppy eyes his heart melted the second he looked at her face "Done but keep it a secret from mama okay? I don't wanna sleep on the couch for another week" He grins while looking at his daughter who smiled back and nodded "okay dada!" (They both got caught and satoru slept on the couch for the following week, well it was worth it)

[dianapana]

SasuHina Month Day 8- Mermaid

Hey guys, sorry i was inactive for a while, to be honest i struggles with this cuz i had a pretty meh idea in my head and i just didn’t feel like writing it but like 1 hour ago this idea came to me and i wrote it and boom i feel pretty good about this. 

Also August has been so full for me, the first 5 days i was at that music festival as i said i spend like 20 hours a day there and 4 sleeping, if that, so after that i slept a full day. i didn’t even come home cuz i went to my friend and Uni colleague’s house for 4 days, i did most of my planning for what and how to write on the train to her house cuz it was a 4h ride. and after those 5 days at her house we came back to my house which was a 9h train ride woho...and she just left today. Before going to the music festival i changed the furniture in my room and now i feel so wierd being here alone. it just feels like she should be here as well and i miss her so much already. Oh yea and in 3 days i’m going to the beach for 2 weeks. Like i said August is hectic, but u still wanna write everything because i have a plan for most days. so i’ll post all 31 of them even if they are a bit late..

ANYWAY, that was a an update on my life i guess xD I hope you enjoy, Love Dia ~

Fantasy - Part 1

Sasuke

Everyone does thing they don’t particularly like, you wake up early and  go everyday to school with people that you can’t wait to become part of your past, you sit thought awkward talks and weird situations cuz you can’t see an escape route. This last one is the case I am in, a weird situation, I am with my parents, my brother, his wife and their small daughter at Disney world because it is Kara's 7th birthday and she wished for the past 3 years to come here. Mom and dad got tired after the first 2 hours of wandering around; Itachi started feeling unwell and pucked twice after riding about 12 times the rollercoaster so he and Anko went to the pharmacy to get something to ease his stomach and they’re taking a small break so here I am stuck with my u year old niece who is dressed like a princess walking around the amusement park. Kara qas so excited for the first hour and she kept running around but got tired quite fast but Itachi carried her around in his arms princess style for almost 3 hours so she is once more full pf energy. Who thought that leaving a 22 year old male with a 7 year old girl I don’t know.

I am holding her hand as we walk around and all of a sudden she stops and screams so loud my ears start ringing; I can’t even find my footing and see what is happening because Kara starts pulling me to the far right and I do my best to steer her from hitting and tripping people over.  

We walk through a tunnel that  painted deep blue and as we get to the end the temperature drops and I haven’t realized how hot it was outside until this moment when it finally feels cool. The song ‘Under the sea' from the Little Mermaid is playing on repeat. I only know the song because Little Mermaid is Kara's favorite Disney movie and whenever I babysit her or just go by Itachi's the movie is permanently on.  

“Sasuke look!” she says and pulls on my pants leg; she is behind me now and hides, looking shyly at a group of kids  that stare at an aquarium tank. I don’t notice anything unusual until one small girl screams on top of her lungs ‘mermaid’ and a lot of kids move  around and looks at her and I see it, or more like, I see her. In the tank is a real life mermaid, with blue hair and beautiful liliac eyes, she swims around and waved to the kids, smiles and them and when a mother holds her daughter a little higher over the aquarium she comes out for air and holds the girl’s hand.  

“Can we do that? I want to hold hands with the mermaid…” Kara is bit a shy kid but now she looks overwhelmed, anxious and a bit scared yet very excited. She looks into my eyes waiting for my reply so I only nod. We walk to the tank and as we get closer a large group of kids pair off 2 by 2 and follow a lady who I assume is their teacher and another teacher is behind them so we are pretty much the only ones at the tank. Kara is still behind my leg, the mermaid is under the eater and swims around putting on a really cool show. Just the fact that she can hold her breath for that long is impressive. She looks towards us and smiles and waved at Kara.  

I look at my little niece as well and I pick her up like the mother did and the mermaid comes up for air, crosses her arms over the glass wall and puts her head there and smiles big at Kara.  

“Are you a real mermaid?” Kara asks and shyly touches her cheek. The mermaids smile boardes and she looks absolutely stunning, I feel lightning bolts shoot up my spine, she is so much more beautiful up close.  

Hinata

I enjoy it more when there are smaller groups of people at my tank, I like talking to the kids and playing my character, so being alone with this little girl and her...father, older brother(?) is pretty cool, she’s so cute dressed as a princess and her eyes are big and full of innocence. She's also old enough to have a conversation with. I'd give her 7 or 8 years and I'm quite good at guessing children’s ages. She asked me if I'm a real mermaid, that is one of the most frequent questions. The tail I wear is very well made and it truly looks authentic and I take pride in my swimming skills and in the amount of time I can stay underwater without having to come out and breath, also behind the rock where u can’t see, on the other side of the tank you can go and breath air and the kids can see only tour tail so I tend to do that unless there is someone who wants to talk or hold my hand.  

“Yes princess, I am a real mermaid” her smile is shy and so cute. She nods like what I said makes sense. I look from her to the man holding her and I have to stop a sigh, he’s so good-looking and he is staring right at me. I give him the same smile because I can’t break character, but his grin makes my skin tingle and I really want to touch him.  

“Is this your home? Are you a prisoner here? Do you want us to save you?” She looks up worried at the man and he chuckles lightly at her questions. I'm a bit startled, I have been asked before if I live here but no one offered to help me escape.  

“Can I tell you a secret?” I tell her and pull myself even more out of the water. She looks at me very serious and nods so I lean in and whisper in her ear. “You can’t tell anyone, but this isn’t my house, nor am I prisoner. I work here. When I get out of the water and I'm dry I have legs just like you do but when I'm in the water I am a mermaid, so I am here to help little girls like me and to talk with beautiful and kind princesses like yourself” after I finish my little speech I still don’t back up because I can feel the heat coming from the man and I also can smell him, he smells refreshing, like ice and mint but with something else that I can’t put my finger on but I'm willing to bet it’s just him, he smells delicious and very manly.

“I’ll tell you a secret too” The little girl says “My name is Kara and I'm not a princess” she looks at me carefully, waiting for my reaction. I only nod and smile.

“Well Kara, I am Hinata and I have to disagree, you are a princess. Being a princess has little to do with royal blood or fancy clothing, it is all about how you act, if you are kind and friendly, loyal and loving and good. I can see into your soul and you are a princess deep inside, never doubt that” Her eyes widen, and she smiles at me.  

“Sasuke did you hear? I'm a princess” He smiles at her. I take in what she said, his name is Sasuke. She didn’t call him dad and he is too young to have such a big kid so I doubt he is her dad. “Can you see in his soul? Is he a prince too?”

I make a show of looking at him from head to toe like I'm considering her question when in reality I just want to check him out. After I've taken everything in I look back up at his face, narrow my eyes and look at his chest. I pull myself out even more and I lay my hand flat on his chest and close my eyes. I only now realize that I probably wet his shirt, but I can’t stop the show now. After a couple of seconds my hand can’t take it, just from touching him I feel a bit dizzy so I open my eyes and nod very serous to myself before looking back at Kara, I don’t look up at Sasuke because I am scared of what I'll see there.  

“Yes he is a good soul, he is also a prince” Kara’s eyes light up and she looks at Sasuke with a lot of love and admiration, I finally look at his face because I expect him to stare and smile at Kara but instead his stare is on me so intensly, a lot of feelings hit me all of a sudden and I feel overwhelmed.  

Sasuke

When she put her hand on my chest to “feel if my soul id good” I thought my heart will jump out of my chest. I can’t help but stare at her. I want to ask her when she finished work because something tells me we’ll still be here when she’s done, and I want to meet her. Or I want to ask her for her number, but I can’t do that in front of Kara, it would ruin the image Hinata painted for her character. Hinata...even her name is beautiful. Kara looks at me and asks me to put her down and says that she wants to take a picture in front of the tank as Hinata floats behind her. I take a few pictures of the two of them posing. I look around and see a smaller tank with lots of fish inside that is just a bit to the left, but far enough that Kara won’t hear what I talk about with Hinata. I also take a quick look around and see that it’s not very crowded so I don’t think new kids will come to Hinata.  

“Why don’t you go look at the fishes for a moment, I want to talk to the mermaid about how I should act now that I found out I'm a prince” I tell Kara lamely, thankfully she believes me and goes to look at the fishes. I return to the tank and softly knock in the glass to get her attention; she is once again swimming around. When she looks at me and sees now kids around, she rises a brow and I just shrug. She comes out to talk to me anyway.  

“You’re not supposed to it the glass. It says that there. She points to a piece of paper that is on the wall next to her. “Not respecting the rules is not very prince-like of you”  

“Sorry I just needed your attention.” She smiles, for real this time not the fake-princess one she shows every kid; and for a moment I forget how to breath. “Thank you for talking so much to Kara, she loves mermaids whenever I babysit her for my brother Little Mermaid is all she wants to watch” I intentionally made it very clear that Kara is my niece so she wouldn’t think I was her father or anything.  

“It wasn’t big deal. She's very cute” I nod,  and silence falls over us.

“When do you get out of work? And can you give me your number?” I cringe internally. I'm better than this, I have mad game with girls but this one makes me feel a bit weird, like I'm off balance in some way.  

She chuckles “I get out in an hour and half. And as for my number...how about we meet when I get out and I can give it to you then? Would that work?” she asks and I try really hard not to jump and pump my fist in the air in a “i-did-it" pose.

“Yea that works, cool.” I try to pretend like she doesn’t affect me at all but that’s a failure. “I’ll meet you here in about 2 hours?” I take into consideration that she probably has to shower and change.  

“Yes, 2 hours is perfect. Bye bye Prince Sasuke” she says and goes back to swimming. I go back to Kara.

“What did she say about being a prince?’ she asks looking up at me and taking my hand to hold.  

“She said I have potential but I need some help, so she offered to give me classes on hoe to be a good prince”

[dani-dear]

oh yea i tagged in a....two-for-one this-or-that meme by @illraeee​ (since she got tagged in two and just combined them sdfdfg) so here we go finally! imma put this under a read-more huehue

The rules: Bold what you prefer and tag 10 people.

musicals or plays

lemonade or iced tea

strawberries or raspberries

winter or summer

pandas or koalas

beaches or forests

planets or constellations

pastels or neons

diners or cafes

unicorns or dragons

gemstones or crystals

hummingbirds or owls

fireworks or sparklers

sunflowers or hydrangeas

brunch or happy hour

sweet or sour

rome or amsterdam

classic or modern art

sushi or ramen

sun or moon

polka dots or stripes

macarons or croissants

glitter or matte

degas or seurat

aquariums or planetariums

road trip or camping trip

coloring books or watercolors

fairy lights or candles

honey & lemon or milk & sugar

coffee or tea

early bird or night owl

chocolate or vanilla

spring or fall

silver or gold

pop or alternative

freckles or dimples

snakes or sharks

mountains or fields

thunderstorm or lightning

Egyptian mythology or Greek mythology

ivory or scarlet

flute or lyre

eyes or lips

witch or fairy

opal or diamond

butterflies or honeybees

macarons or eclairs

typewritten or handwritten letters

secret garden or secret library

rooftop or balcony

spicy or mild

opera or ballet

London or Paris

Vincent van Gogh or Claude Monet

denim or leather

potions or spells

ocean or desert

mermaid or siren

masquerade ball or cocktail party

man reading some of these make me wanna go on so many adventures w/ my gf dang......... also im bad at picking things.... ANYWAYS  i tag @winecupwars @untaintedtea @telvani @anonbea and anyone else!

[lullaby-raven]

Phan in dark blue AU

A/n yea I know one of the pictures disappeared on me lmao it was this one

Anyway

(Dans pov)

After waking up to Phil’s alarm clock go off I officially decided that I needed to get up. Mainly because Phil had a surprise for me today. Slowly i open my eyes and there’s paper eggs with dani snot on fire on them all over my room. Of course that cheeky lil shit put eggs all over my room. Its April fools and easter and I forgot. I get up and change into something wholesome for the day.

(^This lovelies^)

I open my door to the bunny mask from 3 yrs ago and shout. Phil started laughing from the next room over as I scoffed. Walking into the kitchen I saw Phil with his new quiff and glasses plus his outfit

(^This beauty^)

and I swear to God I thought my knees were gonna give out. So far the Easter bunny has done me good. He must’ve sensed my staring cause he asked in the most cheeky voice.

“ you like what you see Danny boy”

I rolled my eyes and hugged him from behind resting my head on his shoulder and noticed what he was cooking.

“ don’t be cheeky lester, and are you making pancakes?”

“ of course! Its Easter, I would go out but we have somewhere to be soon. You might wanna fix your hair though”

He giggled and looked over his shoulder at me. I felt my hair with one of my hands and sighed. It was all over the place. Reluctantly I let go of Phil and walked into the bathroom and tried to get it to cooperate. I looked at my self and it looked nice. So I walked back out to Phil to see pancakes on the counter and Phil making us both coffee.

“ thank you Philly, also if you put anything in my coffee you’ll wish you reconsidered”

I waited until he was done and grabbed my coffee and pancakes. We both walk to the lounge and turn on the TV to an anime. Then start to eat breakfast. With his mouth full phil said

“ happy Easter Danny”

“ happy easter to you too love”

~lazy time skip~

(Phil’s pov)

“ keep the blindfold on silly! No peeking we are almost there!”

I giggled at dan trying to pry the cloth off his face while I’m driving.

“But phil why can’t I look?!”

“ it’s a surprise Howell, Duh!”

He laughed then sighed and leaned back into his seat. I turned and pulled into the parking lot. Coming to a stop I slowly took the blindfold off him.

“ duh duh dun, I brought you to the aquarium!”

“Philly this is gonna be cool!”

“ DAN WE CAN PET THE OTTERS OMG”

He started laughing at my childish acts. But still! I had no idea we could pet the otters. We got out and walked inside. The lady at the front desk lit up when she saw us. She was obviously a fan based of her facial expression.

“Omghidanandphilhowcanihelpyoutwo”

Her words came out quickly and anxiously. I chuckled softly and showed her my phone barcode to get in. She let us in and we immediately started walking towards the open water stingrays exhibit. We can pet those too. How much better can today get?!

I looked over at dan and he looked so peaceful. Just casually petting the stingray. When he was done we washed out hands and walked around for a bit.

When we got to the otter exhibit we were both bouncing up and down from excitement. We got to the front of the line and the lady told us how to hold it and pet it. I had to reach my arms around dan to help him hold it correctly. So I gave him a little kiss on the cheek and whispered.

“ happy Easter lovely”

[writing-rain-tea]

Beautiful Chaos (short story)

Note: There is a little homophobia at the end if this is a trigger for you then this might not be the best to read, but it isn’t too heavy.

Beautiful Chaos

All she could think about was kissing girls, and it was eating her alive. It started so long ago, nearly a year, yet still it was something that half made her loath herself and half put butterflies in her stomach. Either way it was so prominent- so there. It took up way more of her life than it should have; can her friend join this club? No. Because what if the friend notices her gawking at the girl she likes. Can she stand up against what that person said? No, because what if it sounds like she cares too much. So this is how it started, the deep rooted fear that someone would find out, or that she would accidently blurt it out while they were driving somewhere. This person, this girl who is taking up her entire line of consciousness just seemed so perfect. She’s out already of course, and in love with photography; she always had a camera on her. Her favorite flavor of ice cream is strawberry. The first time they talked was at one of the clubs meetings; they were partnering, and she couldn’t stop tapping her fingers on her desk. She was so nervous, and all she wanted to do was have a conversation. Sitting side by side their legs were touching, she could feel as the girl’s foot tapped, tapped, tapped. The next few times they saw each other were just nods and “hellos” in the hallway. However when the girl, Sara, gave her, Bea, a ride home, and they were standing on the front porch with no light because Bea’s parents always forgot the lights, they had their first real conversation.

Sara said “Would you wanna go out sometime, just like to the aquarium or something?”

And so Bea, as awkward as she was, shuffled her feet for a good minute trying to figure out whether or not it was a date. Then deciding it didn’t matter, she nodded and gave a quiet,  

“Yea, okay that sounds fun.”

“You know what I just realized Bea and yea are spelled the same but pronounced differently,” blurted Sara.

“Haha yea I guess so,” she said, before they both awkwardly glanced at each other and turned away. And it may sound funny, but things were pretty perfect right then.

In attempting to get ready for the “date”, she realized she didn’t even know where they were going. She didn’t know what to wear. She needed something that made her happy, but also made her feel confident, and made her hair look good. She wanted to wear a sundress, or her overall shorts- both yellow, both amazing. In the end, she decided on the overalls because they’re comfortable and easy to move in. When it came to hair, Bea stood in front of the mirror squirming. She could feel a bout of dysphoria start to kick in, and her nails dug into her palms. There would be cresent moon shaped cuts there later, but for now she has to keep the tingling sensation away.  When she felt blood on her finger, she knew she must have broken the skin. Uncurling her fists, she held her palms up to the mirror to see crescent shaped marks and cuts with little droplets of blood in a few places. So instead of continuing to examine her hands, she opens her cabinets looking for her scissors. She knows they're there, she used them last week for something stupid like cutting a tag. But now, with her hand in the drawer and her fingers gripping the scissors, she has her mind set on one thing. Picking them up, she looks at herself in the mirror. It’s funny. She only grew her hair long to battle her dysphoria in the first place, but this isn’t a rash decision. For the past few months, every time she has looked in the mirror she has felt her skin start to crawl; she wears her hair in a bun to compensate the discomfort. By now, her hair reaches all the way down her back nearly to her waist. She picks up the scissors and begins hacking her hair off - leaving just enough room for a barber to fix her mistakes. Snip, the hair falls down her shirt, onto the floor. Snip, Snip, Snip on and on until she has worked through all her hair, until it is cut at her shoulders and is fairley manageable. Smiling, she puts on some eyeshadow and walks out of the bathroom. She decides to leave the mess for after the “date”.

Hearing a car’s horn outside jars Bea, but just for a second, before she is running downstairs and out the front door, shouting “goodbyes” to her parents on her way.

As she hops into the car the first thing Sara says is “I love yellow.”

The second is “you cut your hair, it looks great. You look happier.” Bea smiled nodding her head in agreement. Sara turned the keys and pulled out of her driveway, onto the road.

“Where are we headed?” Bea asked.

“It’s a surprise.”

“Okay.”

After that she just closed her eyes, trying not to think about how she couldn’t tell anyone about going out with Sara and how her skin still felt like it was crawling, she focused on it too much, and how just a few days ago she was crying in the bathroom. And how now she was practically over the moon because she was on a “date” with the girl she liked. Bea pushed it out of her mind, out, out, out. Focusing instead on the feeling of her overalls , the soft fabric making everything better. She tried to draw on the last time she felt safe, at peace, or happy. Closing her eyes as they drove, she could feel little gasps of air and wind through the ever so slightly opened window of the truck. Hitting her arms and face, it made her hair stand ever so slightly on end. And for the moment, as the sun was setting, and everything was shining, the world was okay. Bea felt the car stop, she heard the window roll up and she opened her eyes- the Aquarium, perfect. She brought up fish a lot, and had definitely talked about them in their last conversation, but the fact the Sara remembered made it even more perfect. As Bea jumped out of the car, practically bouncing  on the tips of her toes, her excitement was evident and Sara just smiled. She grabbing Bea’s hand and pulling her towards the ticket line. Bea could see fish from the outside and everything was so bright! With their tickets in hand, they ran through the maze of ropes to get them scanned. At the end, they quickly passed their tickets on, and were ready to continue when a lady stopped them.

“Do you want your picture taken?” she asked earnestly.

Glancing towards Sara, Bea tilted her head, “Do you want to?”  

“Hell Yes!” she responded, “We are going to get everything out of this experience possible!”  

Smiling, she nodded her head and turned towards the lady, “We would love to have our photo taken.”

They were standing up in front of the blue screen with fish drawn on as they smiled for the photo. It was handed to Sara who passed it on to Bea, “ You keep it, okay?”

Looking down at the photo, she could see that the yellow of her clothes made her look sunny- happy, and her smile looked so genuine. Sara wasn’t looking at the camera, instead she had been looking down at Bea with a bright smile. Perfect.

Tucking the photo carefully into her bag, Bea grinned, “Okay let’s go look at some fishies.”

“Sounds great to me.”

The night went by quickly as they walked through each exhibit and saw fish, sharks, turtles, jellyfish, sting-rays, and so much more. Bea took every opportunity to pet the animals: the shark with rough skin, the jellyfish that was soft and delicate, the horseshoe crabs, and smooth stingray. The last thing they decided to go to before leaving was the mermaid show. It was fun, though slightly childish.  

The only awkward moment was when Sara commented, “I could be one of the mermaids right?”  

Bea answered too quickly without filtering herself and said, “ You definitely exceed the amount of prettiness needed.” She could feel herself blushing to her roots and turning tomato red.  “I-I’m sorry,” she stuttered.  

In response, Sara grabbed her hand, gripping it tight enough to show everything was okay, but not so hard that her ring would be digging into her finger. Swinging their hands, they walked towards the gift shop.

At the same time, they both gasped. Bea tugged on Sara’s hand to bring them into the gift shop’s back corner, and ducked behind the stuffed animals. In the meantime, Sara stuttered.

“Your hands, I-I what happ- happened to them,” she finally managed to get out. “And what was that, why’d you pull us out of there?” she said much more clearly.  

Swallowing, and then diverting her eye for a moment to catch her breath, she was trying not to have a panic or anxiety attack. Breathe In. Breathe Out. Bea wanted to make the effort, to explain everything; she really liked this girl.

Bea knew she could get up and walk away. Not look back. Avoid answering those questions. She decided to take one more breath and then face Sara. Matching her own bright green eyes, to the deep blue-grey ones, she opened her mouth to try and explain. Her lips tried to stay together, practically telling her to not share, but she forced herself to continue speaking.

“On t-the topic of my hands, I,” she took a deep breath in,. “I struggle with things like, d-dysphoria and anxiety. So sometimes to keep myself from slipping I do this and I know it’s bad but,” and she was rambling, “ I can’t really help it and it's better than other stuff and… yeah so...”

Sara took her hands in her own, holding the palm to her eyes, and gave a butterfly kiss to each mark.  “Okay, just next time if you would just call me instead I know it might not always help, and I know how it could be worse, but I don’t want you to be hurting.”

Bea continued, “And the reason I pulled you away, was because I saw my friend, Kate,  and I’m not out yet, and she’s my best friend and she’d be so mad if I didn’t tell her, so my first instinct was just to run and I- anyway sorry. I know that you’re out and I get it if you don’t want to date anyone who is still in the closet.” At this point she was looking at the floor and Sara had to lift her chin up so there eyes could meet.

“The only thing I wish you had told me is that you weren’t out so I could’ve been more secretive about the whole thing. I’m sorry if I was too forward; but I like you and all the other stuff doesn’t matter to me”

“Okay.”

I smiled and leaned forward. So sitting between the candy and the stuffed sting-rays, I had my first kiss. We were both crouching on the floor, barely able to stay balanced, as we leaned toward each other. Our lips crashed together, softly. Her lips were chapped and she was smiling and it was Perfect.

***

She stepped through her door home, smiling. Sara had just dropped her off from the aquarium. As she moved through the foyer, she noticed that her phone wasn’t where she thought she had forgotten it. Not worrying too much, Bea skipped towards her room. Opening her door, she could feel her ringer go off as she got several text’s.

Hey I saw you at the aquarium.

Who were you with?

Was it that girl from your club?

Was it a date ?

Wait! Are you dating her, and you didn’t tell me!!!

Immediately Bea started freaking out. Kate knew. She seemed okay-ish with it, but still. Counting her breaths, she tried to calm down. Everything would be okay.

Her phone buzzed. Another text from Kate. Bringing the screen up to eye level she saw one word.

Faggot

And that was that.

[dontshootmespence]

Awestruck

A/N: A request from @peytonnation for a Spencer x Reader where he asks her to hang out with him at an aquarium because he knows she’s fascinated by marine life. During the day, he admits to her what she means to him. @coveofmemories

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“What’re you up to this weekend, kid?” Morgan asked from across the room. He’d invite him out with the rest of the team, but almost every week, Reid decided to go home and Reid. He was the definition of an introvert.

Still in a daze, his head snapped toward Morgan after he called for him the second time. “What’re you doing this weekend?”

“Nothing much. Probably just reading.” 

And there it was. He was so predictable. “Well, if you change your mind, Emily, JJ, Penelope, Hotch, Rossi and I are going to bar tomorrow night. Y/N, you coming?”

“I’m not sure,” you said, walking back to your desk to grab your things for the weekend. “I’ll text you and let you know.”

He gave you a look that said your loss and walked away, leaving you and Spencer alone in the bullpen. “I was actually thinking of going to that new aquarium that opened up a few months ago,” Spencer said without looking up from his desk. He was fiddling with his thumbs. It was like he’d been dying to say that he had other plans but he didn’t want to get talked into doing something else.

“Oh, I’ve been wanting to go there!” you cried. As a kid, you’d always loved marine life and had even thought of becoming a marine biologist. Eventually, you decided on law enforcement, but your love of marine life had never faded.

With a twitch of his head, he looked up, opening his mouth to speak and then hesitating. “You wanna come with me?” he asked.

“Yea,” you said with a smile. “I’d like that. When tomorrow? Noon?”

He nodded and walked with you to the elevator, eventually going your separate ways at the parking garage to grab your cars and head home. If you didn’t know any better, you’d think that Spencer had just asked you out on a date. He was blushing...wasn’t he?

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“We meeting there?” you asked, having called him that morning. You’d agreed on a time, but hadn’t actually said where you were meeting.

Spencer cleared his throat. “If you want, I could come pick you up. I heard the parking over there is horrible, so it doesn’t really make sense to take two cars.” 

“Cool, see you in 15?”

Not even 10 minutes later, Spencer was at your door, ready to go. When he looked at you in your dolphin shirt, which you’d picked out specifically for the occasion, he smiled that little smile he got when people told him he was cute and he didn’t know how to react. “So what are you looking forward to seeing the most?” he asked, driving the 20 minutes to the aquarium.

Hmmm....that was a good question. You’d always loved sharks and dolphins and sting rays, but recently, you’d become really fascinated by jellyfish. “I love dolphins, obviously,” you laughed, pointing at your shirt. “But I also like sharks and rays and jellyfish. I heard they have ones called moon jellys. I just like the sound of that.”

“Moon jelly or aurelia aurita feed on zooplankton mostly and the top part, the bell, can grow to be about 12 inches wide, or the size of a dinner plate. When deprived of food, they can shrink to one-tenth their size to save energy and will regrow when food is available. On top of that, their population used to be kept in check by predators like sea turtles, tuna, and sunfish, but because of the rise in water-based pollution, their predators are starting to die, so jellyfish populations are growing at an alarming rate.” As he rambled on about moon jellys while he drove, you smiled, turning in your seat to watch the expressions play across his face. You’d always thought Spencer was cute - had even thought about kissing him on more than one occasion, but there was something about his face when he spoke about something he knew a lot about (which was most things) that made you exceedingly happy. 

He got off the exit for the aquarium, which was the first time he’d seen your face on the ride there. “I’m rambling, aren’t I?” he asked, quickly stifling himself. “Sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry, Spence,” you laughed. “I love all this stuff. So by all means, ramble away.”

The corners of his lips turned up as he pulled into the parking lot. “Thanks,” he said softly. “It’s nice to not annoy someone with my ramblings.” 

It was a good thing he’d turned his head away from you to park the car, because your face dropped. He couldn’t help how excited he got about things, and although everyone on the team tended to be polite and hear him out, occasionally they’d make a comment. At the very least, he could tell that they didn’t want to listen but were just being polite. That was all well and good, but it was nice to have someone actually be interested in what you were saying. “Ready?” he asked. The sound of his voice brought you out of feeling bad for him. Today, you were going to let him tell you all about the exhibits you passed. He’d probably know more about them than the employees would anyway.

After you walked inside, you skipped toward the directory. You needed to figure out where to go first. “Blue blubber jellies,” you said. You imagined your wide eyes made you look like a crazy person. But saying blue blubber jellies was really fun. 

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She really was like a kid in a candy store in here. Spencer walked slowly behind Y/N as she looked from the floor to the ceiling and taking in everything the aquarium had to offer. “This is definitely the best aquarium in the area now,” she said, coming to stop in front of the jellyfish exhibit.

For a few moments, he just stared at her awe-struck face. The jellyfish in front of her actually went from white to light blue to dark purple in color despite their name. The reflection of color in her eyes did nothing to lessen how amazed she looked. If anything, they made her eyes sparkle even more than they did naturally. On the way in, he’d promised to tell her all about all of the creatures they’d pass during the day, but he found himself unable to speak. With all of the sea life around him, one would think he’d be fascinated, but he was more than content taking in the joy on her face.

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“Spence?” you said. He blinked, coming back to you after being in a far away land or something like that. “Tell me about these jellies.” Again, you turned to stare at the blobs of light. They were purple when you’d turned to grab Spencer’s attention, but now they were light blue. 

Spencer stuttered as he started, but as he got into telling you all about the jellyfish, he fell into a confident rhythm. “Well, just like the moon jellyfish, these guys feed on zooplankton. They do grow a little bigger. About 16 inches. And they’re found in the coastal waters of eastern and northern Australia. Fun fact,” he said, his fingers fidgeting at the speed of light, “In Asia, they are considered a delicacy, which is somewhat dangerous because if they aren’t prepared properly, they can be deadly. They’re very poisonous.”

After staring at the jellyfish for another 10 or 15 minutes, you began walking toward another area of the aquarium. At first you didn’t notice, but by the time you’d reached the bottlenose dolphins, you were leaning against his arm with your arm looped through his. “You want me to tell you about the dolphins, now?” he asked happily. He was really enjoying telling you all about these creatures.

“Can I tell you about the dolphins even though you probably know all about them already? Because I did a project on them when I was in elementary school and I was obsessed with them. I memorized everything I could.” Now you were rambling. 

“Sure. Go ahead.” He smirked. 

You turned toward the tank, your hands spread wide across the glass as you put your nose up to it to get the best look you could. “So, adult dolphins can get anywhere from 6-12 feet in length and weigh between 400 and 800 pounds. Males are slightly larger than females. Meh. They feed on fish, squid and crustaceans which can be found through cooperative hunting with other dolphins, feeding in association with fishing boats and even digging in the sand to uncover food.” Spencer had been so quiet you weren’t sure whether or not he was paying attention - but he was, he was staring right at you with a soft smile, so you kept going. “They are found in tropical and temperate waters all over the world, but unfortunately, because people suck and don’t recycle or anything, a lot of populations are being depleted. Thankfully, they aren’t endangered yet. But they could be soon, and that makes me so sad. I mean-” 

All of a sudden, you felt his lips on yours before he pulled away again. “I’m sorry,” he said, seeing the stunned look on your face. “I couldn’t help it.”

“You...like me?” you asked in amazement. You could feel your lips curling up into a smile. You’d never expected him to like you. He never really expressed an interest in anybody.

At your question, his own eyes mirrored your look of confusion. “Of course I do,” he said softly. “Why wouldn’t I? You’re smart, and pretty. Funny, and nice. And when it comes to certain things like this, you get like me. Plus, you always seem genuinely interested in what I have to say.” He trailed off, blushing at how much he was gushing over you. 

“Come here,” you said, taking him by the collar and pulling him into you. “Kiss me again.” As you closed your eyes, you felt the softness of his lips again. You could get used to this. “We should do more of this later when there aren’t so many kids around.” 

“Definitely.” His forehead rested against yours for a few moments before he suggested walking over to the giant pacific octopus tank.

You shuddered at the thought. “They’re so cool, but also really unsettling. Good thing I have someone here I can cling to.”

As you walked over, you felt him gather you to his side. You were sure the rest of the team was having a great time together, and maybe one day soon, you and Spencer would join them together, but for now, you were ecstatic you’d decided to ditch them.

[fearofaherobrine]

Roleplay Server Log #139

“Aqua the Water dragon, Cuddle pile”

[gem] -over chat to doc- doc I think my egg is hatching.

[Doc] Shit... Endrea? Can you take care of it? Gem is calling for me.

[Endrea] - I can try...- She's never had to do this before

[Doc] Just make sure they have food and water okay? I'll come right back when I'm done with Gem.

[Endrea] Nods-

[gem] -is in the pond at her home she is keeping the egg near it because the egg was found in water-

-The egg is quivering and squeaking loudly-

[Doc] Is zipping along with the spider pokemon clinging in hir mane-

[Doc] Gem! Where are you?

[gem] i'm in my pond at my house

[Doc] Lands nearby- Lets me see! Oh it's the water one! How exciting!

[gem] -is letting the egg touch the water- I wonder how a dragon egg from in water would be like.

-The egg sends ripples across the water as it shakes-

[Doc] Is tapping hir paws with excitment-

[gem] -is trying to splash water over the egg to help it-

-A crack spider webs across the egg, small pieces begin falling away-

[gem] -watches the egg fall apart in her arms-

[Galvantula] is on Doc's forehead- leaning way over to see the rocking egg

-A small dark blue dragon pops out with a distressed squeak, it has small fins on it's head, a small sail going down part of it's back, two front flippers and to fins towards the end of it's long tail to help guide it through the water-

[Doc] It's beautiful! Like nothing I've ever seen before!

[Galvantula]- ZZZrp!

[gem] -lets the egg into the pond- it's a very pretty dragon

-The dragon easily slips into the water, it's gills pumping hard so it can breath properly-

[Doc] Yeah, I think this one wil have to stay here with us. There isn't enough water on the other seed. Hopefully they don't butt heads with Lapras or bug the shit out of Herabrine.

-It's curiously watching them from under the water-

[gem] -is still standing in the pond- they seem small enough to stay here in the pond for now.

-It slowly raises it's head out of the water with a squeak-

[Doc] Somehow I think that won't last...

[gem] -rubs the dragon's head- yea but by the time the out grow it they will be safer to be let into the ocean not just a new born.

-Spins around in the pond-

[gem] awe you're so cute

[Doc] Of course! Just saying though, they grow up fast.

-It sniffs Gem's feet under the water-

[gem] -sinks into the pond so she is fully under water-

[Doc] Speaks loudly- Well, they need a name so I can hook them to respawn. Shall we pick something gender-neutral since we're not sure what they are yet?

[gem] -still under water- lets name them Aqua.

[Doc] Is already making an anvil tag and clicks it on the sinious shape. - There you go.

[Aqua] Darts away as soon as it's named-

[Doc] Should I throw in some fish?

[gem] -opens her arms to hug Aqua- if you would like.

[Doc] Spawns a couple of plain fish that are much smaller then the baby dragon to be either food or compnay.

[Aqua] Is searching for food and snaps at the fish, gumming on them-

[gem] I think they are too solid for them.

[Doc] We need aquarium flakes... - Xe takes out a fish and makes it fall apart into pixels before scattering a few of them on the surface of the water.

[Aqua] Creates a ring of bubbles around the flakes before darting towards the surface to grab them-

[Doc] Nice trick

[Aqua] Goes to explore their pond more-

[Doc] Makes more flakes and gives them to Gem like a stack of seeds.-

[aven] -come out of the house- what's going ... -see Galvantula then starts screaming- AH!

[gem] -pops out of the water to grab them and see what aven is screaming about-

[Doc] It's okay! My pokemon evolved!

[aven] -is still screaming as she is backing up completely scared of Galvantula-

[Doc] Rears up on hir hinds to keep the spider on hir head way out of reach- Aven! It won't hurt you!

[gem] I don't think she will stop she has a phobia of spiders.

[Aqua] Splashes a little-

[gem] -splashes back-

[aven] -is cowering next to the steps-

[BEN] Comes out and pulls Aven into a hug- Hey, calm down, I'm right here

[aven] -hugs ben tightly- spider.

[BEN] - Shhh it's okay, I'll go kill it, don't I always?

[aven] yes

[BEN] Kisses the top of Aven's head before standing and drawing his sword- Okay, now where did this spider go?

[Doc] Is looking embarassed, the Galvantula just looks at hir upside down and shrugs-

[BEN] - Looks around and finally spots it- Oh...

[Doc] Waves- Hi BEN! Wanna see the new baby dragon? It's super cute.

[BEN] - Oh not another one!

[gem] it's a water dragon -still standing in the water-

[Doc] Chuckles- well we are intending to put them in the pocket game I made, but this one's a bit different. It's going to need to stay here.

[Aqua] Tries to squirt BEN-

[BEN] Shrieks and darts back to Aven-

[Doc] Looks at the baby- That wasn't nice! Shame on you!

[Aqua] Trills-

[gem] Aqua no.

[Aqua] Trills again-

[Doc] Shakes hir head. - On a server full of pastas and griefers, you'll fit right in.

[BEN] - No water, bad water

[gem] no squirting aven or ben aqua. -is talking in a scolding manner-

[Doc] Maybe you should put some glass block walls around the pond just in case.

[Aqua] Does a little jump out of the water-

[Doc] Well at least we know Aqua is healthy.

[gem] I will add enough to help block them from squirting anyone.

[Aqua] Gums on another fish-

[Doc] Tosses out some more flakes-

[Aqua] Noms on them-

[Doc] Cute little bugger. Well... if you've got this in hand, I'm going to scamper. No need to further upset Aven and BEN, it was only haste that caused me to bring Jolti-I mean Galvantula over with me in the first place.

[Aqua] Squirts Gem-

[gem] -doesn't mind the water- I will take care of aqua ben and aven from here.

[Doc] Thank you Gem. - Does a little graceful turn and heads back towards Lie's house.

[Endrea] Between watching her children and tending the animals, the children have taken more time-

[Doc] Comes back into the yard- Are you doing okay Endrea?

[Endrea] - Not so much...  I've only got about half of the horses fed

[Doc] Here, I'll help you. - Grabs a hay bale in hir claws and rips it up to distribute the flakes.

-The horses happily begin eating-

[Doc] Is there anything else to do?

[Endrea] - Just the dogs and pigs

[willow] -is once again trying to get into the dog pen-

[oak] -is helping-

[Doc] Bustles about doing as Endrea indicated, the Galvantula helps too, even though the dogs seem a bit afraid of it.

[Endrea] - Willow no!  You'll gt hurt!

[willow] -manages to get over the fence and starts to waddle over to the dogs-

[Galvantula] Grabs the baby dragons in it's many limbs and hops back to Endrea with them

[Endrea] - Thank you- She takes her misbehaving child and then remembers that Lie built a pen out front- I'll be right back- She goes and puts both babies in the pen out front of the house

[Doc] Ha. Time for a time-out for naughty little dragons.

[willow] -makes wining squeaks-

[Doc] Thanks for not running your mom ragged like that Ashe

[Endrea] - No Willow, liquid will hurt you and dogs slober a lot

[Ashe] - What does that mean?

[Doc] Making her chase after you until she's really tired.

[willow] -wines more-

[Ashe] - Oh...  Can I go see Uncle GG now?

[Doc] Let me write him a note and see what he's doing- starts typing in the chat-

[Doc] - reads the chat- He says he'll come over here.

[Ashe] - Yay!

-There's a bit of a bellow from high up and a gush of wind pushes them all back a little as GK lands with a thump and a huge flap of wings. -

[GK] I heard someone wanted to play?

[Ashe] - UNCLE GG!

[GK] You're talking already? Ashe. I'm impressed.

[Ashe] - I can read too!  But we only have two books and mama says we have to stay outside today...

[GK] Really? Dam- I mean shoot! You want to go get more books?

[Ashe] - Yes please!

[Gk] Is it okay for me to take him for a bit Endrea?

[Endrea] - Go ahead, I have to keep an eye on these two anyways

[Gk] Grins- You want to ride me or walk kiddo?

[Ashe] - Ride!  Ride!

[Gk] Hunkers down so he can climb up and then puts his head near Endrea to whisper- Don't worry, I'll keep him away from the adult books-

[Endrea] - Thank you

[Lie] Is getting a bit hungry but doesn't want to leave CP by himself-

[Notch] Is reading a book while Stevie naps.

[Stevie] Starts waking up- Father?  I'm hungry...

[Notc] Oh, Okay! I'll make us some lunch.

[Stevie] Opens his eyes and makes a distressed noise-

[Notch] What's the matter? Are you sick?

[Stevie] - No no no no no!  That's wrong!  It's weird!

[Notch] What's weird?

[Stevie] - The hair!

[Notch] Oh! It was a gift from Doc. Don't you like it? I think it looks nice.

[Stevie] - NO!  IT'S WEIRD!

[Notch] Oh... don't be like that Stevie. My head was cold, and I don't actually like being bald.

[Stevie] - But it's weird!

[Notch] Slumps a little - I still think it looks nice....

[Stevie] Whines-

[Notch] Then this is an important lesson Stevie. Your appearance should always be what makes you happy. You can't live your life trying to mold yourself to other peoples expectations. It only makes you sad, and it's dishonest.

[Stevie] - But it doesn't look right...

[Notch] You thought your brothers eyes didn't look right either, and you got used to that, didn't you?

[Stevie] Thumps feet on floor as he sits on the bed- Yes...

[Notch] Well there you go. Come on, lets get you some food.

[Stevie] - Okay...

[Doc] Slithers up onto the walkway and changes in the hall before tapping on Lie's door. The Galvantula decides to wait in a nook at the apex of the ceiling.

[Lie] - Come in

[Doc] Comes in quietly. - Are you feeling any better?

[CP] Is still tightly curled up-

[Lie] - There hasn't been much progress, and I'm getting hungry but I don't want to leave him

[Doc] I'll get you some food. Be back in a jiffy - heads back down the hall

[Lie] - Thank you!

[Notch] Is bustling around near the furnace while Stevie eats a sandwich. - Oh hi Doc. Busy day?

[Doc] You have no idea...

[Stevie] - Hi Doc!

[Doc] You're looking chipper Stevie. Having a good day?

[Stevie] - Mmhm!  I went and, and, I sheared some sheeps, and I played with Hope too!

[Doc] Aww, did Rose get sheared too?

[Stevie] Shakes head- I tried, but I couldn't catch her

[Doc] She's too small and fast huh? She's a cutie. You guys mind if I use the other furnace? I'm having an idea...

[Notch] Sure, go ahead.

[Doc] Thank you. - Xe pulls out some iron and forms it into a heavy pot and starts rooting around for herbs in the trunks, making a stock with the fish pixels and adding garlic and onion as well, ground into bits between hir gloves.

[Notch] That smells interesting...

[Doc] Maybe good enough to tempt two hungry little cats.

[Stevie] - More kitties?

[Doc] Just your brother and Lie. They're snuggled in their cat shapes.

[Stevie] - Why?

[Doc] Cp had a bad day. She's comforting him.

[Stevie] - Okay

[Doc] You guys want some too? It's a big pot.

[Notch] Sure- holds out two bowls. - You can at least try it Stevie.

[Stevie] - Yes father

[Doc] Gives them each some and divies out the rest into bowls to put the excess away before turning to take some back up to the bedroom.

[Notch] Passes a bowl to Stevie and takes a long drink of his own. - fishy. But good.

[Doc] calls back over hir shoulder- You're welcome-

[Stevie] Takes a sip- Blech!

[Doc] from the next room- I heard that.

[Stevie] Covers his mouth with a hand-

[Notch] Giggles-

[Lie] Is licking CP's head-

[Doc] Comes back in. - I made you guys something special. - Xe sets down a wood block so it's touching the bed near them and sets two bowls of the warm fish soup on top of it.

[CP] Finally lifts his head, his eyes are dim and almost hollow looking-

[Doc] Strokes his head gently. - Come on. I know it hurts, but you can't waste away. Have a little food.

[CP] Lays his head back down-

[Lie] - CP please...

[Doc] Please... we just want to help you.

[CP] Small noises-

[Doc] Lie... you eat. I know you must be starving. I'll keep him warm.

[Lie] Carefully pulls herself away from him so she can eat-

[CP] Has a near panicked expression as his mate starts leaving-

[Doc] Gathers Cp in hir arms and sits cross-legged in front of the bowls. Cp is close enough to touch Lie's tail with his own while she eats. Doc pets him very carefully.

[CP] Just slumps, he has no motivation at all-

[Doc] Scoots a little closer so the other bowl is near enough that he can smell it. - I know you feel cold and sad right now. But making yourself sick and hungry won't help you feel any better.

[CP] Turns away from the food-

[Doc] Is just holding him - I'm sorry Cp. But at least he got to see you one last time, and you know now for sure that he was not the one who tried to kill you.

[CP] His ears flatten a little in guilt-

[Doc] You didn't know. And no one is blaming you.

[CP] He starts crying again-

[Doc] Hugs him close- Just try and focus on everyone who's still here for you. You have a family and people who care about you. You're not alone.

[Lie] Stops eating to lick at CP's face again-

[Doc] Gives him a small kiss on top of the head. - We love you. Don't force yourself to suffer silently, we're here to listen if you want to talk about it.

[CP] Finally makes an effort to move and pulls himself off of Doc's lap and flops onto the bed again-

[Doc] Is that how I motivate you? Just annoy you with love?

[Lie] - A feat only you and TLOT seem capable of achieving

[Doc] Funny, I feel like I'm not doing it intentionally. Maybe because we've both been intimate with him but aren't his actual mate?

[Lie] - Who knows- She's only had about half of her bowl but she returns to CP's side to curl up with him

[Doc] Well if that's all he needs, I can do it easily. Being mad at me certainly seems to get him moving any other time. - Xe does as good of a catloaf as xe can manage in a human body and gets right in the little red cats face. - I love you Cp.

[CP] Tiny grumble-

[Doc] Peppers his head and ears with sweet little kisses- Especially when you're like this, because I can just love on you and theres not squat you can do about it because you're cute and tiny and soft.

[CP] Makes a meek little swat at Doc-

[Doc] Mock scared face- Oh noes! Cp is gonna kick my butt! But wait, he can't cause he's too busy being fluffy and adorable.

[CP] Huffs and slumps, not caring anymore-

[Doc] Goes for the chin scratch.

[CP] Doesn't care-

[Doc] Don't you have a happiness flower Lie? Something to raise his spirits a bit?

[Lie] Hesitates- I have one that I made while very happy...  But I don't think it makes others become happier.  And I don't think I can get into the right mind set to make one right now...

[Doc] Oh.... well it's probably not a good idea to force someone to not feel something anyway. Dammit... I wish I could talk to him directly.

[Lie] - Could TLOT temporarily connect you mentally?  He does have more experience than me...

[Doc] Only if he wanted to make an exchange with me, like he did with you. Somehow I don't think that's appropriate.

[Lie] - Then I have no idea

[Doc] He can't stay a cat forever anyway. Unless that's all he ever wants to be again.

[Lie] - I think we just need to give him time...

[Doc] Well then I'm going to feed him at least. -Xe makes a quick statick hole over Cps belly and pours the soup in before closing it up again.

[CP] - Doesn't even acknowledge that it happens-

[Doc] Sends a message over the chat - Deerheart? Can you teleport to me? I'm inside so please don't change first or you'll bang your head.

[Deer] - Oh, sure- Within a moment she's there, wearing only Doc's spare coat

[Doc] Oh, Deerheart... you look way too good in just my coat. But what's needed is a gentle touch. Cp's had a death in the family, he's very upset. I know you can understand the hostile mobs at least, can you try and get through to him?

[Deer] - Me?  Wha...  What would I be finding out?

[Doc] Just talk to him. I can't listen to him in this shape and there's a good chance he doesn't want to talk to me anyway. He's just.... very sad. He found his real father just in time to see the poor man glitch out of existence moments later.

[Deer] - Oh CP...- She crawls onto the bed and lays curled near the red cat, she reaches out and gently pets him- CP?  Please talk to us...

[CP] - Nothing to say...

[Deer] - There has to be something to say...

[Doc] I know your head is full, that's why you've gone so quiet. Let it out. You'll feel better.

[CP] - I'll be fine...

[Deer] Can't help but smirk a little- Well at least your catch phrase is still going strong

[Doc] I'm glad you kept what he gave you, you have something to remember the good times by.

[CP] - But Stevie has nothing...

[Deer] - Now that can't be true.  Stevie probably has something from him too...

[Doc] Stevie has Markus. And Markus will gladly take your father's place. Even if it's only until Stevie isn't a child anymore. Stevie also has you. You're his hero Cp.

[CP] Scoffs- Some hero I've been...

[Doc] You've been protecting him since the potion hit him. His face lights up when you come in the room. He loves you, worships you. As far as he's concerned you can do no wrong.

[CP] Curls up tighter- Just leave me the fuck alone...

[Deer] - CP...

[Doc] The Ais told me something interesting Cp. A name, someone your father was protecting. Does the name Flux mean anything to you?

[CP] Ears flick back- I think I vaguely recall him saying that name once when he thought we were asleep...

[Doc] I think she might be your mother. And theres a chance that she, as we suspect Deerheart may be, was or is; a creation of your home server in response to your fathers loneliness before you were made.

[CP] This catches CP's attention-

[Deer] - Someone....  Like me?

[Doc] Perhaps, and the sooner you're up and around the sooner we can go back to your home server to search for code traces.

[CP] Tail flicks a little-

[Doc] I don't know about you guys, but I'm excited by the prospect either way

[CP] - We'll see...

[Doc] Tiny quirk of a smile - At least I have your attention. Curious cat.

[CP] - Shut it

[Doc] Ah a little flicker of flame from the ashes, that's encouraging.

[Deer] Flops on their bed- Well I don't know about you Doc, but I'm rather comfy here

[Doc] Yeah I was kind of contemplating a nap. These two would probably enjoy the warmpth. Shame the room isn't bigger.

[Lie] - Hey, I like small spaces

[Doc] Thats' because your second form is adorable and small my crafty little floof.

[Lie] Sticks her little tongue out-

[Doc] Ack! Deerheart she attacking me with cute! I'm slain! - Flops with hir tongue out

[CP] Sighs and curls into Lie again-

[Deer] Laughs- Oh dear, what ever shall I do?

[Doc] Be even cuter! Avenge me!

[Deer] - I can't and you know it

[Doc] Awww, curses! Actually.... You guys stay here, I'll be right back. -gets up and leaves the room

[Deer] - Hm?

[Doc] There's some shuffling and the sound of someone going outside and coming back in. Doc returns with a lot of small noises and a full armload of squirming creatures and the Galvantula on hir heels. The very confused Vulpix is dumped on the bed along with Rose, Hope, the baby wither and Cp's chain chomp.

[Hope] Immediately scampers over to Lie to snuggle with her-

[Rosebud] Bleets and stands shakily on the bed-

[Doc] Gently herds everyone into comfy positions on the bed.

[Notch] pokes his head in - Uh Doc? Why did you bring a sheep into the house? - Notices Deerheart nearly naked- NEVERMIND. I'll leave you to it!

[Chomp] Bounces happily around the bed-

[Doc] Guides Deerheart down so they're both snuggling the cats between them. - There you go Cp. You're surrounded by love.

[CP] - This is not very comfortable...

[Doc] Is it because I'm next to you?

[CP] - Partially

[Doc] Nothings perfect, go to sleep Cp. Lie is right there so you don't have an excuse this time.

[CP] Grumbles but presses closer to Lie-

[yumenosakiacademy]

Me.trocon 2017 Friday

this is a Diary entry for future me, but feel free to read, as always. Cosplayed: Mik.an Tsumiki

Okay, so i woke up early to get there by 10 am, ate 3 bowls of cereal n dad helped me w my wig n the bandages n stuff then i went to the con and made it there at abt 9:40 am..? around then, and went downstairs to look around before going to the ouran or hs panel so i spotted the nice Ann from earlier along with a futaba that they were friends w and i hung out w them for a while talking abt stuff and tried spinning a spinner for the first time?? rly hard w nails tho so i gave up and gave it back to them and i heard “hey nurse!!” and turned around and a ruruka and komaeda w a big monob.ear plushie were riding down the escalator waving at me and i got a pic of them and they took a pic of me and ruruka gave me a gummy candy but i had to return it bc i dont eat gelatin but they were nice! i saw em a few times later too. so i told ann and futaba that i was gonna go to the hs panel and said goosbye 

and i went to the hs panel and it.. wasnt too fun?? idk it was just a small panel. they were eating ben boozled beans to see if they got the good or gross flavor and i asked nepeta what her favorite kind of cat was and terezi tried to rap and gamzee did shenanigans but after a while i wanted to see some of he ouran panel so i went in there but not much was happening so i stuck around then eventually left it bc i was kinda bored

and then!! the LL pep rally aa! it was major cute, and all of the dancers were amazing and it had me having LL songs stuck in my head esp the nico and nozo duet song aa and while they were dancing i think i almost teared up bc i started having Idol Feelings?? flrhknrfhb but ANYWAY the maki, after asked, mentioned en.stars but she didnt kno how to play + she ddnt wanna read a japanese walkthrough and u could literally see me STRAINING not to tell her i could teach her how and i couldnt after the panel but oh well! the panel was rly cute n fun aa and there was a halloween!yohane w a rly nice outfit and after taking her pic i was like “im ur fallen angel now, yohane-sama!” and she was like “yes you are one w me now or somefin it was cute!

After that, i forgot that there was an SU panel and i went to the ON.S panel and some of the jokes were funny but since im not major into o.ns (never was, altho ive seen seasons 1 and 2 and read some of the manga) i eventualy left bc i got kinda bored and they startedplaying games like “Honey i love u” (and a friend later told me that the panel got boring after that) and bc i heard there was a DR meetup going on, i decided to go since i had 30 minutes before the max mitt.elman q and a but most of the cosplayers were just standing around and talking waiting for a photographer and a juzo was rly nice to me and so was the mondo (who seemed to be running the meetup) but by the time they got a photographer, it was time for me to go and mondo’s like “u joinin for pics?” bc i was standing off to the side looking at the con map n i was like “ah.. no, the voice of ryuji is here n i wanna see him” so the mondo said they were gonna be morgana at the per.sona photoshoot on satuday and that max might be there and im so SAD that i cant go to it bc its at midnight aa..

but so i left and i went to go see max mit.telman and it’s! surreal seeing a celebrity and everytime he spoke all i heard was Ryuji honestly thats what i thought of almost everytime fhnkhn but a lot of the talk in that panel was abt voice acting or spi.derman but i managed to aask him a question abt per.sona (”whats ur favorite castle and character?”) and he said kamoshidas palace bc ryuji’s awakening is in there and that ryuji was his fav n when i said Of Course he said “oh, other than ryuji? hmm.. the subway announcer” and everyone laughed and i think someone else asked him abt per.sona before me and it was like.. what was the funniest ryuji line to do and max said “the line where hes eating and he goes ‘IT’S LIKE A MEATY EXPLOSION IN MY MOUTH!!’” and i was laughing aaa but it was so cool! but i left near the end of it and went to the DR panel at 1:30

and the DR panel was kinda boring, i stood in the back bc there were tall ppl sitting near the places i like to sit and stuff but hey did lil games and i asked mono.kuma “what his fvorite exocution was (”h-hopefully not mine!”) and he said terut.eru’s w the helicoptors and they had trivia but the only question i knew i dint raise my hand fast enough unfortunately but its okay and later in the panel i asked junko how she really felt abt mikan (and called her junko-sama aaa) and junko said “well.. i kill the people i love so.. haha!” but made a heart w her arms and i made a heart w my fingers

NOW FOR MY FAVORITE PART OF TODAY there was a dm.md dating panel and i was like “hhh clear is best boy im gonna wait until clear is called then take a seat as a contestant” so the panel was funny and virus was all like “how do you feel abt exotic pets” and contestant one was like “well i do love bigass snakes” and virus is like “oh yea? well i have 2~” n koujaku mentioned something like theyll have to be a snake charmer and one lady, when virus asked why he should choose them, she said her character (Foxxy) once put chicken up herself and it came out fried and her friend, who was #2, said “I CANT COMPARE WHEN HER P**** DOUBLES AS A MICROWAVE!” and the other girl went “easy bake oven” and everyone was laughing and #2 couldnt stop laughing and it was Wild tbh ekhrhflj AND THEN when they called cleae you could see me stand up SO EFFING QUICK AA and i sat down as contestant 3 and as i sat down i was like “aa i was waiting for clear hes my best boy” and clear (and kou i think) heard me and went “oh aww” and clear asked his first question of “what do you think of jellyfish” and #1 said they’re squishy, #2 said they’re pretty yet kind of delicious, and i said “they’re pretty and floaty.. and theyre soft- well, they look soft, yanno? and they’re swimming all free.. w how theyre floating, maybe theyre secretly fairies or something?” and everybody Aww’ed aaa and then clear asked his 2nd question “where you take me on a date?” and #2 said the obv answer of aquarium, #1 said a beach at sunset i think, and i thought for a sec abt how clear is soft ans sweet and said “i think something simple, like a sleepover, and we could have glow in the dark stars on the wall n all yanno, and maybe watch a movie w a pillow fort and lots of plushies?” and everybody Aww’ed harder and i just kinda shyly smiled and i heard the panelists Awwing too and koujaku turned to clear and said “so, do you need to ask a third question or do you obv already know who ur gonna pick” w an Obvious tone and clear nodded (rly cutely aa) and walked down n he was like “would you.. do me the honors of being my chosen one?” and holding out my bouquiet (which was what the winning contestant got) and i was smiling so hard and nodded (i think we hugged too?) and i said “only if i have the honor of giving you a lollipop, clear~!” and gave him a fake shot and a lollipop and i was like “if you need a different flavor u can have a diff. one aa” and clear was like “ah oh no that’s fine!” and koujaku was like “oh my god can we have her instead of these guys” (meaning the other dm.md panelists) and  was fidgeting back to my seat in jy and slight shyness but after that i asked clear 2 questions during the q and a and i asked if he would make his brothers Good and not on the side of toue if he could and he nodded yes and one of the panelists played jellyf.ish song and i was like aa and then later i said “um.. clear.. i think you’re kinda similar to that one robot.ic pokemon princess- um, i forgot her name bc of my memory but-” and clear was nodding and blushing and i was like aaa bc we’re both Shy so it’s just us both being nice and blushy and i couldnt hear it well but i think clear was like “we should see it later” and after the panel was over i was gathering my bag and the clear came up to me and they were like aa you’re so cute can i take a pic of you” and i was like “yea sure can i take a pic of you?” and so we talked abt how neither of us have seen the pok.emon movir i was talking abt yet and i gave clear a hug and they were so cute im gonna Cry aa... im Lov............

after that i walked around the dealers room and the female hajime from earlier that i saw at the meetup and at the DR panel asked me to pose w them and since they got a bouqiet from the dm.md panel too we posed w those like a marriage proposal and i was like “take that spike ch.unsoft we’re making DR Gay now” and we stood around and talked abt per.sona until i saw a ryuji and goro and hajime and i took pics of em and we talked w them for a sec (the goro was like “nobody likes goro they all want pics of just ryuji”) and they were Nice and i saw dm.md cosplayers that i saw at the panel in the dealers room and they kept complimenting me on how cute i was during the panel aaa AND i met the virus and trip who were in the panel and they complimented me too and we stood around and talked for a while and i was like  “is virus’ jacket green bc he’s Poisonous?” and they were like “..interesting though. maynbe! :o” and i was like “and trip is piink for sweets, virus is green bc of snakes maybe? and trip’s pink could be a lion tongue?” and i gave them both lollipops + fake shots (i was like “maybe oit’s heroine. OH or maybe i shot you up w... Morphine” and we all went aaayyye) and i left

the oso.matsu-kun ppl never showed up so ikept browsing the dealers room and while i was looking at en.stars blind boxes, i saw a naegi going thru the id.olish omanjuus but i thought they were en.stars ones and i went “omg are you an en.stars fan?!” and they were like “YEA are you??” and i was like “YAH” and so we talked abt the event and how he wants a wataru omanjuu even tho he kinda finda wataru weird and turns out hes a SwitchP and a rabitsP bc “he has self-care” and doesnt go close to Popular units and we talked for a while and he apparently didnt kno abt the en.stars panel on saturday so i told him abt it and led him to the idol merch booth n showed him the en.stars keychains and found atsumugi for him and he got a sora and some lady in a pink sweater (?) was looking thru the boxes too so i was like “ARE U INTO IT” n she was lieke “yea!” so we talked w her and shegot the shu christmas charm (i joked that it mustve been fate we met bc i got the mika one) and she said she likes valkyrie and she mentioned her artist alley booth has en.stars stuff (i couldnt fint eh booth) and that someone she knew was cosplaying mika (didnt fine em either) or maybe she said “was going to..?” but she said she was gonna go w a friend as leo and madara in vacation clothes on satuday n i was like “DUDE COOL” and naegi said he might cosplay nazuna at metro or just eventually and i was so happy aa but eventually i left the dealers room

the os.osan q and a wasnt much to talk abt so after that, the bn.ha q and a AND the bb dating panel were PACKED but i stood in the back of the bn.ha one for a while but thought abt leaving and dad called me so i took my chance to leave and answer him and after that i just walked around more and met an eg.gs benedict who hung out w me and we saw a nof.ace who gave them candy and we talked w an akira abt stuff before i left to walk again and after a while i met a Honoka and a Kamoshida and we talked abt en.stars and LL and aa it was fun they were Nice and i went to the mat.suno mixerfor the last half (i looked inside earlie, saw no one and didnt go inside but they apparently stated late) and got chosen to be a contestant for ichimatsu (which i found ironic bc i had already won a dating game today haha) (i was contestant #1, he couldnt see any of the contestant bc there was a rack between us) and ichimatsu asked “whats ur opinion on cats”and i said “well i love them!! and rin h.oshizora is my best LL girl so of course nya!” n for the 2nd question he said “my brothers r gonna hate me for this, but how submissive are you?” and i said “well.. technically i’m a switch, but i’m Mostly a bottom, ichimatsu-sama... And i mean.. i let junko-sama step on me so..” and some ppl laughed aa and for his third question he said “on a scale of 1-10 how much do you think im trash” so i decided not to say 10 or 11 and said “well i think you’re mosre like.. a recycling bin! nor fully trahsh, perse! but im p lazy too so we can be trash buddies together!” and in the end ichi said he liked #1 n #3 but #1 charmd him more so the rack was removed and i got a bouqiet of duct tape flowers from him and i said “i can be your kitty, ichimatsu-sama nya!” and he linked elbows w me and escorted me down the stage stairs and it was nice aaa..

after that was the pajama rw.by panel but it wasnt v interesting and some guy in he audience was loud and annoying and the LLpj party where i talked w the honoka and kamoshida from earlier and a different honoka and we talked for a sec abt en.stars and id.olish and the panel was okay but i was.. tired aa...

the DR panel turned out to be mostly party games not q and a and i was tired so i left midway thru once dad came to pick me up at like 11:30 and we got mcnuggets and a medium fry to share and!! con day overrr