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[musestomyears]

who: Rashaad & OPEN @fortyhqstarter​  where: any bar when: daytime

It’s been over a month since he’s felt this low. Knowing your triggers, then avoiding them should be an easy task in theory. However, how do you avoid said trigger when it’s a person you co-parent with, and have to see on a regular basis for the sake of your children? In Rashaad’s case it truly is easier said than done. It’s not that he’s holding a torch for his ex-spouse, but rather every time he sees them, he’s reminded of just how much of a failure he really is. 

Another deep sigh left the chef’s parted lips. He sat at the bar, shoulders hunched over while nursing a drink. The place wasn’t packed, but for during the day he certainly had company. “It’s a good thing my liver doesn’t have a watch, yeah?” he snickered to himself, when in reality anyone sitting at the bar could hear him loud and clear. 

Behind the bar one of the bartenders began making an elaborate drink cocktails. As it was something in his line of sight he began watching in earnest. Rashaad’s head tilted out of curiosity, then in the next moment the shared what was on his mind. “Say, if you had to create the perfect cocktail what you you put in it?”