#// as a way of conveying you can't run from your sins they'll always come for you

[usagimen]

𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐀𝐋𝐄  

    The epitome of beauty && mystery, Sayuri was originally a promising rising star that was set to debut as a professional dancer. Known for her classical formation, she was a sought after ballerina following the constraints that Sybil deems appropriate for the arts within her Utopia. Though, the seediness of a public figure is often wrought with utmost turmoil, in defense of herself, she would end up a latent criminal having killed her manager who constantly placed her through the utmost misery && hell. With a clouded hue, nowhere to go, labeled as a fugitive, Sayuri escaped to the seediness of the underbelly of where all castaways would run. Brilliant, those are the words she hears constantly, a brilliant charismatic woman with exceptional technical skills, who sees no obstacle in front of her but mourns the loss of normality.    She doesn’t care for arbitrary standards; good or evil, constructs built to penalize the oppressed. As a hostess in the undercity, she is known for constantly switching her persona through the usage of holos. A cute compact with a white rabbit shapes && shifts her visage, hiding the ghastly scar she acquired when taking back her autonomy. At the current moment, Sayuri is known to wear a distant pop idol’s face who also suffered the same horrendous fate such as herself, homage, vengeance, all of which are correct in her eyes. She is a known associate @achroanimus of who merely wears a guise of nihilism to camouflage the depth of her fury && grief.

[imaginariumwanderer]

I forgot to say this before, thank you, I was surprised I when first saw this in my inbox. This was quite the thoughtful ask, I appreciate it. To give some of my opinions (although I dunno if it worth anything, I like hearing others rant but bad at giving my thoughts sorry asdfghjkl)

Oh, I find the way you describe their eccentric courting behaviours interesting. I've always imagined them as the type of couple to amplify each other's more *cough* unconventional traits, bringing even worse chaos to those around them. But in the scenario you decribed, they'll be turning to each other instead, no old man being locked in a tower, no cookies facing watchful eyes and nightmares. Because these two already have each other for that. We have a story of two monsters falling in love and running away together, from their past, from their sins.

If you don't mind, there's some points I would like to respectfully disagree to, but I'm not sure how to properly convey myself so please bear with me here. Pure unadulterated understanding is such a pretty concept, even when it's not applicable in real life. Even the closest of couples have their differences. So I truly wonder what a couple with absolutely everything in common will be like. The premise of my first comic and technically, their "relationship", is based on the fact that yeah, these two are utterly delusional. They complained when someone didn't give them what they want, despite their requests being completely unreasonable. They started out together thinking that the entire world is wrong, not them. They're the only one who understands where the other are coming from. Thus, they'll always agree with one another. Thus, there's no room for change. Since SM is already perfect like Bill and Bill is already perfect like SM, why would they need to change?

I can't even began to imagine what an argument between these two will be like. SM and Bill are both too stubborn and egotistical to ever admit they're wrong. What would "defeat" "compromise" "vulnerability" and "sincerity" would look like in their relationship? Would they just never argue, ever? Will they continue to stay in limbo, feeding and eating each other's lies? Will cracks began to form? I wonder how big the cracks will be, and how these two will attempt to patch it up. I wonder what the "next step" (for lack of better words) of their relationship will look like in your eyes

... And to think these all started because of that silly crossover comic I made lol

Again, thank you so much for the long ask! It's clear you put a lot of thoughts into it, for that I'm very grateful! I'll try cleaning up my ask box as soon as possible, hopefully it'll open up again next friday or sunday

(postrant me:i might've misspelled or repeated things or gotten details wrong but im lazy sometimes and now is one of those times)

actually, i think they're like, reverse doomed yaoi. doomed characters not by the narratives need but rather themselves. but when they met each other, suddenly things changed drastically for them, even if they didn't realize it. their toxic and evil behavior wasn't going to chip away at their partner because their partner, like them, isn't mortal, and it's actually what they want in a relationship

that single source of true understanding suddenly made the denial and lies necessary to patch up their psyche significantly less necessary because these two beings from social species (presumably on the euclidean part) finally found a connection that they hadn't before. the other beasts and the henchmaniacs are still great for them, but i don't think they could, for lack of better words "match their freak"

its the themes of knowledge and lies and denial, the sealing, the deferral to acts in an attempt to simply override who they were and the morals they had. because once things happened there was no turning back. no forgiveness for their sins or attempt to process what they had done that wouldn't break them.

no matter how hard they could try, they wouldn't be able to miraculously turn someone into their idea partner.

but one day, in a bar somewhere between space and time, two flat beings, unable to find love in an old man with an uncommon but not unheard of genetic trait, and having been embarrassingly defeated in large part by children and someone with a closer bond to their potential love than they could ever have, began ranting to one another about the pains of being sealed, being defeated, and being rejected.

two monsters responsible for the death of the place they called home, made into mischievous tricksters, because being a liar is so much easier than owning up to anything, desperately searching for whatever unknown need that had been missing from them ever since the day they made that mistake they say was on purpose

unaware that they're talking to him.

(there's a lot to chew on here, I'm too sleep-deprived to proper digest it all. Posting this on my blog for now, I'll come back if there's any thoughts I wanted to add)