#// and toxin is a demigirl

[flickys-courage-club]

My CTCD OC LGBTQ+ Headcanons🏳️‍🌈

Olive is Biromantic

Felix is Bisexual and Non-binary

Barry is Asexual

Nathan is Straight

Teresa is Straight

Clive is Gay

Justin is Gay

Sin Clown – Pride is Pansexual

Sin Clown - Wrath is Pansexual

Sin Clown - Glutton is Straight

Sin Clown - Greed is Gay

Sin Clown - Lust is Omnisexual

Sin Clown - Envy is Aroace and Agender

Sin Clown - Sloth is Straight and Demigirl

Geo is Aroace

Petal is Aroace

Sirius is Aromantic

Alan is Gay

Jacob is Bisexual

Maxwell is Non-binary and Biromantic

Grinz and Frownz are both Aromantic

Vore is Panromantic and Agender

Raven is Asexual

Russell is Straight

Platinum is Straight

Shade is Aromantic and Trans FTM

Grayson is Straight

Bunitty is Bisexual

Amaris is Agender and Straight

The Canine Assassins - Saber is Aromantic

The Canine Assassins - Slice and Dice are both Asexual

Toxin is Aroace

Feline Hunters - Tuesday and Thursday are both Bigender and Aroace

Jasper is Straight

Cyan is Straight

Marina is Straight

Jingles is Pangender and Omnisexual

Aden is Biromantic

Damien is Aromantic

Malcolm is Pansexual

Snowflake is Straight

Chief Azrael is Straight

Cider and Timber are both Straight

Jackson is Panromantic

Hurley is Pansexual

Carmen is Demigirl and Straight

Crispin is Aroace

Bard is Straight

Alicia is Aromantic

Flitz is Pangender and Omnisexual

Crescent is Straight

The Sacrificers - Sow, Faith and Miracle are all Aroace

Barney is Asexual

Radley is Straight

Aaron is Asexual

Marie is Straight

Brandon is Straight

Crumble is Trigender and Panromantic

Osborne is Aromantic

Sorrow is Straight

Courley is Panromantic

Sydney is Straight

Denver is Straight

Shako is Panromantic

Kameron is Straight

Francine is Straight

Olly and Trixie are both Pansexual

Lucifer is Aromantic

Claude is Straight

Nigel is Panromantic

Iram is Pansexual

Blizzard is Straight

Twigs is Asexual

Smiler and Gloomer are both Pansexual

Furton is Asexual

Krimson is Aroace

Tyrone is Aroace

Cyan is Bisexual

Nide is Asexual

Salazar is Bisexual

Pollen is Aromantic

Jazz is Panromantic

Fern is Genderfluid and Straight

Twitch is Agender and Bisexual

Sunstroke is Aroace

Fluttters is Trans FTM and Pansexual

Dot is Demigirl and Straight

Andre is Straight

Penny is Straight

Moonlight is Agender and Panromantic

Lauren is Straight

Matt is Straight

Oliver is Straight

Gerald is Aromantic

Lillie is Straight

Damon is Straight

Celeste is Straight

Krueger is Straight

Fear King is Aroace

Nathaniel is Straight

Miranda is Straight

Barrett is Asexual

Renard is Pangender and Pansexual

Bon is Straight

Cyril is Straight

Lord Blade VI is Omnisexual

Sir Mist is Straight

Wendell is Aroace

[c00kies-voices]

Hia, I'm cookie and welcome to my RP ask blog for my Skyrim characters!

♡ There are four ocs with different backstories that you can interact with (Toxin and Dinah being the main characters).

♤ Feel free to send asks or in character scenes and I will do my best to respond to them all. I'm on mobile so if I don't respond try leaving a comment instead!

◇ My main Skyrim blog is @c00kies-n-sweetrolls

♧ NOTE: This blog contains spoilers for Skyrim and it's DLCs.

Toxin Viidost

Name: ~~Tiberius, Takes-Many-Hits, Tee-Wan,~~ Toxin Viidost 

Age: 23

Gender: Demiboy (He/They)

Build: BattleMage with Light Armor

Spouse: Sylgja or Jordis (i haven't decided)

Background/Facts:

• Toxin is my main character. I love him so much I made him into a DnD character.

• It is tradition for Argonian kids born under the Shadow star to be given to The Dark Brotherhood (a group of assassins that worship Sithis) to be raised as a Shadowscale. His mother did not want this for her children and fled with him and his sister shortly after they hatched.

• Toxin's mom raised the two to be polite and kind, feeling the weight of their destiny on her shoulders. One night a dark elf duo ambushed the mom and her two kids, making off with Toxin.

• Toxin was sold to a family where he met another Argonian slave. Toxin and him tried to escape and succeeded but the other boy was killed.

• Toxin fled to Cyrodiil and was taken in by an orphanage before he aged out of the system. He took on many jobs, none of which stuck.

• The last job he took was a courier where he delivered packages and letters. He stole the horse and fled to start his life in a new province of Skyrim. He was then promptly arrested after getting caught in an Imperial ambush.

Dinah Dagenhart

Name: Dinah Dagenhart

Age: 25

Gender: Demigirl (She/They)

Build: BattleMage with Light Armor.

Spouse(s): Mjoll the Lioness and Aerin

Background/Facts:

• [under construction]

Rainair "Rain" Stormoth (Work in progress)

Name: ~~Lovilas Zenotha~~ Rainair "Rain" Stormoth

Age: 27

Gender: Male (He/Him)

Build: Full Mage

Spouse: Brelyna Maryon

Background/Facts:

• Yes I made an ex Thalmor agent turned good. I am not original lol.

• When Rain was very little, he saw a high elf bleed for the first time, and was confused as to why their blood was red like the common Man/Mer/Beast. That's how ingrained the idea that Altmer were the superior race was. He is now trying to unlearn all of that.

- [The rest is under construction]

Gamoar Azorag (Still a work in progress)

Name: Gamoar Azorag

Age: 34

Gender: Male (He/Him)

Build: Two-handed, Heavy Armor, Restoration Magic

Spouse: Onmund

Background/Facts:

• He was kicked out if his tribe after being deemed weak for studying magic (restoration specifically) and refusing to fight his father for the role of chief.

• With no where to go Gamoar headed north to Skyrim with the hopes of finding the college of Winterhold. He was caught crossing the border and was then arrested.

[REDACTED] Dovahkiin

Name: [REDACTED] Dovahkiin

Age: 24

Gender: Female

Build: One handed, Restoration magic, Sneak, Archery.

Spouse:

Background/Facts:

• This is the character I used to get achievements. If I think of a backstory for her I will update her bio lol.

[angelbloom-magicalgirls]

MASTERLIST OF MAIN CHARACTERS

Angelbloom:

Aella- Team Leader, 16, Storm Powers, Angel Whirlwind, she/her, bisexual, dating Puna, has adhd

Mellodi- 16, Music Powers (pop), Angel Harmony, closeted transfem, she/they, closeted bi/ace, autistic

Puna- 16, Water Powers, Angel Whirlpool, genderqueer, all pronouns, gay, dating Aella

Eve- 16, Nature Powers, Angel Flourish, transfem, she/her, autistic, bisexual

Alya- 15, Moon/Darkness powers, Angel Moonlight, Dawn's sister, she/her, lesbian, has a crush on Eria

Dawn- 15, Sun/Light Powers, Angel Sunshine, Alya's sister, they/she, demigirl, aroace

Casey- 15, Metal Manipulation Powers, Angel Metallic, gay, she/they, demigirl, autistic, has a crush on Narcissa

Narcissa- 15, Poison Powers, Angel Toxin, she/her, closeted lesbian, has a crush on Casey

Dari- 12, Time Powers, Angel Clockwork, she/her, pansexual, youngest of the group

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Other Human Characters:

Eria- 16, Main villain of s1, Frozen Heart, Ice Powers, Demisexual, Omniromantic, she/they, has "complicated feelings" for Alya

Ginger- 28, Team Boss*, Spark's sister, Teacher at Aella's school, Star Powers, Angel Constellation, she/her, pansexual

Spark- 28, Team Boss, Ginger's sister, owns the bookstore**, Tech Powers, Angel Motherboard, has a crush on Lucy, they/she/it, lesbian

Lucy- 29, Missing, Music Powers (punk rock), Angel Opossum, they/she, lesbian

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Angels:

Adriel- An angel banished to the human realm for accidentally blowing the cover of the angels in hiding by sending Crystaline Petals down to the human realm to create the first Angelbloom team, takes the form of an axolotl, he/him, team mascot

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Demons:

Orzen- The main villain, not much is known about him.

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*Each team has two "team bosses" who are magical girls from the previous team. When a new team is made the old team leader and one person of the old team boss's choosing becomes the new team bosses.

**The Bookstore is what the magical girl bosses in the town of Cirora own. When new bosses are chosen ownership is given to them. It is a legitimate job that does pay them but is also a cover for being a magical girl.

[dinothedeinonychus]

About me and DNI list!

Last updated: 11/5/22 8:24 pm

About me:

Hello! My name is Forrest/Dino!

I use any pronouns besides she/her but my fav pronouns are:

he/him/his/himself

they/them/their/themself

it/its/itself

bat/bats/bats/batself

claw/claws/clawself

gr/grr/grrs/grrself

deer/deers/deerself

doe/does/doeself

fawn/fawns/fawnself

eel/eels/eelself

cyan/cyans/cyanself

neon/neons/neonself

willow/willow/willows/willowself

thorn/thorns/thorns/thornself

dar/dark/darkself

glow/glow/glowself

luna/lunas/lunaself

moon/moons/moonself

night/night/nocturne/nocturnes/nightself

nova/novas/novaself

space/space/spaces/spaceself

star/stars/starself

dem/demon/demonself

ghost/ghosts/ghostself

haunt/haunts/hauntself

skel/skels/skeleself

spook/spooks/spooks/spookself

thon/thons/thonself

mush/mushroom/mushrooms/mushrooms/mushroomself

elm/elms/elms/elmself

bone/bones/boneself

fang/fangs/fangself

dino/dinos/dinoself

autumn/autmns/autumnself

crystal/crystals/crystalself

moss/mosses/mossself

stel/stellar/stellarself

astro/astros/astroself

shark/sharks/sharkself

radio/active/radioactive/radioactiveself

tox/toxin/toxinself

tox/toxic/toxicself

bio/biohazard/biohazards/biohazardself

deinonychus/deinonychuses/deinonychusself

yiqi/yiqis/yiqiself

creep/creeps/creepself

clown/clowns/clownself

🌙/🌙s/🌙self

🌘/🌘s/🌘self

🍂/🍂s/🍂self

🫠/🫠s/🫠self

🫥/🫥s/🫥self

😑/😑s/😑self

💀/💀s/💀self

🎃/🎃s/🎃self

🖕/🖕s/🖕self

🦷/🦷s/🦷self

🐸/🐸s/🐸self

🦇/🦇s/🦇self

🐺/🐺s/🐺self

🪱/🪱s/🪱self

🦋/🦋s/🦋self

🐌/🐌s/🐌self

🪲/🪲s/🪲self

🕷/🕷s/🕷self

🕸/🕸s/🕸self

🐍/🐍s/🐍self

🦎/🦎s/🦎self

🦖/🦖s/🦖self

🦕/🦕s/🦕self

🦑/🦑s/🦑self

🦈/🦈s/🦈self

🐈‍⬛/🐈‍⬛s/🐈‍⬛self

🦤/🦤s/🦤self

🍄/🍄s/🍄self

🥀/🥀s/🥀self

🌑/🌑s/🌑self

🪐/🪐s/🪐self

⭐️/⭐️s/⭐️self

🌌/🌌s/��self

🌃/🌃s/🌃self

🖤/🖤s/🖤self

⚠️/⚠️s/⚠️self

🏴‍☠️/🏴‍☠️s/🏴‍☠️self

𓆏/𓆏s/𓆏self

☾/☾s/☾self

☻︎/☻︎s/☻︎self

☹︎/☺︎︎s/☺︎︎self

☢︎︎/☢︎︎s/☢︎︎self

acid/acid/acids/acids/acidself

chemical/chemical/chemicals/chemicals/chemicalself

frog/frogs/frogself

cat/cats/catself

mew/mews/mewself

kit/kits/kitself

bug/bugs/bugself

beetle/beetles/beetleself

bzz/bzzs/bzzself

slug/slugs/slugself

snail/snails/snailself

worm/worms/wormself

forest/forests/forestself

coffin/coffins/coffinself

corpse/corpses/corpseself

boo/boos/booself

rot/rots/rotself

vamp/vamps/vampself

blood/bloods/bloodself

bite/bites/biteself

alien/aliens/alienself

saturn/saturns/saturnself

👁/👁s/👁self

💫/💫s/💫self

✨/✨s/✨self

📀/📀s/📀self

📺/📺s/📺self

📼/📼s/📼self

📻/📻s/📻self

⚰️/⚰️s/⚰️self

🪦/🪦s/🪦self

🩻/🩻s/🩻self

💊/💊s/💊self

🩸/🩸s/🩸self

🧪/🧪s/🧪self

☢️/☢️s/☢️self

☣️/☣️s/☣️self

🃏/🃏s/🃏self

raptor/raptors/raptorself

nightmare/nightmares/nightmareself

abyss/abysss/abysself

myst/mysts/mystself

I am gay and a trans man but i also use xenogenders! I would list them all but i use over 150+. Also i am a minor so please dont be weird.

DNI:

.mspec lesbians/gays

.male lesbians/female gays (if youre multigender (genderfluid, pangender, etc.) thats fine but if you identify with a specifically masculine gender (demiboy,male, etc.) and identify as a lesbian or identify with a specifically feminine gender (demigirl,girl, etc.) and say youre gay (nwlnw) please dont interact) or people who support them

.endos or people who support them

.proshippers or people who support them

.transphobes

.homophobes

.anti-neopronouns

.anti-xenogenders

.racists

.p3d0s

.furry haters

.ableists

.people who think omnisexual, asexual, aromantic, and other things are fake

.people under 10 and people over 20 (i dont care if you use my xenogenders if youre under 10 or over 20 just dont interact with me)

.toxic christians (if youre Christian thats completely okay but if you try to force religion on others please dont interact)

.anti-therian/otherkin/fictionkin

.zoophiles

INTERACT:

.trans people

.gay people

.xenogender users

.neopronoun users

.11-19

.furries

.therians/otherkins/fictionkins

.systems

.alt/goth/punk/scene/emo/etc. people!

.dinosaur lovers

or as long as you arent on my DNI list!

BOUNDARIES:

Please dont ask my out, which i wouldnt think would happen often but random people online have asked me out and it makes me uncomfortable

The mention of alcohol/drugs/smoking

Mentions of vomit

I doubt thisll happen but i just want to state this just incase!

[insomniac-jay]

BNHA Next Genverse List [Updated]

Yukiana Midoriya (F): Quirk - Snow

Kanon Kirishima (F): Quirk - None

Kirameki Iida (DG): Quirk - Sparkle

Kyowa Yaoyorozu (M): Quirk - Song of Creation

Fushoku Ashido (NB): Quirk - Corrosion

Akiya Iida (M): Quirk - Lightspeed

Shizen Koda (F): Quirk - Mother Nature

Shisei Koda (M): Quirk - Chimera

Makoto Tetsutetsu (F): Quirk - Metal Mitts

Meirei Shinso (F): Quirk - Command

Kazari Iida (NB): Quirk - Zoom In

Tanko Awase (A): Quirk - Metalwork

Denryoku Kaminari (BG): Quirk - Live Wire

Suisho Hado (F): Quirk - Energy Crystal

Reiko Hado (BG): Quirk - Brain Wave

Ruri Hado (DG): Quirk - Diamond Arrow

Minikko Togata (F): Quirk - Mimicry

Hiji Midoriya (M): Quirk - Agni

Chikayoshi Iida (NB): Quirk - Engine

Katsuo Kirishima (DB): Quirk - Volcanic

Kioku Shinso (A): Quirk - Memoria

Tsurugi Kamakiri (M): Quirk - Blade

Inuhozuki Kuroiro (F): Quirk - Night Cap

Shinokure Ojiro (F): Quirk - Conceal

Yoruko Shoji (BG): Quirk - Dark Sea

Carrie Kurakimichi (F): Quirk - Paranormal Activity

Hiromi Tokage (GF): Quirk - TBA

Kokaon Shoda (GF): Quirk - Sound Effect

Naiyo Togata (GF): Quirk - Matter

Nibuiko Honenguki (M): Dull

Kasumi Midoriya (NB): Quirk - Mist

Hibana Kirishima (F): Quirk - Spark

Hanabi Kirishima (NB): Quirk - Firework

Momoka Yaoyorozu (NB): Quirk - Mockingbird

Amane Yaoyorozu (F): Quirk - Note

Jukinzoku Tetsutetsu (M): Quirk - Heavy Metal

Akio Iida (GF): Quirk - Racer

Amefuri Mongoose (F): Quirk - Poison Frog

Koame Mongoose (GF): Quirk - Toxin

Tokeru Ashido (M): Quirk - Meltdown

Mizumi Ashido (F): Quirk - Acid Rain

Yudenshi Kaminari (M): Quirk - Inductor

Reiko Midoriya (F): Quirk - Telekinesis

Enen Kirishima (M): Quirk - Firestarter

Osashin Shinso (DG): Quirk - Neuron

F = Female (Cis or trans)

M = Male (Cis or trans)

NB = Non binary

DG = Demigirl

DB = Demiboy

GF = Genderfluid

A = Agender

@floof-ghostie @calciumcryptid @kaugura @peachyblkdemonslayer @pizzolisnacks

[legally-criminals]

"Aaalright! I think that's good!" The tall, hooded figure stepped away from the camera

"Thats hella Pog, boss-bro! Can't wait to meet some new peeps!" A brightly colored person with bird like wings waved at the camera

"New friends..?" The smallest of the people glanced cautiously at the camera, their red-brown hair covering their eyes

"Oooo! I hope so!!" Fucking CATBOY- THAT WAS AN ACTUAL CATBOY OH MY HE WAS SO SMALL-

"My one request is that they don't talk to me." A person wearing a completely black and white outfit glared at the others, as well as the camera.

"WHAT'S UP, FUCKERS?!" a figure with dog ears skated into veiw, they were grinning but the mask hid it.

"Ayo wassup gamers?!" Jeebus crispies their outfit- it was neon green and black, they wore a glowing visor.

"H-hello!" Someone who appeared to be a witch waved slightly at the camera

"Hello everyone." they nodded in greeting, their outfit was mostly brown and gold

"Hiiiiii!" They waved excitedly, bouncing slightly

"ah fuck low battery- WAITWAITWAITWAIT-" the camera shut off.

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Muse info

Name: Blitz (real name is Asher)

Age: 18

Height: 7'1

Gender: transmasc enby

Pronouns: he/they

Sexuality: pan man

Personality: loud and outgoing, tends to be a bit snarky, would kill and die for their gang.

Talks like "this"

Appearance:

Name: Rave or Retro (real name unknown)

Age: 16

Height: 6'

Gender: transgender man

Pronouns: he/him

Sexuality: bi, male lean

Personality: he's pretty chill and speaks in nothing but slang and memes.

Talks like: "this"

Appearance:

Name: Amethyst (real name is Mimi)

age: 11

height: 4'9

gender: questioning

pronouns: she/they/it

sexuality: questioning

Personality: quiet and shy but rather cheerful

talks like: "this"

appearance:

Name: Rose Gold (Real name is Ronnie)

Age: 14

Height: 5'2

Gender: genderfluid

Pronouns: she/he/they/its

Sexuality: bicurious

Personality: very cute and sweet. Will end you if you hurt his friends.

Talks like: "this"

Appearance:

Name: Monochrome (Real name is Mollie)

age: 19

height: 6'2

gender: questioning

pronouns: he/she/they

sexuality: biromantic ace

Personality: introverted and quiet. Very agressive if someone gets too close.

talks like: "this"

appearance:

Name: Athena (this both their real name and their nickname)

age: 17

height: 5'11

gender: agender

pronouns: any (they/it is preferred)

sexuality: pan mf

Personality: it's normally loud, snarky, and chaotic.

talks like: "this"

appearance:

Name: Toxin (real name is unknown)

age: 17

height: 5'10

gender: nonbinary

pronouns: they/it

sexuality: pancurious

Personality: they're chill for the most part but they love to pull pranks on others. It will fucking end you if you hurt its friends, especially Athena.

talks like: "this"

appearance:

Name: Starlight (Real name is Luna)

age: 13

height: 5'4

gender: demigirl

pronouns: she/they

sexuality: questioning (currently thinks she may be bi)

Personality: quiet and shy but she's always looking to make new friends.

talks like: "this"

appearance:

Name: Sol (Real name is Audrey) age: 18

height: 6'3

gender: trans woman

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: aroace

Personality: booksmart and collected. She doesn't tend to get mad easily but when she does you better watch out because in her words "I HAVE THE POWER OF THE SUN AND ANIME ON MY SIDE!!! AAAAAA-"

talks like: "this"

appearance:

Name: Dragonfly (Real name is Ray)

age: 15

height: 5'10

gender: questioning

pronouns: any

sexuality: panromantic ace

Personality: she's very chill about literally everything. Unless there's immediate danger he doesn't tend to worry about much.

talks like: "this"

appearance:

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Rules

Mod info

[ruleandruinrpg]

INESSA RAZIN

TWENTY-THREE ❈ HUMAN ROYAL GUARD

* This character identifies as a demigirl and uses she/her and they/them pronouns.

She was born a predator—a wolf, a tiger, a beast with the face of a lamb, a creature of dichotomies that she used to both vex and bait. There are some who would try to rationalize away what little they knew of her—a cruel childhood perhaps, an uncaring sister who fanned her hatred, lack of love—but it was all laughable and untrue, and she would be the first to say it. She recalled days spent in blissful comfort, days spent puttering around by the river with the village children as her sister, Maya, led the way. It’d always been that way—Inessa, a rebellious, willful force of nature who waved sticks as swords while adults chuckled at her youthful spunk, so ill-fitted on such a sweet face, while Maya stood tall, as striking as the high sun, admired by children and grown-ups alike. Inessa had been loved—both she and her twin sister had—and had never wanted, nor was she ever neglected, but even if she never wanted, she envied often. For as much as she was doted on by her family, her sister was always better, always extraordinary, always more. As alike in appearances as they were, no one had ever mistaken them for one another; there were too many stark differences that Inessa had learned to resent and nurse as the years passed until poison took to where any semblance of purity once lived.

Then the universe seemed to smile upon Inessa, bestowed her the gift of justification for all the cruelty and hate that had grown in her little chest like a second beating heart. Was it normal to feel so much vitriol for a girl who was as much she as Maya wasn’t? They shared womb, blood, and face, and yet her hostility, even if it was born from insecurities and pettiness, felt ancient and preordained and so big that there was no room for guilt. Many people underestimated the power of self-validation, how it could fill oneself with so much self-righteousness that it could become their downfall, but it only bolstered Inessa’s resolve and sharpened her instead. Salvation arrived in the form of a living amplifier; neither of her parents were Grisha and she wasn’t either, but Maya, oh, Maya was always extraordinary—but now she knew why. Witchery. It was unnatural. She was unnatural, and to Inessa’s dismay, their parents’ shock was overridden by tacit support and bittersweet tears; they loved her still, even knowing what Maya was and what she was no longer (human, good), and for that, Inessa hated them too. She didn’t care to think of any scenario where the situation was reversed, where she was the unnatural anomaly and Maya the human; there was no use ruminating on what would never be, only what was to come. She watched coldly as her sister left for the Little Palace, knowing the next time they’d meet they’d be more of the version of themselves that the other hated.

In the time in between, Inessa’s face grew sweeter as her soul turned blacker, a cruel trick or a convenient favor bestowed by the gods, depending on who one asked. She remained in the little village and, now a splendid, lovely creature, learned to bely her own toxins and hate and a properly hidden dagger with a beguiling smile. Her parents passed one year apart a few years after Maya left. She didn’t write to let her sister know. She imagined Maya luxuriating in the Little Palace, surrounded by those equally perverse and aberrant as she, while she herself was stuck in the village with no outlet for her antipathy, relegated to mediocrity and obscurity. If Inessa longed for relevance, it was because she knew she deserved it, and not by virtue of being born an aberration. What she wanted, she took, by will and by force, and what she wanted was admission of her own prowess, a place among the gilded and savage. And who better to appeal to than the most gilded of all, the King of Ravka? She orchestrated it all in one afternoon by the river, invited Maya back home to make up for lost time, and before her sister arrived, set the village ablaze. It was still burning by the time Maya arrived, and Inessa scrambled forward to fall into her arms, her own skin singed and dusted with ash, made a show of the tears spilling forth. “You’re a pyro, aren’t you? An Inferni? Put it out!” As Maya turned, Inessa slipped silver in between her fingers, and thrust the dagger deep into her flesh. She watched the fire burn as her sister grew colder in her arms, and her eyes were alight when she brought Maya’s corpse to the Grand Palace and threw it at the king’s feet, his court gasped around them. “The sorceress who killed my village,” she said, tears streaming down her cheeks. “She has your face,” Ivan murmured. He sounded dazzled. He looked back up.  “What is it you want?” “To be in your service. I will do to those who seek to harm your family what I did to my sister.”

There is much to say about one whose heart remains as pure and unmarred as freshly fallen snow despite the ruin that surrounds her on all sides. Was it that her purity was so indomitable, so formidable, that she couldn’t be tainted? It was a romantic thought, no doubt the most palatable one, but laughable nonetheless. For there’s something even more fearsome about those who are untouchable and pristine through billows of smoke and ash, and it is that they made themselves that way. Blood and rot slid off porcelain shoulders, the horrors of the past left to languish in the winter. She remains unsullied because she makes it so, ignores that which could bury her in melancholy and shortcomings and swallows anything that makes her fatal. Sweet-faced ingenue, people murmur, hands clasped to their heart. Little do they know it’s the angels from whom one ought to guard their hearts, their lives, their souls.

CONNECTIONS

ANASTASIA LANTSOV:  The princess she’s been tasked to protect. Inessa loves her as much as she condescends to her, for she’s a living symbol for everything Inessa had worked and killed for, an idol if she ever worshipped anyone aside from herself. The woman has a benevolent heart, an exquisite soul, a mind made for royalty, and although Inessa doesn’t think much of nobles themselves, she can admit Anastasia is atypical in that she doesn’t care to boast her title nor her status. Funny, that someone like Inessa could commend another who was so disparate from herself in goodness and upbringing, but Anastasia is an exception. She always will be. 

FELIKS BAZIN & ISKRA RAEVSKY: Her fellow royal guards. If she could do what she’d done to her twin to Iskra, she would want for nothing. The pyro is fiery and quick on her feet (not so much with her wit), certainly, but she has no business standing on equal level with Inessa, much less in the Grand Palace at all. For now, she plays sweet with razors behind kind words - should the opportunity arise to ensure Iskra’s demise, she will take it. Feliks—Feliks is a victim, and Inessa hates Altan for what devilry he wrought on an unsuspecting human, hates him as much as she pities the other guard. She respects the man enough not to let on about her pity, and of the other two guards she much prefers his company.

LUKA MRAVINSKY: He’s a sweet, pathetic thing, as fatal as he is contemptible, but his self-loathing strikes her deep in her recesses, that perhaps he hates himself more than she hates him has marked him apart from the rest of his kind. She doesn’t mind cajoling her way by his side with saccharine pleasantries until there’s a space on his shoulder for the devil in her. She taunts him because she can and retracts her cruelty with halfhearted apologies when she feels him pull away—only to restart the cycle. 

INESSA IS PORTRAYED BY MALAIKA FIRTH & IS TAKEN BY SIDNEY.

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BEAUTY TIPS FOR LADIES, GENTS, AND OTHERS! (◕‿◕✿)

The majority of items on this list are super affordable and natural as well as cruelty free!

SPF- Always, and yes I mean always, use SPF on your face even under makeup and on cloudy days. Fire engine red is not a good look on anybody. I recommend the Alba Botanica Mineral sunscreen, it’s SPF 30 and cruelty free!

ALOE!- My mama had an aloe plant in our kitchen when I was growing up so I know this works. The natural cooling agents in the plant due to it being a succulent can reduce inflammations from bites, burns, and acne!

Lavender oil- If you’ve got acne scars, just dab a little lavender oil right on it and it’ll disappear! It also really helps with sleep and has a ton of uses. It reduces swelling on bug bites, soothes minor burns, alleviates cold sores and dandruff. However, be careful and test it first so you know if it makes you break out instead!

Almond oil- This stuff makes an excellent facial moisturizer that doesn’t clog pores. It can also be used under your eyes to remove dark circles and even fine lines. It also induces hair growth on scalp, eyebrows, and lashes! Make sure you use sweet almond oil, never use it if you’re allergic to nuts.

Coconut oil- I’m sure you’ve seen this everywhere, but you gotta know some stuff. For god’s sake do not use coconut oil on your hair if you’re white. It will severely damage your hair by breaking it down. It’s also not good for your face unless you have some dry-ass skin. 

Baby oil- Literally if you shave with this instead of a foam it will feel SO much better. I always feel like a selkie when I shave with this. If you are going to be sexually active, USE COCONUT OIL. The baby oil will wear out the condom. My personal fave used to be Johnson&Johnson, but I found out they tested on animals so I recommend Ecozone instead.

Castor oil- This stuff makes your brows so bold and beautiful. The oil just thickens your eyebrows enough to where they don’t look like a desert but you also don’t look like Chewbacca.

Sugar lip scrub- Be nice to your lips! They are not reptiles so they don’t need to look like them. You can make your own at home with a little coconut oil and white sugar. Many people prefer to use Vaseline, but the company isn’t cruelty free. Beauty for humans should not come at the price of our animal friends.

Unscented men’s deodorant- I swear, so many of my favorite white shirts have been destroyed. I’m an AFAB demigirl, so I have just always had women’s deodorant. However, it’s not all that strong, and my sister turned out to be allergic to one. She developed a cyst under her arm that had to be surgically removed. She only sweats in one armpit now. I totally recommend men’s. Besides,

Exfoliation- It’s amazing to do, but never more than two times a week or two days in a row. It leaves your skin sensitive and vulnerable for bacteria and toxins!

SLEEP!- Experiment a little bit to find your sweet spot. Mine is personally at about seven hours, but everyone has a different preference. Too much sleep can make you feel groggy and gross, the exact same as too little. Your body takes it’s time to heal during sleep, so the best thing you can do it give it just that.

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INESSA RAZIN

TWENTY-THREE ❈ HUMAN ROYAL GUARD

* This character identifies as a demigirl and uses she/her and they/them pronouns.

She was born a predator—a wolf, a tiger, a beast with the face of a lamb, a creature of dichotomies that she used to both vex and bait. There are some who would try to rationalize away what little they knew of her—a cruel childhood perhaps, an uncaring sister who fanned her hatred, lack of love—but it was all laughable and untrue, and she would be the first to say it. She recalled days spent in blissful comfort, days spent puttering around by the river with the village children as her sister, Maya, led the way. It’d always been that way—Inessa, a rebellious, willful force of nature who waved sticks as swords while adults chuckled at her youthful spunk, so ill-fitted on such a sweet face, while Maya stood tall, as striking as the high sun, admired by children and grown-ups alike. Inessa had been loved—both she and her twin sister had—and had never wanted, nor was she ever neglected, but even if she never wanted, she envied often. For as much as she was doted on by her family, her sister was always better, always extraordinary, always more. As alike in appearances as they were, no one had ever mistaken them for one another; there were too many stark differences that Inessa had learned to resent and nurse as the years passed until poison took to where any semblance of purity once lived.

Then the universe seemed to smile upon Inessa, bestowed her the gift of justification for all the cruelty and hate that had grown in her little chest like a second beating heart. Was it normal to feel so much vitriol for a girl who was as much she as Maya wasn’t? They shared womb, blood, and face, and yet her hostility, even if it was born from insecurities and pettiness, felt ancient and preordained and so big that there was no room for guilt. Many people underestimated the power of self-validation, how it could fill oneself with so much self-righteousness that it could become their downfall, but it only bolstered Inessa’s resolve and sharpened her instead. Salvation arrived in the form of a living amplifier; neither of her parents were Grisha and she wasn’t either, but Maya, oh, Maya was always extraordinary—but now she knew why. Witchery. It was unnatural. She was unnatural, and to Inessa’s dismay, their parents’ shock was overridden by tacit support and bittersweet tears; they loved her still, even knowing what Maya was and what she was no longer (human, good), and for that, Inessa hated them too. She didn’t care to think of any scenario where the situation was reversed, where she was the unnatural anomaly and Maya the human; there was no use ruminating on what would never be, only what was to come. She watched coldly as her sister left for the Little Palace, knowing the next time they’d meet they’d be more of the version of themselves that the other hated.

In the time in between, Inessa’s face grew sweeter as her soul turned blacker, a cruel trick or a convenient favor bestowed by the gods, depending on who one asked. She remained in the little village and, now a splendid, lovely creature, learned to bely her own toxins and hate and a properly hidden dagger with a beguiling smile. Her parents passed one year apart a few years after Maya left. She didn’t write to let her sister know. She imagined Maya luxuriating in the Little Palace, surrounded by those equally perverse and aberrant as she, while she herself was stuck in the village with no outlet for her antipathy, relegated to mediocrity and obscurity. If Inessa longed for relevance, it was because she knew she deserved it, and not by virtue of being born an aberration. What she wanted, she took, by will and by force, and what she wanted was admission of her own prowess, a place among the gilded and savage. And who better to appeal to than the most gilded of all, the King of Ravka? She orchestrated it all in one afternoon by the river, invited Maya back home to make up for lost time, and before her sister arrived, set the village ablaze. It was still burning by the time Maya arrived, and Inessa scrambled forward to fall into her arms, her own skin singed and dusted with ash, made a show of the tears spilling forth. “You’re a pyro, aren’t you? An Inferni? Put it out!” As Maya turned, Inessa slipped silver in between her fingers, and thrust the dagger deep into her flesh. She watched the fire burn as her sister grew colder in her arms, and her eyes were alight when she brought Maya’s corpse to the Grand Palace and threw it at the king’s feet, his court gasped around them. “The sorceress who killed my village,” she said, tears streaming down her cheeks. “She has your face,” Ivan murmured. He sounded dazzled. He looked back up.  “What is it you want?” “To be in your service. I will do to those who seek to harm your family what I did to my sister.”

There is much to say about one whose heart remains as pure and unmarred as freshly fallen snow despite the ruin that surrounds her on all sides. Was it that her purity was so indomitable, so formidable, that she couldn’t be tainted? It was a romantic thought, no doubt the most palatable one, but laughable nonetheless. For there’s something even more fearsome about those who are untouchable and pristine through billows of smoke and ash, and it is that they made themselves that way. Blood and rot slid off porcelain shoulders, the horrors of the past left to languish in the winter. She remains unsullied because she makes it so, ignores that which could bury her in melancholy and shortcomings and swallows anything that makes her fatal. Sweet-faced ingenue, people murmur, hands clasped to their heart. Little do they know it’s the angels from whom one ought to guard their hearts, their lives, their souls.

CONNECTIONS

ANASTASIA LANTSOV:  The princess she’s been tasked to protect. Inessa loves her as much as she condescends to her, for she’s a living symbol for everything Inessa had worked and killed for, an idol if she ever worshipped anyone aside from herself. The woman has a benevolent heart, an exquisite soul, a mind made for royalty, and although Inessa doesn’t think much of nobles themselves, she can admit Anastasia is atypical in that she doesn’t care to boast her title nor her status. Funny, that someone like Inessa could commend another who was so disparate from herself in goodness and upbringing, but Anastasia is an exception. She always will be. 

FELIKS BAZIN & ISKRA RAEVSKY: Her fellow royal guards. If she could do what she’d done to her twin to Iskra, she would want for nothing. The pyro is fiery and quick on her feet (not so much with her wit), certainly, but she has no business standing on equal level with Inessa, much less in the Grand Palace at all. For now, she plays sweet with razors behind kind words - should the opportunity arise to ensure Iskra’s demise, she will take it. Feliks—Feliks is a victim, and Inessa hates Altan for what devilry he wrought on an unsuspecting human, hates him as much as she pities the other guard. She respects the man enough not to let on about her pity, and of the other two guards she much prefers his company.

LUKA MRAVINSKY: He’s a sweet, pathetic thing, as fatal as he is contemptible, but his self-loathing strikes her deep in her recesses, that perhaps he hates himself more than she hates him has marked him apart from the rest of his kind. She doesn’t mind cajoling her way by his side with saccharine pleasantries until there’s a space on his shoulder for the devil in her. She taunts him because she can and retracts her cruelty with halfhearted apologies when she feels him pull away—only to restart the cycle. 

INESSA IS PORTRAYED BY MALAIKA FIRTH & IS TAKEN BY SIDNEY.