#& queued.

[yunwooz]

hongjoong :: the fellowship : beginning of the end in japan day 3 ending ment

[notebookmusical]

if one thing had been different, would everything be different today? ♡

[winter-willow-hero-aoyagi]

//To bed with you, @superhero-an-official and @virtual-singers-heroes!!! (The tag for the latter might not work, so please tag them for me.)

[incorrecttom]

SATAN simply loves it when you embrace him, your hands are smaller than his and the warmth he feels as you hug him. He loves it even more when you are in bed, while he reads a books and you are just there, hands wrapped around his torso.

It makes him feel giddy, fuzzy-

It makes him feel things he never experienced.

Even more that he loves is your smile. The way you give him a smile, a laugh that his heart cherishes.

And when you are not your usual self, whenever you feel broken, he's there to collect your pieces, he's there to soothe you. To tell you, that it will be okay. That everything will turn out fine.

If he could he would stay with you for all eternity.

And no matter how he wants to assure himself that he would one day have to watch your demise unfold. That he will move on, that he will be himself -

But he knows there is no one like you, no one would love him the way you do. And that makes his heart ache because clearly not everything will stay the same.

He will not be the same.

[draconscious]

ooc. if you're reading this, I officially turned 30 today!! happy birthday to me 🎉

I've been doing a lot of reflecting lately and have a lot to say, but I'll keep it somewhat shorter this time LOL. I feel like I've grown up a lot this past year, both on and offline. My motto lately has been why not. I've joined online servers, offline writing circles/tabletop groups, and started playing muses that I've always wanted to play (hi @avacynthia) because why the hell not. Outside of RP, I've been traveling more, advocating for myself and others, and weathered a few personal storms that reminded me how precious life is, and not to take it for granted.

I know 30 is just a number, but I've always put a lot of pressure on myself, and that pressure to be somebody has never felt greater cresting into a new decade. However, at the same time, I'm learning to ease my foot off the gas and just embrace the moment, here and elsewhere. I'm tired of feeling like life is passing me by, so I'm finding balance. Finally taking a breath, retaking control, and getting out there.

Even though I feel like I've been slowing down the pace here recently, this space has been special to me for a long time. If we've ever written together, I only hope that it's been just as fun for you! As of right now, I can only say that I know two things about the future:

I still have a lot of stories left in me, and

I can't wait to see what's in store. Open mind, open IMs. So many possibilities... 😤

[salvatoraes]

it’s stefan’s birthday today, everyone say happy birthday to this old ass man who is also forever 17 🤍🥳

[kkkindered]

HELLO PEOPLE.

I'm gonna be missing for a few weeks. exam prep/exam week is upon me before christmas vacation, so I'll need to put all my focus there. I have like ONE thing again in queue (unsure on if I'll set this to post before or after it) and I won't be able to touch it again until exams are over :'] but I'll be away for at least three/four weeks then I'll be back to terrorise you guys ♡

[fadinglights]

anthony’s  eyes  widen  in  surprise  and  he  hastily  stops  himself  from  choking  on  his  drink.  “you  look  great…  of  course  you  do.”  he  gulps  nervously  when  his  giddy  best  friend  asks  about  the  halloween  outfit,  anticipation  twinkling  in  her  bright  eyes.  “it  suits  you.” / @everseens

[inheritantroyalty]

[ tie ] sender helps receiver with their tie, either by putting it on or adjusting it @biiigtime

“ thanks ” cody gently takes his hands away as becky puts his tie on, adjusting it to the top button of his crisp shirt. “ did it better than me ” he chuckles quietly after taking a quick glance in the locker-room’s mirror, eyes soon falling onto his girlfriend standing infront of him. “ do i look alright? ”

[nightiingaled]

“I am a grownup! I’m a grown woman!” 😤 - for Killian, because of that video.

"Grown? Yes. Up....well....there's some question of that," he teases softly, with a kiss to her hair to hopefully calm the blow.

[yunwooz]

wooyoung ✘ back stage rockin’

[notebookmusical]

get to know me meme ♡ favorite tv shows → derry girls

being a Derry Girl, well, it's a fucking state of mind!

[dreadwo1f]

mod list + tutorial

[incorrecttom]

They loved to wrap an arm on your waist as you slept. The way the sun had risen, they way you looked under sun light or moon light was beautiful.

They don't want to be creepy - but it keeps them awake that what might happen to you, all the what ifs of your security, of what would happen to your relationship, of you both breaking apart, that's the worst that can happen.

They couldn't help but tighten their grip on you, never wanting to let you go. They know you will stay, that you will be theirs but there's always doubt lingering. What if they were not good enough for you?

What if you found someone better?

Would you leave them?

And then they remember all the moments spent with you, replaying like a movie.

"Good morning, love," your voice was hushed. "I love you and will always love you." It was barely audible but enough for their heartbeats to skip.

And then they remember that you will be theirs. You love them. That everything will be fine.

Satan | Lucifer | Belphie | Malleus | Shoto | Dabi | Kaeya |

[salvatoraes]

headcanon : stefan & his ripper gene.

for so long, stefan always thought that something was wrong with him because of his bloodlust problem. he always thought that it was just his hunger that he couldn't control. he he didn't know at the time how bad it would eventually get. nor did he think it was an actual problem that could be fixed or helped.

seeing as it's pretty rare to come across someone else who has a bloodlust issue like he does, stefan thought it was only him. he thought that being a ripper & losing control whenever he feeds on human blood was something only he dealt with. it's something that's so deeply routed inside of him he can't imagine anyone else dealing with it. & even if theres others out there, he wouldn't know it. but he doesn't wish this sickness on any other vampires.

it was so bad that he earned a title for it, the ripper of monterey. he was heard about everywhere, by everyone. he was known as the ripper who tore through villages. stefan didn't even call himself a ripper until the word was made for him. since then, the word ripper was known.

once stefan found out his mom was actually alive & a vampire herself ... she told him that he's a ripper because of her. he found out it's a gene that was passed down to him but skipped over damon.

he's had an insane amount of guilt for over five centuries all because of himself & all the people he's killed. he writes every single name down, remembers them all. it doesn't matter how long ago it's been, he will remember his victims. he started writing down names in a secret wall in his old apartment in chicago & once he moved, he started to write the names down in a notebook.

when stefan feeds on humans, he blacks out to the point where he doesn't usually remember what he's done until after. every time he feeds on humans, he drinks them dry to the point where their heads literally come off due to the pressure on their necks. once he realizes the person ( or people ) is dead, he feels so guilty about it ( unless his humanity is off, but that's a different story ) that he morbidly sets them back up. he puts their heads back on their bodies & sits them down to make it seem like they're still alive.

there's much more i can say about ripper stefan but it would be book length so i'll cut it here for now, which is still pretty long lol. if you read this, bless your heart.

[fadinglights]

leah  is  still  humming  the  catchy  tune  that's  been  stuck  in  her  head  ever  since  her  evening  at  the  club,  the  melody  lingering  as  she  clicks  off  her  heels  once  inside  the  lavish  villa  they'd  rented  months  ago.  but  the  familiar  sound  cuts  off  abruptly  as  her  gaze  lands  on  the  figure  seated  on  the  living  room's  couch.  blinking  rapidly,  leah  pauses,  taking  a  moment  to  ensure  this  isn't  simply  a  figment  of  her  intoxicated  imagination  on  her  first  night  of  the  deserved  vacation.  "you're  here."  she  utters,  the  words  falling  from  her  lips  with  a  sense  of  disbelief,  as  if  it  weren't  the  two  of  them  who  had  excitedly  browsed  booking  sites  together  before  settling  on  this  gorgeous  villa  as  their  shared  getaway.  her  heart  hammers  in  her  chest,  unsure  whether  she  wants  to  burst  into  tears  or  rush  forward  to  wrap  him  in  an  embrace  —  to  pretend  that  her  heart  isn't  already  irrevocably  pierced,  that  none  of  their  previous  fights  had  ever  happened,  that  they  aren't  a  few  conversations  away  from  initiating  a  divorce.  who  would’ve  thought,  huh?  "i  didn't  think  you'd  actually  come."  she  admits,  slurred  words  brimming  with  uncertainty. / @gcholdtrops