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[twoeightwo]

How are you? I hope you are doing well.

The first person who asked me this was Rain. We met around 2019. Or 2018.

257 - 25th July is rainsky day.

Today, 129 - 12th September 2022 - rain asked for hiatus. Asking for quitting. I don't know. "Kalau macamtu, jumpa lagi wafiy. Saya pun mendoakan yang baik-baik untuk awak. Assalamualaikum. Terima kasih dah cuba yang terbaik." - rain, telegram. ___ Asal tahu tadi dalam kelas, aku tak boleh fokus.

Aku merepek jawab soalan Herr Rafiq. Tak tahu pula, masa dia menaip tulah waktu tu aku jdi tak tentu hala.

Sync habis XD haha. Dahlah takpelah. Allah ada.

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I wish I could talk more with Hannan regarding his father, his experience during quarantine, his sakit etc. but I know, who am I wishing such things and he is in the state of sadness losing his father. So the least that I can do is do what he asked me -

Minta doakan kesejahteraan arwah ayah.

This really hard for me.

I feel pity and sad for him. For real. Sure.

Bila teringat bukannya kau turut bersedih tapi sedekahkan al fatihah.

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Entah lah Tuhan.

Aku mahu mengadu sesuatu.

Di hari di mana aku memutuskan untuk melepaskan Dodol, hanya dengan aku block sosial medianya, entah kenapa hati rasa tak nyaman, semua urusan tak menjadi dan fokusku hilang.

Justeru aku unblock. Entahlah.

Bukan sebab aku takut. Entahlah kenapa. Mujur alhamdulillah dan InsyaAllah Dodol will keep on avoiding in contacting me.

10/11 Mei @ 28/29 Ramadhan: Lepaskan.

Lepaskan apa yang bukan milikmu.

Apa yang membuatmu terjatuh lalu berulang kali jatuh dan tidak maju lagi.

Dan lepaskanlah perlahan-lahan. Kerana Tuhan.

___

Dodol. Elius. Askfm. Plato. Faham.

___

Bismillah, dengan nama namu Ya Allah.

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No one is coming

to save you,

there is no such thing

as a hero.

There is only you

deciding

that you are worthy.

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Let go of the hands

that don’t want to hold yours.

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Letting go is an art—master it and be free.

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I learned how strong soft is

because the softer I get,

the stronger I become.

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10/11 Mei @ 28/29 Ramadhan: Lepaskan.

Lepaskan apa yang bukan milikmu.

Apa yang membuatmu terjatuh lalu berulang kali jatuh dan tidak maju lagi.

Dan lepaskanlah perlahan-lahan. Kerana Tuhan.

___

Dodol. Elius. Askfm. Plato. Faham.

___

Bismillah, dengan nama namu Ya Allah.

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*️⃣ Bismillah 28 Ramadhan has come!

It's my birthday! Happiest birthday Wafiyyah 🌈🥰

Ya Allah, alhamdulillah wa astaghfirullah.

Rabbi inni lima anzalta ilayya min khairin faqir.

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Semoga kehidupanku bermanfaat, ameen.

Takkan pernah habis terima kasihku padaMu, wahai Tuhan yakni Allah.

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*️⃣ 27 Ramadhan: Bismillah.

Aku tak tahu apa tujuanku datang kesini. Dulu pernah menyewa di sini sebentar. Tapi tak ingat kenapa berhenti menyewa.

Harini, 9/5/2021 aku kembali menyewa di sini 😂

Entah apa yang panggil aku datang kemari. Aku harap datangku ke sini, lillah.

Ameen InsyaAllah.