#lol what am I doing

[the-moth-from-elsewhere]

OKAY HERE’S MY OC LORE

because apparently it’s relevant now?-

Let’s start in early November with gangle blog.

I, new to tumblr and not wanting to try and get in on something I had assumed had been going on for a long time and didn’t want to seem like an intruder, made the least intrusive character possible. This was also about the time where the “canon character” blogs were having some issues with the oc blogs, due to Tiger.

So I made Easton West.

He’s just a guy on lunch break who found the circus’s computer and can’t really do anything but interact via Developer console. No angst, just a guy who likes sandwiches. He befriended Gangle pretty quick. I also had him show up occasionally on Sun blog, iirc. He’s shy, he has no friends, but he cares a lot for people and always wants the best for those he cares for. He’s pretty “sunshine child”, but can be serious and assertive.

Then Gangle’s Ferris wheel/hammer anon plot started. And Jax DIED. And Easton was trying to save Jax and barely failed, and Gangle was in danger and soidjeieidjdie it was a messsssssss

Easton augments the computer with more monitors and PC’s and such, so he can actually affect things.

This is about the point where I threw my inhibitions out the window and gave Easton depression. This will come up later, and it became very severe over time. So tw for that.

At this point, Easton is friends with both Gangle and Sun, but due to the Ferris wheel stuff, he actually probably ended up befriending sun more.

Time for a new character. Easton mentions a coworker of his, after Sun tells him that he needs help running this thing. Sun tells him to find her, and thus we are introduced to Northa South.

Northa, like Easton, is shy and has no friends. She’s kind of a doormat, and doesn’t have a family because the foster system sucks and thus BAM childhood of inconsistency and physical…uh…ab—e. Not fun.

They hit it off instantly, and have a very sweet dynamic of “oh my gosh you’re amazing and I will give you all the affection”. While Easton is somewhat more protective, they’re pretty much on equal footing dynamic-wise.

Yes, they fall in love and start dating.

Before that, though, we introduce Dusk. Basically, Sun checks the heck out at one point and Easton saves everyone by bringing her back, but it’s a glitchy mess. Due to this, post-northa, they make a “backup plan” just in case the sun leaves. Northa being a graphic designer and Easton a coder, they can accomplish much more together than they would apart, and it shows with Dusk.

Dusk is the backup plan, a third celestial. She is summoned when Sun leaves again, and is just a sweetheart. Buuuut people don’t really like her because she accidentally adopts Sun’s tiny paper crane (who is named BlueJay now) and is…just…not Sun.

Easton and Northa attempt to help her, and are some of the best friends she has.

…And then Gangle dies.

…And thus the angst begins anew!

Northa and Easton kind of…crack from stress. Northa puts on the headset. Easton follows suit, but leaves behind a few things, including creating Dusk’s domain and the “Encyclopedia Poetica Circo”, a comprehensive and updating collection of files, functions, mechanics, character sheets, art, code, staff files, etc. for the circus and the company he worked for.

So, who are these two now? The Lord and Lady of Compass Manor, in Dusk’s domain. Dusk’s domain functions as an alternate, dream-esque dimension where logic runs on “what makes sense for the character/emotions?” (Ex: when someone is depressed, oftentimes it will begin to rain.) Each area runs on symbolism (Ex: Northeast’s area is symbolic of and thus will evoke the associated feelings of their innocent, genuine love.)

Dusk is very grieved. Sun shows up, drama, and meets a girl from Candleton named Alpenglow, who symbolizes the excitement of adventure. Uuunfortunately, after snapping at the amnesiac Lord and Lady, she leaves Alpen in the depression forest (“the Depths”) to die by accident, which traumatizes the already abandonment-issues-ridden child. Alpen is saved by Dusk and Sigil, who seem to be friends now, although Dusk had to magically lobotomize Insanity first. They end up on better terms later.

Sun calls up Easton’s ex, Lattia Tudor, and her business partner/best friend, Lonn Gitud. They’re here now.

Alpen quickly befriends and is adopted by Silhou, although Sun also still kinda adopted her it’s complex Sun and Silhou haven’t had the interaction where they deal with that yet

sun is missing, Dusk and sigil are looking for her.

…

…You’re probably realizing that there’s a character or two that I haven’t mentioned.

Meet Kit.

Kit is an 16 year old inter dimensional magical girl and one of two bits of madoka crossover we’ve had.

Kit started out as a five second joke character named Tea Anon, who had a conversation with a semi-dead Hammer in the void about tea.

Tea anon was SUPPOSED to just be my sona wearing anon glasses, thus why our personalities are somewhat similar, but she ended up as her own character with her own angst and motivations over time.

Tea anon ends up as Hammer’s…like, only friend. Also, Origami gets roped into this. They’re a team! Awwww…. Sure hope nothing goes wrong here.

they fight Kirsten, aka H.N. Elly, a witch from canon, who ends up being one of Tea’s old teammates. They end on good terms.

Hammer eventually…gets very very intoxicated, and Ori disappears. So Tea is on her own.

She witches out. And takes off the anon glasses, and thus her disguise as Tea anon. Her name is Kitsune and she wished to save those she loved, but failed. Her old teammates are witches or dead, her new teammates are gone, awww frick.

She and hammer have an emotional conversation, where Kit says she believes he is a good person, genuinely, because he cares about changing. She extends him a handshake. He does not shake her hand.

He proposes to chaos, and Kit as the eldritch horror she is crashes the wedding against her will, the grief-hungry witch side wanting to cause as much horror as possible. Generally, the inhuman monster is called Aite, the Odd Fox Witch.

hammer gets Kit back by the power of hugs and friendship. Awww.

Ori returns! But her friends have a concussion (hammer) and a gunshot wound (kit) sooo not fun. They’re in Pyxel’s care.

ORIGAMI LORE YEAH

Bob witches out while fighting Kit and kills her, leaving only her grief seed behind…sad.

that’s where we are rn lol

there’s your notes, @copper-ichor

(And there’s that essay I mentioned, @nymn-taoc)

sorry for the tags lol

[justanothersockfromfloyd]

From Now On - Ruggie Bucchi X GN! Reader

It was 12:38pm at NRC, the sound of chatter, bickering, laughter and yelling could be heard. But who was yelling? Well, it was none other than the king of mischief himself, Grim.

"Grim, get down from there!" Y/N looked on in horror as Grim hung from the somewhat recently fixed, magestone chandelier. "MYAH! IF I CAN'T HAVE IT, NOBODY CAN!" Grim angrily glared down into the eyes of the students below him. Y/N felt like crying, they really did, all the pressure of having to deal with their friends overblotting, struggling with school and helping Crowley, didn't help the situation. Grim waved around an expensive looking artifact as students yelled at him to put it down.

"Oi herbivore, what's going on in here!" Y/N turned towards the angry lap cat who had a familiar face following along. "Leona! Thank god you're here, can you please stop Grim from destroying that!, He won't get down and I can't get him to listen to me!" Leona shrugged and scowled "Dumbass, it isn't my problem, go get those idiots who always hang around you to help".

Behind Leona stood Ruggie, he peeked at Y/N from around Leona's shoulder and gave a soft sigh. "I suppose I could help.. BUT!" A huge grin soon made its way onto Ruggie's lips "You'll have to buy me whatever I want for a week!" Soon came Ruggie's famous laugh that most judged. However.. Y/N didn't care about his laugh.. they found it cute.

What is happening...

(after Grim was taken down and got a thorough beating from Crowley)

Ruggie plopped down onto the stairs near the spot Trey's "accident" happened. "So, about our little deal~" Y/N smiled at him and proceeded to sit next to the hyena manbeast. "Thank you Ruggie, it seriously means a lot!" Ruggie felt his face start to warm up at the sight of the beautiful smile on their face. "Well... What can I say!... I- umm" Y/N watched as Ruggie stumbled upon his words, hand on the back of his neck and a very obvious blush on his face. "I care y'know... I may just seem like a street rat, a hyena who grew up in the slums and doesn't have any redeeming qualities... Which is true but-" Ruggie was cut short when Y/N placed their lips upon his, a sense of belonging was felt throughout Ruggie as he slowly kissed them back.

After a couple of seconds they both pulled away from one another. "Ruggie, I don't care about status, looks, or money.. I care about you for you, I always have. I know it may seem stupid but.. I fell for the hyena that was always up to no good and trying to snatch Leona's jewelry" Ruggie felt a wave of emotions hit him as he nuzzled his face into the crook of Y/N's neck. "From now on, don't leave my side... Please" "Of course not Ruggie".

"Get a room Y/N!"

"GRIM!"

So that was that, first fanfic and it's nearly 3am, sorry if it wasn't that great, I'm so used to writing super detailed horror/gore books, and yes, books, I make me own books whenever I feel like it lmao, I'm working on one at the moment and it's getting interesting. So yeah. Hope you enjoyed, have a good day/afternoon/night!.

[punkinvsblogging]

Oh my GOSHHHHHHH.

It’s getting real-er. It’s getting more real. It’s—!

People always tell me how brave I am, but I feel the need to let people know that I am terrified. I almost never know what I’m doing. I just do it and pray. There is a very high(??) possibility that things will not work out. That’s usually how it is. Yet, HERE I AM?? JUST DOING IT ANYWAY?? AHHHHH?!?!

[strange-doll-child]

I wanna draw more OrganBox idk

[whatevenislifeatp]

Why should I care

about what this infernal flesh prison looks like when I will soon descend deep beneath the earth to be scorned for all eternity?

[jen-again]

hii do I work this app???!?!!???#?

[sxllygy]

Shhhh, he’s eepin.

[spookilysweet]

[clearingmarbles]

so i need more mutuals.. follow me if u like nct, heartstopper, cats (actual cats, not the movie… maybe the musical), astrology and stuff. let’s be friends!!!

[thecontentsofyourfridge]

was trying to find my shirt and kept saying "I need " over and over and my mother was just like ???? you need WHAT and I couldn't remember the word for shirt so I looked at her blankly and just said in a more stern voice "I *need* ."

[inkskinned]

the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

[downydig]

alright ALRIGHT she's my favorite i KNOW it's perdictable for me!

[stellarspecter]

@pscentral event 20: antagonists ↳ THE LORDS IN BLACK in NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE

[crmsndragonwngss]

4:30am, splitting headache, feeding my merch addiction with money I really shouldn’t be spending. But hey, buying two Lorna Shore shirts is better than buying the three Erra shirts I missed out on cuz they sold out day fuckin one

[rosereign]

A Gemini? With me??? It’s more likely than you think.

[timetodiverge]

Excuse me sir, that's my Emotional Support vicious lurca hound

....soooo Batcher is fully Crosshair's puppy now, yes???

-spending the morning at the beach with him instead of Omega -sitting next to him at the table -staying near him while everyone was yelling -squaring off against the wyrm ("YEAH YOU BETTER RUN!!"), then going right to Crosshair to check in, then STAYING THERE while Crosshair has his moment with Hunter