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theflyingfeeling · 1 month

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#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one #the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all #i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today #as i was absolutely useless today #and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again #i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again #i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it #i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn #and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now #also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely #and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends #for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations #on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed #i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely #please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby

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dailykugisaki · 2 months

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Day 157 | id in alt

Mai told Miwa that Kugisaki was a creature with no morals and because Mai is the one that directly protects Miwa's back most of the time? Miwa believed her.

Also Kugisaki is a creature. I rematched her death painting fights.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #Kasumi Miwa #i like you miwa stay silly #yes i am still violently pissed that gege literally crashed her straight back into the mindset she was in when we met her but yknow #gege you will answer for your damn crimes #She deserved better than just becoming a borderline maid for the rest of her years after loosing two loved ones CMON #op almost snapped their leg in half today we in this shit for life #Kugisaki would absolutely bully miwa but i feel like Miwa leans too far into fumi territory for her to do it #miwa called herself useless and got the MEANEST side eye from Kugisaki and that was that and i find that funny

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napping-sapphic · 5 months

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I’m not cut out for even slightly more intense health issues than my usual stuff yall so here’s my will for when i die of feel too bad disorder: i’d like to dedicate my few life achievements to all the sapphics out there and also they can have all my stuff i guess

#i did not go to a doctor yet because i was better yesterday #and it is now worse again!! rude!!#now i have to consider going today🙃#i do have a few general health issues but i don’t ever get sick or anything #so now im an absolute WIMP when it comes to feeling bad #im ready to fight whoever invented feeling bad cause it is not fun!!#also ready to pass away so pls enjoy my objects i love them a lot #you guys don’t get to have my books though please bury them with me as my final request #you can however keep my degree which is useful as tinder or perhaps a part of a decorative stack of useless papers #this is a joke and im over exaggerating and probably fine btw #just some things acting up probably not anything bad or serious #however the only thing im yearning for rn is for this to go away #so probably won’t have enough yearning for women to make many posts #unless i find some in my drafts or some such #idk #but i wanted to post about it since i know sometimes radio silence gets yall worried #so!! im good just going through it lol

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bookdragonquotes · 6 months

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#today's words were #apple #clap #scroll #these two are absolutely useless I swear #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #vnc #les memoires de vanitas #noe archiviste #roland fortis

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the-kipsabian · 14 days

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how often is too often to boop your own stuff that youre really proud of

#the reblogs to likes ratio bothers me i admit #for something i spent hours on it fucking sucks lmao #im trying to not let it get to me but fuck man #i know if this was about anyone else it wouldnt be like this so like. fuck me or whatever #im just gonna go back to playing splatoon like a useless asshole im doing awful today lmao #in game i mean. im trying to keep my anxiety at bay ugh #night is an absolute mess on main

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giantkillerjack · 2 years

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My gender is whatever the Monkey King has going on; my gender is trickster spirit that would make an excellent anime protagonist

#journey to the west #sun wukong #the monkey king #so guess who just learned about sun wukong on youtube today #overly sarcastic productions #original #i watched all the parts they have released so far and then watched a 2 hour chinese movie from 2013 & then another from a different studio #is it inappropriate to ship the monkey and the monk? they shipped the monk with a lady in the movie. really like... way too aggressively #like he was NOT INTO HER and they REALLY SOLD HOW SHE WAS NOT BEING COOL ABOUT THIS #and then at the end it is like and actually he DID love her and I'm like #y'all. what is this a marvel movie ?? i liked basically everything else in the film though #so far the slapstick in these chinese action movies fucking rules i love this horrible monkey demon and pigsy always makes me laugh #i gotta watch more foreign films #also rip to all those little girls getting eaten to show how evil these demons are i was NOT prepared #both movies introduce demons with them eating entire families #i want to cosplay as the monkey king but i know enough to not do that because i am white. so i will just very much love this character #i also really like Sandy aka WATER DILF #and tripitaka's case of Resting Damsel Face and being The World's Most Edible Man #like if aang were absolutely useless in a fight it is so funny #all monkey does is rescue this man and we love to see it

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itspileofgoodthings · 1 year

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slowly, slowly, slowly learning how to bridge the gap in my teaching between overexplaining and underexplaining so I hit that exact sweet spot of getting the kids to the place where they’re interacting with a text that is absolutely over their heads and out of their leagues but their excitement, generated by me but sustained by them, and the right amount of scaffolding and explanation lifts them up to be able to meet it, enjoy it, learn from it, be affected by it.

#teaching tag #it is MAGIC when that happens #anyway i've been showing them macbeth this year instead of reading it because we don't have time to read it #and i've been severely in my head about the uselessness of it #and how it's not doing anything #but i had a good talk with another teacher about it and she was like 'no no! keep going!'#and then today we watched the malcolm and macduff scene and i could feel the room listening to the language #not quite understanding it but reaching out towards it #and it was SO. GOOD.#it helps that the guy who plays malcolm is young and cute #tbh i would never underestimate the importance of that #me choosing my shakespeare adaptations carefully so they get to look at someone young and beautiful enough for a period of time #anyway teaching has been just the absolute doldrums for a couple months now and this feels like a nice break and streak of light #like i just can't ever rule out the possibility that their hearts can be caught by something that we're reading #despite my common sense telling me not to put too much stock into their emotional reactions #because doing so would lead to my burnout and bitterness #because you can't force anyone to fall in love #but you can set the stage and clear the rubbish and lay the fire for lighting #and just wait for a spark to catch #anyway this tension between the orderliness and peace and box checking that i WANT to be a part of my room .....#and the moment of a student just suddenly being illuminated. inspired. in love !!!!!!!#i love it. i love it a lot!

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lunetual · 1 year

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KIHYUN ✧ ‘BEAUTIFUL LIAR’ OFFICIAL MV

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nordic-language-love · 7 months

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Why is work both a verb and a noun? Why is most verbs also nouns even when they don't add -ed or -ing?

Hi there!

I'm afraid I don't have a good answer for you other than "English is just like that sometimes". I wouldn't say most verbs are also nouns though, and many that are have a different meaning (scale/to scale). But maybe one of my followers knows the answer?

#that being said. english is such that you can take any noun and *make* it a verb #as long as you can agree on the meaning or the meaning is obvious enough through context it's fine #for example. 'potato' is not a verb but i could absolutely say “i'm going to potato today” and i'm p sure most people would understand #bc culturally the word 'potato' is often used in the context of lazy/stupid/useless

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frumpybutsupersmart · 4 months

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today’s enemy: privatised electric companies

i just wasted my entire day chasing up THREE different companies who all said that they could have the electricity at my place (currently moving) turned on by the end of today

*then* i was told that a fourth company is actually the entity in charge of remotely turning the fucking meter on

surprising no one but me apparently it is *still* not on

luckily i’m not moving till saturday and i don’t have to actually stay in it but holy shit fuck everyone i talked to today who gave me incorrect information

#also extra fuck utility connection services they are absolutely useless grifters #personal #my god what a waste of a day #i was supposed to get most of my science programming done today so that it’s ready to go but that didn’t happen

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mildmayfoxe · 8 months

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walked 1.8 miles to go get my double booster flu shots up and down two hills almost got run over by two cars made great time showed up 20 minutes early

#sitting outside drinking some water so i’m not just standing in the cvs forever #i love walking the weather is so nice rn :) 75ish and breezy #there’s a trader joe’s here too might pop in & buy some stuff #ive never lived close enough to one to actually shop there regularly so it’s like a fun treat #chatpost #can’t wait to be absolutely useless at work tomorrow but i need to make collage packs so i’ll get a nice treat day while i’m incapacitated #i could’ve done them today but i thought ahead & saved them 😌

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the-kipsabian · 1 month

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i think im just sad cause im pretty sure the art gallery job has ghosted me so.. im just back to square one in all the things and once again just feeling that hope slipping away of having any sort of possible future at this point

#in short i feel unwanted and useless #which im trying to tell myself isnt true but. lmao #whatever. video games it is today again. as if it makes a difference #night is an absolute mess on main

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running-in-the-dark · 11 months

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We're going to a funeral tomorrow (my husband's grandma that he wasn't close to and I only met once) and I'm really anxious about it (which feels shitty because it's not my relative that died, it's not about me in any way. if I could just turn my anxiety off I would 😔)

#he's totally fine and here I am unable to sleep because the social rules of a funeral are too difficult #I've never been to a Catholic funeral before so at least that should be interesting #but that also makes it even scarier #well at least I've got my emergency meds now in case it somehow goes really badly #and we've already discussed the option of me leaving right after the funeral itself if I feel like I need to #so I've got two options if I need them and that will probably help #the absolute worst scenario would be if I can't go. I started feeling sick today because of how anxious it's making me and that worries me #I don't want to not go to this funeral with him. that would be so heartless. I need to support him but I'm just so fucking useless 😭#funerals are so hard #I haven't been to one since my dad's and that makes it even scarier #personal #cw death

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tortademaracuya · 1 year

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#i think like. the worst part of my mood lately #is that i feel so low that not only i have no energy or motivation but i just dont care #i cant keep working on this stupid code because i cant bring myself to care about it. i dont see the point. its useless #but i also know that i will go back to suddenly caring in like 3 hours and im going to have a horrible time :)#it would be easier if at least i stayed on a single mindset :)#but no lets go from absolutely miserable and hopeless but uncaring to hyper anxious mess that gets overwhelmed #maybe i need to touch more grass but now im also starting to get anxious about being outside too...yay.....#dont even get me started on actually talking to another person face to face #haunted.txt #had to go out today and even though it was fun i wanted to explode the second i was alone again #i cant stop overthinking everything everyone says or does...its so tiring #and it feels even more lonely in the end. being surrounded by too many people and feeling like an outsider or #seeing a single person and feeling like you are bothering them #not like i have seen anyone. i would have to go out or take breaks or even reach out for that aha. ahahaahaha #lets see how many more places i can quietly disappear from because i cant be bothered #its all too much and even though at first is a relief its like i need to cut out more and more communication little by little

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xoadoratio · 1 year

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i hate when my interests change because i never fucking get ANYTHING DONE

#oo i’m gonna draw today wait no i’ll play bass wait no i’ll just read a book #wait no i’ll do absolutely nothing and sulk about my lack of quality in any of my hobbies #i made it so far in bass and then suddenly my brain said NO!!!! NO MORE!!!! RAAA I’M FUCKING USELESS #maybe i just lack a passion

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kimtaegis · 2 years

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#pausing the absolute pointless mem21 giffing to contemplate whether I should bother with a jk bday edit #like…will people come online again for this. probably because it’s jk #I really liked last year’s but. no one else really lol #I dunno I don’t think many people like my style #whatever that even is #and I in turn don’t really like most of the tumblr-typical gif edits #also it’s not like I have any idea ha #man I feel bitter and useless today #a typical sunday #edit: love when I complain and people unfollow me. hilarious. proves all my points

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