#Ruan Mei

[bunnygirllover45]

could barely draw these days, so have some random sketches instead. from top to bottom: - Random friend's ocs - Blade and Ruan Mei from honkai star rail - Fyodor and Dazai from Bungo Stray dogs

[jailgarden]

Well this is something…

[hiroeghjj]

The husbands and the break effect supports

[thequietkid-moonie]

The diference between love and obsession

[ YANDERE COMPARITION ] [ Ruan Mei ]

[ Honkai Star Rail ]

⚠️ This contain spoilers about her backstory

I love Ruan Mei, she is beautiful and powerful, and for some reason she has being wandering my mind (maybe because im playing with her a lot again) so i thought this may be the perfect time to write for her <3

Ruan Mei's love is interesting and quite schemer, Ruan Mei has never being able to fully understand how it is to be human, she struggles with understanding morals and normal feelings so falling in love will make her quite curious about it

Despite not knowing much about feelings or how to handle nor express them Ruan Mei can see falling in love as a good opportunity to learn, indirectly offering you a deal where she can learn about her feelings by spending more time with you and experimenting with new things with you, in exchange she'll give you a reward (wich she'll have to think on what to give you)

Even if she grows to feel affection and love for you, Ruan Mei is still unsure about the whole situation, she doesn't want to lose someone else and feel that pain and emptiness in her heart, so she tries to fight back as much as she can those growing feelings, remembering herself that there will be a point where you two will part ways and time will make you forget her, but not matter how much she tries to stay away and don't grow close to you she just can't stop herself from turning around in your direction whenever she has the opportunity to take a glance of you

Ruan Mei loves is what lead her to wish to learn more about human relationship and interactions, to learns what are all those feeling and to what extent she can get, but with you and only you; her love is what lead her to convince herself that this may be an experience with great academic value, even when she can't fool herself and deep down she knows what she is doing she doesn't care much

Ruan Mei love is what lead her to think constantly on you even when working, is what lead her to think on what could be your opinion of her new experiment or even make her think on you by trivial things, like her now innocent wish to share some tea and cakes with you or wanting to show you the embroidery she has being working on

Ruan Mei love is something that lead her to feel more human, what inspire her as much as her mother's letters does, is what lead her to think that maybe interacting with others may don't be too bad, but at the same time lead her to want to just be with you and share new experiences with you

Ruan Mei's hurt heart lead her to remember constantly the posibility of losing you, of you just going away in your own path but is her love what make her doubt about that being a bad thing, the time you two share holds great value and even if it will hurt if it happens maybe she can do something to preserve the memories a little longer

Ruan Mei's obsesive love is troblesome for both parts and it can even reach dangerous limits, Ruan Mei has never being able to fully understand humanity or feeling in a proper way, she always had troubles understanding simple things that has to be with morals and since she was a child she was instructed to science, for her everything should be analytic

Ruan Mei's obsesive love it is at first sight, she barely leave her lab, let alone think on something that isn't her investigation or goals, so there are little chances that you two get to met, but when she finally lays her eyes on you it will have such impact on her that she will not be able to stop thinking about you

Despite having an inmense love and desire of you, of getting to know all of you, Ruan Mei still have problems understanding what she is feeling, when it reach a point where it becomes quite troublesome she will finally sit down to clear her mind, coldly analysing what she feels before finally deciding that, somehow, what she feels is an inmense scientific curiosity and she, as the respectable scientist she is, will follow her desires and get what she wants

Ruan Mei's obsesive love is what make her see you as an perfect specimen, someone who holds great academic value, someone who could have the key to help her understand what she have never being able to understand because you make her feel with such intensity and need that could only be attributed at that humanity she always felt so far from her

Ruan Mei's obsesive love is what will lead her to be desperate to preserve you in any way posible, going from simple ways like embroidering beautiful desings in your honor to even taking part of your DNA and making as much creatures as she can with your DNA, hoping that one of those creatures will be even just a little close at the perfect real one

Ruan Mei has being betrayed by her parents when they left her alone and she will not be able to handle something like that happen again, and she will not even take the risk, so is her obsesive love what lead her to performe experiments on you, trying to find a way to make you stay with her forever, even going as far as making you unable to talk with anyone else if it is need it, you are just too perfect and to valuable to lose

Ruan Mei's obsesive love is what will lead her to give you Yaoishi's fruit to gift you the inmortality, so when she manage to achive her goal and become an eon you'll be able to be there with her too, staying together for the eternity

[lcd1602]

So the move is to continue with the argenthill stuff once i draw another still and then read their story lore to expand upon my thinking, but in the meantime, heres a little rarepair that i've kept in my vault because ive never been vocal with my ships before.

but to answer some things:

why not yingxing and dan feng?:

those guys are cool, but blade isnt ying anymore, maybe in soul, but not in spirit. jing liu broke that and put a bandaid on it before leaving for milk.

why not renheng?:

im on the side of shippers to think that ship is toxic as hell. im aware some of those like toxic ships, i can't see the appeal, the story shows that dan heng is afraid of blade, and half the time blade hardly remembers dan hengs face except for when hes bozo crazy OUT OF FIVE THREE MUST PAY A PRICE, YOU ARE ONE OF THEM GWAHAHAHAHAHAHA LET ME KILL YOUR ASS.

but anyway, BLADEMEI :DDDDDD

I'm in the same situation with blademei as i am with argenhill/gunsnroses because i haven't tied down why this probably situationship would fall into their storylines, but here is how i put it.

blade makes his way onto the space station, elio gave him a smaller script to play out there, but it mentioned a 'death'. and of course blade is like "death? you know me so well elio" and heads out immediately. he ends up in ruan meis area, and notices the lack of personnel, but dismisses it.

eventually he winds up in a room and gets jailed in there for some reason i havent expanded on yet. and ruan mei pulls up out of nowhere and runs a body scan on him, because she can tell something is off.

and the scans show a LOT.

how blade is WAY over the human species life expectancy, but is a human. how his blood shows traces of an aeon (does shuhus gift tie in to yaoshi? probably yeah cause shuhus an emanator) of abundance.

abundance? ruan mei is studying the origin of life. thats close enough.

she keeps him jailed up and studies him until he asks why.

she does her idle thingwhere she pulls out a DNA strand and tells him what he already knows. he's lived way too long. (thanks for the xian zhou level exposition ruan mei very much appreciated)

blade reveals he's been seeking death. and here is where he will get it.

so ruan mei stares at him and asks him to stay. because if she can study an aeons power so close and personal, the least she could do is grant him death.

[soursoppi]

Who gets dibs on the chicken wing?

[su-rodriguez]

now they have adopted children

[shelfis]

keeping to trends can brake one's schedule because THERE ARE A LOT OF THEM.

[121231212i]

Honkai: Star rail | All logos from version 1.0 to 2.1

[rewuyuu]

[fruit-sy]

Genius Society 🤓🤓

Just the dudes by themselves below bc why not lol

[lvnesart]

Prettiest hsr characters + six characters challenge i didnt wanna finish

[yoursweetwife]

Where they like to kiss you

Veritas Ratio

Ratio's favorite place to kiss is your hands. The first time he did it as a sign of gratitude for your help, but then these kisses began to happen regularly, and as a result, not a day goes by without him kissing your hand, be it goodbye, as a greeting, or in gratitude for the cooked dinner. Besides, your hands are his favorite part of the body, because it is with them that you hug him, play with his hair, and work. Every night he will kiss any scars, intertwine your hands, look for pulse point, play with your fingers and kiss each of them, whispering about his boundless love and devotion.

Ruan Mei

Ruan Mei is a simple woman who likes to be kissed on the lips. A quick kiss when you pass each other, or when you stop by her office to hand over the necessary papers or reagents. Of course, when Ruan Mei especially needs to kiss you, she catches you in the hallway, takes you around the corner where no one will see, and gives you a long kiss. Or slow and intimate kisses while you lie in a shared bed and exchange impressions about the past day. Ruan Mei can’t help but stare at your red lips, swollen from kisses, like a strawberry cake that she doesn’t mind eating.

Aventurine

Aventurine loves to kiss you absolutely everywhere, but if he had to choose a favorite place, it would be your neck. However, he doesn't just kiss there because he likes to tease (although that's one of the reasons), like he does in crowded places like casino. Aventurine loves to hide his face in your neck, it's become a kind of safe place for him. You are used to the fact that after a long day of work, he lies on top of you and hides his face, inhaling the smell of your perfume and leaving light kisses from time to time. At this moment, not a word will be spoken, only his contented hum, while fingers massage his scalp, and your laughter when Aventurine kisses your especially sensitive spots.

[meltesh28]

just need to get it out of my system.. ruan mei in cheongsam...

[sunnbnn]

Heard Our General needs supports...

[kroosluvr]

The entity that I reconstruct will bloom into a life never before seen.