I’ve been hurt way to many times more then a 16 year old should be hurt, the physical pain, the emotional tournament I’ve endured at the hands of my own father, he watched all the pieces of me shatter while the crowd of his mind screamed more, Ive been a real tough kid for way to long , I’ve handled my shit for longer than I’ve meant to , they said fake it till you make it and I did lights, camera ,bitch smile even when you wanna die , he said he’d love his child all his life, but that life was too short. Breaking down I hit the floor all the pieces of me shattered, while he continued shouting more , I’m so depressed that I can act like it’s my birthday everyday , you know your good when you can even do it with a broken heart, I can hold my breath, I’ve been doing it since he left, I keep finding her in my room healing my wounds , she’s been doing it since she saw, I was miserable she’s the only one who knows, she knows I’m good when I can do it with a broken heart, the heart she healed, cherished with the kindness she has given me , I’ll forever be grateful for my ruby, my love ,my salvation
My girl
My sincerest apologies for the shorter juby week post I’ve had quite a busy few weeks and a bad couple of days recently but I think I’m okay now
I definitely believe there will be another ERAs Film featuring the TTPD setlist and/or something that will throw us in a loop 13 times than we least expected!!!
WHO'S AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD ME
This is such a Cameron centric song - Like change my mind about that- Like the lines 'you wouldn't last a day in the asylum...' - Don't you worry folks ... (that whole line is just Welton having its impact on him) - Also I was brave I was gentle (Just works for him) - I dunno just works for him as a whole - Like how Welton really just destroys that individuality of people - Cameron pretty much sums that up
I HATE IT HERE - THE PROPHECY - THE SMALLEST MAN WHO EVER LIVED
Neil - Neil - Neil - Do I need to elaborate more on this? Like the fairytale quality to the lyrics - the need to escape - secret gardens just gives off the nature vibe (similar to Midsummer Night's) - Neil desperately wanting to change his fate and begging for that change - And Mr Perry is the smallest man who ever lived (that BITCH)
CASSANDRA
Totally Charlie Dalton's anthem - Like how they killed off his narrative with his expulsion - How no one believed him sorta when he stood up to oppose Welton's standard - Just that - So, they killed Cassandra first 'cause she feared the worst And tried to tell the town So, they set my life in flames, I regret to say Do you believe me now?
I mean he tried to expose Welton to this effect
I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART - THE MANUSCRIPT - LOML
Todd - Todd - Todd - Like his relationship with Neil and him looking back at Welton and moving forward - Who he is at the end of DPS - ANGST - Pure angst - AND LOSS OF MY LIFE
I CAN FIX HIM (NO REALLY I CAN)
Knox and Chris - Literally just them - No further elaborations - No srsly though
FLORIDA - FORTNIGHT
Just all of the poets - the vibes the feels - They have a FLORIDA OF THEIR OWN - WHICH IS THE DPS - Change my mind
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