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Happy pride month to the “Not Arthur” scene

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franz kafka // love love love, the mountain goats // made by maid, laura marling // merlin, the diamond of the day part ii // XX // the haunting of hill house, sielnce lay steadily.

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they changed my shift tomorrow from 4 hours to 8 hours.......cant decide if this is allyship of homophobia.......

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Confess something you've thought about me on anon

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hi pals, i really want to write but i've collected so many wips over the past few months that i can't decide where to start, so please help me choose (longer posts/descriptions linked below where applicable):

1 - morgwen / 2 - merthur / 4 - merwenthur / 6 - old religion / 8 - garden life / 11 - merthur

(i'll try and add to all of them depending on the vote count) <3

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trying to explain my hatred for the disir episode to someone who isn't a) desperately involved in the world of bbc merlin and b) doesn't know how it all ends, is actually torture. it's the breaking point. it's the beginning of the end. it's the decision to shape all decisions. it's the strings of fate being pulled by the weight of a sorcerers tears. it's a death sentence disguised as a saving grace. it's a masterpiece and the worst thing you could see on your tv screen.

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you know how we often talk about merlin and his love and how it changed things? how his affections for arthur changed his decision making, influenced his sense for right and wrong, his sense of duty versus devotion? yeah, that's all well and good, but i don't think we talk about arthur's side of it enough. he, too, got twisted up in his affections. s1 arthur and s4/5 arthur were different for many reasons, but one that particularly strikes you is his ease when asking merlin for his opinions. yeah, he still makes jokes and pokes fun at merlin for his ability to see (know) things the others don't, but he begins asking merlin more and more for his views, thoughts, opinions. he doesn't shy away and when arthur asks directly, he doesn't disregard the answers he's given - he often takes them as gospel. on the surface level it's nice, the trust and belief in each other, but it's their fatal flaw, too. and as with everything, it's reflected in each other. merlin's inability to be objective in his decisions and arthur's inability to stand alone in his decisions.

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

they're in love. did you know? that they're in love? they're in love. btw.

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

i bet blondie spent a good chunk of the journey back to the village thinking of this joke/tease. and by all accounts, it paid off - look how pleased merlin is to play along. absolute fools.

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

merwenthurs rise

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

locking myself in a tower so she can come save me. or yknow. something normal.

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

"who knows?" please, magic man, i beg, you must get better at this

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

the way merlin backs up ever so slightly in the second gif.....mhm, yeah

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

merlin's been yelled at and threatened all night and even he's confused. gwaine, sweetheart, you're doing great.

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

currently googling if it's normal to be so very fond of a guy who just borderline kissed a skeleton, brb

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bbc merlin - 04x08 Lamia

after it was all said and done, they gossiped about her, i just know it